Shen Qingjia was drawing a comic in front of the computer, and the mobile phone suddenly vibrate.

Shen Qingjia looked at her phone with joy, she thought it was Song Fusheng, she hoped it was Song Fusheng, but it turned out to be Zhuang Zhou.

Life is always so unpredictable sometimes.

But the mood is not particularly lost, because Zhuang Zhou is at least Song Fusheng's best friend, and his relationship with Zhuang Zhou has never been bad.

The mood is also a little comforting.

The text message is Baby Anne's "Rose Island".

"The best love is when two people are in each other's company. Don't be bound, don't entangle, don't possess, don't crave meaning from the other person, that's something that's doomed to fail. Instead, it should be, the two of us, standing side by side, looking at this lonely world.

There are two separate rooms, each working in the room. Let's find a small restaurant for dinner. There is a lot to talk about when you go for a walk. You feel safe when you hug each other. Don't interfere with any of the other person's freedoms, even if he's still in contact with his old girlfriend. It's plain, it's familiar, as if his smell is your own. Leave distance from each other, no matter when and where. Have a consistent taste for life. Including clothes, records, perfumes, food, etc. I don't think too much of each other, but when I'm tired, I know that he is home. ”

Shen Qingjia also likes Baby Anne, and she almost treasures Baby Anne's works.

Shen Qingjia still remembers the first time she read this book, and at that time she was very much in agreement with such words, before she met Song Fusheng. However, the concept of feelings will change at any time with the people you meet and the things you meet. Shen Qingjia now hopes that the relationship between himself and Song Fusheng is entangled, but they are still independent of each other as Anne said. Shen Qingjia doesn't think that two people who are together will not think of each other, but they can only say that they miss each other, let alone when they are tired, as long as they think of their beloved, all the hard work will disappear, and you will know that he is your harbor.

It's just that Zhuang Zhou sent such a long text message to himself on a whim? Shen Qingjia didn't quite understand.

"It's very comfortable to be together, and it's very good to laugh out loud when you think about him. There is nothing to hide from each other. This kind of love is not bad. Shen Qingjia thought about it and replied to Zhuang Zhou.

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Shen Qingjia often paints and occasionally writes.

Shen Qingjia's handwriting is very good, the pen writing is especially beautiful, Shen Qingjia's scratch paper has some of her own original sentences, most of the sentences are from SQ's column.

Shen Qingjia likes to read.

Shen Qingjia likes Baby Anne.

Zhuang Zhou knows this very well.

Sending this text message to Shen Qingjia today, in fact, I also regretted it a little after sending it, what are you doing?

Until I received a text message from Shen Qingjia.

It's not a long word, but Zhuang Zhou thinks it's a really good idea. This kind of love makes people yearn for it.

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That was a long time later.

When I meet all the beautiful scenery, I regret that you are not by my side.

I hope you will join me in watching all the rising and sinking of the sun and moon in this world.

All his thoughts were on her.

"Shen Qingjia said that she is very busy, and she will contact us next time." This is how Hua Bijin replied to herself.

Is Shen Qingjia still angry?

How many times did Song Fusheng want to fly back to Shengzilin directly, fly to her side and tell her that he had been with her all the time, and even if he was asleep, he was thinking about him in his dreams.

But he couldn't.

At this time, he would hate his identity incomparably, if he was just a very ordinary person, wouldn't there be such and such a thing.

Every time at this time, he was extremely conflicted, and felt that such a self was too disappointing.

I once saw a sentence on Weibo: You are not worthy of your ambition, and you have failed to live up to your suffering.

Song Fusheng thought at that time that he would not be able to allow such a thing to happen. He was separated from her like this, and he held back all the feelings of contact with her, not just to give her a flawless future. For this, he is not afraid of how much he suffers now.

Everything is worth it for her. For her sake, he would do anything.

