Zhao Xin did think of the benefits of being an international student, but she still didn't let go, she had never gone abroad alone, and she didn't know if she could adapt to the outside environment.

Fortunately, this question is not a problem that you need to think about.

Zhao Xin's current attention should be focused on preparing his final grades. She is different from many classmates, if she wants to go abroad, she can only take the road of grades.

In the final month, there are fewer classes, most of the students spend time on revision, and the library is also overcrowded.

Zhao Xin had to leave Chu Yuna temporarily and move back to the dormitory to study.

Su Xiu was also there, and when she saw her, she looked at her twice.

This is the first meeting between the two in a long time.

Su Xiu's tone was strange: "You don't want to see your good friend?" ”

Zhao Xin intuitively felt that it was Zhang Xiaodie, and her heart tightened, and she was about to ask, when she heard her say: "Zhang Xiaodie is about to die, don't you know?" ”

"What did you do?" Zhao Xin scolded her.

"......" Su Xiu was quite speechless, "If I have that ability, I won't be ...... by you."

When she said this, she didn't go any further.

Whether it was Chu Yu's warning or Jiang Shen's indifference, it let her know that this was not a good topic. Especially Chu Yu's cold appearance, it was really scary.

"Zhang Xiaodie is lying in the hospital, if you are free, you can go and see her." Su Xiu dropped this sentence and left.

Zhao Xin almost didn't hesitate and took a taxi to the hospital.

The moment she stepped into the hospital, Zhao Xin was actually excluded, and her impression of the hospital during this time was too bad.

But when Zhao Xin saw Zhang Xiaodie, she still couldn't hold back her tears. It was hard for her to imagine that a living person would be so fragile lying on a hospital bed at this moment.

Lifeless, or dying?

"Miss Zhao, there's no need to be sad." A voice rang out behind her.

When Zhao Xin looked back, Jiang Shen was wearing protective clothing and said without emotion: "We are all sorry that people can't be resurrected after death, but the world is unpredictable." ”

But she didn't see any sadness on his face.

Zhao Xin took a deep breath and said, "Xiaodie, she won't give up on herself so easily. ”

Jiang Shen said coldly: "You are not her." ”

"Unless someone doesn't want her to live." Zhao Xin said calmly.

Jiang Shen glanced at her meaningfully and said, "After Miss Zhao followed Young Master Chu, people have become a lot braver. ”

"......" Zhao Xin has heard Zhang Xiaodie say many times, between her and Jiang Shen either you die or I live, she doesn't think she will do things she can't think of, she doesn't know how to help, she can only play the emotional card, and say, "Xiaodie likes you so much, don't you feel it at all?" ”

Jiang Shen's face seemed to be half stunned, and then he looked indifferent: "You have also seen it, and you will not send it if you go slowly." ”

When Zhao Xin left, she was a little distressed, how could she find a way to guard Zhang Xiaodie.

And Jiang Shen stepped into the ward after she left, and his hand was on Zhang Xiaodie's face intentionally or unintentionally: "I don't want to keep you, what can you do?" Do you think that person will let you stay? ”

He looked up, glanced out the window, and lowered the corners of his mouth: "Still, I seem to find something more interesting than letting you finish the fun." ”

.....

Zhao Xin didn't have time to review, so he went to find Chu Yu.

When she knocked on the door, it was a woman who opened the door, very young and beautiful, which made her pause, and when she walked into the room, Chu Yu was getting dressed.

Zhao Xin was silent for a while, unsure if it was time for him to come: "Did you disturb you?" ”

Chu Yu paused, and his tone became cold: "That's the doctor." ”

Zhao Xin was stunned for a moment and apologized.

Chu Yu was indifferent: "It's not that you don't know my situation, what can I do with my body?" ”

His words made Zhao Xin a little ashamed, and he stood in place helplessly for a while, before Chu Yu's face softened, a little helpless: "I'm not blaming you, it's just that you shouldn't doubt me." When you can live here, no woman will be able to come in. ”

Zhao Xin knew that Chu Yu was very good, so much so that he couldn't say anything about what he wanted to trouble him.

