Our story begins in the summer of 2007......

At first, I didn't pay much attention to you, except that there was a boy in our class who loved to be clean, and he liked to wear a set of casual clothes.

I like you because we are on duty together, and when you are about to finish cleaning that day, you are holding a shovel and I am sweeping up the last bit of dust with a broom, through the afterglow, I feel that you suddenly look at me very seriously. Maybe you're just thinking about something and suddenly come back to your senses, but it was from that look that I fell into a long, difficult journey to chase you.

After getting acquainted with you, I will be very happy to laugh with you, and I will be very serious about completing your homework for you, even if others say that you are too good, I feel very happy.

In a physical education class in the second year of junior high school, you asked me to change your lung capacity for you. After being found out by the teacher, I stood up and confessed it myself. At that time I was timid and thin-skinned. After being scolded by the teacher in class, I felt very embarrassed and hurt my self-esteem, and I cried after class. You said sorry to me, even though I didn't feel sincere, but I heard that it was the first time you said sorry to someone.

School emergency evacuation drill, I didn't see you when I assembled, I was very nervous, and I didn't dare to remind others. Then the teachers called to count the number of people, and they found that you were missing. Then I asked my classmate to go upstairs to look for you, and then I saw my classmate running downstairs with you on his back, and the teacher gave you first aid. It turns out that you were just arranged to act together, and my heart was relieved.

It was supposed to be the second semester of the second year of junior high school, and I heard that you were going to transfer schools. During that time, I was so sad that I even dreamed that I was crying and running after the car you were sitting in. At that time, there had been a long gap between us, and we often pretended not to know each other and walked away when we accidentally bumped into each other. But I cheekily asked you to leave a message, you said, "Life is not too much, cherish time and don't regret it". Thankfully, you didn't transfer later. But our relationship is still like that, we don't have a topic for each other, and we're even afraid to see each other.

In the third year of junior high school, our class has transfer students and transfer students. That was the beginning of my pain! Their humor, liveliness and generosity are clearly appealing to you. And I can only silently watch you talk and laugh all day long. When I finally learned that you were going to chase my new tablemate, I felt like a bolt from the blue. When my table mate asked me what I should do, I could only say good things for you, and then you were together. My heart hurts.

A few days before the high school entrance examination, you have a party on your birthday. We went to the little forest, had a drink, chatted. But I didn't see you coming. Then I got drunk, and you came, and you came hand in hand with her, and after playing for a while, you walked away hand in hand. A lot of people in my class cried because we graduated, and I cried because I was out of love again.

After the high school entrance examination, we finally "separated". You're in the city, and I'm in the town. I thought I could forget about you, even though I had made up my mind countless times. On Christmas Eve of my freshman year of high school, I went to the city with your good brother to look for you, and I just wanted to personally give you a "peace fruit". When we arrived, you hadn't finished school yet, so we were waiting for you in the janitor's room. Later, you came, but you said that your school was not allowed to accept any Christmas Eve gifts, perhaps you saw the disappointment in my eyes, and you said that you would put them in the guard room first, and then take them back when you got home.

I don't know when you broke up, I just remember your brother's birthday, I heard that you were coming to our school, but you would also bring your new girlfriend. I didn't have the courage to face it, so I had to find an excuse to escape. It's just that I heard later that she is your classmate and a top student. It should be a weekend near the end of your first year of high school, and you brought her with you again. That night was supposed to be after our split party, so I didn't go back to the dorm either. Six or seven of us that day spent the night in the school woods. I've seen firsthand how good your relationship is, and you're very careful with her. So once again, I made up my mind to forget you!

After that, I didn't have much contact, except for the occasional hearing from you. I've heard that you don't like to study, I've heard that you're skipping classes all day, I've heard that you're becoming more and more like a thug, and I can't do it.

It is said that the college entrance examination is a turning point in life. And in my story with you, the college entrance examination has also become the most important turning point in our story. I could only get three grades, and I didn't want to leave. You didn't get into college because you were too careless. So we all went to Zunyi to repeat, even though I was in Nanbai, and you were in Gaoqiao. At that time, your occasional encouragement also became my motivation to persevere.

The burden of revision made me dare not relax for a moment, and I was happy from the bottom of my heart when I exchanged 100% effort for even a little progress. In the Mid-Autumn Festival that year, I didn't go home, and you didn't happen to go home either. And you also came to Nanbai that day, so you said you helped me bring mooncakes. I was so happy, because I could really feel that you were a good friend. So from that point on, I really started to let go, and my heart started to slowly let go of you.

After a year of repeating life, we were successfully admitted to the university. At that time, you were in Guangzhou and I was in Shandong. Perhaps because of the loneliness of being uprooted from home, we slowly became acquainted with each other in college. You tell me about you, I share my joy, and over time, we gradually get used to each other's shadows in our lives. So in 2015, on your birthday, you sent me a lot of messages through QQ, you said you liked me, you said you were ignorant before, and asked me to give you a chance, and then we finally got together.

Life is inherently full of joys and sorrows, but I don't want to be a resentful woman who can only be angry at home in the future, I admit that you are good to me, but that is only when you are in a good mood or you are good to me. Reality tells me that love is to run in slowly, so I choose patience again and again, choose to forgive, I think you will really change slowly through some things, because of love, so I will endure again and again. But after suffering too many grievances, you also need to vent, and your disappointments are also saved up again and again. I thought that after we got engaged, it would be the beginning of happiness, but I didn't expect it to be the foundation for you to get worse. Things have come to this point, and I don't know how to choose, so I have to choose this way, and when I forgive you eighty-eight times, it may really be the time when I feel like I give up.