Now I still think of what Xu Chule said to me, "You told me that you wouldn't like her, you told me that you didn't know each other, and you told me that you hope the two of us will be together." Now the facts tell me that you are already together, so what is this, what do you think of me, is it fun to lie to someone? ”

We didn't have a justification for what he said, because whether or not we were really sorry for him, he finally went away in great sorrow, and he went away and said, "I wish you happiness!" ”

He's avoided Joey since then, and I've cut ties with him, and I've tried to sort out the process of our brokenness.

From the moment Joey confessed to me, I didn't have any idea of accepting Joey at the time, until Xu Chule appeared and found out that there was another person who liked Joey so much, so I wanted to fulfill the two of them.

Later, due to my refusal, Joey fell into despair, and Xu Chule's company made the two of them together for a while, but later I found out that I was attracted to Joey, and Joey still had me in his heart, and finally formed the current situation.

From this, I have drawn two truths, don't believe a little love that people give when they are lost, because after she/he comes out, your position in her/his heart is still the same as before, but you are serious, and you will definitely hurt you in the end.

Also, we should stop guessing others under the pretense of thinking that they are good, after all, only she/he knows how to calculate good.

Maybe it's because I've been depressed for a few days, but this world has always been a world where people walk and have a cool dream, and time won't stay where they are waiting for anyone, we are all in such a world, so we also live like this.

My official opening with Joey finally made me the last person in the dorm room to be single, but it didn't seem like much to celebrate, because there was still too much to go ahead of anyone to guess what would happen.

Cheng Yu's extremely high talent in novels made him quickly get the manuscript fee and earn the first pot of gold in his life. Like he said, he didn't expect that he would make money from this, and he thought that he was working overtime as he had imagined countless times before.

Studying hard, graduating, getting a good job, and then going to work day and night is indeed the state of life that we can only think of at the beginning. But in fact, what everyone ended up doing a few years later may be far from what it was at the beginning.

Joey and I were crazy about making up for the lost time, we went to the romantic house together, we went to the sea together, we read books together in the library.

The weather cooled down quickly, and everyone put on their coats. Joey and I were on the subway to the place where the class reunion was going, and she didn't attend the year before, and it was Xu Qing who accompanied me at that time.

For some reason, I decided that we would not show up as a couple, but as old friends, maybe because of my pride, just like when I first lost Xu Qing.

When I arrived at the hotel, it was still the same as before, everyone was booing and asking for warmth, asking for some gossip news, talking about who had a new girlfriend or how much money they made.

This time, it was no longer Xu Tian who warmly welcomed me, I heard Lao Nie say that something happened to his family recently, and his father was hospitalized due to illness and could not come. So now the person who is presiding over the scene has become Lao Nie, Nie Zhen.

Although Nie Zhen is not like Xu Tian is the kind of living treasure, but in terms of eloquence, he is definitely the second and no one dares to admit the first, he hosted many festivals in high school, and also participated in many speech competitions, and now he has studied media and is also a good thing.

When everyone saw Joey next to me, they all came over, "Isn't this Joey?" What a rarity. ”

Someone coaxed and said: "The story behind the two of you appearing together is definitely not simple." ”

Du Jiang on the side interjected: "Yes, you don't know that our goddess of Xueba is now in the same school as Guo Luyi, I was surprised when I saw it on the admission list." ”

The people below exploded in an instant, in fact, they didn't pay much attention to Joey, because Joey had never been gregarious when he was in the class before, and he rarely communicated with the people in the class, even if I was at the same table as her, I only had a few words with her.

That's why Du Jiang said that they were so surprised when she Joey and I were in the same school just now, maybe after the college entrance examination, few people paid attention to Joey's grades, and where did she go.

At this time, they were so excited that it was just gossip, but I obviously didn't get what they wanted.

I explained, "She and I only happened to meet downstairs, so don't think about it." ”

At this time, the group dispersed in frustration, "Cut, it turns out that there are no melons to eat, forget it, let's continue to gossip about the star incident." ”

"Yes, yes, have you recently watched the divorce of that so-and-so star on the Internet? I really didn't expect to get divorced after giving birth, celebrities are also people, and sure enough, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read. ”

"Yes, she is the kind of person who is very ambitious, and she definitely doesn't want to retreat behind the scenes to be a full-time mother, but the man is not short of money, and the two parties will naturally leave if they have different interests."

Loving gossip is the preference of some people, and most people still prefer to catch up and talk about business.

Isn't this someone put on my shoulder, "Mr. Guo, what about your little girlfriend, didn't you come with you today?" ”

Obviously, he didn't know about me and Xu Qing yet, so I glanced at Joey next to me and said embarrassedly, "No." ”

Joey obviously didn't want to hear the word Xu Qing from my mouth, so she left consciously, and I saw her sitting in the corner, and it was a long time before a few people went to greet her.

I was embarrassed to confess to him, "I've broken up with her." ”

He first comforted me and then put his arm on my shoulder, "You are still young now, and it is normal to have experienced a few lovelorns, and the sea of flowers in the future is still waiting for you, maybe the next one will be better." ”

Maybe what he said makes sense, but some people are not the next one to replace, because when you are alone with nothing, you will be the first to think of her, and then you will know how high her status is in your heart.

You want to easily forget a person unless that person has done a lot of hurtful things, and he/she is not worthy of your recollection. But it's really hard to find any reason to forget about Xu Qing and me who are separated because of external factors.

Even though Joey does make me feel very touched now, to be honest, I still haven't forgotten her, I just keep it in my heart.

I was drunk again, and looking at Joey, I remembered the first time Xu Qing accompanied me to a class reunion, she blocked too much for me, and I couldn't give her anything at that time.

Maybe I've always been such a scumbag, I have hated myself more than once for not being able to let go of Xu Qing's feelings but still accepting others. But I found that I was afraid of being alone, so I agreed to be with Joey without hesitation. Maybe it was out of guilt, maybe it was out of gratitude, but in short, it was agreed.

That time Joey sent me home drunk, back to a place where only she and I knew now.

I haven't cleaned it in a long time, so there's a lot of dust in there, some books are starting to turn yellow, and the faucets are a little rusty.

She struggled to carry me to the sofa, I fell down, she looked at me blushing and was quiet for a long time, I did have some poor drinking, and I blushed when I drank too much.

She suddenly reached out and touched my face, and I felt hot all over my body in a daze, and her hands were cold and I enjoyed it.

I quickly took off my coat and she helped me, and I saw a woman in front of me, and to be honest, how could I not be impressed. I looked at her figure, her face, her lips and eyes and finally couldn't help it.

I threw herself down, and she panicked and said, "What are you doing, drunk?" ”

I said with sleepy eyes, "You're beautiful, I miss you." ”

She was very shy and her face turned red at once, "Then will you like me forever?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

After that, the two of us broke through the previous relationship between the well water and the river water, and when we woke up the next day, the two of us were lying in the same bed. I panicked and shook her awake, but she said nothing had happened to us, just kissing each other, and I fell asleep.

It may be too much to ask such a question, but I really wasn't ready to go there, because since I have done it, I have to be responsible, and I will be responsible to the end, but I am nothing now, so I can't give any actual commitment.

Joey and I don't have as many sweet moments as Joey and I did, it's more of a kind of silent attachment, putting each other in my heart, and then telling myself that she's my girlfriend, that's all, it's a very strange state of life.