Chapter 18 You are a rain in my dry years, you come heartily, I can't afford to get sick

The days passed quickly, in a blink of an eye, it was December again, and soon it was the annual Christmas again, everyone was looking forward to the Christmas program, this year Beilu and Qu Yan invited a group of us to go to their home for Christmas, and it was unanimously approved by everyone, Cangnan said with great interest, "Let me be the chef in charge of Christmas and show your hand, do you think it's okay at the end of the north?" ”

"Huh? Don't bother you, right? You see how tired you have been lately, the whole person is thin and haggard, and I can't bear it. I almost squirted out a sip of milk tea, but fortunately I reacted wittily, I turned my head and looked at Cangnan with affection on my face and pretended to be distressed and said, Xichen They also echoed on the side, "Yes, yes, you see that your bones are protruding." ”

Cangnan took out my mirror and looked at herself for a long time, touched the flesh on her face and said suspiciously, "Really?" I think I've gained weight lately, and I've gained a few pounds. ”

"Anyway, you just listen to me, why are you so long-winded? I said reluctant is reluctant, do you want to make me feel distressed? I snatched the mirror from his hand and ordered him to force me to speak seriously.

He Xiaoxiao couldn't help but smile and said, "Let's do it with me, I'm the little prince of cooking." Then he threw a standard wink at everyone, Cai Qiang sprayed a mouthful of water on his face and laughed, "No, no, no, no matter how you are a princess, the little princess is suitable for you." ”

"You are a man's wife, a man's wife who can't cook, be careful that you can't marry in the future." He Xiaoxiao retorted unceremoniously, snorted coldly, turned his head and pretended to be angry.

Is the world war coming again? As long as the two of them get together, they will inevitably attract the attention of the people around them, so we hurriedly pulled them away before everyone could look this way.

Christmas is coming, and on Christmas Eve, Cangnan gave me a red apple, and then said mysteriously, "Today, the Christmas Fair will send gifts to your socks, you have to be ready." "I thought it was just a joke and laughed it off, 'What about you and I as a three-year-old?' Grandpa Christmas is too busy to win, where can he take care of me? ”

But when I put on my socks the next day, I found that there was really a rectangular box inside, and when I opened the delicate box, I was surprised to see a shiny necklace.

On the eve of Christmas, Wu Tianyi expressed his heart to Xichen, there are fireworks we prepared in advance under the big tree by the lake, Wu Tianyi held roses, and in the moment Xichen nodded, Cangnan and I lit fireworks on the other side, the whole sky became gorgeous, the colorful sky is like our life, never think of what will happen in the next second, who will we meet in the next moment, and who will hold hands with each other.

Xi Chen's eyes were filled with tears, moved to tears, and I envied the blessing at the same time suddenly remembered the young man in the distance, when Hao Ran and Xi Chen officially confessed, we also prepared everything for him like this, and then hid behind the big tree to peep at their every move, holding back laughter, I still remember that at that time, Bei Chu accidentally stepped on the North Road, and as a result, the pain made the North Road grin and couldn't make a sound, Bei Chu didn't care about the North Road made a grimace and walked to Hao Ran's side and said, "Why are you so grinding?" Just hold hands and hug it. ”

Later, Haoran kept complaining that Bei Chu ruined his perfect plan and broke the original beauty, where is the high-spirited young man now, the moment he decided to let go, he should have thought that there would be such a day, if he saw this scene, would he also be heartbroken and desperate to rush up and pull Xichen away and protect the original love.

That day, Xichen returned to the original girl, looking forward to the future, full of expectations, as long as she is happy, no matter who is guarding her, as long as she is happy, it is my greatest wish, but what happened later was unexpected.

Christmas we rushed to Qu Yan's house, this time it was still Qu Yan in charge of the kitchen, although He Xiaoxiao said that he was going to cook, but because there was something temporary, he didn't have time to catch up, he hurried over at the end, I looked at Qu Yan who was busy in the kitchen with an apron, moved his elbow to Beilu, and asked him with a smile, "Beilu, I think Sister Qu Yan is a good woman, and with my intuition, she must be interesting to you, it's time for you to find someone to take care of, right?" ”

"I don't need you to give me a red line, I know my own affairs, it's good to be alone, let alone say more." Beilu's sudden cold tone startled me, looking at his somewhat annoyed gloomy, I was at a loss, I didn't know what I said wrong, Beilu was rarely angry, let alone angry at me, no matter how big the thing was, he wouldn't be angry at me, let alone say hurtful words, I looked at the angry Beilu and didn't know what to say.

