If you look at everything in the world, there are no two things that are similar, and all of them are beautiful, the earth is beautiful, the stars are beautiful, and everything that exists above them is beautiful.

*

When I got out of school, Yun Jiaoran was still thinking,

What did he say those things to Shen Qingjia like that at that time? She smiled wryly several times. It's boring. In fact, Yun Jiaoran himself didn't have any special reason.

Because of impulse, he asked Shen Qingjia a question that shouldn't be asked—in fact, it was useless to ask.

Although she is not Shen Qingjia's friend, she knows her character somewhat with so much of her relationship with each other.

This time it was a really nasty question.

There is no doubt that Shen Qingjia has doubts about her because of this question.

Yun Jiaoran is also easy to argue, and he can't explain clearly at all.

So I could only laugh awkwardly after silently ending the conversation.

For the first time, Yun Jiaoran walked on the way out of school with mixed feelings. She had never had to worry about her mind before when she was bored. "Ahh I'm going to explain it tomorrow. But it doesn't work. Yun Jiaoran kicked a pebble in frustration. Her strength was strong enough, and she kicked the pebble on the road far away.

I wish it was like she was in a bad mood......

*

The human heart is really strange.

I thought that after all this time, I would not think about these past events again. But as soon as those dusty past events were mentioned like this, they came to the fore again.

"Alas~" Shen Qingjia sat alone in the classroom in a daze.

"Qingjia. Why haven't you left today? Hua Yijin came back from the teacher's office to pack her schoolbag, but saw Shen Qingjia sitting in his seat alone in a daze. Is she waiting for her to go with her? Probably not. Because she remembered that she had told her to go back first.

"Brocade!" Shen Qingjia was taken aback by the sudden call of his name.

Soon Shen Qingjia changed her demeanor, she didn't want to chat with such a depressed flush. Shen Qingjia tried his best to drive away the bad mood, and then said to Hua Bijin with a smile: "I thought you had gone back." In fact, these were suddenly said in a hurry. Shen Qingjia didn't think about anything himself, he was simply taken aback.

"I guess I'm going to say that to you. Why haven't you gone back yet? Hua Yijin was stunned for a moment and said with a smile. I thought you and Yun Jiaoran were gone together. ”

"No, I don't. I haven't traveled back with her yet. Shen Qingjia said truthfully.

"Besides, she doesn't board either."

"yes. I forgot about it too. Haha~" The flowers are like a brocade and smile. There is no boarding either. Even if two people walk together, they just walk to the school gate together. Actually, it doesn't mean much. But these words are just Hua Rujin thinking about it in her heart.

"Are you ready to go back now? I'll go with you to the school gate and wait for the bus. Shen Qingjia picked up his schoolbag and said to Hua Nijin.

"No need. Qingjia. Because today is a little later than yesterday, my dad has already driven to pick me up. Right at the door. It's not fun for you to come back by yourself later, so you should go back to the dormitory early. You can also have dinner at the cafeteria. Hua Yijin finished speaking in one breath, then waved at Shen Qingjia and went down the stairs alone.

Shen Qingjia didn't have much chance to say anything else, so she just watched Hua Rujin disappear from her sight.

The people in the classroom have long since gone back.

Now Shen Qingjia is completely left alone.

Shen Qingjia looked around at the empty classroom, and the corridor outside where there was no one. This point is really going to dinner. In a little while, the classroom will be lively again. Before the excitement comes, let's go and fill your stomach first.

Shen Qingjia walked towards the dormitory building with his schoolbag on his back.

She was going to put her bag away before going to the cafeteria to eat.

On the way to the cafeteria, she kept thinking about the scene of going to the canteen with Song Fusheng at that time. She was a little happy, standing in front of Song Fusheng at that time, how happy she was, she was so happy. The whole person is glowing. That's what she thought. At that time, the pride in her heart must have been revealed on her face, and perhaps her behavior reflected a kind of happiness and liking.

This is how the third year of high school came.

