When I became conscious, I felt someone slapping me in the face, I opened my eyes and saw that it was a man who looked very sloppy and tired, and there was an equally emaciated woman, and I was lying on the rocks by the sea soaking wet, not far from the sea, the waves were still violently beating the stones beside me, both hands were hot and painful, I raised my left hand to see, it was full of blood, as if I was violently grasping something before, and it was cut.

"Are you alright, sir?" The man asked.

"It's okay, it's just a headache! I drank too much wine, but I didn't expect to fall asleep on the beach, did I accidentally fall into the sea, did you save me? I struggled to sit up, looking at the couple with some inexplicability, recalling the ridiculous dream just now, and I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"We didn't save you, we saw you lying here when we came, did you help us fish up this shoe?" The woman pointed to a shoe next to me and said in surprise.

"Shoes?" I was surprised to find that my right hand was tightly clenching a shoe, which was the one worn by the little boy in my dream, and I was suddenly shocked into a cold sweat, and I woke up a lot of wine.

After that, I learned that the man took the child here to play a distraction before the official divorce the day before yesterday, and told the child before leaving, his mother would divorce him in the future, let him live with himself, and his mother may not be able to come to see him often in the future, but the child was very emotional, crying and running away, when he ran to the bridge, he climbed the railing again, and fell into the sea, and when he was rescued by the enthusiastic people around him and sent to the hospital, he was almost dead, and he has been in a vegetative state in the hospital for the past few days. I woke up suddenly for a while, just kept shouting grandma, and mentioned shoes again when I was dying.

If they can get back the child's life, they would rather not divorce again, a good family of three, and share the joy of family, so they came to the vicinity where the child fell into the sea, looking for the child's final wish, that is, to find another shoe, I handed the shoes to them, and told them that they remember to go to the child's grandmother's grave to see it, and also told them that the child actually really loves them.

On my way home, I realized that the road to the right seems to lead to heaven, but it turned out to be the road to rebirth, and the road to the left seems to be a dead end, but it is the road to heaven, if I didn't make a mistake in judgment, if I let the little boy go to the right, then he will be reborn, he must be able to return to his parents, and his parents have experienced the heartbreak of almost losing him, and they will cherish this family more and care for this child, then in this world, there will be one happiest family of three.

On the way home, every time I pass an intersection, I will inadvertently think of the little boy, I will always inexplicably choose to the left, and then walk a few steps, look back at the road to the right, I seem to see the little boy is bouncing towards rebirth, and my heart will feel much better.

I dreamed of the little boy again, and I dreamed that he asked me in a childish voice, uncle, is heaven to the left or right, I hurriedly told him over and over again with white lies, child, heaven, go to the right with my uncle, uncle take you home, although I understand in my heart, in fact, heaven is to the left, but I still watched the little boy go to the left, in a hurry, I shouted loudly, Then I woke up, and when I woke up, I found myself in tears, and the picture gradually changed, and I felt like I was back in the sky above the Boya Tower on the campus of Yan University.

"Feiyang, everything you experienced just now is the memory of the past that this point of light has restored for you. Are you okay? When I regained consciousness and my thoughts returned to the sky above Yanda Boya Tower, Sister Dong, who was standing in front of me, asked with concern.

Looking at Sister Dong's concerned eyes, I felt a monstrous wave in my heart, the dream brought to me by the light just now was too real, in the past eighteen years, although I have had countless dreams, but there has never been a time as real as just now.

What surprised me even more was that in the past, after waking up from a dream, the memories in the dream were often very vague, but this time, I felt that the memory was extremely deep and clear, so clear that I could feel everything in the dream, even all the details, when I closed my eyes at any time.

From this one point of light, I have such a rich memory, if all the three billion points of light are recovered, I dare not imagine what kind of person I will become? Maybe every second I will fall into memories and feel familiar to everyone I see, maybe it will be difficult to live such a peaceful life again, and maybe I will become a hysterical madman.

Looking at the point of light in front of me that made me fall into memories and made me cry because of the memories of the past, it was gradually getting bigger and turning blue, and I didn't know what to say for a while, although I knew that Sister Dong was looking at me with concern at this moment and asking me what was wrong, and I also had too many questions to ask, but I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid that I knew too much, and the most carefree life would end because of this.

