He was suddenly stunned, even though his eyes could not see, but it was as if his mind was using this to 'gaze' at her, to 'peep' at her, to 'see' through him.

Qi Suya looked helpless: "Yi Nong, don't make trouble." ”

He hung his head in silence, but the corners of his eyes turned red a little. "You know everything?"

Qi Suya looked at him: "What do you know?" Knowing that the car accident was intentional on your part, and knowing that this disability was also intentional on your part? ”

She smiled and sighed: "I used to think that you people were more or less psychologically ill, but you looked quite normal, and how did you know that it was so extreme." ”

He knew she wanted to separate, but he didn't, and he knew that once he became like this, even if there was a big complaint that prompted her to want to break up, she couldn't bear to make things worse for him.

When she came to look for him in the mountains half a year, she knew about it and guessed it.

Because there was one thing he didn't know, she was so angry that she went to the driver who took him to the airport, and the other party confided in him all about it.

"Don't you think you should apologize? Either way, it's a deception. ”

He shook his head: "I don't apologize. I apologize, it's like I've turned it all over, I don't want to lose you. ”

Qi Suya seemed to be tired, she took off the backpack on her shoulder, sat cross-legged on the ground, and looked up at him.

"Let's talk."

He seemed hesitant, as if he was afraid of something bad coming out of her mouth.

She tugged at him: "Sit down and talk calmly." ”

It wasn't until he did what he said that Qi Suya stared into his eyes.

"Is it fun to be blind? Hands are wasted, is it fun? ”

After she asked, she sighed: "Why are you like a child, you are too willful." Of course, I'm also willful, and I'm not qualified to talk about you. But...... I'll be honest, if it weren't for the fear that you would continue to act more radically, I wouldn't have been here with you for so long. ”

He hung his head, but silently clutched his fingertips.

Qi Suya was silent for a long time. "I don't like your domineering, I don't like your desire to control, I don't like you to force me in everything, let me do what you want."

"I have my mind, not a puppet in your hands, though I know you're all out of concern. But haven't you heard of it? It is better to die than to be free. ”

"That's kind of the way for me, if I can't do what I want to do, it feels like life is better than death."

"Maybe one day I'll quit smoking, but I'm never going to quit because you want to. You know why? ”

"Because love is not a sacrifice, it is not for the other party to suppress themselves, if that is the case, it can only prove that this is an unhealthy relationship, and forcibly maintaining it will only make yourself more miserable."

"It's a small problem that happens between us, but it can have a big impact on our lives. Over time, it is normal for each other to have conflicts. We don't fit, and I've always been so adamant about it. ”

"And you're so crazy that you just threw yourself into the Jedi."

His voice was a little hoarse, as if it betrayed vulnerability. "I know you don't want me anymore."

He said softly, gently, "I also know that if I don't do something then, I will lose you." ”

"And once it's really lost, it's impossible to get back to the way it was."