Chapter 58: Thought
Chu Mei just said this casually.
She saw Chu Sui look up at the location of Zhao Xin's ward a few times, and was a little helpless: "Can't you go up to take a look?" ”
Chu Sui didn't speak, but when Chu Mei walked upstairs, he followed behind. But when he got to the outside of the ward, he didn't go in.
Zhao Xin smiled when he saw Chu Mei: "Auntie." ”
"Looks pretty good."
"yes." Zhao Xin said, "I'm going to be discharged from the hospital." ”
Chu Mei nodded: "He's outside." ”
"Call him in." Zhao Xin paused for a while and said.
Chu Sui obviously stood not far away, and when he heard her words, he took the initiative to come in, but his eyes did not meet her, but he just found a place to sit down.
Chu Mei said: "I just came to see you, I won't leave tonight." If you call me for something, you talk first. ”
Zhao Xin's tone was gentle: "Okay." ”
Chu Sui seemed to frown very lightly, but said nothing.
They were the only ones left in the ward.
Chu Sui said: "I may ......"
Zhao Xin bent the corners of his mouth: "Do you think I will beg you to stay?" ”
Chu Sui paused slightly.
"I won't." She whispered, "Don't worry, I won't." ”
Zhao Xin had already decided what she wanted, she looked up at him, Chu Sui's hair seemed to have grown a little, which made him even more sickly, she shook her head and sighed: "Don't think about it, I saved you because you saved me." I think that you always have to have a conscience to be a human being, and everyone should be able to do this kind of thing. I always thought I owed you too much, but now it's easier. ”
Chu Sui turned his face sideways, and did not move at all.
Seeing that he didn't speak, she continued: "You have your life, I have mine, this should be normal." ”
He didn't speak for a long time before he said, "You have to give me time to settle these things." ”
Zhao Xin sighed, but there was no need for her to wait for him.
......
When Chu Mei came in again, Zhao Xin was reading a book by herself, and Chu Sui stood up and left.
"Have you ever thought about studying abroad?" Chu Mei said.
Zhao Xin paused, "I want to think about it." ”
"Auntie doesn't mean anything else." She actually felt a little sorry for Zhao Xin, a child who grew up in a strange environment would always be a little suspicious, she went up and hugged her, "It's not driving you away, Auntie just hopes that you are good, you can learn a lot of things when you go abroad." Moreover, Ah Sui is not for you. ”
Zhao Xin agreed: "Yes, it's not for me." ”
Chu Mei touched her cheek: "You don't have to take the Chu family too seriously." Xiao Xin, in fact, the Chu family is sorry for you. ”
There are some things, it's just that Chu Mei really can't say it now, otherwise she doesn't dare to guarantee that Zhao Xin will hate them. In the final analysis, the Chu family is still too selfish.
The past is like smoke, the past is like smoke, if only memories could really be like smoke, slowly dissipated.
That night, Chu Mei talked to her a lot about Chu Sui, although she deliberately avoided the name of "the little girl that Chu Sui has protected since she was a child", Zhao Xin still guessed it, but put it in her heart and didn't say anything.
Before she went to bed, she listened to Chu Mei in a daze, Zhao Xin, you can treat your aunt as your mother.
She didn't respond, and when she woke up the next morning, Chu Mei was gone.
When the doctor came in, he said to her, "You can be discharged from the hospital today, is your boyfriend coming to pick you up?" ”
Zhao Xin paused and smiled: "No." ”
"Huh?"
"That's not my boyfriend."
The doctor paused, a little embarrassed.
No wonder the man has come over less often these days, it turns out that it is not that kind of relationship.
When Zhao Xin left in the afternoon, he originally planned to contact Chu Yu, but after thinking about it, he didn't want to disturb others for no reason, and finally took a taxi back to the school by himself.
Zhou Qiqi enthusiastically changed the sheets and quilt covers for her, and lent her the latest study materials: "I may not be as good as you, you can live and watch it." ”
"Thank you." Zhao Xin was a little flattered.
