Shen Qingjia always felt that this winter came quietly and left quietly.

If you say that, you don't think she actually likes winter?

Shen Qingjia sat in front of the window and looked at the fallen leaves floating outside the window, and his heart drifted far, far away with the swirling fallen leaves.

A lot has happened this year.

A lot of things weren't expected by her, both good and bad. Everything was so sudden, as if walking on the flat ground suddenly came a thunderclap.

Shen Qingjia said to himself that everything was supposed to be like this - life was like this, this is the norm.

We're growing up, and it's different every day.

Learn to face it, learn to accept the truth.

I really want to he~

Thinking of this, Shen Qingjia lay on the table and cried sadly. What the hell is it? Is this the truth? Shen Qingjia actually didn't know what to do now? Is it to blame? Is it her fault? What if she hadn't happened to hear the conversation between Hua Nijin and Yun Jiaoran that day? If she hadn't heard, then she would still have known nothing, at least she wouldn't have known that there was something more sad waiting for her behind these sad stories.

Hua Yijin personally admitted that she spread the news of her stay at Song Fusheng's house. Because of such a large wave of hatred and dissatisfaction, it was vented on Shi Xue - because people are weak and cowardly, they can't resist and shake the most powerful people, so they can only bully the helpless who are weaker than themselves. Shen Qingjia was protected by Song Fusheng and Zhuang Zhou, and they couldn't attack her, so they could only sprinkle their anger on Shi Xue's body, and all the dissatisfaction, jealousy and resentment could only be poured out on Shi Xue. Shi Xue became an innocent victim. What Hua Yijin said is not wrong, this is just a fuse, it just happened. Because she didn't know how it would turn out. Hua Yijin would not think that she was wrong, Shen Qingjia knew. At that time, maybe she should rush in and ask Hua Yijin why she told her about living in Song Fusheng's house, she knew that some of Song Fusheng's fanatical fans would make unbelievable moves. At that time, I should really rush in and ask why Hua Yijin did that! Shen Qingjia now regretted a little - after all, he quietly hid behind the door after hearing this, and then left as if nothing happened, and then continued to come in pretending to be nothing. Shen Qingjia still remembered the expressions of the two of them, it was super afraid of being heard by her that she knew all this. Although everyone's thinking is different. Yun Jiaoran was worried that hearing this would affect her friendship with Hua Nijin, although Yun Jiaoran did not explain it, Hua Bijin could see this emotion from that sad face. Yun Jiaoran is a kind person. As for Shen Qingjia's good friend Hua Rujin, she was a little flustered, because she didn't know if Shen Qingjia had heard the conversation between her and Yun Jiaoran. After she asked tentatively, and found that she was thinking too much, Hua Bijin habitually relaxed. She wouldn't know that she already knew, and even if she did, she wouldn't do anything in line with Shen Qingjia's wishes.

Because flowers are always flowers, she will never make changes, and she has always been expecting the other party to make changes to cater to her preferences.

That's what she is.

Now Shen Qingjia was washed into a magnificent river by endless remorse, she was up and down for a while, flying high again for a while, being hit by the waves on the shore for a while, and being completely submerged by the turbulent river for a while. She was dizzy and confused.

She didn't have any idea in her heart - in fact, it was just because she still blamed Hua Bijin a little bit in her heart, and she couldn't think of any reason for Hua Bijin to do this. Aren't she and Blossom best friends? Good friends shouldn't have such a small gesture behind their backs.

Good friends are about trusting each other.

Shen Qingjia hated himself extremely now, and he was even more disgusted with himself than the strange flowers.

Because she is now guessing her best friend with the greatest malice.

She had never imagined that she would have such a moment and such a day.

This shouldn't be what she did, this shouldn't be something that was going to happen between her and Hua Nijin. This shouldn't have happened. It's a damn sad situation.