"Kitamo, I'm sorry, I was too excited just now." After a while, the North Road broke the deadlock and scratched his head and said to me, he hung his head like a child who had done something wrong, and I rubbed his hair and said sadly, "North Road, why are you so stubborn?" How can I be reassured by you? I know you've been thinking about Beichu, but you also have to live your own life. ”

Before Beilu answered me, Cangnan called me to play a game, he was a game black hole, and he lost to Wu Tianyi every time, so he had to ask me to help, I answered, and then heard Beilu whispering, "You don't know, what is in my heart." ”

"Huh? What did you say? I turned around and asked about the north road, but he sat lazily on the sofa and smiled reassuringly, "It's nothing, you can go play games or be like a child." ”

I didn't know what Beilu said, but when I saw his smile, I knew that he wasn't angry, so I walked into the room with confidence, I hope Beilu can listen to my words, I hope he can let go of the pain and let go of the past and take care of himself and live well, I believe that Beichu will also understand, she must also hope that Beilu can be happy.

Everyone was very happy that night, Xichen and Tianyi immediately attracted a burst of cheers after announcing the news of being together, asking them to perform the show, Tianyi had no choice but to dance "Three Little Bears", his unique dance posture made us all laugh forward and backward, Xichen was even more coquettish on the side, "Oh my God, you better stop dancing, I regret agreeing to you." ”

"That's not good, you can't go back on what you promised me." As soon as Tianyi heard this, he hurriedly came to Xichen and said nervously, and then the two of them hugged each other under our commotion.

Cai Qiang and He Xiaoxiao also surprisingly did not quarrel once, and sat together to toast and drink, chatting about those sad pasts, Cai Qiang held us and sang together, that is, at that time I found out that she sang so well, and later she told us that her original wish was to be a singer, but her father resolutely refused, saying that girls should find a down-to-earth job seriously, find a stable person, and live a peaceful life, but the more he said this, the more Cai Qiang sang against him, So today's Cai Qiang has been achieved, and it is also the Cai Qiang I admire the most, in fact, I always feel that this Cai Qiang is her wonderful.

Then we collectively toasted, shouting loudly that the road ahead will be together, don't be afraid of us together for a long time in the future, the time at that moment seems to be so clear and beautiful, harmony is not like words, our hearts are boiling, our feelings are sincere, our wishes are consistent and vivid, our feelings are greater than the sky, wider than the earth.

I suddenly remembered a passage I saw a long time ago, and the thing that laymen like us love to do is nothing more than drinking strong wine and blowing the cold wind, so I am really drunk. I also had dreams of going north and south, but in the end it turned into a broken wine glass in the middle of the night.

No one knows what will happen in the end, but this moment is beautiful, and this moment makes people feel so happy that they want to sing and dance.

Just when we were singing loudly, the phone rang on the North Road next to him, he frowned after receiving the call, and then walked out of the door, his face was heavy, I watched him go out for a long time and didn't come in, so I had to go to the door to watch, but I heard his deep voice and excited tone, "Are you sure she said she is Yin Beichu?" ”

The beginning of the North? When I heard these two words, my nerves immediately became more tense, and Beilu hurriedly said, "Okay, I'll come right over." Then I approached the house and picked up my coat, I took his hand and asked, "Beichu found it, right?" There's news from the beginning of the north, right? I'm going with you too. ”

My intuition told me that there must be news from Beichu, otherwise Beilu would not mention her name, otherwise Beilu would not be so flustered, so I grabbed his arm tightly and asked.

After Beilu glanced at me, he calmed down and said, "Yes, the police station called and said that a woman came to the police station and said that she was looking for me, and she said that her name was Yin Beichu. ”

"It must be Beichu, it must be that she is back, it must be." I excitedly hugged Beilu tightly, as if I was hugging Beichu at the moment, as if I could imagine the appearance of Beichu, just as proud and beautiful as I was at the beginning.

I and Beilu Cangnan and others immediately rushed to the police station, on the way my hand has been nervously twisting hemp rope like shaking uneasy, Cangnan grabbed my hand and said gently, "Don't be nervous, don't worry." ”

raised his head and smiled at Cangnan Anxin, but he couldn't stop his heart from being numb.

Are you coming back? Is everything okay after wandering for so long? Are you still as proud as ever?

Why did Beichu get lost in time? My mind goes back to that summer:

God really still loves me, when I really need to amputate my leg in pain, and I will partner in a wheelchair in the future, and I will no longer have freedom, no love, and no wandering, I have not lost my legs, I can still live a healthy life, I can still fight tenaciously, and I can still drink and talk in the future, and go away.

Only after experiencing it do you know that you need to cherish it, you need to take good care of yourself, you need to treat life well, and you need to face the morning and sunset every day with a smile on your face.

In the future, when I see many people with disabilities and strong will, I can't help but sigh, or I will admire them from the bottom of my heart, because they are brave and incomparable to us, and what they have endured is something that we can never empathize with, whether it is a physical or spiritual wound, we cannot heal, let alone heal.

I also once imagined that if one day I got in a wheelchair, I couldn't leave this remote town, I watched the North Road fly and watched my friends go to a better world, what kind of feeling it was, how I would hide the pain at that time.

So how thankful God didn't take away the right of my feet, didn't take away the importance of my health and integrity.