Zhou Qiqi is not usually a person who loves to learn, and she has never been to class, but now she actually takes notes for herself without missing a class, which has moved Zhao Xin very much.
After Zhao Xin returned to school, she began to make up notes, and it was not until the evening that she received a call from Chu Sui.
Originally, she didn't plan to take it, but she hit it a lot over there.
Chu Sui's tone was not very good: "Why don't you say anything when you are discharged from the hospital?" ”
Zhao Xin glanced at her roommate, afraid of making a noise to everyone, so she went to the balcony, she looked at the street lamp downstairs, remembered the appearance of Chu Sui leaning on it and telling her to jump down, paused for a while, and then said: "It's very convenient for me to come back alone, so I won't trouble you." ”
There was no talk for a while.
Zhao Xin said: "Then I'll hang up." ”
She put her phone down and took a deep breath before walking back.
Zhao Xin originally planned to go to see Zhang Xiaodie, but she hadn't received a call from her for so long, and she didn't know if she had done something that made her unhappy, so she didn't want to deal with herself.
However, she quickly dispelled this idea, and Zhou Qiqi said that Zhang Xiaodie had not come to school for several days.
Zhao Xin frowned, so he had no choice but to continue reviewing the materials.
As for Chu Yu, he came to her for class the next day, and he was standing outside the door of her classroom, and Zhao Xin looked up and saw him.
Chu Yu's white shirt was as clean as ever, and Zhao Xin had planned to go out of class, but he signaled her not to panic.
He was so conspicuous that apparently other classmates had noticed him.
The people who went to Chu Sui's engagement banquet may have a little impression of him, but Zhao Xin didn't go to this class, so no one knows who he is.
"Who is this?"
"I don't know."
Finally waited until the end of class, Chu Yu walked in, he walked directly to Zhao Xin's side, and stared at her: "I left the hospital yesterday, why didn't you call me?" ”
The classmates next to him looked at each other, thinking about the relationship between this person and Zhao Xin.
"You have your own business, in fact, I can do it by myself." She was a little helpless.
Chu Yu took the textbook for her: "Chu Sui also came back to class today." ”
"He cares a lot about grades."
Chu Yu said: "The engagement between him and Shi Yan is estimated to have to find time to talk about it again." ”
Zhao Xin stopped talking, the matter of Chu Sui's marriage must be re-resolved, after all, this is a major matter about the two families.
Chu Yu retracted his gaze thoughtfully, accompanied Zhao Xin to the bedroom to put a book, and then took her to go outside for a walk.
Zhao Xin asked him if it was feasible to study abroad.
"To be honest, there are good and bad, but if it's because Chu Sui is hiding out, I don't think it's necessary." Chu Yu's tone was quite serious, "Zhao Xin, he is so important in your heart?" He's getting engaged, are you still not able to let go? ”
In the past few days, Zhao Xin has noticed Chu Yu's attitude towards her a little, and she said with some hesitation: "Chu Yu, are you ......?"
Isn't it, like her?
Chu Yu paused slightly, and said quietly: "Isn't it what?" ”
Zhao Xin didn't continue, she changed the topic: "Tonight, I'll invite you to dinner." ”
"Noon." Chu Yu said.
He looked at her eyes, so deep they couldn't have been deeper.
Zhao Xin was a little scared, in fact, Chu Yu and Chu Sui's families were extremely similar, she had experienced it once, and she didn't want to go through it a second time. What's more, she didn't think Chu Yu really treated her differently.
He may have thought of her as a friend, or as a result of her upbringing.
But girls are different, she can like Chu Sui because Chu Sui saved her, which means that as long as someone is good to her, it is easy for her to have a good impression.
Zhao Xin did have a good impression of Chu Yu during the first few years in the Chu family, so she couldn't cross some boundaries.
Chu Yu's eyes were a little cold, but he didn't say anything.
After all, what he wants is Zhao Xinhao from beginning to end. It's just that if Zhao Xin can have feelings for him, no matter what happens to him in the future, he will do his best to be good to her.