Tears blurred his eyes, and he only remembered the past a little, and then thought about the current situation. Shen Qingjia's heart was as painful as being cut by thousands of sharp blades, and he couldn't breathe. What are these things? When it snows. Shen Qingjia thought of this name that was no longer easily mentioned, and his heart was bleeding.

Shen Qingjia knew that he could blame many people, those who had already been punished, his friends, and even his own powerlessness. Everyone is at fault, and everyone is directly alive and indirectly caused Shi Xue's death. Now Shen Qingjia has been overwhelmed by gray emotions, and she really doesn't know what to do.

The only thing to think about in a good direction is one thing - thanks to the fact that the final exams are over, thanks to the fact that you only have to wait for the results to be announced. Otherwise, Shen Qingjia didn't dare to guarantee that such fluctuations in his temperament would not affect the situation of the exam, but it would inevitably affect it. Because now Shen Qingjia has no intention of continuing to study.

Although in the last days, in the days before this winter vacation, there is nothing important to learn, knowledge points, now the teacher no longer talks about it, just consolidates it casually, and most of the time is to read books and study by himself. Although no one said that the winter vacation was coming soon, everyone was looking forward to the winter vacation and wanted to take care of their tired body and mind during this winter vacation. Even teachers want a break – to adjust to their hard work this school year.

It's because no matter who you are, you're living with anticipation, and you're unaware of what has happened in the past, as if it's really just gone, and you don't care anymore. Shen Qingjia felt extremely sad. Of course, not everyone is so unmindful of not paying attention to these small things.

Song Fusheng had already asked Shen Qingjia many times what was wrong, why he had been so absent-minded all the time.

Of course, Shen Qingjia won't tell the truth, because she is thinking about something in her heart now, and this matter has become a big pimple in her heart, and she can't calm it down. For Song Fusheng asking the same question countless times, Shen Qingjia could only perfunctory him with the same answer countless times. Today, Song Fusheng Xingfu also asked: Shen Qingjia, have you been unhappy recently, I feel that I have a lot of trouble. What the hell is wrong with you?

It is rare for Song Fusheng to take the trouble to ask the same question so tirelessly.

Of course, Shen Qingjia knew that Song Fusheng asked this because he was really worried about himself.

But she really can't say it and can't say it.

I'm worried that my grades will hold me back from the class. After all, if I don't get in the top few exams, not only will the teacher be unhappy, but more importantly, I can't explain it to my parents. You know, my dad has always valued my grades.

Shen Qingjia said to Song Fusheng.

Since Shen Qingjia has moved her parents out to talk about things, especially when she mentioned her father. Song Fusheng stopped asking. He believed that perhaps it was for this reason that Shen Qingjia was so absent-minded. Although Song Fusheng hadn't dealt with her father much, he had heard of it from many people in Hua Rujin's mouth, and of course he didn't necessarily believe those rumors, but now that Shen Qingjia said this, Song Fusheng felt that it was true-no matter what, Song Fusheng believed what Shen Qingjia said. Shen Qingjia will never lie. Anyway, that's how Song Fusheng believes in her. If you believe in your favorite person, there's nothing to doubt about it.

Song Fusheng passed here, but Zhuang Zhou was also asking about this.

Of course, I don't think it's very annoying. Because these are the care of friends. She and they are friends now.

Shen Qingjia was willing to remove the word bar.

Because she treats them as friends.

Zhuang Zhou: Shen Qingjia. Have you been having any problems lately? Doesn't look good?

Shen Qingjia: It's nothing. Song Fusheng just asked the same question, the two of you really have a tacit understanding, it's too enviable. I'm fine, I'm fine. I'm just worried that I won't be able to get into the top few.

Zhuang Zhou: That's it?

Shen Qingjia: This kind of thing is not important. You are a full man, you don't know how hungry a man is hungry. I'm very strict at home. Grades are everything. Haha, I hate to say that, but we really do it there.

Zhuang Zhou: That's right. That's a real problem, but I think you can do it, because you did well in the test.

Shen Qingjia: Thank you for believing in me so much. I'm also looking forward to good results.

