"Don't worry, Feiyang, your past is too rich, and the amount of memories it contains is too huge, so it is impossible and cannot be recovered instantly. Otherwise, it will cause you to fall into a dream and can't extricate yourself, and you can no longer even distinguish between reality and dreams, once this happens, it is very dangerous for you, want to know how many memories a person can keep in a normal life? Sister Dong tapped her finger in the void as she spoke, only to see countless points of light appear out of thin air, flying all over the sky around the two of us, which is very beautiful.

"This ...... I'm eighteen years old now, and I feel that at least half of my memories in the past eighteen years seem to be blurred, and many times, I always feel that my mind is blank, and it takes a lot of effort to recall a little bit, if a person can live to be 100 years old, I feel that all the effective memories that can be retained can add up to ten years, right? I pondered for a moment and guessed.

"That's right, it is true that less than one-tenth of the memories that can be clearly recalled in a person's life, just like this, people will occasionally see things and thoughts, and fall into memories, once far beyond this number, people will lose themselves, often have great mood swings, fall into the hallucinations formed by memories all day long, and even make extreme behaviors because of this, which may not only hurt others, but also kill themselves." Sister Dong nodded and said slowly.

"Is it that some delirious people, or crazy people, are they clinging to certain memories, falling deeper and deeper, and finally completely falling into memories and hallucinating, so they will recognize the wrong person, say the wrong thing, and even do very ridiculous things, hurt others and themselves for no reason, and even commit suicide." I asked with a sudden epiphany.

"Then what do you think crazy people have in common with normal people, and what are the essential differences?" Sister Dong looked at me meaningfully and said.

"This ...... I think the only common denominator is attachment, but normal people are more obsessed with money, power, family, friendship, love, career, health, etc., while madmen are usually only obsessed with a certain point, a certain thing, or even a certain person. Therefore, normal people are too obsessed, and most people can't realize their attachments in their lifetimes, so they still give up after all, and eventually they still return to dullness, which is the so-called Bo but not fine. And because a madman is only obsessed with a certain point, he can create miracles that ordinary people can unimaginable in his lifetime. I pondered for a long time before I said slowly.

"Then do you know those so-called crazy people, the reason why they are so persistent?"

"Is it because they have more than a tenth of their memories?"

"That's right, crazy people in the eyes of the world, their memory can reach more than 50%, and there is even one person who has reached 100%, can you guess who it is?" Sister Dong looked at me secretly and said.

"Could it be Hitler, Van Gogh, or Einstein?" I looked at Sister Dong in surprise and said.

"It's not right, Hitler is only 60 percent, Van Gogh and Einstein are 70 percent, and I will give you a hint, this person has something to do with an incident that caused a sensation in the world last year, think about it again?" Sister Dong stared into my eyes with a more mysterious smile and said.

"Last year, what caused a sensation all over the world was nothing more than the mystery of the Bermuda Triangle, where planes and ships often mysteriously disappeared, was finally revealed, it turned out that there was a mysterious tomb at the bottom of the sea that was 10 million years old, and then, the expedition team composed of special forces and archaeologists from all over the world lost contact with each other after entering it for three months, and only one Chinese soldier came back alive, or from the Lop Nur no man's land thousands of miles away.

"After coming back, I was delirious all day long, just holding a dilapidated ancient book in my hand, and the name of this book is called "Heavenly Love", it is said that this book is the longest autobiographical novel in history, with a total of nearly 100 million words, and the time involved spans a full 10 million years, and the content inside is even more incredible, only intermittently translated one-ten-thousandth of the content, it shocked the world, these contents are extremely important reference value for the study of the past and the exploration of the future, Considering that the book involved too many unknown secrets, it was temporarily sealed by the United Nations, and the specific date of its release has not been determined. As for the author of this ancient book, it is still very mysterious, do you mean to say him? "Listening to Sister Dong, I suddenly recalled the sensational news last year and asked tentatively.

"Then do you know who this author is and what his name is? Ever since you met me, you can probably guess it now. Sister Dong looked at me with an expression that you should know and said.

"I've also read a lot of speculation on the Internet, it is said that the only soldier who came back alive is still the captain of the most mysterious dragon group in Huaxia Kingdom, whose name seems to be Su Wuyang, he has been in a coma since he came back, and he woke up about a month later, and when he woke up, he only said 'Feiyang, I will guard your book until you come back.'" Flying...... Flying...... By the way, Sister Dong, I have the impression that every time you see me, you call me Feiyang, isn't my name Mo Ziran, is the person you are talking about is me? My name is Su Feiyang! I suddenly shouted with some emotion, because when I mentioned the three words Su Wuyang, I felt a trace of warmth in my heart inexplicably, but the warmth soon turned into a strange sadness.

