Could it be that your will makes me weak and strong,

Exchange one of my golden garments for gray tweed,

Weave the web of pain according to your heart's desire,

Every splendid network cable is my wasted time?

—Wilde

"In this school, it's enough to work a little harder than others." In class, the teacher said, looking at the students under the podium who were playing with their mobile phones or sleeping with an expression of hatred. College students are people with their own free will, and there is no pressure of the college entrance examination, just one week before the exam is enough to pass the exam without failing the subject, which is enough for most people.

I must have done a little bit harder than others, in the misty morning, in the dim streetlights, in the cold wind...... In all the scenes, I carry a book, practice at any time, learn the language, if I don't practice, the degradation will be very fast, even if the previous level is very high, once completely out of the industry, it is inevitable to feel unfamiliar.

Ever since I learned about sex, I've often been in a trance, feeling guilty and stressful about it, and always feeling like a dark shadow is dangling around me. Perhaps sex itself is wonderful, but I perceive it in the wrong way; It's like the world is wonderful, and what's wrong is that I don't recognize it the right way. On the one hand, I cheered myself on, telling myself that everything would be fine, but on the other hand, I felt like a **, ready to break the jar. After reading a book in an empty classroom, a dark shadow came out of the hallway, "Ahhh Do you still think I'm not miserable enough?

"I'm sorry to scare you." The shadow spoke.

"It's okay, it's okay." I ran down the stairs to the brightest road. I slowed down, caught my breath, and heard footsteps behind me, and I nervous again and quickened my pace to stop as I prepared to stop.

"Nanfang, it's me, your book just dropped." A panting voice, still a little familiar.

I turned around, and the boy in a black tracksuit took off his black baseball cap and grinned, revealing a neat row of big white teeth.

"Why are you dressed like this for a big night?"

"I was just running in the playground, and suddenly I remembered that the USB flash drive had fallen into the classroom, so I came and got it."

"Oh, yes, our school is so dark and a little scary."

"Well, your book is so heavy." He gave me back my thick intensive textbook.

"I've been running 5 laps just now, and I'm running after you again, I'm tired, can you buy me a bottle of water?" I went to the nearest store and bought two bottles of water and handed him one.

"Are you going back now?"

"I want to take a walk and go back, I've been having a bit of insomnia lately and want to stay outside a little longer."

"Then I'll accompany you, lest you be frightened again."

We walked along the road with the brightest street lights on campus, the moon bent like a postmark covered in the deep blue night sky, and the dark fragrance of flowers quietly approached our noses, and the night atmosphere was really unbearable.

"It's this red dress again." The boy next to him suddenly said coldly.

"Red dress?" I asked in surprise, I haven't worn this skirt since the last time Jingyi came, because it has been raining some time ago, and my clothes have not dried, so I have to wear this red skirt as a last resort.

"It's nothing, it's beautiful." He pursed his lips and smiled, seeming a little shy.