It turns out that there are really gains and losses, and if you want to gain something in your life, you must first be prepared for what you lose, so, am I ready?

Why am I so sad, I have the most precious memories I have ever had, but I feel that I have lost so much.

It turns out that it is only when people lose forever that they realize that they have already had what they want most.

The point of light in front of me has completely turned blue, and it has become as big as a cherry, in the vast white point of light, it looks so different, it seems to be more dazzling, but I found that it was isolated, and the other white points of light around it are deliberately avoiding it, and the blue point of light seems to feel this, the luster gradually dimmed, and began to gradually dissipate, as if the mood is becoming more and more depressed, just like my mood at this moment.

In a trance, I felt like a white point of light, as the memory recovered, it gradually turned blue, becoming bigger and bigger, and as the color changed, I was gradually abandoned by other points of light around me, and finally faded out of this world, I was suddenly a little afraid of these memory fairy crystals, I was afraid that one day, I would get these memories, and I would also be isolated by the world.

I'm afraid that the more I know, the faster I can see through the world, and eventually I will be seen as a madman by the world, a madman who only lives in his own world, like Van Gogh, who always sees the world differently, distorted and deformed, and finally dies lonely and depressed.

The blue light in front of me finally dissipated completely, and my mind finally returned to reality.

"Sister Dong, I'...... It's okay, thank you, by the way, you said that these three billion memory fairy crystals are the memories of my 10 million years of life experience, so what am I now? Is it dead? Is it rebirth? Or is it just amnesia? I calmed down and continued.

"You are considered to be reborn in the current world, also called reincarnation, but for the real you, although it seems to be dead, you are not actually dead, but you are trapped by a forbidden spell, to be exact, you are trapped in the distant future, in order to save the person you care about the most, you must first save yourself, and the only way to save you is to go back to 10 million years ago, so you are living in the past every day now, trying to change the past, if you can still live back to the future, you will really survive." Sister Dong was relieved to see that I finally stopped falling into memories, and replied.

"You mean I'm from the future in 10 million years?"

"That's right, you're from nine and a half million years to be exact." Sister Dong thought for a moment and said affirmatively.

"In other words, I have already experienced 500,000 years, and I have to go through another 9.5 million years, and if I can return to the future alive, will it be a real rebirth? Is there any difference between my so-called re-experience and what I have experienced before? I asked, puzzled.

"It can also be understood in this way, to put it more bluntly, it is to let you who have died go back to the past again, and re-experience your life, but this life experience is not a simple repetition of what you have experienced, but more tribulation and difficulty, because your future opponent does not want you to survive, and he also knows that you have returned to the past, not only knowing, but also sending people back to your past, looking for every opportunity to kill you, once you die, the future you are really dead."

After saying this, Sister Dong slowly drew a fist-sized golden glowing arc in the air with her fingertips, and when the arc turned into a closed circle, all the points of light involuntarily flew towards the golden circle.

Seeing that these memory fairy crystals were absorbed by the circle, I suddenly became a little anxious, because these memories are very important to me, if it is really as Sister Dong said, I want to re-experience my life, then once I have the memories of the past one day, at least I can take precautions and think of countermeasures in advance, so that the chances of surviving will increase a lot.

"Sister Dong, these memory fairy crystals ...... to me" Just when I wanted to stop Sister Dong from absorbing these memory fairy crystals, Sister Dong made a gesture to signal me not to be in a hurry and wait patiently, so I stopped again after I said halfway, and continued to stare at the golden circle that was frantically absorbing my memory fairy crystals.

After about a quarter of an hour, I found that there were very few memory fairy crystals around me, I knew that they were about to be absorbed, the original golden circle gradually turned into a golden ball, and then, it evolved into a very exquisite crystal ball, in the crystal ball, the lower part is a static scene model, the upper part is empty, as for that scene, I took a closer look, it seems to be a very large square, there is a high cross in the center of the square, and there is a person nailed to the cross, and the nailed part is dripping with blood, Appalling. And in the square under the cross, there are many kneeling people, which is very spectacular.

Sister Dong waved her hand, and the crystal ball instantly floated towards me, I reached out and gently took it in my hand, glanced at it, looked at Sister Dong with some puzzlement, and asked, "Does this crystal ball contain all my memories?" ”

"You can turn the crystal ball upside down and try it." Sister Dong said with a faint smile.