Fanwai 1 Li Xiaoxiao
Today, another group of people came, and when I drove them away, the pedestrians scolded and scolded, but fortunately, before Zhao Guangyi left, he asked the craftsmen to build a gate for me, otherwise I alone would not be able to guard the purity of the eldest lady.
Fortunately, there are fewer people coming now, and it is estimated that it will not be long before I can turn this valley into what the eldest lady likes.
"Big lady, I went to see Sandalwood yesterday, and Joy grew taller again, Sandalwood said that she wanted to bring Joy to see you, but I refused, and the big lady won't blame me."
"Actually, I'm just afraid that I'm not happy, and I don't want to be happy to see such a big lady."
"Big lady, I only told Sandalwood about your return, and I don't know if I want to tell your father and mother, after you leave, Xiaoxiao has no idea."
"Big lady, I planted peony flowers today, and I will definitely be beautiful when I bloom next year."
Although I knew that the eldest lady would not return to me, I still sat in front of the grave and chatted with the eldest lady every day.
I still remember when the second lady left, I talked to the eldest lady and said that I would definitely wait for her in advance after I died.
"What if I'm the one who dies first?" That's how the eldest lady replied to me at that time.
"Then Xiaoxiao will follow the master."
"Xiaoxiao, where's your family?" This is the first time the Grand Lady has asked me this question.
"The only small family is Mrs...... "I didn't lie to Mrs., when I entered the palace at the age of twelve, my relatives all passed away for the guilt of Mrs., and now, even Mrs., the last family member, has left me."
"Xiaoxiao, I suddenly miss my father, my mother, my joy, my sister, my sandalwood...... "Madam, now Xiaoxiao can understand your feelings when you said this, Xiaoxiao now thinks so much about the eldest lady!"
But Xiaoxiao can't follow Madame, I want to stay in the world and guard Madame,
Actually, my surname is Wang. The first time I met my wife, she was twelve years old and suddenly broke into my house with sandalwood.
"Boss Wang, I want to ask you to make a shadow lamp." I was in my room reciting a crisp voice.
"There are beauties, and clever eyes look forward to it." The first time I saw you, I couldn't help but speak, your sudden intrusion seemed to bring a ray of light to my life.
But it wasn't long before I learned that not all encounters are beautiful, and some can be ruined.
Later, for several days in a row, Daddy was busy with your shadow lamp, from morning to late at night, and did not want to stop, fortunately, it was too late to give it to you before the Mid-Autumn Festival.
"This shadow lamp is so beautiful!" I sighed at my father.
"Yes! This is a gift that Miss Zhou Fuer is going to give to the current queen, and my father naturally has to use all his life's learning to make it well. ”
I'm just as happy as my dad is because I know the lights are good and I'll be able to see you again.
Still, I haven't been able to see you, it's a man who has come to fetch the lamp.
On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, my father seemed to be very happy, he took me and my mother to visit the night market, accompanied me to put the lanterns, he said that the shadow lamp you gave him a lot of money, and most importantly, my father felt that the shadow lamp made his life's masterpiece.
"Tomorrow, I'll find you a private school, so that my family can go to school when I am young."
"Thank you, Daddy."
In the end, I didn't wait for this opportunity, and on August 16, a group of officials suddenly came to my house, saying that it was about the shadow lamp.
We were imprisoned and ignored for eight days, delivering only food and water every day, and not asking anything else.
On the evening of the eighth day, a woman suddenly came to the prison, dressed in an extremely gorgeous dress, which was an unusually familiar beauty, and the cell boss told us to hurry up and see the queen.
It turned out to be the queen's mother, the little girl's sister, no wonder there was a familiar feeling at first sight. She said she had something to discuss with her father.
Daddy went for a long time, and he didn't come back until it was almost dawn, and he came back and discussed with his mother for a long time, and then went out, leaving me only one sentence: "Listen to the queen's mother." ”。
After that, I never saw my father again, and my mother only wiped her tears every day, did not say a word, and fell asleep forever in my arms within a few days.
My mother went, and although I didn't say anything, I knew that my father must have gone too.