……

Zhuang Zhou and Song Fusheng both have the same merit. They won't ask too much about whether what she said is true, as long as she says it's like this, they won't continue to ask for so long. Shen Qingjia understood it as respect, and she thought that they all respected her wishes.

They all know that if a person is willing to tell you everything, then she will not hesitate to say it, but if she is unwilling, or even deliberately conceals it, then don't continue to ask questions, which will make the other party very embarrassed. Everyone has their own difficulties. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. It would be nice to put yourself in their shoes.

Whether it is Song Fusheng or Zhuang Zhou, they are very considerate of others.

Yes, you can replace someone else with Shen Qingjia's name.

That's how the two of them are, always thinking about her. Always don't let her be in a dilemma, even if she can't do it 100%, she will do everything she can to make Shen Qingjia as happy as possible and less difficult to choose - I hope she will always do what she wants to do and not change her original intention for any external pressure.

Always be yourself at the beginning, and always work hard in the best direction.

I hope she's good, not just talking. I hope she's good, I really want her to be okay with everything.

This is the coincidence of Song Fusheng and Zhuang Zhou.

It's also a tacit secret.

Flowers have always been a big grin. She didn't notice Shen Qingjia's abnormality at all, and even, maybe at some point, Hua Yijin also noticed this, but she didn't think it was a big deal. After all, in her perception of Shen Qingjia, Shen Qingjia has always been a sentimental and high-minded person. Maybe it's just because winter is coming, the temperature becomes particularly cold, and the mood fluctuates. Or maybe it's because the heavy snow weather mentioned in the weather forecast has never really come, and Shen Qingjia likes snowy days, so he is a little disappointed. Anyway, in Hua Yijin's opinion, Shen Qingjia always has countless reasons to make herself happy, and on the contrary, she is also extremely likely to become depressed because of these countless reasons. Anyway, this is Shen Qingjia.

So Hua Yijin never asked Shen Qingjia what happened to him. Because Hua Rujin didn't feel that Shen Qingjia had encountered anything inexplicable. Not to mention that it is still related to her to make her think that this mood is related to her.

It's harder than climbing to the sky than picking up stars.

Whether his friends asked or not, Shen Qingjia didn't think there was any problem. Anyway, because they're friends, they understand a little bit. She didn't do anything unusual with Blossom now, at least what she thought was the anomaly of alienation. But Shen Qingjia was a little repulsed in his heart, and continued to treat her as intimately as before.

Maybe it's just because she hasn't found a better sense of distance between the two, and she hasn't grasped the most appropriate sense of proportion.

After so many years of friendship, she couldn't just have a cold war with her casually, and then she never spoke. Or simply criticize her in all sorts of ways. Her speculations about her were beyond her comprehension.

I want to give it up, but I can't give it up easily.

This kind of feeling is extremely uncomfortable.

Unexpectedly, Yun Jiaoran also came to talk to her. That's right, this classmate Yun Jiaoran actually said something like this to her with a serious and serious expression: "Shen Qingjia." Do you have time in the afternoon for us to go for a walk in the playground and have a heart-to-heart talk? ”

The conversation first entered her nervous system.

Finally, the four words "playground walk" stung Shen Qingjia's nerves. She remembered something unpleasant. Therefore, the good and good-looking sounds are good, and the conversation will become tasteless. Shen Qingjia didn't laugh. This was the first time she hadn't smiled at Yun Jiaoran.

Shen Qingjia said expressionlessly: "Thank you for your kindness." Maybe you think I don't look good and want to help me, but I don't want to trouble you, and you must know that the playground photos are the root of all evil, and they make everything uncontrollable. "Actually, it didn't happen because of that. Shen Qingjia also didn't know. But she hated the one who framed others behind her. Hate it to the extreme. She didn't even know who did it. More hateful.

"Huh? I know that! I'm sorry, but I guess this time will definitely be different. Because Shen Qingjia said it, Yun Jiaoran almost forgot about it.