Chapter 102 Apologize
Zilan sighed, this child is really pitiful and angry, but there is deep helplessness and sighing.
He stepped forward and pulled her to sit down in the gazebo, poured her a glass of water, and took a handkerchief to wipe her tears. Only then did he slowly speak, "Sister Xuan'er, in fact, we were quite curious when you first came, and we were willing to play with you."
But you always refuse people thousands of miles away, and it hurts people's hearts after a long time. Don't blame everyone for their strange attitude towards you, think about it, no matter what entanglements and unhappiness the elders have, you have finally entered the Hou Mansion and been raised, this is En.
No matter what the purpose of this friendship is, it doesn't matter, we are the ones who have enjoyed the benefits, we can't eat dates and be too big.
Your parents died, and your grandfather left early, which means that you, your mother and even your grandfather were all supported by my grandfather, and you yourself have calculated that it has been three generations, and no one can stand it.
If you don't be more sensible, how can the elders like you, it's a fact that the start is unfavorable, we have to fight for it on our own.
Maybe you think they have a bad attitude, but what should be given to you is all for you, Sister Hui'er and I have, do you have a share, you came to Aunt Xu to teach you alone, for fear that you are not familiar with the rules of the Hou Mansion and make your mistakes make people laugh at you.
Sister Xuan'er, nine times out of ten things are unsatisfactory in life, my Song family also has widows who are bullied by their in-laws, and there is nowhere to be taken home.
But he didn't feel sorry for himself, but helped us everywhere to teach us to learn the rules and things like piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and did his best to prevent people from saying that they were waste.
We can't choose our origins, and we may not be able to fight against the predetermined fate, but we still have to work hard to live well, live with a smile on our faces, at least don't make everyone disgusted and hateful.
In fact, you have your good, we have already found out, you embroider well grandmother found the best Suzhou embroidery in the house to teach you, you like to practice calligraphy, pen, ink, paper and inkstone are regularly sent to your yard, I am afraid that you will be embarrassed and will not let you ask for help.
Sister Xuan'er, do you feel this? I thought that whether I was sincere to people was not in words, but in deeds, sweet words were good, but if I didn't do anything and embarrassed you everywhere, what about it?
You can apologize today We are very happy in our hearts, it means that you have figured it out, there may be many more that we don't understand, it doesn't matter, read hard, doesn't it say that there is a golden house in the book, and there is Yan Ruyu in the book?
I'm a lot busier than before, but I can come to you every few days to play, and the three of us can play together when I'm free, and I'll work hard to learn what talent I like, what's the matter, I should coax myself to be happy.
First of all, we must be kind to ourselves, let ourselves be happy, others will be in a good mood when they see you, if you cry and mourn, everyone will be restrained and serious when they see you.
The road is to come out by yourself, be strong, you still have us, and everyone, and the blessing of Yang Hou Mansion, you still have a lot, you are not alone, you are not helpless. ”
Zilan said so much that she also hopes that Xuan'er can open her heart and accept everyone, no matter how difficult the environment is and how unfavorable it is to herself, she must go on bravely and strongly, and make a career for herself.
Zhao Xuan'er covered her face and cried with a whimper, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I failed everyone to be kind to me, and I don't like myself like this, but I don't know when I won't, can you understand?" ”
What she means is that she has learned deformed things, and when she goes back to normal people, she feels out of place, and she is ridiculed by everyone for being a psychopath, and that feeling of isolation is extremely uncomfortable.
"I can understand that the Zhao family will never affect you anymore, and my grandfather specially sent someone to the Zhao family to get all your mother's dowries back, just to make a dowry for you.
In fact, my grandfather and grandmother are hard-mouthed and soft-hearted people, and they have planned for you for a long time, but at your age, it is useless to tell you some things, and we don't understand or understand, right? ”
Zilan saw that she really listened, and her eyes were clear, in order to prevent this child from becoming a troublemaker in the future, she had to persuade her, passers-by fell into the river, don't you have to find a pole to save you.
It's not too difficult to help, not to mention that these are sisters who grew up together, and they can pull a handful.
"You're right, I used to be cranky myself, I couldn't see many things, I just sat in the house and thought about it for a long time, in fact, I came to the Hou Mansion to be taken care of everywhere, I didn't even feel anything.
My aunt and aunt immediately let people clean up the small kitchen, and avoided it everywhere, and even the subordinates wore vegetarian clothes to work in my yard, and they never got red.
The one who was outrageously wrong was me, my father died, and the Zhao family didn't say that they had taken filial piety seriously for my father, and they still ate wine and banquets.
People are always greedy, and they don't know how happy they are without comparison. ”
Zhao Xuan'er can say these words, which means that she is really sober.
Zilan glanced at Shuhui and pursed her lips and smiled happily, although the child is a little lonely, his nature is still kind.
Shuhui also nodded with a smile and wiped her tears in person, "The Zhao family is all bastards, you don't have to think about them in the future." ”
"Actually, my father and my grandfather treated me very well, my mother used to say that this was not the case at home, but after my grandfather died, the family was completely different.
After my father left, they kept bullying me and my mother, trying to treat us harshly everywhere, and wanted to sell me as a child daughter-in-law, so my mother ran out with me.
I'll change it in the future, it won't be like that, the old lady told me a lot, and I listened to it. ”
Zhao Xuan'er had tears on her eyelashes, looking at them pitifully, with a pleading look in her eyes, begging them not to leave her, and there was a strong desire in her lonely eyes to play with her.
"Sister Xuan'er, it's best if you can figure it out, there is one more thing you should do now."
Zilan paused and didn't say anything, to see if she could think of it or not.
"I know, I'm going to apologize to the old lady and the old lady now, and I want to thank the eldest aunt and second aunt.
Everyone has always taken good care of me, but I don't understand the hard work of my elders, and I haven't even said a word of thanks, and people like me are really annoying, and I don't like it myself. ”
Zhao Xuan'er smiled bitterly, why had she never looked up seriously before, in fact, the Hou Mansion was really good to her, and keeping filial piety was not about other people's Hou Mansion, but she still thought about herself thoughtfully.
"This is my good sister, this rule has really been learned by heart."
When Zilan heard this, she immediately smiled like a flower, and praised it sincerely.