Thinking about what happened today, my mind is very confused. Instead of going back to school with Joey, I parted ways at the subway station.

Get out of the subway and walk through the crowd against the current. I looked at everything around me, the endless stream of vehicles, the bustling crowds, the neatly aligned buildings.

Running day after day, the ordinary life is a generation of youth in the blink of an eye. In the past, there were no bubble tea shops, many barbecue stalls, and no huge underground shopping malls on the street.

Today, newspaper kiosks are almost invisible, telephone booths have disappeared, and images of old people listening to the radio in the park are gone.

After staying in school for a long time, I will come out to breathe, the school and the outside are two worlds, the school feels that everything is familiar, but the outside is relatively unfamiliar. And only in an unfamiliar environment can you let go of some things and integrate into this society wholeheartedly.

I ordered a bowl of beef noodles and was about to finish it in a hurry, and a tall beauty came next to me, she seemed to be in a bad mood, and after sending a few messages on the screen, she threw her phone aside, eating noodles but absent-mindedly glanced at her phone.

Later, she answered a phone call and became tear-jerking, she admitted her mistake to the person on the phone, and cried so much in front of the public, I think she must love him very much.

I'm not one of those people who likes to watch the excitement, so I quickly checked out and left, and it was almost dark and it was time for me to go back to school.

There are many people on the platform who stop and watch like me, men, women and children, all say that the encounter is a kind of fate, but I don't think this kind of encounter has any fate, because the next time we meet, I will never recognize who is who, and the brain will selectively delete these memories at all, otherwise how can I hold so many things.

There were fewer people, and a couple in the corner suddenly quarreled, because the girl was going to buy something temporarily, but the bus was coming, and the boy scolded her. Then the girl couldn't stand it in her heart, so she fought back and had to do it.

In the end, the two sides found that there were too many people watching and walked away, and it is unknown whether it is a reconciliation or a change of place theory.

In fact, every couple is not so glamorous behind it, and there will be many contradictions after being together for a long time, and it is understandable to quarrel like this.

The most terrible thing is to endure without words, because one day you will not be able to bear it, and the day you break out, you will blame the other person for how excessive, and you will say that you will never love again. It's just a lack of communication, and if you are open and honest with each other at the beginning, things will be much easier. In the end, it's all your own self-esteem, and people are such strange creatures that you can never guess and don't ask why.

On the bus, I stood as always, giving up my place to the other girls, sometimes saying thank you, sometimes a smile, I just looked up at the time outside the window deeply, in the night every lonely person is like a lighthouse, each guarding something.

I received a notice from the college that various competitions will be launched in the near future, and this is the best opportunity to take Sutuo this semester. When I go back to school, I plan to fill out the application form, whether it is a theoretical knowledge competition or manual practice, it will be a precious opportunity to exercise.

I once said that my goal was to study hard and try to get a good job after graduation, and that's it. After going through so much, I still feel that the initial goal is solid, and many things are like this, but looking back, the realm is completely different.

When I returned to school, I found that Xu Chule was looking for me, and he was waiting for me at the door of my dormitory.

He said, "I just wanted to look for you, but it turned out that Cao Cao Cao would arrive."

I said, "If you don't have anything to do, you can't go to the Three Treasures Palace, if you have anything to say, are you going on a date?"

He smiled, "No, I'm here today to tell you I'm leaving tomorrow, with Joey." "

"Let's go? What do you mean? "

"Joey and I would go to City A for a week," he said. The instructor told us that the final results would be recorded in our resumes, which was very important to us. "

I patted him on the shoulder: "Then congratulations on your early victory, I'll wait for you to invite me to dinner."

He said, "Then I will lend you good words."

He added: "Actually, I really feel very grateful to you, after meeting you, my life has become brighter, whether it is the relationship with Joey or my studies, it has become good luck."

I raced a bottle of beer into his hand and said, "Let's have a bottle and do it for you." "

I looked at him and continued, "I don't never drink bars, don't worry about low degrees, and if you don't get drunk, you should drink a drink."

He didn't shirk anymore and started to drink it all like me, I think their lives are really good, there are so many opportunities to be together. And I seem to have had it, but I didn't cherish it, because I didn't know what it meant to like it.

I quipped, "You're not going to come and tell me about it, I can't afford it."

He said: "You are my good friend, I should let you know, and I am afraid that the promise made to you is about to break the contract."

I comforted him and said, "If you don't go, you won't go, it's not a big deal, but you owe this favor."

"Okay, I'll pay it back in the future."

Some people say that the two of us are more like brothers who grew up together, and we are very similar in both habits and styles. They don't like to be lively, they all have a delicate face, they all love to eat light food, and they don't care about other people's opinions.

Through the streetlights, I looked at his back, as if for a moment I saw myself. I became hesitant because of his presence, and I really didn't feel as much as he loved.

I'm a little unconscious, because I drink liquor, and I don't know when I will silently borrow wine to kill my sorrows, I can only say that people will change.

I finally went to find Joey, and the call I gave her was very proactive, and I said that I had something to tell her.

The first thing she said when she saw me was, "It's been a long time, and this is the first time you've reached out to me." "

I looked at Joey, who was wearing a white shirt and a plaid skirt in front of me, and said drunkly, "You were wrong, it was the second time, and the library was the same, but you didn't wait."

She stiffened her face, "What the hell are you looking for me, I'm going back if there's nothing to do, and I still have homework to complete." "

I saw that she was about to turn around and prepare to leave, "I heard that tomorrow you will be leaving, and you will be away for a week." "

She slowly thought in her heart, are you caring about me, do you care about me, why do you care about me now, but you were so indifferent before.

She didn't look me squarely, "yes, isn't it just what you want when I'm gone, and it won't bother you to think about that person." "

"No, I didn't think about that person, all I think about is you, Joey."

She was thinking, is it true, can I really replace that person, maybe everything is a dream.

"You said we wouldn't have a result."

"That's in the past, I know I broke your heart, but please give me a chance to redeem it, and I'll let you discover my true heart."

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear it now."

"Okay, I know it's useless to say as much as I want, but I'll prove it."

Out of nowhere, I shouted to her, "Joey, I like you, I ...... Like...... You. "

I turned away and didn't say a word, and all the memories of the past came flooding back to me.

Youth is fortunate to meet you, know you, like you, you and I will not be strangers passing by, but should have a hard and unforgettable love, I don't know how to make you fall in love with me again, but please allow me to like you once.

From that day on, she really had a place in my heart, and the side of her would always replace the memory. It's not indiscriminate, it's because there is a heart that will be emotional.

Joey's heart ached violently when she heard that, she couldn't pretend anymore, she obviously still liked it. It's just a reason to convince yourself.

She looked at the back of the distant and tears wet her eyes, do you know how much I loved you once, even if you said something like that to me, I still have a glimmer of hope, comforting myself that there will be a turnaround.

But I didn't want to wait any longer, I was really tired. I wish you would come like me like fire and melt me, but today you show up like this. I realized that what I wanted was very simple, just a word like you.

Joey silently planned in his heart, if one day he no longer struggled in his heart, I would give you a satisfactory answer.