9 [Fanwai, Jiang Yanzhou] accommodated
Jiang Yanzhou looked at the girl in front of her, her smile was bright and generous, this was her usual style.
He turned his face away suddenly.
Regarding Qi Suya's proposal that the two go to the capital together, he neither agreed nor refused.
The expression on his face was not much different from usual, only the dark and deep eyes were darker than usual.
After a long time, he pursed the corners of his lips: "You don't have to be like this. ”
Qi Suya was stunned.
Jiang Yanzhou felt irritable for no reason.
"Last night...... "Yesterday he was drunk, he was impulsive, but he didn't succeed.
He was in a state of confusion, and his only thought was to flee urgently.
She may have seen that he was in a bad mood, or that she was worried about his state of mind.
However.
He lowered his head and didn't look at her eyes, but said hoarsely, "If you are like this, I will think too much." ”
Qi Suya's hand squeezed the cup in her hand with a slight force.
The brown sugar dates he cooked for her were still hot, but the man's heart seemed to be cold.
He turned suddenly, frustrating with his own short hair.
"I'll admit I'm not in a good state of mind. But...... Don't be so accommodating to me. ”
He put down this sentence and was silent for a few seconds before grabbing the car keys: "I'll wait for something and come back to see you tomorrow." ”
He didn't want her accommodation. She cares about his mood, when he is depressed, when he is frustrated, she wants to do something for him.
However, her accommodation is not the only one.
He's not the only one.
If she was facing other Jiang family members, in her heart, their existence was more special. Maybe they were brothers, or maybe they were friends.
She cares about everyone, not just him.
Jiang Yanzhou thought that this was not only her abusive feelings, but also his own hypocrisy.
Perfect. Everyone knows that Yaya is not perfect. There are many gentler and more considerate people in this world than her, but he, they, everyone, want, not those women who are better than her, they just want her.
She is sometimes like a central air conditioner, good for everyone. But if he didn't love, he would rather her be cold, and he would rather she not care.
However, when he thought about it, he couldn't help but introspect. He can be really hypocritical. Because if she really didn't care about him at all, he would probably be sad about it again.
What she did, it was not right. On the premise of not loving him, no matter how much she does or doesn't do, it's not right.
His feelings are not reciprocated.
The moment he stepped out of the room, he pulled his lips far-fetched, as if mocking himself.
……
Jiang Yanzhou is gone. Qi Suya was silent and stopped in place.
She held the cup of brown sugar jujube in both hands, and after a long time, the brown sugar water in the cup was no longer hot, she slowly walked to the living room, sat down slowly, and then took a sip of warm brown sugar water, and then put the cup on the coffee table.
The room was empty, and the whole world was dead silent.
It's been a long, long time.
She took a deep breath and sighed sharply.
She occasionally feels lost. No matter what you do, it doesn't seem right, and you really can't ignore it.
How could she ignore it?
The theme of life is not necessarily only love, and even if she is not a lover, Jiang Yanzhou and others still occupy a lot of weight in her heart.
will care about the other party's joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and will protect their shortcomings, and they don't want the other party to be bullied.
However, it has always been her who bullied him the most.