Watching the lights go out in the opposite room, my heart was extremely complicated, the so-called tossing and turning.

When I think of today's conversations, when I think of tomorrow's class reunion, I really don't know the future.

Even if we are bored living day after day, we are always hanging on a tightrope, and we are careful every step.

Distant moon, if you can hear my heart, can you illuminate the road under my window, for there are always some people who are afraid of loneliness.

Xu Qing finally pulled me to the place where I registered, I was just curious about this kind of thing, isn't it more exciting to register online?

Why do you have to go to the scene, she said that there are gifts to receive, it is a cute Pikachu.

For a rich woman like her, it is indeed much more meaningful to think of this kind of gift than to buy it herself.

This event was organized by an animation club at the school, and I was quite surprised, and I couldn't imagine that the two had anything to do with each other.

But those of us who play anime and hanfu know that we are embarrassed to get in without some money, so we can understand their approach.

They said that they had been planning this project for a long time, and they had also conducted several rounds of polls at the school.

In the end, they found that the response was very good, and they would send photographers to shoot some game sessions one after another, and finally cut them into videos and put them on a certain video platform, a bit like the large-scale street interview programs I had watched before.

All I can say is wait and see, but I don't want to show my face.

However, due to limited funding, the number of applicants will be limited, and it will be on a first-come, first-served basis.

So I wasn't sure I could participate, but I was a little irritated when I heard the news, as if I was not happy about the results of the interview.

I really haven't encountered such a survey book.,I have to reflect on what I'm usually doing.,How are all the people who ask me to fill out the canteen meal questionnaire.,And those who are often complained about by their girlfriends and brush up on beautiful women.,I also have to reflect on why I can always turn to girls.。

The annual class reunion kicked off, and some people didn't come because they applied for the exam in other provinces.

However, for classes like ours, which are not excellent, most of them have applied to the province after graduation, and those who have applied to other provinces are among the top performers.

There seems to be a rule in our place, two stay in this province, and one goes away from other provinces.

It's ridiculous that when I was a child, I met someone who was poached and encouraged my classmates to go to those prestigious schools, but now I bow my head to reality and choose to stay in this economically underdeveloped province.

In fact, I also envy the rhetoric that "the world is so big, I want to see it", and I want to take a trip that I can just go.

But we all know that for us at the end of the food chain, it's not the school that picks us, it's the school that picks us.

Therefore, the teacher will always tell everyone that if we can get more points, we will get one point, and that is also so that we can have the opportunity to choose ourselves in the future.

So students, don't be careless, and remember to pile up a few more equations, it's not a big deal.

Xu Qing insisted that I dress up for the interview, and I had to wear the suit I had prepared for the interview again.

I have to say that she looks very good in a pale yellow dress. I smiled and said to her, "It's like getting married." ”

She replied lightly: "You want to be beautiful, how can I also be the pearl of my palm, and the bride price is ......" She stretched out her palm to indicate five figures.

"If you can't afford it, if you can't afford it, you're dead."

I nodded again and again, and whispered to her, "I'm afraid you're going to have to live a single lifetime." ”

"You see, if a handsome guy takes a fancy to you, he has to work hard to make money, according to the current market, he has to work hard for three or four years, and it will take five or six years to add a house and a car, and he will have to be in his thirties at that time, and you probably can't afford to wait. Of course, you can marry a rich man, but you have a temper that others are afraid that others will not be able to serve. ”

"Then I'll buy you as a personal maid", her unintentional words pierced my heart, how do I feel a little flattered.

It turns out that I still have some weight in your heart.

"It's coming soon, let's see if I'm wearing makeup?"

She took my arm and asked me to see the thick rouge gouache on her face.

"What are you doing?"

She patted me on the back, and I quickly replied, "Don't worry, there's no card powder, it's okay." ”

Under my perfunctory words, she was still a little suspicious, and took out the small mirror she had with her.

A woman's bag is really a treasure chest, no wonder it is said that it cures all diseases, maybe there is really medicine in it.

The first person to greet me was Xu Tian, he used to be a living treasure in the class, jumping up and down all day long, which can also be said to be a chatterbox. Where there is him, there will be topics.

