"Chu Sui, Chu Yue's liking for you is probably something you can't compensate for." Chu Yu said, "You may never know how desperate that little girl was in the end. ”

He still remembers that the weather was good, but the inside of the ward was surprisingly dark, and the light could not shine in, as if it was a sign that something heavy was about to happen.

Chu Yue, who was lying on the hospital bed, was originally alive and delicate, but at the moment it was whiter than the wall, very scary, wasn't it? The pipes all over her body were all over the place, as if they were going to penetrate her.

A few minutes ago, the doctor went out with his head shaken.

This means that although she is barely awake for a while, she can still only wait for death.

But she kept bending the corners of her mouth and comforting her, "Brother, don't be sad."

Chu Yue's parents next to him cried silently.

Chu Yu's eyes were scarlet, watching her anger continue to drain, watching her breathing weaken little by little, and finally gasping for breath with difficulty, and finally a little scared, she grabbed his hand and said, "Brother, I actually want to live." ”

Chu Yu's eyes flashed slightly, this was the first time in his life that he had experienced life and death, and he was still a younger sister than himself. He was afraid of scaring her, but he didn't even dare to make a different voice: "Then do you want to continue to look at the world?" ”

"Yes." She said, "I want to see Chu Sui again." ”

He was beaten.

Long.

"Then would you like to ......," Chu Yu said with some difficulty, "Dependent on others to live?" ””

Chu Yue paused, and quickly understood what he meant, her eyes were surprisingly bright, she smiled, gasped and said, "Brother, I am willing." But you have to protect her and don't let anyone hurt her. ”

Chu Yu regretted opening his mouth again, it turned out that only when he was faced with this kind of thing could he understand why those who were unwilling to donate organs.

Theology believes in the cycle of cause and effect, that this life is the cause of the next life, and that if something is missing, there will be no more in the next life.

He didn't believe in gods or reincarnation, but in Chu Yue's body, he compromised with his beliefs.

What if, what if it's true?

Let Chu Yue in the next life become a blind man?

Chu Yu was annoyed and was about to retract his words, but Chu Yue took his hand: "Brother, it's okay, I'm willing." ”

Her words were broken several times, and she couldn't breathe at all.

"Brother...... I'm just, just a little, disappointed, why at this time, Chu Sui is not willing to come and see me? ”

Chu Yu couldn't find a reason to comfort her, she had already closed her eyes.

Then there was the cries of his adoptive parents, the doctors coming and going, it seemed as if everyone had become busy in an instant, and the world was moving at a different speed, almost suffocating.

Chu Yue is gone.

He couldn't hold it out and fainted.

……

Chu Yu now feels a lot of tightness in his chest just thinking about this memory. When he told Chu Sui about this past, he even wanted to indulge himself and smoke a cigarette to relieve his emotions.

But he took control of it, and it didn't.

When he looked up again, Chu Sui's cigarette was almost burned clean.

Chu Sui was silent for a long time, coughed dryly twice, and said in a deep voice: "It's not that I didn't go to see her, and the family didn't let me out at that time." ”

Even at the funeral later, he fell out with his family and ran out.

"But so what? She still walked with regrets. Chu Yu's voice was also very low, "Why did you get along with Shi Yan?" Was it because of her eyes? It's so similar, I just look at it and it feels too familiar. ”

Chu Sui's eyes drooped slightly, and he didn't deny it.

"You really didn't like Ah Yue back then? If you don't like it, how can you choose a person because of a pair of eyes? He said, "Zhao Xin's eyes are also a little similar to Ah Yue, do you simply like Zhao Xin, or do you like her because she is like Ah Yue?" ”

Chu Sui was stunned, he shook his body, he remembered some things, such as when he saw Zhao Xin taking a bath in the bathroom that year, what he noticed was her figure, but then he wanted to lew her, and the attention was always on her eyes.

On that occasion, almost all that flashed through my mind were those clear, gentle, slightly upturned eyes.

Is it Zhao Xin's? Or Chu Yue's?

Chu Sui seemed to be a little puzzled.

He didn't dare to think about it now, only felt a faint pain in his chest.

Chu Sui was very sure that he jumped into the turbulent torrent at the beginning, just because he thought of the picture of those eyes hanging down and frightened, and then thought of the pleading of those eyes.

But whose eyes are they?

When Chu Sui smoked, his hand holding the cigarette kept shaking.

