Chapter 274: The Winter Man Comes Like a Divine Being
That's how the world is.
Whatever happens, it will dissipate over time, no matter how sensational it may be at the time.
When Yun Jiaoran said that she had almost forgotten that such a thing had ever existed, Shen Qingjia's heart was cold. At that time, she and Shi Xue were hit and hurt by that incident, at that time, the two of them were almost kicked out of the campus, so many people verbally criticized the two of them, and they wished to spill all the foul language in this world on them.
But now, what about it.
But for the rest of the month, people no longer remember this incident, they don't remember their cruelty, they don't remember their cold-bloodedness.
They laughed at it, and then completely threw out all the suffering they had suffered.
It's so ironic.
The pleasures that had been built on their misery were forgotten by the masses in the blink of an eye.
Of course, Shen Qingjia didn't want to continue to be talked about, no one wanted this. She just thought everything was too illusory.
Time is always moving, and everything in the world is changing and shifting.
The only thing that remains unchanged is Shi Xue, she stayed at her sixteen years old forever, never growing up again, never growing old again. She will always live in her sixteenth year.
"I want to believe what you say, but I don't believe it in my heart. You know what I mean, right? The clouds are clear. Since Yun Jiaoran said that now they are all classmates and there is no need to call her senior sister anymore, Shen Qingjia just called her name as she wished. That's fine.
"I understand your feelings. You've been calculated to have a psychological shadow, aren't you?
But my promises have never been disappointed. This time it will definitely not make you repeat the mistakes of the past. Yun Jiaoran said. She didn't lie, and since she asked her out, she naturally wouldn't let anything bad get around her.
Helplessly, even if Yun Jiaoran said this, Shen Qingjia was not necessarily willing to change his mind. Even she didn't feel that much moved. "Thank you for your understanding, just say anything you want. Danger is everywhere, and it's better to avoid it. That way, so that you don't get involved in it. Now Shen Qingjia's heart is too sad, especially after Shi Xue is gone, she really finds it hard to believe that everything is calm. In addition, Hua Nijin actually muddied the water behind her back, which made her really unable to rest assured.
Since it's because of Song Fusheng, try not to have contact with other people. But if he stayed away from Song Fusheng because he was afraid of being hurt, Shen Qingjia agreed so neatly. She doesn't want to implicate others, but she still has to make her own decisions about her own affairs, and she doesn't want to be led by the outside world.
"I didn't expect you to think about me. You're really good. Yun Jiaoran remembered that Song Fusheng's attitude towards Shen Qingjia was so special, and now he understood Song Fusheng more and more. If it were her, she would be more willing to be friends with someone like Shen Qingjia.
"I'm not great either. I just don't want to cause any more trouble. I want to graduate quietly now. "I want to go to a new environment. Even if it's just to escape these gray memories, I want to live the rest of my high school life.
If you leave, you can start over. Shen Song said so.
Shen Qingjia likes this sentence, although she has never been able to really leave anywhere, the fact that she is concerned about too many is too much, and her heart is burdened by too many things and people. Everything she started over with the color of continuing to go.
"You will. I believe you. After saying this, Yun Jiaoran decided to give up the decision to continue persuading Shen Qingjia to go for a walk in the playground together. Don't force people. Don't force people. Shen Qingjia doesn't want to go, so don't go. Yun Jiaoran thought very clearly—it wasn't a big deal. Anyway, she didn't have to go to the playground to say something. It's just something that doesn't matter.
"Thank you. I hope we can all live as we wish. "Even though life never gives us the way we want, there must be ways to be happier. Shen Qingjia smiled at her with a relieved smile.
"Can I sit here, then?" Yun Jiaoran also smiled at Shen Qingjia.
After laughing, Yun Jiaoran couldn't help laughing again. It was the first time Shen Qingjia had seen someone other than herself who could laugh so unscrupulously in front of outsiders, and she didn't look like a lady at all.
