Since childhood, the father and mother have doted on their brothers, and they say that the elder brother will be the heaven of the Tang Kingdom in the future.

"What's the sky like?"

"You'll find out when you're older."

"Then when am I going to grow up?"

"When Yu'er knows what the sky is."

"Will that brother also become Yu'er's heaven?"

"Yes, Yu'er will definitely assist the royal brother well."

"Okay."

Eventually, I knew what heaven was, but my brother didn't become my god, and a serious illness took him away from me.

My father didn't like me to read and compose music anymore, he said that my brother was gone, and I would be the heaven of the Tang Kingdom in the future, that is, the son of heaven, so I could no longer write poems and songs.

Since then, all that remains on my desk is the way to govern the country and the art of war.

I am an idle person in the courtyard of Huaihua, and I sit and watch the fish by the small pond, and I live my life with my eyebrows and lights.

But in the end, the country still pressed on me, in 916, my father died, I successfully ascended the throne, respecting my mother as the queen mother, and Empress E as the queen.

I thought I would guard the Tang Kingdom and live my life in my dreams.

Until Emperor E said that the person in the dream is the sweetheart, and the person next to the pillow is the dream. She said that when she had the opportunity, she remembered to take a look at Zhou Min.

Until the queen mother said that the throne was too heavy, she couldn't stand me, she said, as long as I wanted, then she would do her best.

Later, they worked hard to get Min'a, the woman who had lived in my dreams for a lifetime.

But I always felt that she was unhappy, and she seemed to dislike the palace very much, even though I had given her the posterior position that all women in the world wanted.

She always said that I should pamper and pamper other women more, and I always blamed her for pushing me out, so I often got angry and didn't go to her palace.

But she doesn't understand, if you compare me to a fish, then all the women in the world are like water, but you are a fish, a fish like me.

I don't don't love the rest of the women, the fish can't do without the water, I naturally love it, but only she is a fish, a different existence.

Fortunately, she slowly began to accept me, and from her eyes, I seemed to see the love in my dreams, the two of us were full of poetry and songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting......

If I am not the emperor, it would be nice if I was just an idle prince, so that I would be able to keep her safe for the rest of my life, but after all, there is no if.

In the end, the sky of the Tang Kingdom stepped on, and in order to protect the people of Jinling, I went to the letter of surrender.

She didn't seem to be surprised at all, not sad or happy, so she silently accepted the fact of the death of the country, and I felt peace for the first time.

There are no eggs under the nest, and I have no face to see her, so I hide every day.

Zhao Guangyi said that he admired Min'er very much, and he told me a lot of things about Min'er's entry into the Song Dynasty, and he said that if I hadn't sent him all the way, Zhou Min would have died in a foreign country.

It turned out that she was so dangerous when she entered the Song Dynasty, but she didn't say a word to me when she came back.

I know that Zhao Guangyi likes Min'er, and the winner is king, and I know that I can't keep Min'er anymore.

Zhao Guangyi asked, do you want her to be safe?

"Yes, I am willing to exchange my life."

"Starting tomorrow, you will come to my room every day, and if you really love her, let her go first."

I know what Zhao Guangyi means when he says this, only when Min'er doesn't love me anymore and enters Kaifeng in the future, can he find a little shelter under Zhao Guangyi.

"I know."

"My brother is very strong, if he knows Min'er's position in your heart, then Min'er will ......"

"Needless to say, I know."

After that, I went to Zhao Guangyi's room every day to drink and have fun, and Zhao Guangyi said that he didn't know who was the emperor's person on the ship.

Listening to Li Xiao's novel, the lady is pregnant, and Min'er is busy taking care of her every day, so it's okay, at least Min'er has something to do.

But I didn't expect that the lady would suddenly seek death, since the lady left, Min'er locked herself in the room and didn't see anyone.

finally entered Kaifeng, but I found that Min'er had changed, she was cold to everyone, and she didn't ask about anything.

Zhao Guangyi still came to my house when he was free, although he didn't say it explicitly, but I knew that he just wanted to find an excuse to see Min'er, but fortunately, Min'er didn't see anyone.

"I sent two more beauties to your house."

"There are already a lot of people in the house."

"There are no more beauties, you just need to remember that they are my brother's choice."

"Thank you, Lord Wang."

In fact, I also suspected Zhao Guangyi, I knew that he wanted to use a beauty to separate me and Min'er, but he was wrong, since the moment my aunt died, Min'er and I couldn't go back.

One day in October, Zhao Kuangyin suddenly announced that I was in the palace for discussion, and he said that the eldest lady was captivating the country and the city, and I don't know if I like the beauty he sent.

"Your Majesty." I don't know what to say, Zhao Guangyi said that the emperor has been staring at Min'er for a long time.

Later, the emperor asked me to lead me to the military camp outside the city, saying that I was asked to help train the army. I know that the emperor deliberately separated me, and didn't even give me a chance to report the news.

Before leaving the palace, I saw Zhao Guangyi, and he said to reassure me that everything has him.

