Chapter 101: Awakening
In the future, it will slowly be realized into a grange shop and other industries to give Zhao Xuan'er as a dowry, and if you lose it, you will pay it, just ask not to throw me a child to raise in the future, this kindness has been passed on to the third generation, and they have also shown three generations of children.
Beat and beaten, scolded and scolded, took care of and took care of, gave money to people and gave opportunities to do everything they could, they were worthy of their hearts, they were too tired.
"Cheng, so be it, I don't want to see such an unsuccessful thing again, don't contact her in the future, and don't allow her to use my name to show off her power."
The old marquis made up his mind, he didn't want to care about the family's affairs anymore, a dead cousin sent a daughter for him to raise, and a niece died and sent back a daughter to continue raising, who can stand it.
"Okay, listen to you, don't worry, I'll try my best to let my aunts teach more, just don't spoil the style."
"Well, I've worked hard for you, just let the grandmothers teach you, and you don't have to worry about it. This pot of green peonies hopes to make the emperor and the queen mother smile.
Maybe Brother Dong and Brother Lin will have a chance to go further in the future, and I plan to slowly retreat and let the children go on top.
While I'm still strong, I'll help the children walk all the way and lift the lintel, so that I can close my eyes with confidence. ”
The old lady was silent for a while, and took the old marquis's hand, "What nonsense, don't scare me, our good days are still ahead, our children and grandchildren are filial and sensible, I don't know how to envy us." ”
"That's the reason, I am reluctant to die early, and I have to accompany you for a few more years of good life, you have been running around with me for most of my life, and I have suffered a lot, and I finally have time to accompany you more when I am old."
The old marquis looked at his wife, and there was more warmth and love in his eyes, which was full of love.
The old lady pursed her lips and smiled happily, "Silly big man, Yueqing will give our family a hot spring Zhuangzi, and when it gets colder, let's go to Zhuangzi to live, and take good care of your old cold legs." ”
"Okay, listen to you, go in the summer, let the imperial doctor give us all a good look, doesn't it mean that winter diseases are cured in summer, I take good care of them, you also pay more attention to your body, and we have to watch the children grow up."
The old marquis was a little tired, and slowly leaned on the cushion embroidered with rich and flowery red satin, closed his eyes and whispered.
"Okay."
The old lady smiled kindly, with a little more tenderness in her eyes, and covered her wife with a thin blanket to let him rest for a while.
Zhao Xuan'er was sent back to Xiyuan by the maid in person, and sat in the house for a long time without speaking, she could not listen to or refuse to accept what others said, but she must not miss a word of what the old marquis and the old lady said.
At this moment, she realized how difficult her road was, and her mother said to her on her deathbed: "Xuan'er, my mother was wrong, she was so wrong, that she ended up today."
Xuan'er, my mother is also going to send you back, so that you can have a stable life in the future, Zhao Jianning can't go back even if he dies, let alone contact them again, they are a litter of wolves, the farther away the better.
Xuan'er should learn from the old lady well, learn the rules, be a girl who follows the rules and follow the right path, don't learn from me, my fate today is the best proof.
No matter what kind of family the old lady tells you in the future, you will marry happily, and after I die, you will no longer have to rely on you, you will have to rely on your own hard work to learn skills.
Remember not to marry a high-ranking family, don't think about things that don't belong to you, be a person who abides by yourself and understands the rules, listens to the arrangements of your elders, and doesn't make your own decisions. ”
This is all Mrs. Zhao's instructions to her before she died.
Zhao Xuan'er covered her face and cried, the old marquis's words finally woke her up, this was the first time she cried after her mother's death, and she vented fiercely.
After crying, Zhao Xuan'er stood up and tidied up her clothes, and the old lady asked, "Girl, what are you going to do?" ”
"I just said something bad, go and apologize to my sister, Mama, I was wrong before, I will change it in the future."
Zhao Xuan'er looked at her grandmother with tears in her eyes, and pulled out an ugly smile, she finally understood her mother's hard work.
"Good boy, you finally got it." The old lady looked at her and immediately cried happily.
Zhao Xuan'er went to the garden to find Zilan and Shuhui, who were still painting, stepped forward and took a deep breath and said, "Sister Hui'er, Sister Lan, I'm here to apologize, it was my fault just now."
I shouldn't talk about the Song family's tutor, and I shouldn't have ruined your lotus picture because of jealousy, I haven't apologized, in fact, I can't get over it in my heart, but I want to bite my face and don't want to say it.
I went to the old lady to complain just now, and I always felt that I was right, because you looked down on me, and I always thought too much about people in the crack of the door.
The old lady lectured me, told me a lot, I also thought a lot, remembered my mother's dying instructions, I forgot everything, it was my fault, I'm sorry.
I'm here to apologize to you. I always embarrass you, and Sister Hui, I also want to apologize to you, I actually deliberately embarrassed you before.
I'm sorry, I'm jealous of you, and I envy you, and I don't know what's wrong with me.
Ran out of the Zhao family, my mother left, I was helpless, the Hou Mansion was full of rules, I was very uncomfortable, I was used to using the Zhao family's set of methods to do things, thinking about others with the worst thoughts, the Zhao family is like this.
I'm sorry, it's my fault that I looked down on people, the old lady's words woke me up, and I failed my mother's hard work. ”
Zhao Xuan'er shed tears as she spoke, but she expressed it very clearly word by word, and bowed to them to apologize.
Zilan and Shuhui looked at each other, and then looked at her and sighed, there was a little more pity in her eyes, she was a child less than seven years old, and she had suffered countless blows in a row, but she was actually very pitiful and helpless, which made people feel distressed and angry with her.
"Sister Xuan'er, don't be like this, get up quickly, you have sincerely apologized like this, we won't blame you anymore, we will still be good sisters in the future."
Zilan was the first to speak to break the deadlock, forget it, the children have apologized, forget it.
"Thank you, I'll learn my skills well in the future, but I do have a very poor foundation, sometimes I can't keep up, I feel very annoyed and embarrassed, Sister Hui, can I ask you if I can?"
Zhao Xuan'er bit her lip, she couldn't let her mother down, she promised her mother that she would be obedient and learn her skills well, she couldn't make mistakes again and again, she couldn't be sent back to Zhao's house, and she couldn't go back.
She knelt in front of her mother and swore a poisonous oath that she would definitely be a sensible, well-behaved and righteous.
"Of course, as long as you really change your way and learn your skills well, I will naturally be happy to play with you, as long as you don't be weird anymore.
In fact, we really praise you for being a good woman, not squeezing you, we are not as good as you in this regard, you have your good, you don't have to compare with us, we are also inferior to others, everyone has shortcomings and strengths. ”
Shuhui sincerely persuaded her, seeing her crying like this, her grandfather must have said cruel things and scared her.
"I know, I almost failed my mother's heart, and I promised my mother to be a person who knows the rules and walks the right way."
Zhao Xuan'er raised her head and tears flowed silently, the sadness and loneliness in her eyes were so dazzling and piercing.