"You just went to the hospital because Zhang Xiaodie came over?" And he said, "Someone is protecting her, you don't have to worry." ”

Zhao Xin lowered his head: "Thank you." ”

She didn't stay with Chu Yu for long.

The next time was revision, exams, revisions, exams, a whole week, which was so depressing that it was breathless.

Zhao Xin originally felt that his grades were not very good, but after he came out, the accident was okay, and the average GPA was not bad.

Zhou Qiqi asked her, do you still plan to go abroad?

Zhao Xin was a little silent, in fact, the school also called her to ask her about this question, but she hadn't made a decision completely, she just got the form.

Zhou Qiqi said again, what about your summer vacation, where are you going to go during the summer vacation?

Zhao Xin was stunned, and then smiled, she has her own nest. In a few days, she will be able to go back.

Before she went back, she went to see Chu Sui's grandfather, and the old man's mental state didn't seem to be very good. He basked in the sun and said with emotion: "Are you leaving the Chu family?" ”

Zhao Xin was silent.

"In fact, it's all your own life, no matter how you choose, it's right, speaking of which, my old man also has something to be sorry for you, Chu Yang's thing is that he wronged you." He said, "It's good to remember to come back and see me more, and to go out and explore more while you're young." ”

Zhao Xin was a little moved, and heard the old man say: "Young, what's so scary about that, just do whatever you want." Otherwise, where can it be a big thing? ”

Mr. Chu is old, otherwise he would also want to see this great river and mountain.

Originally, Zhao Xin really didn't decide whether she could go abroad or not, but now she is encouraged.

She stayed here for two days, and when she returned to school, she handed in the completed application form.

Zhao Xin originally planned to go back, but he didn't expect Chu Mei to find herself for dinner. I didn't expect that Chu Sui would come with him.

However, what made Zhao Xin more relieved was that Chu Sui's attention was not focused on himself at all. He just replied to something on his phone.

Chu Mei said: "I know that you are going back to Qingcheng, so I will invite you to dinner." ”

Zhao Xin nodded.

Chu Mei said again: "Ah Sui made an appointment with a friend here, wait here for a while, it's okay, right?" ”

"It's fine."

Zhao Xin hurriedly waved her hand, she just felt that it was not good for two people to meet alone, and it didn't matter if there were outsiders.

Chu Mei seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and said, "That's good." I heard that you are going abroad, and you have already decided? ”

Zhao Xin is actually very afraid that she will give herself money, although her grades are not good, but in her junior college class, it is actually still good, most of the cost of studying abroad can be paid by the school, and then she also has some savings, barely enough. At such times, she didn't want to bother her very much.

"Nope." Zhao Xin planned to wait until she went before telling her.

Chu Mei didn't speak, but Chu Sui seemed to raise her head, glanced at her very lightly, and quickly lowered her head.

Chu Mei said in a rare soft voice: "If you need money, just come to Auntie." ”

This meal was not very energetic, at about six o'clock in the evening, Chu Mei sent her back to the dormitory, Chu drove with him, and there was nothing to say along the way.

Until he reached the school gate, he looked at her as she got out of the car, as if he wanted to say something.

Zhao Xin subconsciously turned his head.

She hadn't looked at him once from the beginning to the end of the day. It's not that Zhao Xin doesn't feel anything about him, it's just useless feelings, and there is really no need to break the thread anymore.

Chu Sui's retracted gaze was a little injured.

Fortunately, Zhao Xin didn't see it.

She just walked upstairs quietly by herself.

In fact, the dormitory is also very quiet, and everyone is gone. But it doesn't matter, she's leaving tomorrow too.

Zhao Xin returned to Qingcheng in the afternoon of the next day.

Before leaving, Chu Yu sent her, and he seemed to decide to follow, but was stopped by Zhao Xin, and she told him to rest well.

Chu Yu compromised in the end, and when he was free, he would go over to find her.

But Zhao Xin herself may not have much time, and she soon found a part-time job to write copywriting for a travel company.