What Hua Yijin has always been worried about is that he will not believe in himself, and he will keep asking, but every time it is unexpected, he didn't say anything, he seems to have decided that Shen Qingjia is missing to say such things. Hua Bijin didn't feel happy, but still harbored a deep sense of guilt. He just didn't tell Song Fusheng what Shen Qingjia said, one was because he didn't want him to be sad, and the other was for—maybe because of the guilt he felt for Shen Qingjia in his heart.

Hua Yijin is thinking about what he is thinking about for a while, and he will probably stop for a while, and he will not ask about Shen Qingjia, in that case, it will be the best.

But it's not 100% sure that things are going this way.

After listening to the secretary-general's report, Hua Bijin's face showed a look of satisfaction.

Hua Bijin called him directly.

Like him in some ways, Hua Bijin doesn't like to beat around the bush, but runs straight out of the way. Speaking of which, Song Fusheng seems to have inherited it very well.

Song Fusheng doesn't like to turn around and speak, he usually speaks directly when he has something to say.

"Dude. Long time no see. Got time to come out and sit? Hua Bijin said. Suddenly, I remembered that the beginning of the call to him was always like this, and nothing changed.

He's used to it, too.

"Zhuang Zhou. Long time no see. I won't come out to sit today, but another day. “

"BUDDY, THERE'S A GIRL NAMED SHEN QINGJIA WHO APPLIED FOR YOUR POSITION AS A DESIGNER ASSISTANT AT SHIRLEY, I HOPE BUDDY CAN DO ME A FAVOR AND DON'T HIRE HER. Thank you, brother. Hua Bijin said.

"Shen Qingjia? Okay. I know. Please put one hundred and twenty hearts in Zhuang Zhou, and I will definitely do it. He laughs.

"Thank you very much." Hua Bijin said.

He would never ask about Hua Nijin's commission, but today he had a whim, wanting to know how Hua Bijin could be so hostile to a little girl, which was not like his style. He looked at Shen Qingjia's personal resume sent by the Personnel Department, his background was very simple, and there was really nothing worth seeing. I must say something remarkable, that is, this girl has always been a full honor since she entered the school, and she has won a scholarship from the school every year.

Memories are always as long as a winding mountain road, winding and twisting, and no one knows where the end is.

- Dear friends

- Do you remember the first time you liked someone?

- Remember.

- When you like her, do you really know that you like her very much?

- I don't know.

- Did you have any follow-ups?

- Yes, and then we went our separate ways.

When I grow up, I am always asked, what do you think is a good love? What do you think is true love for someone?

I always pretend to be deep, to love someone is to not ask if it is worth it or not, you just love, the sky thunders and does not move, rain or shine. And the love of love is to be able to make people have their own world completely, you can be innocent, you can be naïve, you can not be smart enough, and I will be tolerant and smiling.

The people who ask questions are often girls who are in a sweet love, enjoying the love but also worrying about losing it. I still remember when I was just in high school, my first tablemate, he, she was also a girl. The appearance is very delicate, the figure is very well-proportioned, but it is not a very hearty person, and the words and articles are very melancholy.

I thought she was an optimist who leaned towards pessimism.

I don't believe that there are eternal feelings in the world, but I feel that the time has not yet come, and the people who have to wait have not yet arrived.

She said that when we started to get, we were actually already slowly losing. Like, when you live, you're just slowly consuming your life, and the length of your life shrinks as you grow. Death is also expected.

I said, this is just the law of nature, birth, old age, sickness and death, the normal state of the world, no one can avoid it.

When she heard this, she just looked at me faintly, and then said in an even weaker voice, so it was very sad. Man begins to die out at birth.

When I talk to her, I always feel like my hairs stand on end. Maybe it's because I often can't reply to her words.

Although the personality is very gloomy, he has a lot of friends. In front of friends, they are very cheerful and lively. I almost doubt she's schizophrenic again.

I also know that there are a lot of boy characters who have a crush on him.

I know the reason, under the same personality, he is indeed very special. looks very beautiful, and has a little literary temperament, obviously a very melancholy person, but he can always laugh happily in front of people.

