He fell drunk in the corner, red eyes from crying, but said nothing. He knew that no amount of talk would change anything

Wait for the moon to disappear into the clouds, wait for the cleaner to pick up the bottle, wait for the book next to the pillow, turn a few more pages, and everything seems to be the same, never gained, never lost......

story in the last year

Ermao and I (roommate) missed the train and had to stay overnight at school

coincided with the national exam, and the classroom couldn't enter, and Ermao and I were very bored. On Saturday afternoon, it snowed heavily, the heaviest in nearly three years, and Ermao and I shucked behind the glass door of the cafeteria, shivering.

Ermao said: "What should I do, why don't you go to the strings"

……

"Great idea"

At eight o'clock in the evening, Ermao and I didn't eat much, Ermao stared at the beer on the counter outside, and said, Li Hongyi, I haven't drunk alcohol since I'm so old, I want to try it today.

I smiled and said, "No problem, drink as much as you want, I'm here, no accident"

Ermao smiled and moved two boxes directly.

When the bottle opener dropped the cap, Ermao drank desperately as if he had changed into a different person.

It wasn't until that moment that I really realized that people who don't want to get drunk are probably really happy.

Seven or eight bottles of belly, Ermao swayed, and spit out two words in his soft mouth: "Ji Yu ......"

"Actually, the person I liked back then was your ......"

I quietly opened a bottle of wine and sat next to him, listened to him drunk, and told a story:

When Ermao was in middle school, there were two girls who liked him, and several friends also knew that they had agreed to use routines to promote two people, but Ermao didn't know it. It's a pity that the person who drew the card in the end was not Ji Yu, it was another girl. At that time, Ermao didn't understand, and he couldn't figure out whether he liked Ji Yu, but he missed it because of a card.

At the New Year's party, Ji Yu hid in the corner, watching Ermao choose the other half in the absurd way of drawing cards, but Ermao's entanglement, she didn't notice it.

The girl and Ermao broke up not long after they were together.

And what really made Ermao firmly choose Ji Yu was the graduation party.

The huge party has a memorable program for Ermao - Farewell My Concubine

At that time, the classmates coaxed, Ji Yu, Yu Ji, why don't you let Ji Yu play Yu Ji!

Ji Yu was forced by public opinion to take over the show.

And Ermao just happens to be a little polite.

At the party, the drum beat of the overlord farewell concubine beat in bursts, Ji Yu learned to dance, Miaoman's dancing posture made Ermao's face crimson, fortunately, his lines were not very many, and he came down so-so.

Until the last link

Ji Yu's eyes were full of affection, looked at Ermao, and said, how can the concubine be willing to implicate the king!

Ermao was stunned...... At that moment, he couldn't tell whether it was acting or reality

There is such a person, full of affection to tell you, let's be together, but you can't take it seriously.

Ermao was distracted, forgot the curtain call, and was pulled off the stage by Ji Yu.

At the end of the party, everyone gave each other gifts. Ermao and Ji Yu laughed at each other awkwardly in ancient costumes

Suddenly, Ermao put away his smile and said, "Ji Yu, I want that hairpin on your head."

Ji Yu was stunned for a moment, I don't know if she knows what Ermao means

She said, "What do you want it to do?"

Ermao hesitated: "I ...... I...... Actually......"

"Hey, okay, I'll give it to you, it's really inexplicable" Ji Yu stuffed the hairpin in Ermao's hand, and stuffed it very hard in his hand, very hard, very hard...... Ji Yu raised his hand, turned to leave, and said goodbye......

I just never saw ...... again The overlord said goodbye to Yu Ji

Ermao missed Ji Yu...... The overlord said, wait for me to come back, but never come back. Ji Yu said, goodbye, just never again.

Ermao fell on the chair and said the last word, the overlord Farewell Concubine didn't sing it well, I want to sing it well today.

Ermao staggered, and shouted the last sentence in a very impure Chu tone: "It's okay if you don't die!" Yu Xi Yu Xi Nao! ”

After yelling, Ermao fell in the corner, crying bitterly, but didn't say anything. He knew that no amount of talk would change anything

Wait for the moon to disappear into the clouds, wait for the cleaner to pick up the bottle, wait for the book next to the pillow, turn a few more pages, and everything seems to be the same, never gained, never lost......

That's right...... What you don't have, you don't even have the qualifications to lose......