When I came back to the city, I wanted to find Joey for one more important thing, and that was to see my little Kiki.

After being in contact with Kiki for so long, I found that she had changed her previous state of inferiority. Changing the trajectory of a person's life is actually very simple, just go into that person's heart.

I sometimes envy her for meeting a stranger who is kind to her, which is precious in this indifferent world.

I soon saw a painting on the cabinet that Kiki had drawn for me. In the painting, a boy holding an umbrella and holding a little girl's hand is walking in the rain, and the umbrella is biased towards the little girl's side.

I think she must miss me very much after not seeing her for two months, and I miss her too. I often hope to have a sister like this, so that she won't grow up lonely, but it's just hope, just think about it.

Our president told me that there was a new member joining the club, and that she was still a girl, and that she would come with me to school tomorrow.

When I saw the man the next day, I didn't know how to say hello, fate was always so clever.

But she said as if she didn't know me, "Hello everyone, I'm the new member, Joey. ”

The people next to me introduced themselves enthusiastically, only I was silent, and only after everyone was lively did I gently say: "Hello, I'm Guo Longyi." ”

We sat next to each other on the subway, but we didn't say anything. One of us was on one side, each pondering something.

Two days ago, I didn't want to see me, but today I appeared in front of me, and my heart should be happy, but I can't be happy at all, because I really can't figure out the cause and effect.

If she had a change of heart, then why did she pretend not to know me and not say a word to me? If it's a coincidence, it's too much of a coincidence.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, but unfortunately I could only see the side face. She was plugging her headphones, her head down, her eyes closed, and listening quietly.

I crept closer to her and took off one of my headphones and stuffed it into my ear, where Rene Liu's "Later" was playing, the last song to be sung together at the high school graduation party.

The lyrics are written very true, "Later, I finally learned how to love, but unfortunately you, long gone, disappeared in the sea of people, and later, I finally understood in tears that some people are not there once they miss it." ”

I remembered when she disdainfully told me about Eagles, and I went to the Internet café after school to look up the English thing.

She quickly noticed that I had moved her headphones, quickly turned her face, and looked at me in surprise, "What are you doing?" ”

I smiled and replied that I didn't care about her coldness at all, "It's good, you only listened to this song after the graduation party!" ”

She said, "Yes, so so." ”

I looked at her affectionately and still said the question in my heart, "Why are you here, is it because of me?" Do you still love me? ”

She hesitated for a moment when she heard this, and then said lightly: "I admit that I still like you a little, but it's really a coincidence that I'm here, not because of you." ”

I forced a smile on my face, "That proves that we are destined." ”

I found that I didn't know what to do with her at the moment, and all the rhetoric that had been brewing for a summer vacation had vanished when we met before. I'm useless, I like it but I can't say it.

She didn't change her expression, she just lowered her head and changed to a song. She didn't put the headphones back, and continued to tilt her head as if nothing had happened.

When I arrived at elementary school, I quickly went to Kiki's class, and she had been moved to the first row by the teacher.

I watched her secretly outside the window, she was very serious in class, her hands were upright on the table, her waist was straight, and her eyes were staring intently at the blackboard.

Seeing me smiling so happily, Joey couldn't help but interject, "You seem to be paying attention to this little girl." ”

I immediately replied, "Well, she's my little darling, and I like her so much." “

Joey looked at me with strange eyes next to me, but my attention was completely on the classroom and I didn't notice the change in her expression.

I wouldn't have known that she was thinking at the time, "I am not as good as a little girl in his heart, I once thought that Xu Qing would be able to successfully enter his heart if he left, but his heart was already full, and he could no longer pretend to be others." ”

Joey had been moved by compassion when I showed her my heart, but she still couldn't forget what she said that day under the bus, for the first time her love was shaken, she didn't want others to choose to be with her out of gratitude, she didn't like such feelings.