When the cell boss took my mother's relatives, he also took me out with him, and later, I became a eunuch and was assigned to the queen's palace as an errand boy.
Niangniang is a very gentle person, treat me very well, two years later, the master died, Niangniang let me take his position, given the name Li Xiaoxiao, responsible for the affairs of the middle palace.
As for my father, the queen mother never mentioned it in front of me, what happened that year, I can only learn one or two from Liuli's mouth, it turned out that the shadow lamp had an accident, and the queen could only push my father out in order to save the second miss.
"Is that really the case? Is my father's life really so unworthy of attention? ”
Finally, I saw the second lady in the palace again, she was 14 years old that year, she was much taller than when we first met, and her appearance became more and more beautiful, more beautiful than the queen.
But in this palace, good looks are not necessarily a good thing, finally, the second lady still had an accident, I heard that it was a witch Gu, and he practiced witchcraft in the harem, but he was going to be killed.
The queen mother is not in a hurry at all, every day is still as usual, Qiu Xiang said, the queen mother likes the second lady, it will be fine, sure enough, in the end, the Shen nobles at the cost of the palace, changed the life of the second lady.
"The Wang family died because of her, I should hate it!"
But Qiu Xiang said that the second miss is not to blame for this, and the queen buried her mother and father together, and the second miss does not forget to worship every year, so I should not have other thoughts.
Later, the queen experienced pregnancy and miscarriage, and Concubine Xian was given death for murdering the emperor's heir, only I know that the child in the queen's womb was gone because of me, and the queen owed us the royal family, so I will pay it back with this unborn child.
"In the future, I will definitely serve the queen well, and there is ......"
Since the miscarriage, the queen's health has not been good, and the second lady has begun to live in the palace permanently, but she doesn't seem to be very happy, she is depressed all day long, and only when she sees Zhong Xuan does she smile a little.
The emperor rarely comes to the palace, for some reason, I still have a little joy, I always feel that the second lady is different from the queen, she should not be trapped in this palace.
But in the end, she still stayed, and after the death of the second prince, the queen's illness became more and more serious, and Qiu Xiang said that it was a heart disease and could not be cured.
Everyone said behind their backs that the queen probably couldn't survive anymore, and the sadness on the second lady's face was more and more day by day, and finally one day, Qiu Xiang said that the queen was afraid that it was not good and was anxious to see me.
"The matter of the Wang family back then, I couldn't stand you."
"Don't think about it, Xiaoxiao has never blamed Niangniang."
"Originally, I thought that I could take you in my palace and protect you for a lifetime, but now it seems that I can't."
"Mother's ......"
"It was the Queen Mother at the beginning, Min'er was right, she didn't know anything. The shadow lamp is fine, and your Wang family is not wrong, but there is never a right or wrong after that. ”
"Niangniang...... "I don't know what to say, haven't I ever blamed it?" Daddy and Mom didn't leave my mind for a day, and I couldn't blame him.
"Go down, if I go, you can find another source, and I will beg the emperor to let him let you go."
"Yes."
I withdrew, and that day I kept thinking that if she hadn't broken in back then, would I still be with my father and mother to guard the shop, and be harmonious.
The queen survived in the end, and no one knew what method the second lady used, but she actually persuaded the emperor to send her mother out of the palace
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On October 20, 964, under the holy decree, the carriage carried the queen and the second lady out of the palace together, and Qiu Xiang said, after that, we will change masters.
On October 30, 964, the first snow fell in the city, and today is the day when the second lady entered the palace.
On April 1, 965 AD, the second lady officially stayed in the Rouyi Palace, and Li Yu sent all the people in the original queen's palace over, but the second lady did not want it, only I finally entered the Rouyi Hall as I wished with Qiu Xiang's friendship.
The second lady's heart gradually increased, and she only sat in front of the window in a daze every day instead of going to the queen mother's bedroom.
"Qiu Xiang, do you think Niangniang likes the emperor?"
"Naturally, I like it, which woman in this harem doesn't like the emperor!"
"But the mother is not happy."
