Half-asleep and half-awake, she heard the conversation between Li Yan'an and the doctor, and those blurry pictures were getting farther and farther away from her......

She woke up from her hospital bed with a high fever.

Li Yan'an asked her why she was like this, and she often had a high fever recently.

The doctor said that she recovered her memories, and those memories hit her so hard that she couldn't bear it psychologically, and her body reacted naturally.

In short, she has been depressed for a long time.

After recovering, she went to Fei Fei's house, and the two were about to get married, and Fei Fei invited a college roommate to be a bridesmaid.

The two of them specially prepared a table of food for her, which she was still preparing when she arrived.

They cook together, Fei Fei is responsible for cutting and washing vegetables, and Wang Jinqiu is responsible for stir-frying.

On the way, the two of them quarreled over whether the eggplant should be cut into slices or strips, and it was really funny for the two to quarrel, because they laughed together at the end.

Jian Yi looked at the love between these two people, and envied in her heart.

After eating, she walked back. Crossing the pedestrian street, there is a huge billboard on the opposite side of the pedestrian street, which is printed with the poster "Dusk" of the latest jewelry of Yuanyi Company.

There is also a passage above: Dusk is beautiful.

This sentence also has a meaning, the sunrise in the east sets in the west, I love you only the beginning and not the end.

Jane walked casually, and suddenly looked up as she passed an intersection.

She was dumbfounded, it turned out that what Gu Yuan said at the beginning was what it meant.

On the way home, Jian Yi happened to meet Li Yan'an who was returning home from work, the two looked at each other awkwardly, and smiled politely at each other.

Li Yan'an came over and walked side by side with her.

"Have you eaten?" Li Yan'an asked her.

"Eat."

Jian Yi also asked him, "Have you eaten?" ”

"I ate it too."

After that, there was no word all the way.

After going home and watching TV for a while, Jane looked at the night, washed up and went to bed.

She didn't feel sleepy, pretending to be asleep, thinking about Ah Ruo, thinking about the years she deliberately forgot, as well as Li Yan'an in the past, Qiao Yi in the past, and the past in the past......

The door knocked softly, and Li Yanan walked in.

During this time, Jian Yi no longer likes to lock the door, whether she locks it or not, he can get into her room and sleep with her.

He pulled back the covers, and the bed next to Jane sank.

A familiar breath, he hugged her from behind, his body was hot.

He knew she hadn't slept yet, so he rested his head on her neck and shoulder, "Don't think about it, sleep." ”

Jane didn't answer him, and she didn't intend to open her eyes, and it wasn't long before she heard the sound of his even breathing in her ears.

She turned, and his strong, good-looking face was close in front of her.

She scrutinized his face, which had matured and changed his personality a lot over the years.

It's not as lonely and cold as before, and it's much more stubborn and paranoid than before.

On June 12, at Fei Fei's wedding, Jian Yi met Xi Chu again.

In the past, the young man with bright dark eyes and always casually passed by the window just to take a slow look, but now he is calm and introverted, and his gestures are full of maturity.

She asked him, "How's it going?" ”

Xi Chu was surprised, "You remembered." ”

Jane nodded and admitted, not to explain too much.

Xi Chu's gaze cast into the distance, melancholy relieved, "We haven't been together for many years." ”

The specific time is in the second year of university.

In his first year of university, he was in China and she was in the UK.

Slowly, I often talked to him about London Bridge and the River Thames.

That suave and full of personality, reserved and arrogant London, is a city he would never have imagined to set foot in.

London is far away for him.

But he thought that he could go to London once, to be able to go to her side, and he was going to study in London.

He worked hard every day, studied diligently, and did his best to win a place as an exchange student.

Slowly, the parents knew that they had not broken off the relationship, and made a special call.

The man's majestic voice was too majestic, and the man's words were not aggressive, he just listed the disparity in family background, the young age and the fact that they were not suitable for the current situation.

It's not that he doesn't know these problems he said, and it is very difficult for the two to come together, and they must overcome all kinds of obstacles and difficulties.

But he still wanted to work hard.

He talked slowly on the phone, he didn't tell her that her father had asked him about him, he just asked her casually how she was doing?

The previous tone was flat and slow, and suddenly choked and cried, she said that she could not make friends there with few words, and she said that some British people always looked at her with colored glasses because she was Chinese.

She said she wasn't happy there.

Xi Chu really wished he could be by her side now, but he could only comfort her on the phone.

He worked harder, and she didn't want to cry anymore.

After a lot of hard work, he finally got an exchange place at the school, and he told his parents about it.

The unexpected parents were not happy, they said that now the domestic country is no worse than the foreign country, not to mention that the cost of studying abroad is really high, and the family cannot afford it.

Xi Chu was so happy that he forgot that his family was not wealthy.

For the sake of reality, he had to give up.

Later, he slowly cried more and more, and he became more and more powerless.

After struggling for so long, he still admitted that he really couldn't give what she wanted.

They broke up.

In the second half of the breakup, she secretly came to him.

When I returned to the dormitory after class, all the brothers in the dormitory were gone, only the girl who made his heart ache when he thought about it.

The brother in the dormitory called him and told him that the Spring Festival was worth a thousand dollars.

Slowly turning off the lights in the dormitory, he knew what she wanted to do.

He said, "Don't do that. ”

Crying slowly, he obviously couldn't see her crying the most, but he still stopped the urge to come forward and hug her.

