12 [If, Su Yinong] 12
He didn't hear her response, his heart was astringent, but he slowly raised his lips and smiled. "If you don't let it, you won't let it."
He smiled more naturally: "I just called my eldest brother, and he helped me find a doctor, I want to undergo surgery, starting with my eyes. ”
She was stunned for a moment.
He raised his hand slowly, as if he wanted to touch her. But before touching it, he retracted his fingertips and grabbed them into his palm.
His eyes were a little red, but he smiled beautifully, and those eyes that were out of focus were like water.
"Yaya, just be Yaya. Later...... Happy and easy to live. ”
Qi Suya's heart suddenly tightened.
When she saw him turn around, she asked, "Why?" ”
Didn't he make a fuss about it at the beginning, why did he change his mind again?
Su Yinong turned his back to her, he lowered his head, blinked vigorously to remove the mist under his eyes, and then whispered like relief: "You're right, we're not suitable." And I am not love for you, it is hurt. ”
He knew that she was unhappy, that she was unhappy with him, and that she treated him as a heavy burden, so he wanted to free her.
The next day, Su Yinong moved out of Qi Suya's residence, Brother Su's side had already been arranged, the operation was not very smooth, and he had a second operation, and he used it intermittently for three months before finally removing the gauze under the expectant gaze of everyone.
He regained his sight, and looked at her half-squinting, as if he couldn't see very clearly, but smiled at her with a calm look that she had never seen before.
But for some reason, his smile made her heart a little astringent.
……
After his eyes were cured, Su Yinong moved back to the manor and no longer needed to be taken care of in his daily life, but his hands were still a problem.
Even if it doesn't have a big impact, it can't do too precise things, such as medical experiments, such as operating on a patient.
But he didn't give up, and integrated everything from the aspect of Western medicine and pharmacy. After ten long months, he seemed to be reborn, and Qi Suya witnessed his transformation.
Su Yinong used to be a volunteer doctor in the battlefield, but after the dust settled, he no longer ran to those dangerous places.
When asked why, he smiled and replied, "I want to value myself." ”
A person who has done something wrong is not qualified to be wrong again, and he no longer wants her to worry about him, let alone let her worry about him.
He has become a lot more mature and calm, and the doctor is his job, so he did not let go, but began to go to those deep mountains and old forests, to those closed mountain villages with closed traffic, and provided free medical treatment for the local villagers.
Qi Suya was worried about him at first, but later found out that he seemed to be really trying to make himself better.
Instead, they see each other less and less.
In this process, I don't know when it began, Qi Suya gradually reduced the amount of cigarettes she smoking, and finally she quit smoking.
She still eats the high-calorie, greasy junk food in his mouth, but she doesn't know why she eats less and less.
She occasionally comes out and walks around like a night owl when she can't sleep at night, she has seen the sky of Huaichun City many times late at night, and she will also think of his expression when he mentions the operation, and remembers his sentence 'Yaya is good to be Yaya, happy, and live easily'......