On the National Day of 2015, you came to my school to find me, and then I took you to Jinan. Because it was Golden Week, there were a lot of people, we had a lot of people all the way, and we didn't find a place to store our luggage after getting off the train, so we could only take our luggage to Baotu Spring first.

I can see that you are very irritable, because you find it inconvenient to hold things, and then there are many people and crowded. So I'm sorry that I can only make you amuse you and divert your attention at the same time.

I asked you to go to see Baotu Spring, I said I'll give you the luggage, and use it all for coquettishness, and finally you reluctantly agreed to go, and I stood at the back of the crowd waiting for you.

After a while, you came back, and you were even more irritated and said that you couldn't see it, and it was boring. Then I just pulled you to continue walking, along the road of West Lake, I talked to you several times, and you ignored it, and finally I got angry, and you didn't talk along the way, and I didn't speak.

I found a random place to sit next to it, because my aunt was here and I wasn't feeling well. But you didn't care what was wrong with me, just waiting for me next to you, sighing and looking at your phone from time to time.

After resting for a while, we continued to walk forward, because we didn't know how big the West Lake was, so we had to keep walking, as if we were walking directly from the West Gate to the East Gate, but we never said a word along the way.

You walked all the way ahead of me, and I followed you with my head down. I looked at other couples holding hands and talking and laughing, and looking at your indifferent back, I felt very wronged, tears came out of my eyes and I didn't dare to let others see me crying, so I could only keep my head down...... The long West Lake Road was estimated to take more than an hour to complete.

Because I am not familiar with life, and I happen to be a road idiot, I can't find the direction, and I don't know where to go, the more irritable you become, and the more angry I become.

I squatted on the side of the road to calm down, and you still looked at your phone from time to time, but you didn't find your direction after all.

I'm angry, and I even hate that iron can't be made of steel, but what can I do, I brought it out by you, then I really have the responsibility to arrange you well.

So in the end, I Baidu maps, find the hotel and directions, and pull you on the bus. I don't remember what happened halfway through, I just know that you don't have any idea of trying to fix things when you get back to the hotel.

You went to bed early, and I myself quietly cried next to you, and the more you slept, the more insignificant I became.

Maybe I woke you up before you started to admit your mistake. At that time, as soon as you admit your mistake, I feel more aggrieved, and the tears can't stop falling, and I tell you afterwards that all I need is your heartfelt apology or patient waiting.

I'm not an unreasonable person, and it's not that there are only those trivial contradictions between us, at that time in my heart, I was slowly doing addition and subtraction.

I focus on remembering the good memories between us, and let a few unhappy things offset a good thing, and I always say in my heart that when I forget all the good memories, that's when I decide to give up.

I also told you what I thought, and you always don't remember.