"And what do you want me to do?" She took his hand and begged bitterly, "Don't do this, I can't let go." ”

His heart was so painful that he was dying, but his face was indifferent, "I'll send you back tomorrow." ”

After a long silence, she knew that he would not turn back, and said in despair, "Send it now, not tomorrow." ”

He sent her away, looking up in the direction she had gone, until his neck was sore.

There was a girl in the next class who confessed to him, and the girl asked him to go for a walk in the playground, and the two of them kept walking around the playground I don't know how many laps they walked.

The girl talked to him a lot, but he didn't listen to him for the most part, and finally the girl asked him if he wanted to be together.

He was repulsed in his heart, but he still took her hand.

He cut off all thoughts for himself, and slowly could only live in his memories and become a thing of the past.

In the past, the math teacher talked about his first love girl in class, and he obviously couldn't forget the girl, but in the end he married another woman and had children.

When he heard it, he felt sorry why they liked each other but weren't together.

Now he understands.

When I was young, my love was too thin, and I couldn't resist the winds and waves of life, and I couldn't withstand the impermanence of the world.

Jian Yi's hand shook in front of his eyes, "Are you okay?" ”

"Very good." After so many years, he has forced himself to let go.

The phone rang, it was a text message from his girlfriend, and she told him not to drink too much.

After so many years with his girlfriend, they rarely quarrel. One day, as usual, she asked him when he could marry her, and he said he could as long as he wanted.

They're also getting married.

Fei Fei and Wang Jinqiu officially became husband and wife.

Jian Yi had mixed feelings in her heart, a group of immature teenagers at the beginning finally grew up quietly in the quiet loss of time.

Li Yanan suddenly grabbed her hand, with mixed emotions.

He asked her, "Do you still want to divorce me until now?" ”

She replied, "Yes." ”

"I see."

The two went on a trip to Tokyo together, and he promised her that he would divorce when he returned.

Tokyo City View on the 52nd floor of Roppongi Hills has a 360-degree glass observation deck.

She stood there with a breezy view of Tokyo.

"Jane One." He called her, then picked up the camera and said, "Laugh one." ”

The corners of her obedient mouth went up, and she smiled kindly.

The night before she returned, she was in the bathroom preparing to undress and shower.

Suddenly there was an earthquake and the mountain shook, and the shower fell to the ground, and there were grains of sand falling overhead.

She remembered the scene of the earthquake in City A, and she couldn't stop screaming in panic.

"Jane, come here." Li Yan added her, "Come over quickly." ”

But she was cold, her feet were weak, her head couldn't think, and she didn't know how to hide.

The ceiling above her head was crumbling, and when it fell, Li Yan'an had already protected her under her.

The huge gravity overwhelmed her, and Li Yan'an's slender fingers were still padded under her head.

He held her head with his hands like a baby.

The two were caught in a pile of concrete, and he protected her in his arms.

As if she heard the sound of bones breaking, Jane raised her eyes to look at him, and all she could see was a large area of red blood.

Hot blood dripped down her cheeks, and so did the tears.

She cried loudly, afraid that he was dead.

"Brother Yan'an, don't die."

The man on his body moved, the pain distorting his face, but he still smiled reluctantly. "I'm not dead, don't cry."

Jane was well protected by him, and nothing happened.

She looked at her for a long, long time, "Brother Yan'an, I love you." ”

"I love you more." He said, "I love you more than you think." ”

I tried to wipe the blood off his eyes, but I couldn't move.

She saddened, "If it's okay, I really want to forget about you." ”

He was fearless and smiled comfortingly, "Since memory makes you miserable, forgetting is liberation, so forget it." ”

The two of them lay under the waste for a long time, and they didn't know how many times they changed day and night outside.

Li Yan'an bled a lot and seemed to be dead.

No matter how she called him, he didn't wake up, and she cried and cried until she had no strength, until she also lost consciousness.

When she woke up again, she lost part of her memory again.

She couldn't remember a lot of things, she remembered Ah Ruo, but she couldn't remember who her family moved out of half a year ago.

I can't remember that she was married, I can't remember what her groom looks like, I can't remember that she has a bamboo horse that she has loved for many years. I can't remember what Li Yan'an looks like that others often mention to her.

At the end of the year, she went to Lhasa again.

Ah Ruo's ashes were sprinkled in every corner of Lhasa, and she could only think of her through memories.

She was lying in the Gesang flower field, and she raised her hand to grab something, but she didn't catch anything.

She closed her eyes, and it was all Ah Ruo's shadow.

"Ah Ruo, don't come to me in my dreams, we haven't seen each other for a long time."

Ah Ruo often came to Jian Yi to talk to her in her dreams, and always made her feel that Ah Ruo was by her side, and Ah Ruo was still alive.

On this trip to Lhasa, she also went to the Potala Palace.

"Jane One." The deep male voice called out to her.

Jian Yi stood on a high place and looked back, and the man in white clothes and black pants with sword eyebrows and starry eyebrows smiled.

"Do I know you?" Jane was confused, but she had a sense of déjà vu.

"I'm your brother Yan'an."

"Could it be you?"

She heard that Li Yan'an was her bamboo horse, the Lingju who moved away from her house half a year ago, and the person she had forgotten twice and liked for many years.

She was Li Yan'an's wife.

The ladder at her feet stretched to the highest point of the Potala Palace.

Eight years ago, she made a wish here. Someone told her that as long as you are pious in your heart, the Potala Palace will let the person who has not finished with you meet you again.

Eight years later, her wish has come true.