Everyone will believe in some unreasonable words in front of feelings, such as the first love did not end well. And Joey deeply believed what I said at the time, "You are very good, you should find someone who loves you more, such as Xu Chule." ”

This sentence, which she thinks is the most ironic, has now become a true portrayal of her, and she feels that it is good to stay by Xu Chule's side.

After class, when Xiao Qiqi saw me excitedly rushed towards me and threw herself directly into my arms, I was at a loss for a moment and had to quietly let her hold it.

Xiao Qiqi spoke first, "Brother Yi, in fact, I knew that you would come today, but I was still so excited when I saw you." I haven't seen you in so long, do you miss me? I miss you so much. ”

I was amused by her innocent cuteness, "My brother misses you too, especially when I see you so well-behaved in class, I'm so happy." ”

She suddenly broke free of her embrace, took my hand to her place, and said happily, "Brother Yi, I have a gift for you." ”

Watching her pull me, Joey suddenly laughed, "You really picked up a little princess, it's so cute." ”

At this time, Xiao Qiqi noticed Joey, looked up at her with a pair of curious eyes, and then turned her head to look at me, "Brother Yi, who is this sister?" ”

I smiled and said, "She's a good friend of my brother and the teacher who came with me to teach you today." ”

She opened her mouth wide, "Wow, my sister is so beautiful!" ”

Joey touched her head, "Little Kiki, you are really good at talking, my sister likes you so much." ”

Xiao Qiqi responded: "I like my sister too." ”

She quickly took my hand to her seat and carefully pulled out a Princess Aisha rag doll.

She looked at the rag doll in her hand and was reluctant to leave for a moment, as if she was reluctant to give her favorite thing to others.

Little Kiki said in a childlike voice: "This is Little Kiki's favorite rag doll, and now I give it to my brother, because my mother said that good things should be shared with others." ”

In her heart, she only knew that this rag doll was her most precious, but she didn't know that boys were not suitable for this gift, but I was moved by her innocence.

This time, instead of giving them a math class or a Chinese class, we had a geography class. It mainly talks about the appearance of the earth, and some geographical phenomena, which can be regarded as broadening children's horizons.

Joey was in charge of drawing and writing on the board, while I was in charge of explaining, and I cooperated very well throughout the whole process.

After so many exercises, I have long since lost the nervousness I had at the beginning, but I can integrate into the knowledge and come up with some interesting stories to share with the children from time to time. And Joey, as a top student, has more right to speak, and he added all my incompleteness without loopholes, which caused a round of applause below.

She gave me a mischievous look, like she was showing off her success. I saw that she could put her mind down and smile so happily, and my heart was a little more comfortable.

After class, everyone pestered Joey, and I instantly became the background emperor, I really don't know whether to be happy or wrong. I'm glad I don't have to be chased by a bunch of kids.

Sometimes it's a nuisance to be too much liked by children, they will always pester you, and when they trust you, they will take it for granted that you will fulfill their wishes, and then ask you to play with them.

The saying that distance produces beauty is not bad at all, even if couples are tired of being together for a long time, there will be various contradictions, and the feeling of being separated is the most desirable.

When we finally said goodbye to Kiki, she suddenly took the hands of the two of us, one left and one right.

She said, "Brother Yi, you and my sister are a good match, can you come to see me together in the future?" ”

I thought to myself, what is this kid thinking, she must be peeking at adult TV again, how can she know what is not a good match.

She said again: "When I see you and my sister, I think of my parents, my parents are like this at home, the two of them have a lot of fun, and they always leave Kiki aside." ”

We were both amused by what she said, we didn't think she still ate her parents' vinegar, and now the kids are so funny.

Actually, of course, I noticed what she said, and I hope so. But now I don't know how to redeem it, because of Xu Chule's existence, I don't dare to say things like "I like you", it seems like a betrayal.

I only know that I will be silently good to her in the future, and what I owe her will be repaid after all. As for our results, it's all up to her mind.

The world is so wonderful, once she pursued me desperately, but I didn't give her the slightest chance. Now it's me pursuing her, and she's ignoring me.