"That's right, you are the author of this novel, and your real name is Su Feiyang." Sister Dong looked at me and said affirmatively.

"But, Sister Dong, I'm ...... Only eighteen years old, this novel was written 10 million years ago, and I ...... How can it be the author, I ...... It's impossible to travel through time and space, and even if I could, I wouldn't be able to write a novel like this, and it is said that this novel is composed of a diary written by the author's personal experience, and I ...... How can you have 10 million years of life experience, do you recognize the wrong person? I was a little emotionally out of control and said incoherently.

"Remember the first thing I said when we met?"

"I remember, what you said was don't worry, Feiyang, your past is too rich, and the amount of memories it contains is too large, so it is impossible and cannot be restored instantly. Otherwise, it will cause you to fall into a dream and can't extricate yourself, and you can't even tell the difference between reality and dreams anymore, once you do that...... I see, you mean that if I recover my memory, I can get it back to 100 percent! It's just that when I get back to that moment, I'm going crazy! "I just repeated the first sentence that Sister Dong said halfway through, and suddenly it dawned on me, staring at Sister Dong with a very incredible expression.

"Did you feel a hint of familiarity when you mentioned Su Wuyang just now, just like when you heard the names of Jialing and Du Yan and Gu Jueshuang before? Do you want to regain all the memories you had with them? Sister Dong said as she gently touched the points of light floating around us with her fingers, but those points of light seemed to be avoiding Sister Dong's fingers, but they gradually floated towards me.

"I ......" I didn't know how to answer for a while, Sister Dong was right, I did feel that these names did not feel strange when I heard these names for the first time, but felt very familiar, and even felt very kind, and there was an urge to recover my memory.

"Do you know what these points of light are floating around us right now?" Sister Dong took my hand and floated up, shuttling back and forth in the flying points of light.

"I don't know, but I always felt like I had some kind of connection, I always felt very close to them, and I wanted to touch them." I raised my hand, slowly approached the nearest point of light, and gently held it in the palm of my hand to admire, when I carefully observed this crystal weak point of light, I found that many other points of light around me were slowly flying towards me, as if they wanted to fly to my palm, and even had the illusion of wanting to integrate into my body.

"These points of light are called memory fairy crystals, and each memory fairy crystal completely records a memory, and there are currently more than three billion fairy crystals floating around us, that is to say, these points of light are exactly 10 million years of memory, and each point of light represents a memory every day. The reason why you feel very close and want to fuse them is because they are memory crystals that only belong to you, if you fuse them, you will completely recover 10 million years of memory, do you want to recover? Sister Dong sucked lightly with her mouth, and a point of light flew quickly towards the two of us in the distance.

"Are these my memories? That's amazing, isn't it? But didn't you say before that I'd go crazy if I fully recovered 100% of my memory? I asked hesitantly, despite my curiosity and urgency.

"All one-time fusion will definitely not work, your body and soul will not be able to bear it, but one point of light at a time, slowly recover your memory, there is no danger to you, this point of light is one of the points of light in your 10 million years of memory, do you want to try it?" Sister Dong motioned for me to try it with encouraging eyes.

"Yes!" After saying it firmly, I couldn't help but stretch out a finger and lightly touch a small point of light that had flown in front of my eyes.

The moment I touched the point of light, I only felt a burning heat in my fingertips, and countless warm currents entered my body along my fingertips, and then all this warm current rushed into my mind, and suddenly I felt a splitting headache and my eyes were swollen and painful.

I felt that my eyeballs seemed to explode, and there was a blood mist in front of me, and when the blood mist dissipated, I was surprised to find that Sister Dong had disappeared in front of my eyes, and Yanda's Boya Tower had also disappeared, replaced by a seaside.

Even though it was daytime and it was a sunny afternoon, I felt so cold! Maybe it was because I drank a lot of wine at noon, in a trance, I felt that I was standing on the beach, watching the waves continue to rush to the shore, under the anesthesia of alcohol, I had a kind of illusion, as if I was walking step by step towards the depths of the sea, the orderly impact of the waves under my feet, the rhythm is very familiar, a bit like the song I love to listen to recently - sad city.

I like the seaside city the most, the first time I was so close to the sea, even I felt its body temperature, a little warmer than my body temperature, and much warmer than the temperature in the air, so that every time I breathed, I could feel the coldness from the depths of my heart, so cold, I just wanted to escape, so I couldn't help but slowly walk towards the warmth.