Shen Qingjia also laughed like this - but when he was watching TV at home. She was looking at it with all her energy, and then she would dance and laugh and laugh so loudly. Her father, Shen Chi, had seen her like this. He must have been depressed at that time. His daughter is elegant, quiet, and decent wherever she is. It's so explosive when watching TV. She's really not an elegant girl at all. But Shen Qingjia felt that he was lucky.
Although Dad thought so, he also expressed his shock and disbelief at the time. But in the end, Dad didn't scold her, nor did he say anything nasty. Dad just smiled and said, "This TV is so funny." Shall I take a look? ”
Shen Qingjia didn't know the reason at that time, but she just felt that her father liked watching TV as much as she did. So she really watched TV with her dad at that time. Shen Qingjia secretly glanced at her father, and her father naturally didn't smile like her. But Dad also had a slight smile.
Maybe it's because of the TV, maybe it's because of the naivety of his daughter.
Now that Shen Qingjia thinks of these old events, she believes that her father must have seen the bright smile on his daughter's face at that time, so the melancholy and unhappiness in his heart were healed by this smile. Parents always love their children.
"You're smiling." Shen Qingjia said to Yun Jiaoran.
Yun Jiaoran glanced at Shen Qingjia, and then asked her, "I thought you were going to ask me why I smiled so uninhibitedly like a neurotic?" ”
"You don't need a reason to laugh when you want to laugh. I'm not going to laugh at you. You. If you want to keep laughing now, laugh enough. Shen Qingjia said.
"Don't, don't. Don't talk like that. If I really laughed like you said. Someone must have to say that I'm a bit stupid. Shen Qingjia, you're a bit funny sometimes. Yun Jiaoran didn't want to laugh anymore, and even she wanted to be patient.
But what Shen Qingjia said made her not take it.
He laughed again for a while.
Yun Jiaoran hadn't laughed like this for a long time, although her demonic laughter attracted the attention of many classmates. But she was happy. Because this smile doesn't mean anything, there is only one reason, and that is to be happy. Yun Jiaoran really felt very happy. I feel happy from the bottom of my heart.
“…… I don't know what I've done to make you think I'm the kind of person with a talent for comedy. But it doesn't matter. Whatever. Shen Qingjia decided not to say more. For she still hadn't heard what she was talking about. Maybe I just want to pass the time with her.
"Okay, okay. I know you don't want to talk to me anymore if I don't get down to business. I'll say it. Actually, it's nothing. I just wanted to have a deeper conversation with you, maybe we will have a common topic. These words are what Yun Jiaoran said in his heart, yes, but they are not what Yun Jiaoran wants to say to Shen Qingjia now. Yun Jiaoran sensed Shen Qingjia's abnormality, although Shen Qingjia denied it.
So Yun Jiaoran was going to talk about what she actually saw on the bus that day.
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Shen Qingjia's reaction to Hua Nijin was very embarrassing, how could it be so exaggerated. If there is a real fight, the bus will not be silent at all. Of course, Shen Qingjia didn't say any of these words. "It's not that serious. Who knew that the man's reaction was so fast, he actually ran away. Shen Qingjia touched the elbow that hit the ground just now and said. Although it was a long-sleeved worn, it hurt to fall after such a fall without warning.
"You know you don't have enough strength. Shen Qingjia, can you not be so reckless?! Do you know it's dangerous for you to do this? What if someone has an accomplice? What if someone retaliates against you? Hua Rujin inexplicably felt a chill in her heart.
"But you can't see it, pretend you don't see it, right?" Shen Qingjia was still smiling and arguing with Hua Nijin.
"But aren't so many people in the carriage pretending to be blind? We're just students, we're still kids, there's only so much we can do, we just need to protect ourselves. Hua Yijin continued to persuade Shen Qingjia.
"I think you're right, but I can't agree with that. Although we are weak, we cannot turn a blind eye to the plight of others just because we are weak. Just because there are too many indifferent people in this world, the pervert just now was so arrogant and domineering. Shen Qingjia swore that she just sighed so casually, and she didn't mean to scold Huai.
It's just that Hua Rujin suddenly got angry, this time he was really angry, not pretending.