Yes, I never saw my mother smile happily again, and the girl who broke into my courtyard when I was twelve years old was gone.
Fortunately, the emperor likes the second lady, and he liked it a long, long time ago, and this love is enough to keep her safe.
As the days passed, I stayed by her side and accompanied her to grow day by day.
Later, the Queen Mother left, the second lady took the phoenix seal, the concubine was gone, Sandalwood married Gentle, the second lady had her own little princess, Qiu Xiang died in the Song Kingdom, Xile went out of the palace, the little barbarian left, the Tang Kingdom died, and the lady also went......
When I arrived at Kaifeng, I was the only one left by the second lady's side, and she stayed in the courtyard all day long, ignoring people.
After that, we all changed our names to the eldest lady.
I stayed by her side every day, played chess with her, watched her write, watched her in a daze, after a long time, I had a trace of happiness in my heart, fortunately Tang Guo died, fortunately they were gone, only in this way can I live so close to my wife.
But Zhao Guangyi also seems to like his wife, and often finds all kinds of excuses to force his wife to stay in the palace, although I am worried, I am helpless.
Finally, one day, I found out that my wife was transferred, she didn't like to eat melon seeds, she didn't like to play chess, she didn't like to be quiet, and she didn't like to eat sauce elbows......
My lady was nowhere to be found, but I didn't believe it, she said she wouldn't leave me behind, I stayed in the courtyard, day after day, and I was sure that she would suddenly appear in my room one day.
Later, I really waited, and the lady I had been thinking about all day and night came back.
"Xiaoxiao, do you believe me?"
"Yes, I believe it." I looked at Madame and nodded vigorously.
"That little wait for me for half a year, and I won't leave when I come back."
"Half a year? Will Madame really come back? ”
"Well, stay in this courtyard forever. Or find a secluded spot. ”
"That little waiting for Madame."
"Well, I'm coming back today......"
"Madame, don't worry, Xiaoxiao has never seen Madame."
"Okay, I'll go first, the emperor's people are still outside!"
"Madame, take care."
Half a year later, I really waited for Madame, and she didn't lie to me.
"Yes, Madame didn't lie to me, it's a secluded place now." I looked at the flowers in the courtyard of Xiaoxiao Valley, which was much more beautiful than the original courtyard.
"If I had known in advance that the wine was poisonous, I wouldn't have accompanied you in that scene."
"If I had known that the secluded place was here, Xiaoxiao would rather be trapped in that cage with his wife for the rest of his life."
"The letter that Madame left me, in fact, I can't rest assured."
That night, I sent Li Yu back to the room and went straight to the small courtyard, but you still left, and you didn't want to say goodbye to me in person.
The next day, I learned that the master had gone, and outsiders only said that it was a sudden illness, but I knew that Li Yu had specially asked me to find the wine that night.
"When Ling Qi found me, I didn't believe it."
"He said you went, and asked me if I was far away to accompany you to Jinling, and I scolded him and said that you just went, and your whole family went."
"Of course I'm willing, no matter where Madame goes, Xiaoxiao is willing to stay with Madame all the time."
"Madame, have you ever thought about being little?"
"Madam, Xiaoxiao seems to have forgotten the appearance of Madame, yesterday Joy came to say that Sandalwood has also gone, and everyone has gone to accompany you, only I am still here."
"Madam, Xiaoxiao doesn't seem to be able to survive anymore, Xiaoxiao misses you."
I touched my white hair, and trembled to the grave of the young lady, where there was a hole, and the mouth of the hole was already surrounded by vines.
"Outsiders must not be able to see that this is the grave I prepared for myself."
"Madame, Xiaoxiao is here too."
After laying the last stone, I slowly took out a pot of wine from my arms, which was exactly what I gave Li Yu back then.
"It seems like it's been a long time since I've seen that weird old man come over to buy wine."
"Yes! Maybe I will buy incense candles in the future. ”
"Maybe I went."
"It's not surprising to go, after all, I'm older."
Since then, there is no Li Xiaoxiao in the world, and people only know that there was an old man in Xiaoxiao Valley, leaving the four seasons of flowering......