A few days later, the news of the emperor's death came from the palace, Zhao Guangyi sent someone to send me back to the palace, everything was fine, no one knew what happened that night, but I heard Yuan'er say that Min'er had entered the palace alone yesterday.

I didn't ask, and Min'er didn't say, but she began to let me into the yard, and accompanied me every day to write poems, play chess, and paint......

The emperor went down, but Zhao Guangyi was still there.

Since then, Zhao Guangyi has often used the excuse of ordering his wife to enter the palace to keep Min'er in the palace. Now that he is the Son of Heaven, I know that I can't keep Min'er anymore.

In late August 977, news suddenly came from the palace that the father-in-law who came to report the news said that a fire broke out in the palace where Min'er lived, and her life and death were uncertain.

I sat in the hospital all night until the next day, when I picked up the allergic child from Zhao Guangyi.

"The eldest lady was frightened, and inhaled a lot of smoke and dust, and I am afraid that she will not be able to speak in the future."

"It's good to come back, Emperor Xie."

It's good to come back, the woman in front of her is really exactly the same as Min'er, but she is not Min'er, and she doesn't have the cold light in Min'er's eyes after seeing through life.

Since then, I have never heard about allergies, and Zhao Guangyi has never been here, and I have secretly inquired several times, but to no avail.

Until the beginning of October, I heard that there was suddenly a concubine in the palace, who was deeply favored by the emperor, and rewarded the nearest Shuiyue Palace when she first entered the palace.

It's just that this woman has a withdrawn personality, except for Qiu Xiang, the personal maid who served in the room, and Grandpa Li, no one has seen what Concubine Niangniang looks like. The emperor even issued an order to exempt the concubine from the routine greeting, although the queen was dissatisfied, she did not dare to oppose it openly.

That's Min'er.

I still quietly pamper the woman in front of me called the eldest lady, sometimes I comfort myself, or treat her as Min'er, after all, the eldest lady treats me sincerely.

On the first day of January 978, Zhao Guangyi suddenly ordered to hold a banquet in the Longxi County Mansion.

During the meeting, I finally met Min'er, she was wearing a mask, but I still recognized it at a glance, and that look was unique in the world.

It was arranged by Zhao Guangyi, so that she was completely dead to me. Well, if you are well, so good.

That night, as Zhao Guangyi wished, I accompanied him to the whole scene.

I still write letters to the courtyard every day, and the little novel Min'er once came back.

"Did you believe she took it?"

"Take it."

One month, two months, three months......

There was no news of the concubine in the palace, but I heard that the emperor would go to the Water Moon Palace every few days to rest for one night.

On the seventh day of the seventh month of July 978, I finally saw Min'er again, she sat next to me, everyone called her Mrs. Lord, I pretended not to know, this was the first time I saw her smile so happily since I left Jinling.

Zhao Tingmei came, and Min'er drank the wine while I wanted to say hello.

"Ma'am." I quickly knelt down, Min'er's move was undoubtedly an offense to Tianwei. "Today, the insider is ignorant and offended Tianwei, and I ask Lord Zhao not to inform the emperor of this matter after returning to the palace."

"Brother Li, please get up." Zhao Tingmei hurriedly helped me up, but her face was full of embarrassment. "Why do you say Madame? The emperor's ministers really don't dare to bully the king! ”

"Lord Zhao don't have to worry, I will personally ask the emperor for guilt in a while."

"This, this, this ......"

"You, you, you......"

The moment I spoke, I knew I was right.

"Master Zhao doesn't need to panic, my lord found a doctor for me, and now this disease has been cured." Min'a gave me a look.

"Yes, yes, this doctor has excellent medical skills." I reacted and hurried to relieve her.

After Zhao Tingmei left, we continued to drink and talk, I didn't ask anything, and my mind was full of thinking about how to say goodbye for a while.

"You're really Min'er." I decided to pretend to be drunk.

"yes, I'm Min'er." Min'er touched my face, and I still pretended to be drunk in her arms.

Actually, I don't know when I found out that I couldn't pour a thousand glasses, as if I hadn't been drunk since the first drink, and this secret is only known to me.

In the past, I would choose to use pretending to be drunk to escape something, but I didn't expect that the last time I pretended to be drunk in my life was to escape saying goodbye to the woman I love the most.

I should have left a long time ago, and I was burned clean with her in the aftermath of the fire, but I waited for another woman, a girl who looked exactly like her.

She didn't die, so I stayed with her.

After the disaster, she asked Xiao Xiao to help me back to my room.

"Xiaoxiao, do you remember the medicine I gave you?"

"The master is not drunk, why?"

"No reason, go get the medicine."

"Sir."

"Go."

Xiaoxiao didn't insist, put down the medicine and drank and left.

"Min'er, I'm here, you remember to wait for me." I drank the wine and lay quietly on the bed, reminiscing about the teenage girl.

The moment she picked up her drink tonight, I knew all her decisions.

I believe that she still loves me, and I am not, but unfortunately the days are so bitter, so bitter that we both forget how to love.

If there is an afterlife, I would prefer to stay away from the emperor's house......