"I knew I was wrong, I wanted to correct it at the time, but you won't give me a chance to correct it......"

She tolerated him too low, he knew it well. It's like knowing that she doesn't love him. But he wanted to rely on her, any means could be used, as long as he could be tied up with her, as long as he didn't be left behind by her, so he used this bitter trick in a despicable and dirty way.

And now, she found out. No...... She had found out long before that.

But after so long, she didn't have a showdown until now.

Qi Suya sighed again, she held his hand, but it seemed to be a wry smile: "You won, I really can't help you like this, I can't love it, I can't hate it, and I can't do without it." As a result, your wish has come true. So...... Let's go, go back with me. ”

Su Yinong's eyes were already red, and tears were falling down and crushing on the back of her hand. He sniffed: "I'm sorry......"

She replied, "It's fine." ”

……

The next day, she took Su Yinong back to Huaichun City, and on the way she asked about his corneal injury and also asked him about his hand injury. He answered her honestly, and sure enough, he made it himself. ruined himself with his own hands, ruined the brightness of his life and career, but left her behind.

She laughed at herself, she really didn't know if she was too charming, or if he was too glassy, in any case, this kind of radical approach was not advisable. And she probably wants to be responsible for him more than that, because she destroyed him.

Even if all this is his choice, it has nothing to do with her.

She said to him, "Not an example. ”

And he bowed his head in silence, and the taste in his heart was mixed.

……

Su Yinong's Diary——

I know I'm mean, shameless, selfish, filthy, and unscrupulous.

But you can't lose her anyway.

The one who is really sick is me.

Once you have it, you can no longer imagine the days you didn't have before, and you don't want to lose it when you have it.

So even if it's the abyss of fire, I want to drag her and take her.

But now, I regret it.

But it was too late.

……

Life seems to have returned to the way it was, but both he and she knew very well that there was no recovery, it was like a flood of water.

People are responsible for what they have done, for example, Qi Suya did not leave him, because she took the initiative to start a relationship rashly, and because she decided to separate without authorization, he became this step.

Another example is Su Yinong's despicable scheming in order to retain.

There was a gap between them, the most obvious thing was that he never took the initiative to touch her, and she never touched him, and the two of them kept sleeping in separate beds.

He no longer interferes with her in anything, he is not qualified to speak, she can do whatever she wants.

And she is silent, day after day to take care of him who is inconvenient to live because of blindness.

This kind of life is oppressive, very depressing.

If it is suppressed for a long time, there will always be one person who can't stand it first.

Until this day.

"Yaya."

Qi Suya climbed into bed after taking a shower and was about to go to bed when she heard a knock from outside the door.

"Is there something wrong?"

She answered, and the man groped his way in, and he approached her with a blind cane in his hand, following her voice.

He sat down on the edge of the bed, a long time after they had moved back.

"I ...... Can I hug you? ”

She was stunned.