He stepped forward to shake hands with me and spoke in a sign accent: "Mr. Guo, it's finally here, everyone can't wait to catch up with you." ”

Anyway, after going to college, everyone is used to replacing their former brother and brother with xx boss and xx boss.

Even those who used to have fun all day long are slowly starting to start small businesses, so it's not uncommon to be marketed and advertised in college.

It's no wonder that the TV series always says that the exchange meeting of famous schools is very high-end, it is nothing more than a group of people talking nonsense under the slogan of communication.

Xu Tian immediately noticed Xu Qing behind me, "This is my sister-in-law?" "Even the expression is very good.

"Not yet of marriage age?" My subtle answer made everyone grin.

"This is my girlfriend, her name is Xu Qing, everyone can call her Xiaoqing."

I watched Xu Qing say the word girlfriend, and it was really beautiful in my heart.

"Hello everyone." Xu Qing greeted everyone and was immediately surrounded by the girls present.

"How did you meet? How long have you known each other? ……”

Lao Du immediately pulled me over, "Let them girls play along, our old men have to drink." ”

Lao Du's full name is Du Jiang, and this name is because when her mother gave birth to him, she took a boat to find Wen Po to deliver the baby, so it means to cross the river.

"Okay, drink, drink him and get drunk."

I put my arm around his shoulders and sat down in the crowd.

There were three tables for boys and one table for girls. Those who have a girlfriend bring a girlfriend, and those who have a boyfriend bring a boyfriend.

At first, everyone just chatted about the current situation, and then Yang Zifan walked over to me with wine: "Lao Guo, I can't see that your kid has such a good girl, it's on time."

I don't think anyone knew that you were a typical introvert before, and it was really impressive. ”

"If you're lucky, the blind cat will meet a dead mouse."

I said modestly, thinking to myself, good is good, but unfortunately you are out of my reach.

"Don't say that, I heard you compare her to a mouse, she is still dead, and she has to kneel down when she goes home."

"yes, teachable, I shut up. Thanks to the master for his words, I punished myself with a glass. ”

The person who talked to me was Yang Ge, the love master of our class, who flirted with countless girls, and even this name was so cheap, I had to call him a brother when we met.

"I heard that you are now in the Chinese department, isn't it awkward for us science students to learn this?"

The one who asked me the question was Li Bing, who seemed to have the same name as a historical celebrity.

He is the kind of person who is very serious about studying, so the questions he asks are so study-oriented.

"It's not awkward, science and engineering men can't have a literary atmosphere, just like literature."

After a few bottles of wine, I'm afraid I'll say, "I think my liberal arts grades back then would have been ranked in the best class, but if I didn't dislike endorsements, I would have really mixed up liberal arts." ”

Under my arrogance, everyone became lively, "That's right, what's wrong with the science and engineering man, the science and engineering man has to do experiments and procedures every day?" ”

The man who shouted was a finance major in the university newspaper and started an accountant. But it's not too far from science.

After a few bottles of wine, everyone began to talk about the past.

What goes to an Internet café after school on Saturday to grab a machine, gets up early on Sunday morning to copy homework, runs to watch a basketball game in the lower grades during exams, and is chased by dogs when chasing school flowers...... And I glanced at the next table from time to time to Xu Qing.

People ask how long we've known each other?

She said: I liked him when I first met him in college, it was love at first sight.

caused a commotion from everyone.

Someone asked us where we have come?

She said: Just hold hands and hug and hug.

"Really? How can I not believe it? Quickly confess truthfully, otherwise we will ask Guo Longyi. ”

The one who took the lead was my former squad leader, Zhong Jing.

"Well, I confess, and kisses, and — and then — and then it really wasn't."

Xu Qing's cute answer made me smile, you can really make it up, when did we kiss.

Unexpectedly, she adapted faster than me and quickly got along with everyone.

It's drinking and boxing, and there is no big lady at all. I hate her sometimes, why should I miss her.

We can't have a future. How I wish you would always be the tsundere lady I hate the most.

Soon it was time for the exciting Truth or Dare session.

Stimulated by alcohol, the surrounding atmosphere gradually became ambiguous. In fact, this is nothing more than the whole couple link, and as expected, I was rectified.