Although those days were boring, as long as the north road got out of class, he would come to see me with his schoolbag, there were all kinds of comic books in his schoolbag, and he changed a batch for me every day, in order not to let me fall behind my homework and re-read for a year, he tutored me every day with Xichen, and then after returning to school, my grades not only did not drop, but rose a lot.

Xichen pulled me and patted my chest and said, "Beimo, you really frightened us, at that time, I saw all the stones fall down and press on your body, and I didn't dare to open them when I closed my eyes." ”

"Haha, I'm a blessed person, how could I die so easily with the golden light body?" I smiled and helped her comb her hair, and after a while, I actually tied two twisted braids out, like a girl in the Ming era, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart that beautiful people are beautiful people who can't hide their beauty with any hairstyle, and they exist like hibiscus in the water.

But it was that accident that made Haoran and Xichen successful, and it also made me meet Cangnan again, the boy who gradually withdrew from my life, and the smug and simple smile that came back to my mind when I was about to be forgotten.

It was an afternoon, because I was bored in the hospital, I was free to get out of bed and walk around at this time, but I hadn't fully recovered, so I couldn't be discharged from the hospital to go to school, I finally saved my feet, naturally I had to make good use of it, I didn't go out for a long time, I often walked to the grass of the hospital for a walk, enjoying the sun that I hadn't seen for a long time.

It was at that time that Cangnan appeared in my sight, as if he always appeared suddenly like this, and left quietly.

Because the class organization came to the hospital as a volunteer for a day, so Cangnan they came to the hospital ward together to accompany the patients, all selected some patients who had not had much time to suffer from cancer, that day Cangnan specially brought his guitar to perform for everyone, they sat around the grass, the sun shone quietly on them, no one could see how long the years were, how long can I see the day, Cangnan sat in the middle of the guitar with the color of the log, his expression was focused, his eyes were clear, and his smile was shallow, Because of the nervousness, he raised his head embarrassedly and smiled shyly at the person next to him, the dimples obviously made my heart tremble, and the feeling of déjà vu was so strong, it seemed that this face, this smile had been with me for a long time.

After a while, Cangnan finally adjusted the timbre, sat cross-legged on the ground and moved his fingers flexibly, the guitar came from a long and fresh tone, everyone couldn't help but applaud, accompanied by his ups and downs of the music, the surroundings were quiet, no one spoke, they all watched his performance with bated breath, Cangnan's whole body exuded a golden light, not the light on the stage, but its own light shone on the whole body, brilliant everyone's eyes. As long as his music sounds, as long as his magnetic, slightly hoarse voice comes out, it always attracts the full attention of others.

He seems to have an innate charm, an incomparable beauty, which cannot be told in words, not enough to express in words.

Even though I was standing on the path behind them, even though I was not one of them, I was still fascinated and stopped to listen to him bow his head and sing.

He looked up and saw me smile at me like he had met for the first time, winking mischievously, and I suddenly flashed the moment when he raised his leg and kicked at the gangster, and he turned his head and smiled brightly at us like this.

I looked at Cangnan in front of me, who was completely like two people, and at this time he had a different style, which made me open my mouth wide in disbelief.

After Cangnan put down the guitar, I was also about to go back, turned around and limped forward with a cane, to hear the hurried footsteps behind, and then it was still that nice voice, "Hey, you want to leave after watching the show, it's too boring, right?" ”

Is there still a payment for this? I was shocked in my heart, and subconsciously felt a little angry, obviously he was going to play in public, and it wasn't me sneaking into a certain performance venue, how could I charge it, I turned around angrily and blushed and said angrily, "Don't you still have to charge for this, wait two months to go to Lord Yama to ask for it." "I just said casually, because I don't have money, so I plan to pretend to be pitiful, but I didn't expect Cangnan to really think that I had cancer and only two months to live, and took special care of me, and was careful about my every move.

"No, you misunderstood, I just wanted to invite you to join us, if you don't mind." After saying that, he was embarrassed to come over to help me, and I was even more ashamed after hearing his words, people are kind-hearted, and I actually thought of him so badly, so careful, so I apologized desperately, but I didn't pay attention to a crutch hit the right leg that had not been removed The pain made me cover my right leg and scream, amused everyone and dispelled my embarrassment.

Cangnan said that at that time, he accidentally raised his head and saw a girl on crutches standing on the path very lonely, but her face was not full of sadness and crying, her face was with a shallow smile, there was no trace of resentment in her surprised eyes, but there was still a faint sadness all over her body, as if she was born, and people couldn't help but want to give her a smile, give her a little support, and make her look less lonely.

It wasn't until he walked in front of me that he remembered that I was the girl who bravely protected her friend, the girl who was so frightened that she couldn't say a word but still stood in front of her, two completely different faces from the moment. It made him more curious and eager to figure out what made me weak and quiet.

So we met again in such different faces, bringing different surprises to each other.