There is no urge to grow old without being crazy, there is no freedom to be proud of life, and our time passes just as quickly, but does this mean that we don't love each other enough?

The weather really got cold all of a sudden, and our city was not only cold but also windy, and even the teachers often joked about the skinny boys during class, saying that they would be blown away by the wind when they walked outside.

Luckily, we don't have to study early, and we don't have to endure the morning fog, and most people choose to sleep well, but that day I was tossed up by a courier message.

I'm not a person who likes to shop, except for holidays like Double 12, when I get past the addiction of shopaholics, I basically go to physical stores. The first thing that came to my mind was Joey, she must have bought me something.

After I got the delivery, I opened it and it was a dress, this is the first time I have received clothes from others, and I am actually very excited. I tried it very quickly, and it fitted perfectly, she has always been so considerate.

I remembered that some time ago when I was playing ball, she quickly appeared in front of me, more concerned than myself, and said if she wanted to accompany me to the hospital to see, but I knew that this kind of injury would be fine after a while, and I would get used to it.

She was not at ease, she insisted on supporting me, I had a very happy feeling relying on her, and I really hoped that there would be someone who would support me like this for the rest of my life.

I smiled and said to her, "You are so considerate, can you be so gentle all the time?" ”

She said: "Don't take an inch, I'm taking care of the disabled, and I have to do the other way around." ”

When she said this, her eyebrows were raised, and although she was very arrogant, I thought it was extremely cute.

I said, "Okay, I'll take care of you for the rest of your life." ”

She said: "Don't talk so full, it will overflow." ”

I looked at her: "You, you still have a coldness in your bones." ”

She deliberately walked a few steps faster to make me cry out in pain, "Hey, what are you doing, do you want to murder your husband?" ”

She blinked, "Who is your wife, I just want to tell you to be honest with me in the future, otherwise I don't know how serious it is." ”

I also deliberately put it on her shoulder, clinging to her, "Then I can't be honest?" It's just that now it's up to you. ”

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Soon she sent me a message asking if I had got my clothes, and she said that I would wear this to go out with her tomorrow, she had already read the weather forecast, and it would be sunny tomorrow.

I looked out the window and it was still cloudy, and when I turned on the weather forecast, it was really cloudy and sunny.

I looked at my roommates who were still sleeping, and everyone was quite tired during this time, struggling for study and running for life. I can't tell what college love is, it may be too naïve, and it may not grow.

We can't give each other a lot of time, we don't even have time to get to know each other, there is no hazy high school, there is no reality after entering society, college love is really a confusing existence. A lot of times I don't know what I'm doing, and everything is boring.

The next day I got up early, washed my hair and dried the quilt, and when everything was ready, I went out happily.

She was dressed very strangely that day, she was very skillfully dressed, and even her lipstick was very red, and when she saw her, she felt like she was facing a stranger.

She saw me wearing the clothes she gave her, looked at them carefully, and nodded, "Sure enough, this kind of dress is suitable for you." ”

I took her hand directly and held it tightly, her hand was warm and not like I was.

She smiled happily, and in that idiom, she smiled like a flower.

She said: "Why are you so active today, is it the light of the brain? ”

I said, "Because you're so beautiful, I can't help it." ”

She raised our hands slightly, "Then hold on to it, don't let go." ”

Like an obedient baby, I replied, "Follow the order." ”

She dragged me forward, "Let's go, I don't believe sweet words." ”

In fact, I know that what she must be thinking in her heart is how good it will be to be so sweet in the future. It is an indisputable fact that women like to talk back, maybe they have all repaired Lu Xun's books.

Although she asked me out, she didn't really know where to play, so we bought two cups of milk tea and talked about where to go while walking.

The playground is a bit far away from us, the Love Museum is not suitable during the day, and there are several tourist attractions that are also too far away, and there is no good schedule for this time period to watch a movie.

In the end, we had to go to the forest park near the school, and the subway was overcrowded. The two of us grabbed the two pillars and looked at each other, and on the subway due to the promotion of traditional culture, all the patterns of ancient books were replaced, and she suddenly squeezed to my side after a while, and I looked at her eyes and immediately pulled her to my side, as if she was protecting her own child.

