Chapter 13: The years are long and waiting for the fox fairy
"I see you're pretty rough, but you're actually pretty good at grabbing women's ears." Relieved, she spoke again. "But ,—— it's important, and my auditory system tells me that I love to listen."
She loves to hear! Hey, my heart rejoices. I'm so happy that I can't even care about it.
In the past, if a woman said this, I would have swollen my neck and face together, and I hated to find a crack in the ground that could be drilled. In the past, women would never say this, because in the past, I had no interest in grabbing women's ears at all. Today is not it, today is to catch all the brains, like a hound catching a rabbit. She caught her very well, and she was thrown out of what I wanted to hear the most.
Although I knew she loved to hear me, I was overjoyed and thrilled to hear her unequivocal affirmation.
The key is not only a simple affirmation, but also an encouragement and expectation for me: if you want to speak, I will listen.
Of course, you have to talk about it, if you don't talk about it, how can I keep you. If I don't want you to leave, I have to keep talking:
Brainjuice is exhausted,
rack one's brains
At the expense of tongue thinning.
I'm going to leap,
reborn,
Refurbishment,
What is the spatial dimensionality,
Where is heaven and earth, man and god,
Whoever can be used will not be spared,
If you don't talk about this invisible rope,
I will not bind you firmly.
Although I was thirsty, I had no time to serve the cups on the table at the thought of striking while the iron was hot, for fear that the time to drink saliva would make my conversation cold. When I was about to say something new, she paused and said, "It's time for lunch." You rest first, I'll go get some food, and I'll talk about it in the afternoon.
Watching her go to the back of the kitchen, I couldn't help but express the salute: this woman, not only can she dance with wolves, I think she can still dance with demons and monsters. If this hundred-year-old small station was really haunted just now, I am afraid that I will be the one who scared away, and the people will stand still, proudly holding their arms, contemptuous of the uninteresting daredevils who came to mischief, thinking about the male old iron who ran along the railway line and did not know where to go, laughed and said: It's all useless! If you have it, don't pretend to be in front of me in the future.
In fact, life has long taught me to understand: there is no little woman in the root of women, and women are capitalized; Whoever can be called a woman is a great woman. Women have the quality of a strong person, they can't be broken, they can't be dragged across, especially when danger arises, women's courage and tenacity, it is difficult for men to dwarf each other. So men, get rid of the old definition of bastards, get out of the circle of self-righteousness, don't look down on women without knowing the depths, and don't take women seriously. If you don't fall to death the brown bear, you have to learn to respect, look up sincerely, and don't faint stupid heads to provoke for no reason, who knows when you will meet a woman? Women, all of them are the best in the wrestling field that can put you down.
Fortunately, I still have a superficial ability to dissect women, and I can recognize one, two, three, four, five, which are not easy to appear. Don't look at me before, I didn't look at women more than straight eyes and respected her, but I have a fairly accurate grasp of women's lives. This is all due to my early on, when I was secretly interested in books about women. In social interactions, although I am completely blind to women, in [book] theory, I can really literate most men who think they know everything about women.
The light in his eyes,
It came through time and space in the desert desert castle
The fall of the spirits,
I don't interpret the mood of the time.
It was replaced at that time,
It is also extended.
Far away is the distance or the age,
It's impossible to discern in an instant.
But
It really carries a foresight of the future of this life
A summary of the past?
Where's the clue?
Who are you?
Women are sensual, and sensuality is the mother of bizarre. So if you want to infect women, you have to learn to control the bizarre. On the contrary, if you take a lot of so-called rationality and pretend to show it to women, you can only fail. Women don't eat this, don't use the so-called reason to annoy women, and don't be angry. In the long years, the best of women have unlimited emotional energy, which angers the initiators, and no matter what the hell you are rational, they can tear you to pieces.
In the past, I was quite sensible, and I didn't have many opportunities to show reason to women, so I couldn't provoke the turmoil over there. And now, I'm doing a decent job and grasping the rope. It can be said that I have done what I like under the guidance of theory.
After lunch, she went back to the house for a lunch break, and I hurried to the back of the water tower and took a cool shower. Then put on casual clothes, carried the sweat-stained overalls that had been changed, returned to his room lightly, put down his overalls, and walked lightly through the quiet corridor to the station office.