Chu Yu looked at it coldly, and said in one sentence: "The first time you saw Shi Yan, your heart beat faster, right?" ”

The familiarity at first glance can't deceive people, but after getting along, I found out that it didn't look like it at all.

Men, there is a bad root, called freshness.

It is nature to like the new and hate the old.

But what does it mean that every new one has something similar to the old one?

"The Shi Yan you chose, that is Ah Yue's hope, you look at those eyes, no matter who they are on, when they look at you, there is always light in their eyes, maybe her obsession is too deep, isn't it? She's stupid enough to like you so much. ”

When Chu Sui threw the cigarette butt out, he smoothed his hair and smiled.

"At first, she actually liked Yoko, and I deliberately coaxed her that she took the initiative to come to me."

The little girl's family is very easy to deceive.

In fact, the only one who is the most difficult to deceive is Zhao Xin, because she thinks she saved her.

After Chu Sui finished speaking, he was speechless.

Even with Chu Yu, he didn't speak.

Zhao Xin, who was about to go to fetch water, finally retreated.

She looked at the ceiling for a few moments and sighed heavily.

When the two big men came in, they looked like they were all right again.

Chu Sui was going to play with his mobile phone, but at a glance he noticed the empty kettle next to the bed, he paused and walked over: "I'll go get you water." ”

"Okay." Zhao Xin smiled and handed him the kettle, and when he took it, he carefully did not touch her hand.

Her smile was a little stiff, Chu Sui didn't care about this kind of detail at all in the past, and to a certain extent, the two of them could really not take the touch seriously.

Chu Sui also found that his reaction was a little sensitive, hesitated for a while, didn't say anything, turned around and left.

He closed the door to the hospital room.

"I'll go back first, you have a good rest, call me if you have something." Chu Yu also planned to leave.

Zhao Xin said calmly: "Chu Sui should have regarded me as a fresh Chu Yue from the beginning. ”

Chu Yu paused, turned around, and frowned: "Zhao Xin, I'm sorry ......"

He didn't mean to hear it.

"It's fine." Zhao Xin said gently, "I'm not sad, I just want to explain to you." When I was with Chu, he used to call her name after drinking. But when I wake up, I often look at me with affection. So I lied to myself. And on the day of Chu Yue's funeral, Chu Sui's expression was many, many times more ugly than when he sent me to the hospital this time. ”

Chu Yu stared at Zhao Xin uncomfortably for a while.

"When men are young, their minds are prone to instability. He probably didn't figure it out himself. Zhao Xin thinks about the question very realistically, and this answer may be the closest to reality, "I think he is a little sad, and he himself is sure that he can't do it himself." ”

"This is the scorer." He disagreed.

She had forgotten that the person she was talking to was also a man, and he probably didn't want to hear that a man was bad. Zhao Xin showed an embarrassed expression and muttered: "But I didn't expect that Chu Yue is Shi Yan and has such a relationship, in fact, when I saw her on the first day, I also felt very similar." ”

Before Chu Yu left, he comforted her for a while, but she really didn't look like she was in trouble.

Zhao Xin only hugged him brotherly, "I see that your face is not very good, you have to take care of yourself." ”

When Chu Sui came back from fetching water, Chu Yu was no longer there.

Only Zhao Xin is holding this book, which is her professional textbook, and she doesn't know how she can read such a boring book and be able to do it so with relish.

Chu Sui poured her a glass of water.

Zhao Xin smiled at the corner of his eyes: "There are nurses here, otherwise you should go back and take a look." Your dad and your fiancée's house always have to go and see it. ”

Chu Sui was a little too quiet, his mind was still confused, he looked at Zhao Xin and smiled, only to feel that there was a place in his heart that was uncomfortable. I don't know if it's because of someone else, or because of what.

He knew he had to calm down.

So he didn't refuse the suggestion in the end.

"Can you do it alone?"

"Yes." Zhao Xin said, "I'm used to it. The days my mom was gone, my dad was gone. I lay alone with a fever alone. Not to mention that this is a hospital. ”

She paused, adding, "There will be many, many people here taking care of me." ”

Zhao Xin was lying on the bed when he heard him close the door again.

Then she found that she rarely stayed alone these days, and she was really alone, and she was still a little unaccustomed to it.

Zhao Xin doesn't have many friends, only one Zhang Xiaodie can be regarded as a good friend. But she hasn't shown up in the past few days, and she hasn't come to see her.