She was holding my hand, but her hand kept crawling around on my hand, and she looked up at me, very affectionately, I knew that she loved me very much, and always was.

After getting off the subway, we walked around the outer wall for some distance, which was already on the edge of the city, the terminus of the subway, and everything seemed so harmonious except for the people who were as distracted as we were.

Walking on the green path, listening to the sound of birds, and looking at the endless lake in front of me, my heart instantly calmed down.

She suddenly wanted to take pictures, so I, who never took pictures, became her mobile camera. I thought about the photographers in the TV series, finding a good angle for her and adjusting the lighting, but it was not satisfactory after a few consecutive shots.

After she saw it, she directly grabbed my ear, "What a shot you have is a ruin!" ”

I leaned over and looked at it embarrassedly and said, "Really, I'm not inexperienced, am I?" Why don't you teach? ”

Then she instilled in me a lot of knowledge about taking pictures, and I listened more carefully than in class, I really didn't expect that this photography was also very knowledgeable.

After that, I literally took out all the knowledge in my head, tried all kinds of methods, and finally took a few decent photos of her.

She quickly ran over and stared at the screen, "It's not bad, it's a fast learner." ”

I smiled: "Aren't I learning and selling now, I guarantee that you are satisfied." ”

In this way, I took a lot of photos of her, including the ones we co-produced, and we only appeared in the graduation photos at the same time, and now we have a lot of nostalgic moments.

She was dressed up very well that day, and I became her foil more, but I said that I wanted to shoot a video for her, and she readily agreed, "Okay." ”

At that time, we also agreed to go to another city to see the snow scene after the exam, which has always been a picture I have been looking forward to, and I will join hands with the people I like to watch the sunset and see the snow, and the snow is like we are growing old.

I even wrote a song about it and hoped to sing it that day. The lyrics say: Raise a glass to invite anyone to take three or two sips to let go, no wonder the tacit understanding accumulated over the years, the number of times to enjoy the moonlight by the lake, stroke your hair and gradually embrace it, the first snow outside the city will not dissolve, and a pair of beauties will watch hand in hand, her smiling face will turn slightly, it is a lingering front edge for many years.

We sat on the bench, feeling the warm north wind, and she said that it was time to leave again, and I said that we would go to see the snow together.

The sun shining right on her face gave me a feeling of golden light, which had been appearing in my dreams a lot lately, telling me how much she had loved me.

I reached out and touched her face, she leaned on my hand very cooperatively, one of her hands touched my chin and soon swam to my lips, I looked at her eyes with innocence at the moment.

I hugged her directly, sat on top of me, and she said shyly, "What are you going to do, someone." ”

I pillowed her neck with my left hand and hugged her with my right hand, and my face gradually leaned up, "Are you afraid that I will eat you?" ”

Before she could answer, I kissed her, and she was still looking at me with her eyes open.

I continued to kiss her until she began to cooperate with me, not caring about other people's opinions, just wanting to kiss her at the moment. It felt soft to hold her and she was light so it wasn't tiring at all to sit on my lap.

Then I carried her on my back and continued the road below, and she pointed to the reflection of the water in front of me and said, "My eyes are full of reflections." ”

She said: "You know, it's been five years, and I, Joey, have finally waited for you, do you know how happy I am at the moment?" I think I'm the happiest person right now, and to say that I love someone silently without asking for anything in return is just self-deception. Because when that person really says 'I like you' to you, the strength of your heart will be shattered everywhere at once. ”

Although he said that he was very happy, I knew that she was crying as she spoke, I didn't interject, I just listened to her say all the things in her heart, she must have held it for a long time, who can she say it to if she doesn't tell me.

I once said that when a girl cries in front of your eyes, it means that she really cares about you, and she is willing to take off her disguise in front of you and show her vulnerable side because she wants your protection.

If the world has not been gentle with you, I will give you a thousand sunshines; If you have been in my world, let me be your guardian; If I've ever hurt you, wait for me to heal your scars.

One day we will all know that this is not love, it is stupidity.