Zhao Xin's little life was quite comfortable, but what she didn't know was that Chu Sui came to Qingcheng and met her once. I followed her for a long, long time, but I didn't come up to say hello.

All he saw was her around the corner.

Chu Sui felt that Zhao Xin seemed to be becoming more and more independent, but her independence also meant that she would be farther and farther away from him.

This summer, he was also urged to marry again, and he thought for a while and said, "Wait for me to graduate." ”

Everyone disagreed with his decision, only Shi Yan agreed with him, she smiled easily, and said: "Okay, in fact, it doesn't matter if you are engaged or not, what happened last time also left a bad impression on me, so let's wait for Chu Sui to graduate and get married directly." ”

Shi Yan still wanted Chu Sui to hold the Zhong family's property first, and then think about the wedding.

The current Chu Sui is not mature enough, and his attitude also makes her feel tired, she hopes that when he stabilizes and no longer gets entangled in the love of children, that is the best time.

Shi Yan didn't want to lose to Zhao Xin, of course, she didn't want to lose to the girl who saved her, she didn't want to be Chu Yue's stand-in.

Because of Chu Yue's relationship with Chu Sui, she was not satisfied.

The facts soon proved that Chu Sui lived up to her expectations, and Chu Sui soon won several professional awards, which are undoubtedly a testimony of his strength, even if he does not rely on the Zhong family, he is enough to work in a large company.

Everything is going in a good direction, isn't it?

Yes.

Everyone is heading in a good direction.

Zhao Xin too.

In late July, she was ready to leave abroad.

Just a few days before her birthday.

Originally, she planned to leave like this, but the classmates in the class, who were not very emotional, began to be reluctant to her. They all said that before leaving, they had to get together.

A large number of people who go abroad may stay abroad and never come back.

Former classmates, maybe a turn, will be close to the end of the world.

Zhao Xin was more or less moved, so he agreed to everyone's request and returned to school before leaving.

Most of her classmates came to see her off, with a few exceptions.

What Zhao Xin didn't expect was that Su Xiu also came, but she didn't take the initiative to come up and talk to her.

Everyone drank, celebrated, and the camaraderie was highlighted at this time.

The class leader was a sensual girl, her eyes were red at this time, and she said, "Zhao Xin, in fact, you are a very good classmate that everyone has seen." Never speak ill of others in front of others, probably no one in this class hates you. ”

Zhao Xin smiled, maybe it had to be except for Su Xiu.

When everyone was almost drunk, she went to the door to blow a cold breeze, but she didn't expect Su Xiu to follow.

Zhao Xin decided to give up this position to her.

Su Xiu said, "No, I came out with you." ”

"In the future, you should be much happier without me in the dormitory."

Su Xiu smiled at her, smiled and smiled, and suddenly choked up and said, "Zhao Xin, in fact, at the beginning, I liked you so much." When did I start disliking you? Maybe I saw you and Chu Sui so close, in fact, I'm not uglier than you, why can't I accept such preferential treatment from you? ”

Zhao Xin was also a little drunk, and she also smiled: "Chu Suicai is not good to me, he is good to me, I will not leave." ”

"That's probably because you're not as pretty as Shi Yan."

Zhao Xin said: "you." ”

Su Xiu's eyes lit up and said, "Zhao Xin, you can actually swear." ”

The two men looked at each other, then both smiled.

Su Xiu muttered: "Zhao Xin, that hair dryer, in fact, I regretted it, I thought you had something to do with the Zhong family at that time, I think you must have a way to solve it, but if you don't have any powerful relatives, I won't let you be convicted, I actually regarded you as a good friend before." ”

But there are many ways to choose, and once the relationship between the two people is bad, it is difficult to remedy, so she deliberately said bad things about her. deliberately got embarrassed in front of her, just to make her apologize first, saying, Su Xiu, can you stop talking bad about me again?

The girl's personality is really strange, and for a small reason, she can do a lot of crazy things.

Zhao Xin kept laughing, but didn't say a word.

She forgave Su Xiu, but it was still impossible for her friend to do it, and the rift was not so easy for her to make up.