Logically speaking, it shouldn't be like this.

Zhao Xin tried to send her a message, but unfortunately, no one answered.

……

Jiang Shen rarely took the time to stay in the hospital for so long.

Especially listening to boring results.

"Miss Zhang's situation is not very optimistic, and her physical function and desire to survive are not very strong." The doctor's tone was a little heavy, "Mr. Zhang, Mr. Jiang, I'm afraid ......"

Zhang Guofeng didn't speak with a cold face, and his hand on crutches was held hard, which was probably the only place that exposed his mood.

"That's it...... Is there no other way? ”

"It can only be seen if Miss Zhang can survive herself."

Zhang Guofeng sighed, his eyes finally turned red, "I'm just such a daughter." ”

Jiang Shen comforted: "Dad, Miss is not such an easy person to be knocked down, she will get better." ”

Zhang Guofeng nodded, and was about to go with Jiang Shen to see Zhang Xiaodie, but heard the doctor say: "By the way, Mr. Jiang, the scratches on your neck seem to show signs of inflammation, do you need to deal with them?" ”

Jiang Shen was indifferent: "A little injury, let's go see Miss first." ”

Zhang Guofeng glanced at his neck, obviously the other party was ruthless, he said, "Falling in love?" ”

Jiang Shen obediently lowered his head and did not explain.

In Zhang Guofeng's view, this is the acquiescence, and he said: "It's natural to fall in love, but you can't force others to do it." ”

"That's what you said."

“……”

After Jiang Shen sent Zhang Guofeng back, he went home.

He went into the bathroom, looked at the wound on his neck nonchalantly, and then remembered how hard the other party had grabbed him that day.

But so what? In the end, didn't she prostrate at his feet, curled up in pain, and weak enough to make a sound?

Jiang Shen looked at himself in the mirror and smiled.

When he came out of the bathroom, he called Chu Su.

The law firm of Chu Su, the eldest young master of the Chu family, is the top. Of course, where there is a firm, it is easiest to make some evidence.

"What are you calling me again?"

"Is it possible for our young lady's suicide note to be published?"

"Where did ...... come from?"

Jiang Shen said coldly: "No? ”

Chu Su was speechless for a while, and after hanging up the phone, he told Chu Yu about it.

Chu Yu said: "He and the Chu family have not been business partners for many years?" ”

"That's not bad, but after all, he's not the head of the Zhang family." Speaking of blood, his own brother, and the one lying in the hospital, will be the legitimate heirs of the Zhang family in the future.

Chu Yu said: "Haven't you heard a word, the prince will have a kind of Xiangning." Even if Zhang Guofeng's youngest son obtains the inheritance right in the future, he will be hollowed out sooner or later. ”

As for the other, lying in the hospital, all half dead.

Zhang Xiaodie "doesn't want to live anymore", for Jiang Shen, it is really a good thing that is harmless.

Chu Su said: "I originally thought they had a leg, but I didn't expect that I thought too much." ”

Just as he originally thought that when Chu Yu came back, he would definitely not let go of his good friend, but he didn't make any moves.

Just thinking about it, he saw Chu Yu closing his eyes a little tiredly.

Chu Su said: "I'll call you a doctor." ”

Chu Yu originally planned to go to see Zhao Xin, but this had to be put on hold again.

Zhao Xin's ability to adapt to the environment is actually very powerful. At first, she felt bored by herself, and the nurse took care of her, but it did not include accompanying chat. But in a day or two, she will get used to it.

Her roommate came to see her once.

The hospital is actually quite far from the school, and it is not easy to come over once. Zhou Qiqi said: "Zhao Xin, you have come to the hospital too many times during this time......

Before he finished speaking, he was pushed by another roommate.

Zhou Qiqi realized it and hurriedly apologized: "Look at my mouth, what are you talking about, I'm sorry Zhao Xin." ”

"It's okay." She smiled, not minding.

"Su Xiu has been going too far in the past few days, and she has been talking about you or something, but then she seemed to have been warned by the Zhong family, so she didn't say anything." Zhou Qiqi said, "Chu Sui came to the school once that day to get things for you." Did something happen to his engagement banquet with Shi Yan? Why was it suddenly cancelled? ”

As soon as Zhao Xin heard it, he almost knew what was going on.