Under the pressure of everyone, I chose to take a big adventure and asked me to hold a girl to do squats, and Xu Qing naturally became this darling.

I have to say that her weight of 100 pounds makes me very difficult, but I can't let her be embarrassed, so I have to pretend to be easy.

Soon I was reorganized for the second time, this time I chose to speak from the truth, and the topic was to talk about a particularly touching incident recently.

I can't help but think of one night, after Xu Qing accidentally touched my hand, she immediately picked up my hand and exhaled a few breaths of hot air, "Why are your hands so cold, won't you catch a cold", after a friction, she put my hand into the pocket she had just covered warmly, and then said very cutely: "This way it won't be cold." ”

At that time, I was very touched that no one had given me such warmth for a long time after being away from my family.

It was also that day that I called my mother, and looking at the amorous me, Xu Qing laughed on the side, and my mother happened to hear it.

Then she pretended to be a waitress: "Guest officer, the spicy chicken wings you ordered are ready." ”

When I said this, I thought that I would only be moved, but I didn't expect Xu Qing to hear that his eyes were a little ruddy, and he looked at me affectionately.

I don't know when you really broke into my world, I thought I could turn my head and choose to pass by, but I didn't expect that at the next intersection, we met again.

I seriously thought that maybe this was our fate, but I don't know how long it will last.

Soon I was rectified for the third time, and I suspected that they were cheating, obviously they were coming for me today, but I had no proof.

The third time I chose the big adventure again, this time I was going to kiss a girl in the room through a piece of tissue paper.

When I hold the paper, I can't get my hands down, in my heart Xu Qing is the kind of goddess who can only be seen from a distance, although I usually call her insane. If a goddess can violate it casually, then she can't be called a goddess.

Standing in front of her, I couldn't restrain the depression in my heart, no matter how loud the screams around me were. When I couldn't get off the stage, it was Xu Qing who took the paper and took the initiative to kiss me, but I never moved.

I would never have thought that my first kiss was gone in this way, and I looked like that passive person at all times.

I really regret bringing her to this place, she sacrificed so much for me.

I used to scold her and scold her, but I didn't care much about her. In fact, what girl is not fragile in her heart, and she doesn't want Prince Charming to fall from the sky and save her?

Time flies, the banquet is finally over, and Xu Qing is already drunk.

I helped her into a taxi. On the way home, she kept talking drunk, all the scolding me for not caring about her.

Even the driver thinks I'm a scumbag when he hears it, and he's afraid of what I'll do to her and looks in the rearview mirror frequently.

The last sentence, "Don't drive me away, okay, I promise to be good." ”

Finally breaking down my psychological defenses, I helped her fix her messy hair, and when the palm of my hand touched her ear, it was hot.

I looked at the face and whispered, "Silly girl, no one is going to drive you away." ”

Rolling down the window a little, the cold wind slapped my face fiercely, and blew out trachoma, I rubbed it vigorously, turned my head to look at the scenery outside the window and stepped back, and then gritted my fist and thought about how they were far away.

Seeing that Xu Qing vomited and vomited, the sobering soup was also poured.

I could finally sit down and rest, maybe it was the stamina of the spirits, I suddenly said to Xu Qing: "I wronged you today, and I blocked the bullet for me." ”

Xu Qing occasionally flipped his body, but his hands kept covering his eyes, as if he was afraid of seeing the light.

"You know what? Actually, I really like you so much. But I know we don't have an ending, and I'm not in a position to promise anything to anyone right now, you know? ”

"Maybe everyone will say how to know if you will succeed if you don't try, but I have witnessed such a love broken in front of me, and the consequences are really difficult for me to bear. Giving up your studies and being decadent all day long? I'm sorry, I'm also such an affectionate person, I'm afraid that if I fall into it, I really won't be able to get out. ”

The siren of the kettle boiling brought me back to reality, and I finally stopped talking.

After taking care of everything, I helped Xu Qing back to the room and helped her cover the quilt.

walked to the switch of the light, watched her reluctantly press the switch, and silently said good night in the next second when the light went out.

Actually, I knew she woke up early, and it was actually me who was drunk.

She occasionally peeked at me through the gap between her fingers, and I pretended not to notice.

Some conversations are better said like this.