Zhao Xin and Chu Yu, the two of them get along like this. Soon more than half a year passed.
In the past six months, she finally knew how bad Chu Yu's body was, his headaches flare-up from time to time, and the most serious one was fainting.
Zhao Xin took on the job of taking care of Chu Yu, and for convenience, she stopped living in the school and moved to Chu Yu's villa. Chu Yu would send a driver to pick her up every day from class.
Of course, there is another convenient place in this way, that is, you can avoid Chu Sui.
The number of times he looked for her was actually not much, maybe Chu Mei asked him to hand over things, but even so, Zhao Xin was reluctant to contact him too much.
What's more, Chu Mei also came to beg her, hoping that she could see him less.
That was the first time she had been so low-voiced, Zhao Xin felt that Chu Sui would probably feel distressed if she saw Chu Yue like this, and she didn't want a person who was no longer there to let go of this world, so she planned to help with this.
Zhao Xin said: "You give me a sum of money, I can do what I say." ”
Take people's money and eliminate disasters for others. A businessman like Shi Yan should be more at ease like this.
And Chu Sui caught her once on a Friday, and his face was not very good-looking: "There is no need to avoid me." ”
Zhao Xin glanced behind him, Chu Yu came with the driver today, usually he rarely opened the window, but today he rolled down the window and looked at them.
Zhao Xin felt that Chu Yu was a little expressionless.
She looked at the man in front of her again and smiled: "It's not that I'm avoiding you, it's really inconvenient to meet again every day." ”
"What's inconvenient?" Chu Sui's face was so cold that Zhao Xin had the illusion that he would hit someone at any time. She heard him say, "Won't you go back to Chu's house for the rest of your life?" ”
Zhao Xin was speechless.
Fortunately, when Chu Sui asked her where she lived recently, she took advantage of his lack of attention and quickly ran towards Chu Yu's car.
Chu Sui's face should be even more ugly at this moment.
But even if it will affect others, Zhao Xin does not regret his move.
Chu Yu's expression eased in an instant after she got into the car, and he leaned on the back seat casually: "You are quite flexible." ”
Zhao Xin smiled reluctantly: "The shot put is not necessarily bulky." ”
Chu Yu said coldly: "That's right, after all, it's quite an incredible thing that you can win the championship in the shot put." ”
"Thanks for the compliment."
“......”
"I was surprised that he still had time to come to you. I thought he should have been busy with his wedding recently. ”
Zhao Xin turned his head to look out the window and did not speak.
......
Chu Sui stared at the speeding car, and his expression changed a few times.
He didn't know where Zhao Xin lived, and he didn't know whose car it was, but he just had a feeling that it might be Chu Yu.
However, Chu Yu said that he just hoped that Zhao Xin would be happy, but he didn't think there was anything between them, but Chu Yu might be the one who instigated Zhao Xin not to meet him.
He didn't stay long, and soon returned to Zhong's house.
Chu Mei was choosing a dress for Shi Yan's next engagement banquet, and when she saw him come in, she called out to him: "It's been so long, haven't you decided when it will be decided?" ”
Chu Sui obviously didn't want to talk about this topic: "Let's talk about it." ”
Chu Mei stopped what she was doing, stared at him for a while, then withdrew her gaze and continued to look at the list in her hand: "I hope you are a little measured, as long as a man is worthy of a woman, then in this life, he is still a good man." ”
Chu Sui stood in place for a while before raising his feet and continuing upstairs.
......
Zhao Xin intuitively felt that Chu Sui would probably still come to her.
She was a little worried about it.
She didn't know what he was looking for her, and now they couldn't even find a topic.
Chu Yu felt that as long as Zhao Xin was picked up from beginning to end, there should be no big problem.
Zhao Xin was originally afraid that Chu Yu would work hard, but he was quite persistent, so Zhao Xin did not refuse him particularly strongly.
Fortunately, in the end, I didn't touch it.
This made Zhao Xin breathe a sigh of relief.
But there is a good saying, some things always come by surprise.
Zhao Xin still ran into Chu Sui in the end.