Hua Yijin suddenly shook off Shen Qingjia's hand and said, "You mean I'm indifferent and have no conscience?" Shen Qingjia, do you think that you are an angel in the world? Then go ahead and be your angel. ”
"Flowers? Why did you lose your temper so much all of a sudden? I didn't mean that. I'm just talking about things. I didn't say you. Shen Qingjia explained like a pug.
Obviously, you're not wrong, but why are you so low? Shen Qingjia's inner voice kept asking and asking, asking non-stop.
"Don't touch me!" The anger of the flowers did not subside, and she knocked off Shen Qingjia's hand.
"Hiss~" Shen Qingjia didn't hold back the pain and accidentally snorted.
I don't know if you've ever been like this: walking on an icy ramp on a winter morning, suddenly you fall, and then you cry in pain. But if you know you can wrestle, it seems that the pain will not be so obvious. Is this a so-called psychological effect? Hua Yijin unconsciously slapped Shen Qingjia's hand, just because of this, he wouldn't know the severity of his hand.
Hua Yijin looked at Shen Qingjia's reaction, and knew that she was too heavy, but as soon as she remembered Shen Qingjia's angelic smile just now, she felt angry in her heart, she just couldn't pull her head to apologize, but angrily left Shen Qingjia and left alone.
"......" Shen Qingjia looked at the back of Hua Nijin, she knew that Hua Bijin would not look back, and she was like this when she was in junior high school.
Shen Qingjia smiled.
She knew she shouldn't laugh in this situation.
"Normal people generally can't laugh." I suddenly remembered the voice of a familiar and unfamiliar boy.
Shen Qingjia followed the source of the voice and looked over.
Song Fusheng.
It turned out to be Song Fusheng!
But now doesn't seem to be the time to think about this, Hua Bijin has long since disappeared.
Shen Qingjia suddenly lowered her face, her long hair hung down softly, and her eyes were very lonely. Sometimes it's really ruthless.
"Hiss~" Suddenly, a bony hand grabbed her arm. "Song Fusheng! What do you want?! Shen Qingjia became extremely vigilant.
"Your hand hurts. You have to go and bandage it quickly. I'll take a look first~" Song Fusheng suddenly became gentle.
"Smack!" Shen Qingjia knocked out Song Fusheng's hand.
Song Fusheng didn't expect Shen Qingjia to have such a strong reaction at all, "Sure enough, it's still too reckless?" I'm sorry, but your sleeves are oozing blood. It should have been worn out by falling on the ground just now. ”
"I'm sorry, I hurt you just now. Thank you for your concern, I'm fine. Song Fusheng cares about her, she can be sure of this. But no matter what, her arms can't be seen!
"...... this girl is really difficult to understand." Song Fusheng suddenly had such a strange idea.
"I'm leaving. Good bye. Shen Qingjia waved his hand and quickly left Song Fusheng's sight.
Song Fusheng originally wanted to catch up.
But Zhuang Zhou is back.
"Did I have a bad stomach this morning and have a little diarrhea today?" Zhuang Zhou said.
"Drunk expired milk?" Song Fusheng moved his mind back to the current situation.
"Probably not." Although there are no women in Zhuang Zhou's family, Dad Ling Ye takes good care of him and this family.
Song Fusheng noticed that Zhuang Zhou was a little distracted, and he knew that Zhuang Zhou might be remembering some bad memories. Song Fusheng frowned, it was deliberately done for Zhuang Zhou to see. "Hey, hey, don't you have so much sentimentality on the first day of the new semester. I'll check your pulse later. Song Fusheng said.
Zhuang Zhou hurriedly waved his hand. "Forget it, I don't dare to trouble you, wait until your mother tears me up." Zhuang Zhou went to Song Fusheng's house as casually as he would go to his own home.
However, Zhuang Zhou never said anything about this mood to Song Fusheng.
Zhuang Zhou knew that Song Fusheng was a kind and good boy.
Song Fusheng has always been very respectful to his parents.
As long as it is his mother's wish, Song Fusheng always works hard to achieve it. Perhaps because of this, Song Fusheng is much more mature than ordinary people.
But who knows.