That day, for the sake of fame, the Zhong family would definitely block the news. Of course, the people present will not be bored and go outside to say something.

Zhou Qiqi looked around again and said, "Where did Chu Sui go?" Isn't he supposed to be taking care of you? I knew that you must be better than Shi Yan, and I could feel that Chu Sui liked you a little more. ”

Zhao Xin looked at her excited expression quietly, didn't tell her that Chu Sui probably went back to find Shi Yan.

Moreover, Chu Sui's liking, he didn't figure it out himself, and it was actually difficult for outsiders to make evaluations.

The two roommates left after having dinner with her.

Chu Sui sat downstairs in the hospital for a long time, and saw her two roommates come out and was about to go up, but Chu Mei, who was called by him, arrived, which made his footsteps pause again.

"You go up and take care of her." Chu Sui hesitated for a moment and said.

Chu Mei raised her eyebrows when she heard this, and snorted coldly: "Isn't it usually very tight?" Are you willing to let me go up again? ”

Chu Sui lit a cigarette with some irritability, and was torn off and lost by Chu Mei halfway, he glanced at her, and his tone was not good, "Do you know about Shi Yan and Ah Yue?" ”

"I've heard about it in the past two days." Chu Mei said with some emotion, "This world is indeed really small. I didn't expect Ah Yan to have such a relationship with her, no wonder Ah Yan saw Chu Yu that day, so she took the initiative to come up and say hello. ”

Chu said: "Ah Yue said that he doesn't want to suffer anymore. ”

Rao is tone was so calm at this moment, Chu Mei still heard something strange.

Chu Sui has been holding back everything for the past few days, in fact, he can't be suppressed at this time, in front of Chu Mei, he has nothing to hide, he said casually: "Mom, I went to see Shi Yan yesterday, but I didn't dare to stay for a long time, I saw those eyes, I seemed to be able to feel her accusation against me, she was accusing me of abandonment." ”

Chu Mei stood still.

"I seem to have made a mistake, I liked Zhao Xin at first, it turned out that what I noticed was her eyes, did you find it, she and Chu Yue are also a little similar." Chu said.

At first, he was because of novelty, and before Zhao Xin, he hadn't seen anyone without clothes, because of hormones. Because of his curiosity about the opposite sex, he paid more attention to Zhao Xin.

In addition, Old Man Chu said that she was his child-adopted daughter-in-law every once in a while, which would more or less make him possessive.

So he couldn't get used to Chu Yu.

Strong possessiveness, as well as that hormone, and the helpless eyes in his imagination, made him choose to save Zhao Xin. He didn't even have time to think about who he was trying to save, so he insisted on thinking it was Zhao Xin.

Later, Chu Yue was gone, and he was almost dying of pain. Maybe the desire to survive told him that he loved Zhao Xin deeply, which is true, he was just ashamed. And then he really thought he was just ashamed.

Later, he gave up Zhao Xin because of a loan, when was that?

Chu Sui had never thought about this question, and now he remembered that it was after he saw Shi Yan because of the violent beating of those eyes, he went back and made this decision.

That day was also the same day that Chu Yue disappeared a few years ago, the death day.

Chu Sui forgot about herself, it turned out that it was her death day.

But he never connected the cause and effect.

Chu Sui made some unacceptable discoveries, why is all the reasoning almost reasonable?

Chu Mei stared at him for a long time before saying, "To be honest, I never think you are a man without interest." But with Zhao Xin, you always retreat three times and twice. Son, now I'm thinking, did you dare not speak because it was not you who saved Zhao Xin in the first place, or subconsciously refused to betray Ah Yue? ”

At least no man would be so cowardly that he wouldn't even dare to say a word of like.

So what exactly is the real reason?

Chu Sui frowned and said, "I sent Zhao Xin to the hospital that day, and I asked her if I could like her." ”

"You see, you're just asking, and you can't give a positive answer."

What's more, Zhao Xin saved him with his life, which man was not moved?

Chu Mei said: "Then now, will you leave Ayan?" ”

Chu Sui's brows were tightly twisted together: "Ah Yue said that she can't be hurt again." ”

After he finished speaking, he looked at Chu Mei's expression and paused.

The expression was clearly saying, you see, the results are out.

"Many people, in front of similar people, are always easy to confuse feelings. It's even more so when the relationship is immature. What is your attitude towards Zhao Xin recently, you can think about it. ”