In the station room, when I was patrolling the road, she took care of it cleanly and neatly, and there was no place for me to stretch my hands. She has been doing this for a few days, and when I return to the station office in the sun, the neatness with the opposite sex will come to me, encompassing the cells of the whole body, and enlivening the cleanliness and comfort.
After the lunch break, she came to the station room. The moisturizing complexion infused by a good sleep makes the station room with good light more and more open.
At this point, I thought for a moment that I would be seated where I would be listening. When the voice of her coming from the inner door came from the other side, I preemptively stood under the east window, on the south side of the table, and when she turned in, I immediately gestured to the seat on the north side of the table. She smiled and walked towards the seat. After taking this seat, I sat south facing north and she sat north facing south. It's a lot of consideration.
Sitting in the south and facing north, facing the north wall of the station office, it is the face wall. In this way, when the mood is not high, the heart will be blocked, causing unhappiness; Sitting in the north and facing south, facing two large south windows, you can see the exterior view of the small station and the verdant mountains, the distance of sight, the size of the viewing angle, can be adjusted at will. We all know that when you open the channel of your eyes, boredom and boredom can easily pour out. There is a saying: eyes must be opened when they are happy. Two teacups, a teapot, I also set it up on the bulky table.
When I got to my seat, she didn't sit down, but pulled the chair to the corner of the table to my right before sitting down. I never expected her to change my mind like this. Oh my God, what do you mean? The layout I decided on after thinking about it was dismantled by her as soon as she dragged and sat down, which is too much of an understatement. According to my idea, we sat down with a rectangular table at a distance, which was more appropriate than our current relationship, but this change became a triangle composed of table corners, and the distance was greatly shortened, which exceeded the distance that should be, which was not good. However, she was looking out the window, as if she didn't care about my reaction. The thick, silky hair that is close to the shoulders hangs naturally, and although it is not in direct sunlight, it still glows with a black satin sheen.
I'm not sure if I should sit down or not, but when I do, it's a fact, and there's no room for change. But sitting down at this distance is abrupt. Pour the water first, and then make a decision after pouring the water. I picked up the teapot and poured steaming mountain spring water into her teacup. Yuguang told me that she had turned her head and was staring at me, from hand to face. The water is flowing, and my heart is muttering: don't look at it, wait until I finish pouring it, you can see it, it's enough. But she was still watching, vowing to see through the magician's tricks, and faintly smiling with a hint of saying whether it was good or not, whether it was bad or not. Don't look at it, know that you are the one who can read other people's minds well, and if you want, I am made of glass in your eyes.
Fortunately, the water did not pour out of the teacup.
When I put the teapot down, she turned her head again and looked out the window with her right arm on the edge of the table, as if nothing had happened. The mouth of the cup was under her delicate chin, swirling with the hot air after the ban was lifted, stretching like a light dance. This made me feel relaxed, and I hated my own mud and water, and as soon as my feet were raised, I kicked my cranky thoughts away: What's there, isn't it just close? Nice and kind. I sat down and tried to say "please" to her, but I didn't. Her mouth was a little tight, and she couldn't see that she wanted to drink.
I had to speak, she was looking out the window, and I wondered if she was in a fairy tale again. In terms of posture, if I don't speak, she won't turn her head. I still understood that she was not in the fairy tale for the time being, and that she was deliberately setting up a stalemate, testing how much initiative I had and how much endurance I had to endure silence. But do I still need to test my initiative? For a few days, if you don't know everything, it's pretty much the same: no initiative. Endurance, don't argue with me. If you're a colleague here indefinitely, I'd be able to show you a hand and see who can't stand the silence to explode first. So far, I haven't lost anyone!
Oh, you won't go through a full nap and forget the pre-lunch agreement and what you want to continue in the station office, right? Or not interested, right? No, it can't be, otherwise she wouldn't have had to rearrange it. The reason why she changed the rectangle into a triangle without thinking about it just shows that she has not forgotten, she wants to listen, and she has to listen well. Isn't shortening the distance direct evidence that you want to listen well? For the rest, I'll talk about it. Let's talk about it.