Later, Zhao Xin helped the drunk Zhou Qiqi back to the dormitory.

Alcohol is so paralyzing that soon everyone falls asleep.

Only Zhao Xin couldn't sleep, she would soon have to say goodbye to her homeland, her hometown, her friends.

But she hasn't said goodbye to many people yet.

Zhang Xiaodie, old man...... and Zhao Liang.

This is the first time Zhao Xin has thought of this man's name, he may not have thought that her daughter will go abroad one day, right?

At three o'clock in the morning, Zhao Xin got out of bed and climbed downstairs according to the way Chu Sui had taught him before.

She's always been a good kid and she's never done anything crazy, but she wants to do something out of the ordinary today, she wants to try her hand at go-kart at night, and she wants to go to a night movie.

However, all these plans could not be implemented before they were interrupted by someone who appeared unexpectedly.

According to the past, Zhao Xin could probably recognize Chu Sui at a glance, but I don't know if she hadn't seen each other for too long, or if she drank a little wine and her brain was not sober, so she didn't recognize him for a while. It wasn't until he walked a few steps that she faintly thought, ah, it's him.

There was no excitement, no surprises, just a very calm sentence, it was him.

That's it.

Zhao Xin smiled and said, "Why are you here?" ”

His attitude was really bad, and the coldness almost made people can't help but retreat: "It's not that you can't go abroad, why do you suddenly want to go out?" ”

"I didn't expect such an idea to suddenly pop up on the temporary decision."

Chu Sui's face was even more ugly, and he smiled: "The matter of going abroad, the school has to be decided at the end of June, and you told me that it was a temporary decision?" Do you think everyone else is stupid? ”

Zhao Xin didn't defend either, she also knew that no one would believe her lies.

Chu Sui asked, "When did you decide when you wanted to leave?" ”

"Presumably, before I had dinner with you last time." Zhao Xin smiled apologetically, "Please tell my aunt I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to her." ”

Chu Sui was silent, and Zhao Xin didn't speak for a long time.

She watched as the cigarette butts on his fingertips burned slowly.

Zhao Xin lowered his eyes and said, "Then how did you know today?" ”

"I watched Su Xiu's circle of friends."

Zhao Xin said: "Oh. ”

Oh, that's it, and the questions are almost finished, right?

Zhao Xin said: "I will probably leave a few days later, it should be after my birthday, twenty-nine." ”

Her birthday, July 29, Leo.

This was her real birthday, not the birthday on her ID card, but no one ever knew, only herself.

Chu Sui paused.

Zhao Xin bowed his hand and said, "Goodbye." ”

But Chu Sui stepped forward and grabbed her, and he asked coldly, "What is your intention?" You don't know for yourself, how dangerous it is to be alone abroad? Or do you want me to beg you to stay? Zhao Xin, don't dream. ”

Zhao Xin shook her head, she didn't think so, it wasn't like this.

"I'm leaving."

She pushed him away, interrupted by her excitement, and planned to go back to the dormitory.

"Don't go."

Zhao Xin paused.

Chu Sui said softly: "I won't disturb you, don't go out, foreign countries are actually not much better than domestic ones." ”

Zhao Xin quickly reopened his legs and left.

To go, that's her own life. She wanted to live for herself.

......

On the day Zhao Xin left, Chu Yu sent her, and he didn't say anything.

It's just that she didn't wait for her to go through the security check and left.

Zhao Xin received a call from Chu Mei at this time, and the other end said: "Strive to come back a few more times, in a year, people who miss you will go crazy." ”

"I'll come back to see you and Grandpa."

Chu Mei was speechless.

The day after Zhao Xin left, his roommate found a gift box on Zhao Xin's desktop that he hadn't taken away.

She didn't seem to see it before leaving, and it was on the table.

"Who sent it?"

Su Xiu was silent for a while, remembering the man's advice, and finally shook his head.

In a distant mountain village, the lame old man looked at the message on his mobile phone and smiled.

"Lao Zhao, what are you laughing at?"

"My daughter has news and has gone abroad."