Shen Qingjia thought of this again. Suddenly a little depressed in her heart - she once thought about going to Song Fusheng to confess one night. But her incomparably strong intellect stopped her thoughts in time. Can't be impulsive, can't be impulsive. Take a long-term view, you can't even make friends. In this way, I persuaded my inner impulse, and then I really did it.

No matter how much he wanted to tell Song Fusheng his heart, Shen Qingjia didn't say it, he was too afraid of losing it, so he still put this love in his heart.

Before I knew it, I walked to the door of the cafeteria.

Since he didn't live in Dijing Garden, Shen Qingjia felt that his circle of friends had shrunk in an instant. In fact, she originally didn't have a circle of friends, and she didn't think there was anything wrong with just one flower. I never felt lonely. Later, because he came to Zilin City to study, he was able to meet Shi Xue. And because of Song Fusheng, he and Zhuang Zhou also became good friends. Everything was so coincidental and it seemed like it was meant to be. Shen Qingjia experienced these different feelings from before, rich feelings, she has always sealed the emotions in her heart, she has met so many people here, although there are many unhappy things, but after all, there are still more happy feelings than sadness.

"Auntie. I want sour and hot shredded potatoes and shredded cabbage. ”

"Don't you want meat?"

"No need, thank you, Auntie, I'm enough."

……

Same question every time, same answer every time. Shen Qingjia eats at this window every time, and he has the same face every time.

This is also Shen Qingjia's habit.

Regardless of this

*

Hua Yijin felt that she should take the initiative to reconcile with Shen Qingjia.

"Even if I don't look for Shen Qingjia, she will come to me anyway. Anyway, it's Shen Qingjia who comes to me every time. Although she had that idea, Hua Yijin changed her mind as soon as she remembered that Shen Qingjia had been sticking to herself since she was a child, and she didn't seem to have any opinions.

People are very strange creatures, or rather, they are always lucky, and they always think about how to make people agree with them when they interact with people in this world, and everything is based on their own interests. Therefore, the ancients once said that if people are not for themselves, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed. In Hua Yijin's opinion, Shen Qingjia is stupid most of the time, sticking to himself like a chewing gum. Of course, this is also a nice word to say and beautify. In Hua Nijin's heart, Shen Qingjia is a dog skin plaster, which annoys people to death.

Shen Qingjia is simply nosy in this matter, there are so many people on the bus, everyone is blind, why should she Shen Qingjia pretend to be a heroine's husband and act bravely, in the final analysis, she just wants to be a hero and get praise from others. This kind of careful thinking is really despicable. Hua Rujin thought again, God must also know, otherwise how could he let Shen Qingjia fall to the ground.

Tsk, deserve it.

"Flowers."

"Flowers?"

Shen Qingjia called Hua Nijin twice, and Hua Bijin raised her eyes lazily to look at her.

"What?" Look at it, she knew that she would come to her, anyway, Shen Qingjia just liked to follow her. Ever since the two of them were in the same school, she was just going around her all the time. People who don't know think how important she is in her world.

It's hilarious. Thinking of this, Hua Bijin felt uncomfortable.

"Flowers. You're still mad at me. It was me who was too reckless to be on the bus in the morning and didn't calculate the crisis situation that might happen, but the good thing is that you're okay, we're all okay. That's great. You're right? Hee-hee. Shen Qingjia smiled innocently.

"Shen Qingjia, what are you talking about~ Why did you get involved with me. What does it have to do with me? You yourself are not careful - no. I mean, you have to be careful yourself in the future. Hua Bijin realized that she had said a little too little, and quickly changed her words and said something else. originally thought that Shen Qingjia would have some paleness, but looking at Shen Qingjia, he still didn't care about anything, as if he hadn't heard what she said just now. Hua Yijin breathed a sigh of relief: Shen Qingjia is a fool, anyway, she has been reckless since she was a child, and she can't grasp the point.

"Yes, yes, yes. It's me who has a lot of trouble. Shen Qingjia still had an innocent smile on his face.

Speaking of which, she didn't say anything about the morning to Hua Nijin, and it was understandable that Hua Bijin didn't know. Shen Qingjia thought so in his heart.