I cleared my throat twice in the old way that most people who are not good at tacting, "um, um", and then asked unnaturally, "I slept well during my nap." ”
"Can I get up if I don't sleep well? I'm not stupid enough to go back to sleep! She turned her face and replied softly.
"No, if you don't sleep well, you have to go back to sleep." I said awkwardly.
"What more do you ask?" She stared at me and spoke.
"I ......, there's nothing more to ask. Oh, you drink water, please, while it's hot! ”
She made an "um" sound and stretched out her finger to point at the cup in front of me: "Aren't you drinking?" ”
I came to my senses: my cup was empty. I didn't pour my own cup just now, because I wanted to shorten the trip so that I could escape from her gaze as soon as possible.
I filled the cup, and when I saw her drink, I also took the cup and took a few sips. The sweet mountain spring water, brushed down to bring out the dryness in the mouth. This exhausting entanglement actually consumes the water in the body, and it feels like it is more than patrolling. Where are the small stations and charming women in the lush mountains and deep valleys, it is simply the fire-breathing sun on the yellow sand of Taklamakan and thousands of miles away!
She put the cup down, her fingers still pinching the rim of the cup, gently turning it back and forth, her eyes looking at me. I understood that she was geuturing: Hey, what kind of arc are you drawing, let's talk about it. Of course, I have to talk about it, I have been preparing for noon in my head, so I'm not waiting for you to make a statement.
"If I don't say you don't know, I've seen fox fairies before." I went straight to the point. The tips of her eyes were raised upwards to reveal a look of "yes". I nodded vigorously. However, in the process of nodding, I couldn't help but be secretly surprised, because I suddenly found that her eyes were very foxy-like. What's the situation, in the past few days, these eyes that have made me pound many times, although charming and difficult to express, but it did not lead me to the fox fairy association, and now the sudden surprise, is it with the image of the fox fairy reflected in my mind, superimposed? Fox fairy, for many years, I have longed, but I can't.
"I'll tell you, I'm still stalking!"
She looked at her again, "Really?" ”
"Honestly, I'm willing to follow the fox fairy." I paused, lowering my voice, as if there were other ears on our periphery. "To tell you the truth, in the past few years, I have not felt that there is anything worth waiting for in life except waiting for the fox fairy. So when I saw the fox fairy, I couldn't help but follow it. ”
She said, "Really? ”
"But I never said it to the outside world, I was afraid that people would see me as a psychopath. I'm also afraid that people will ask me, what are you waiting for the fox fairy to do? Do you believe in the ability of the legendary fox fairy and ask for the fox fairy? That's not a question I'd like to answer. In fact, people who have heard of the fox fairy know the ability of the fox fairy and the good of the fox fairy. But people are still accustomed to staying at the level of legends and not taking them seriously. But I always think that the ability of the fox fairy and the good of the fox fairy are not the fiction of Pu Songling more than 300 years ago, Pu Songling just recorded it truthfully, and literalized the fox fairy's pity for the poor and the poor, confidant, sincere love and infatuation. The beautiful and dedicated fox fairy are selfless and selfless, transcendent and extraordinary, only seeking affection and love, sincerity and truth to people, but the thatched hut and cottage coarse tea and light rice, can be misunderstood and suspected, as long as the people who stay with each other do not change their hearts, they will not hesitate to take their lives. ”
"I don't really know. At least I don't know if you can memorize the expositions in the book! She said with a slight scoff.
If someone else says that, I'm sure the boss won't be happy. What do you mean by "the back of the melon is ripe"? This is all our original, when did we take the things we carried to deceive the world and act as erudition? Don't look stupid, but our brains are really a proper language creation tool. If our brains can be used as mouths, there will be one more great debater in the world. But when she said that, it sounded pleasing to the ear. She's no one else.
Seeing that I was a little stuck, she pouted her chin and urged: Come on.