Unreal beauty can sometimes have a fatal attraction.

However, I was not interested. Because in my opinion he is a dangerous man.

Because the first time I saw her, I almost blurted out Shen Qingjia's name. Yes, she and Shen Qingjia are very similar in temperament. I don't know if it's because of each other, sometimes I feel that my appearance is a little similar.

So even though we were at the same table, we didn't say much except for the occasional discussion.

"My dear friend, you're not going to fall in love in high school?" He asked me that out of the blue, during a study hall class. She handed over a beautiful notebook with beautiful italics. I was surprised that I didn't find her handwriting so beautiful.

"Why do you suddenly ask this? Do you have it? I replied. To be honest, I don't really want to write my words in the back – dwarfed. "Your handwriting is so beautiful." I added a parenthetical sentence at the end of my reply.

"I just think that a person as beautiful as my dear friend deserves to be accompanied by a beautiful woman." His answer surprised me again. Fine? She said, "I, beautiful?"

"I just think that a person as beautiful as my dear friend deserves to be accompanied by a beautiful woman." His answer surprised me again. Fine? She said, "I, beautiful?"

I'll admit I wasn't the best at school, but I wasn't bad. However, there is still a distance from beauty. The definition of beauty in my heart is the existence of transcendence, and a beautiful girl must be detached, just like a white lotus, exuding a faint fragrance. However, it is not enough to have a face, it must have enough connotation, a strong heart. As for the beautiful man, he is graceful, knowledgeable and not rigid, and philanthropic but not abusive. But there are very few of these two kinds of people in real life.

"He, I really didn't expect you to make fun of people." I replied.

"You won't be unaware of what other people say about you, besides, your grades have always been good, and you have completely broken the rumors that the people with the first grades are abstract." I don't understand his reply, and she rarely "talks" to me like this.

"He, are you in a bad mood? It's rare for you to talk so much. I got straight to the point and asked, I don't like it if I keep going around the bend like this.

So you see, how can a person who reveals his emotions in a little thing be called "beautiful".

"Nope. I'm idle and bored. ”

"......" The moment I got the notebook, I turned my face to look at him for a long time, although he didn't say anything, but I knew that my face must not be good-looking.

So you see, I don't really have anything to do with what she says about "beautiful".

Since it's boring, I'll ask him what I want to ask her.

"He, why are you different from people? In fact, you are not such a cheerful person, why do you smile so cheerfully in front of everyone? I asked.

"I'm more hypocritical." He replied quickly.

"Is it hypocrisy to be so honest?" I couldn't help but laugh.

"In fact, in our lives, no one will empathize with your sadness at all. Everything in the world loves light, and no one likes darkness. So I'm just looking for the good and avoiding the disadvantage. He wrote very seriously, and her side face turned out to be so good-looking, with very white skin, well-defined, a combed ponytail, which hung naturally down on her shoulders, and a few strands of hair in her ears. After watching it for a long time, people can't help but want to reach out and dial it back.

"yes, even bugs love light. Are you afraid of being alone? "Isolation in school has always been common.

"Even now I'm surrounded by everyone, I'm just as lonely. Because no one cares if I'm really happy or not. In other words, people tend to believe that what they see is what they get. Sometimes it's hard to care about yourself, who cares if you're happy or not? He said.

Although he has written so much, his handwriting has always been neat. I can't see a change in mood, it seems that everything is just a story.

"He says that because you have a desire in your heart. I want to be recognized, I want someone to understand you, I want someone to really love you. "Duplicity is a common problem in modern people, and I sometimes wonder why we are so unhappy when we are both high school students.

Summer is fading from the heat.

Actually, I know that summer is long gone. Autumn is slightly cool. The camphor is still very green and very green. But the sky is not blue. The white clouds were gone. It seems that time has really moved forward resolutely, and there is no turning back at all. It's like many, many things have changed, so stubborn, rumbling forward, forward, and forward.