But what's going on inside is slowly crumbling down little by little??

"Let's go together after school." Shen Qingjia said with a smile.

"Huh? No. I've made an appointment, so let's go first. Hua Nijin took out a makeup mirror from a drawer and began to touch up her makeup.

"Huh? Who's the appointment? Do you have any other friends? Shen Qingjia asked.

Shen Qingjia regretted it after asking.

There is only one friend in this world, probably no one except her, Shen Qingjia, right? Why does Shen Qingjia still like preconceived ideas for so long, she has only had a good friend since she was a child. Although there are a lot of people who have always liked her, Shen Qingjia can't trust those people. It's not that I haven't tried to make new friends, but trying to fit in with others is really stupid. Shen Qingjia once wore the same mask as everyone at one time, said the same words as everyone, and was always with everyone. But no matter what you do, you can't really shorten the distance between your hearts and minds.

It was also from that time that Shen Qingjia knew that there was indeed a circle in this world that could not be squeezed into. Where you can't go, you can't go. She's actually pretty good on her own.

You have been working hard alone for so many years, and please continue to work hard in the future.

Try to move forward, don't look back. Don't look back.

"Of course I have friends. If you hadn't taken a year off from school, you'd have had a lot of friends. Hua Rujin said casually.

"Huh. I've got a lot of flowers, you're fine. Shen Qingjia said.

I don't need to have a lot of friends, and people in the world don't have anything to do with me, so I think it's nice to play with Flowers. We will always be together in the future.

"Hmm." Hua Xiangjin replied casually.

Some people especially like to sigh, even if it is a trivial thing, they have to sigh for a long time.

Some people never feel emotional, even if the sky falls, they grit their teeth and don't say a word.

Shen Qingjia belongs to the latter category.

Shen Qingjia didn't sigh at all the big and small things.

Shen Qingjia has always been like this.

Before today.

Everyone will have their own life, whether it is new or old.

The flowers are so good-looking, and the people are so good, so naturally there are many, many friends.

Maybe it's just that there is something temporary that can't get out of the body, so we can't go home together. Hua Rujin must be eager to go home with me.

……

Shen Qingjia thought of many, many reasons like this.

But Shen Qingjia's mood still didn't improve. There never seemed to be a time when she wanted to laugh more than she wanted to laugh now, but she just couldn't laugh.

I didn't have the strength to pack my school bag.

The whole person is sick.

Shen Qingjia glanced in the direction of the flowers from time to time, and it was conservatively estimated that he had glanced at least twenty times in the past five minutes. It's just that even once I didn't meet the flowers. Hua Bijin has been busy, either sorting out her schoolbag, touching up her makeup, or chatting with her classmates.

We had a great time.

Shen Qingjia thought in his heart.

The mood became agitated.

Maybe it's because I haven't been to school for a long time, so I don't fit in, and that's how I used to do it. Why do you feel so lonely now?

……

Shen Qingjia's heart and head were filled with such thoughts, and seeing these emotions was like a bubbling Coke, because it was poured too full, it was about to overflow almost immediately.

At that moment, Shen Qingjia suddenly relaxed again - they may not always be good friends together. Good friends don't have to stick together all the time.

Shen Qingjia glanced in the direction of the flowers from time to time, and it was conservatively estimated that he had glanced at least twenty times in the past five minutes. It's just that even once I didn't meet the flowers. Hua Bijin has been busy, either sorting out her schoolbag, touching up her makeup, or chatting with her classmates.

We had a great time.

Shen Qingjia thought in his heart.

The mood became agitated.

Maybe it's because I haven't been to school for a long time, so I don't fit in, and that's how I used to do it. Why do you feel so lonely now?

……

Shen Qingjia's heart and head were filled with such thoughts, and seeing these emotions was like a bubbling Coke, because it was poured too full, it was about to overflow almost immediately.

At that moment, Shen Qingjia suddenly relaxed again - they may not always be good friends together. Good friends don't have to stick together all the time.