"I really can't deny it, it is the nature of the fox fairy to only pay and not to ask for anything in return, and the fox fairy can also use his magic power to change into real wealth according to actual needs, and help the people who stay with him to get out of the predicament and live a rich, comfortable, and dignified life. I dare to say that there are no men who are eager to get rich overnight who don't want to stick to the fox fairy, and if they do, they can solve the problem of the house and car overnight. Travel the world, taste all the world's food, visit Amsterdam's red light district, empty pockets, slender hands will be stuffed again, and life's troubles will no longer exist.
"Marrying one and putting it at home is the collective consciousness of men who are now becoming more and more vulgar, more and more greedy, and more and more uncreative. But the men in the city don't seem to have much of a chance. Look at that, the noose-like ring roads, the endless iron streams, and the unscrupulous industrial exhaust gases have long rejected the fox fairy. Speaking of the trace of the fox fairy, I am afraid that even the breath of the fox fairy is difficult to find.
"It is said that a city that is politically, economically, and culturally important will also have seven rings and eight rings. It's best not to come up with the bad idea of building another nine rings and ten rings. If this is adopted, the Ten Rings will be built, and one day when the skin will be torn apart and the big fight will be made, the stinky missile will be able to hit the bull's-eye, the Ten Rings, which will have to provide the media of the launcher with a factual basis for hyping up 'excellent performance and accurate hits'! The morale of the elders' families, extinguishing their own prestige, no one who is thorough does this.
"No more gossip, let's get down to business. As a person who is willing to wait for the fox fairy and sincerely waits, I love to think back about life. When you think about it, you can go back to the era of intoxicating idylls. At that time, it was an era when fox fairies came and went to the world very frequently, and the newly baked stories of fox fairies and mortals who loved each other and had plenty of food and clothing were circulated between villages, warming the silent village night and soothing the poor hearts.
"People talk about fox fairies and listen to fox fairies, because people are attached to fox fairies and look forward to fox fairies. It can be said that whether it is a person who talks about the fox fairy or a person who listens to the fox fairy, he hopes to become the person who is patronized by the fox fairy in the good story and stays with the fox fairy, and enjoys the happiness brought by the fox fairy. Fortunately, it was an era full of opportunities, and the fox fairy was around, 'sincerity is spiritual', and spirit is done, but it is not just the whispering of that era. However, the times have changed, the customs have changed, and now, the passing of incense has become a problem, what could not be a worse problem? What qualifications do you have to expect the fox fairy to do anything again?
"Anyway, I'm waiting for the fox fairy, waiting for the fox fairy except for mana, and there is not too much material to ask for. It is said that the fox fairy can wait, but now the fox fairy can't wait. But just because you can't wait, you can't be skeptical about the existence of the fox fairy. It is none of my business for others to suspect it, although my wait has been disappointed year after year, but it has always been my firm belief that there are fox fairies in this world. Perhaps it is because of this firm belief that my unseekness has been turned into a fortunate encounter. ”
Her demeanor became a little serious, the traces of banter on her face faded, and her eyes lit up as if to say: You are really lucky for something like this.
Haha, this is a preliminary affirmation, there is a guarantee, hurry up and do your best. Here's what I told her officially:
- That day was an ordinary day. I never dreamed that I would meet one on the Circle Line subway for the general public. I should say that I saw through one.
At that time, it was almost the rush hour, and there were obviously more people on the platform, and some people who had just left their jobs seemed tired and lazy, and few of them were as energetic as I was. Well, after a long day's rest, I'm in a hurry to go to the evening shift.
I got into the car from the front door of the fourth carriage. The carriage was already a little crowded, but it was not crowded to the point where it could not breathe, but the filth emitted by the human body began to thicken.
As soon as the car started, I felt that something was wrong in the carriage, and in a certain direction, there was a strange aura swaying. My gut tells me what to find in this swinging carriage. I searched the carriage, and without much effort, I found the target about a meter away from the middle door of the carriage: it was a young woman. This young woman, young enough to dazzle my eyes, Zhou Zhuang's beautiful daughter's body, revealing an indescribable mysterious charm; The plump lips are painted with brownish-black lipstick, and the eye circles are painted in a large circle of gradient black, although in the gradient black of the large circle, you can feel the quiet eyes, but you can't see the eyes that make eyes; The fair and tender face is set off by the strange makeup, which is more and more icy and jade.
Fox fairy! I reacted immediately.