Even she didn't expect to run into her during dinner.
Zhao Xin eats with Chu Yu most of the time, and the day he met Chu Sui was no exception.
At that time, Chu Yu's spoon fell, she asked the waiter to ask for another clean one, and then when she handed it to Chu Yu, he said something, Zhao Xin didn't hear it clearly, so he leaned down and listened carefully.
After Chu Yu paused, she realized how inappropriate this posture was.
The two of them were too close, her hair was covered again, and the two of them seemed to be kissing.
Zhao Xin blushed a little.
Chu Yu was very calm, and there was no change at all. He just said very calmly: "Chu is behind you." ”
Zhao Xin stiffened slightly, and when he turned his head suddenly, he found that Chu Suizhen was not far away.
His face was no longer difficult to describe at this time, and Zhao Xin felt that his anger at this moment seemed to be a little big, too big.
Men are possessive.
Zhao Xin thought that Chu Sui's possessiveness was probably starting to make trouble.
He stared at her for a long time, seemingly incredulous, but he didn't walk away, just stood motionless, his eyes indistinguishable whether it was sarcasm or accusation.
Zhao Xin took the initiative to say, "Let's talk." ”
Chu Sui said lightly: "Cheng." ”
Chu Yu was standing behind him, not moving at all, and at this time he knew that he couldn't keep up.
The Japanese restaurant where you eat, and there is a huge garden at the door, this season, a hundred flowers are blooming, and they are all blooming, and the fragrance is fragrant.
Chu Sui took the lead in opening his mouth: "Are you with Chu Yu?" ”
Zhao Xin was silent for a while, her original intention was actually to deny it, and it was not easy to joke about Chu Yu's reputation, but looking at his face, Zhao Xin changed his mind again: "Yes." ”
"He was so nice and always took care of me during this time, so ...... So I really couldn't refuse him. Zhao Xin shrugged his shoulders and said, "You also know that girls are very soft-hearted. So Chu Sui, you should be able to understand me, right? I'm really not in a position to meet with you. ”
"Of course, this does not mean that I will give up on the Chu family. I am still a member of the Chu family, and I will go back to see my grandfather and them during the New Year's holidays, they are very, very important people to me. ”
Chu Sui was silent, and finally smiled at the corners of his mouth.
"He's chasing you?" He asked.
"No, I mentioned it, I think he's a good fit, I don't want to miss him." Zhao Xin said.
Chu Sui didn't say a word again, and then quickly left.
Zhao Xin said: "The next time you and Shi Yan get engaged, I may not be able to come." ”
She might be going abroad.
Chu Sui said, "Oh. ”
"Is the time set?"
He shrugged his shoulders and said, "The elders are considering." ”
Zhao Xin didn't ask more, she turned around and went back to the restaurant directly, Chu Sui should leave soon.
Chu Yu looked at her lightly, and didn't ask more, what were they talking about.
Zhao Xin just borrowed him and gave him the identity of a boyfriend, first apologized to him, and then told him everything he had just said.
Zhao Xin was worried that Chu Yu would be unhappy, but he was not as she imagined.
Chu Yu just said very calmly that he knew.
The meal was a little depressing, so depressing that Zhao Xin was inexplicable, and she couldn't figure out why it was like this.
Fortunately, Chu Yu didn't speak, so she suppressed this suppression.
When he followed Chu Yu back, he said to her when he got out of the car: "If you need to use my reputation to reject others in the future, I will be happy, Zhao Xin, we have known each other for so long, and it is nothing to be so busy." ”
"But ......"
Chu Yu's next words made her completely let go of the worries in her heart.
He stared at her naturally: "I don't have a girlfriend, you don't have to worry about affecting me, and I can also have a lot less people who come to me with bad intentions, which is a double win." ”
Zhao Xin no longer refused.
The school year is coming to an end, and at the end of the semester, she can consider whether to be an exchange student, although it is not a good school, but it is very good for the language.
In a year, it is better to choose the outside world to broaden and broaden your knowledge.