Lu Shenyan looked at Zhu Man's indifferent expression, and her heart twitched fiercely, she was really determined to leave herself, her expression became more and more gloomy, and she had a lot of words in her stomach that she wanted to say to her, but she was blocked in her throat and couldn't say anything. But how would he accept letting her go?

"Except to leave me, whatever you want to do, I promise you." This is Lu Shenyan's biggest concession.

"You know what? When I lost my memory, I felt like a fish in the market, and when the water was almost evaporated, I often felt that I was going to be unable to hold on, and you always sprinkled me with some water at the right time, and I jumped twice in one breath, pretending to be nothing.

I go back and forth in the pain of an uncertain future, you don't want me to die, you don't want me to feed me gently, I want to live my own life, I want to go to the sea to see the outside world, but you put me in a fish tank. Zhu Man took a breath and said something unhurriedly, it seems that she has been thinking for a long time.

Lu Shenyan was frightened by her sudden metaphor, did the two really have no chance?

"What about our children?" Lu Shenyan felt that he was so despicable, and he actually used a child to trap Zhu Man.

After all, it was a child who was conceived in October and almost gave birth to a child who almost gave his life, Zhu Man was reluctant in the end, and fell into deep thought......

Since the end of the topic with children, Zhu Man has been safe and secure in the next few days, and has not made unreasonable behaviors such as breaking out of the land house or going on a hunger strike.

After eating, he quietly coaxed his child, just like at this moment, although the TV in the living room kept broadcasting, Zhu Man teased the child in his arms, "Shen Yan, the child has not been named yet!" Zhu Man suddenly thought that his child didn't seem to have a name yet.

"And what do you want our children to be called?" Lu Shenyan looked at Zhu Man with a gentle smile, and saw that her heart missed a beat. "It's better to call it Unian, your name and mine are half and half." Zhu Man was suddenly surprised by his wit, and happily shared his thoughts with Lu Shenyan.

As long as Zhu Man is happy, he is willing to do anything. But he was still uneasy, and he always felt that Zhu Man had something to hide from him, so he called the nurse and carried the sleeping Yu Nian back to the baby room.

At this moment, only Zhu Man and Lu Shenyan were left in the entire hall. Zhu Man was actually very afraid to look into Lu Shenyan's eyes, afraid that he would see his plan, but it seemed that his ...... was exposed

"Niannian, whatever you're planning? Don't do stupid things to hurt yourself, and don't leave me, okay. Lu Shenyan was so frightened for the first time in his life, and prayed in such a low voice that this little woman would not leave him. Zhu Man didn't dare to look into his eyes, just hummed casually, and continued to watch the TV intently.

He still felt uneasy, pinched Zhu Man's chin, let her look into his eyes, and emphasized again: "Niannian, I am very serious to tell you, if you leave me, I don't know what uncontrollable things I will do, and even hurt those you care about." His earnest eyes kept staring at her, and his eyes seemed to go deep into her heart.

"Someone you care about? Are you included? Zhu Man didn't want the atmosphere to be so embarrassing, so he joked.

"Including." Still with that serious expression, Zhu Man was a little weak when he saw it, so he stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Lu Shenyan's neck, and his small face was compact in front of his resolute handsome face, and the two could feel each other's snorts closely.

Lu Shenyan hugged Zhu Man tightly and pressed it into his shoulder socket. "Nian Nian, I love you so much." His voice still carried the hoarseness that he had just vented, and Zhu Man heard these words in his ears and remembered them in his heart, but he did not respond.

Lu Shenyan picked up Zhu Man and asked her to go to the bathroom to clean.

Zhu Man seemed to have something on his mind, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, listening to Lu Shenyan's even breathing, thinking that he was already asleep, so he leaned over, stuck to his broad back, and wrapped his hands around his waist.

Lu Shenyan suddenly spoke: "What's wrong?" It turned out that Lu Shenyan was not asleep.

"It's fine. It may be that I drank a little too much milk before bed, and I couldn't sleep a little. Zhu Man made up a reason randomly, Lu Shenyan turned around and pressed Zhu Man into his arms, through his chest, Zhu Man could feel his powerful heartbeat, and she felt a burst of peace of mind.

"Do you hear that? It's jumping for you. Lu Shenyan opened her mouth softly, although her voice was soft, but Zhu Man heard it very clearly, her eyes were hazy when she listened, Lu Shenyan felt the wetness in her chest, stroked Zhu Man's back, and murmured: "Sleep, be good." ”

……

Lu Shenyan thought that Zhu Man was no longer angry, and gave up the idea of leaving him. Who knows, two days later, he received a call from Lu Zhai: Mrs. is missing.

His face changed drastically, he kicked off the office chair when he was at work, rushed out as fast as he could, and ran the red light all the way back to the Lu house.

The people in the Lu Mansion were panicked, and Mr. said that they didn't need to pay special attention to their wives in the past two days, but now that something went wrong, they were silent one by one, and they didn't dare to breathe too loudly, since Lu Shenyan's grandfather died, they had never seen such a crazy Lu Shenyan again.

Lu Shenyan kept searching in the room, hoping that Zhu Man was just playing a childish game of hide and seek with him.

Niannian, where are you? Don't scare me.

"Old Gu, help me check Zhu Jianjun's dynamics." Lu Shenyan accepted the fact that Zhu Man had disappeared, sat down on the sofa, and said sadly.

Five minutes later, Lao Gu walked in with a sad face, "Zhu Jianjun applied for early retirement two days ago, and transferred 20 million yuan to Mr.'s account. ”

Lu Shenyan kicked the table in front of him and said ventingly, "Damn!! I should have known that Zhu Man was not a person who gave up easily, but he still couldn't stop her from disappearing from his sight.

After Lu Caiwei returned home from school, she saw the servants at home standing in a row in a panic, and then a group of black-clothed people stood around the house, and immediately rushed into the house. Ask Wu's mother what the hell is going on.

Mother Wu sadly told Lu Caiwei that Zhu Man was gone, Lu Caiwei's pupils flashed a trace of panic, and then walked up to the study and knocked on the door, Lu Shenyan thought that Zhu Man was back, and stood up ecstatically, startling Lao Gu and Albert, and seeing that it was Lu Caiwei, she fell on the sofa in frustration.

"Brother, ...... Zhu Man?" Lu Caiwei said dumbfoundedly, Lu Shenyan stared at Lu Caiwei and said, "It's gone." After Lu Caiwei learned that Zhu Man had really disappeared, she was obviously frightened, and hurriedly said, "How could it be gone?" What about Yu Nian? She was worried that Zhu Man would take the child away, after all, Zhu Man still lacked social experience, so the child might suffer a lot if she followed her.

"He's still in the baby's room," Lu Shenyan felt a headache when he thought of his child losing his mother at a young age, and he asked Zhu Man later, what should he do?

Lu Shenyan was frightened by his thoughts, and quickly shook his head, telling himself that he wouldn't, and he would definitely be able to find her. "It's so ruthless, it's a pity that Yu Nian was abandoned by his mother at such a young age." Lu Caiwei said distressedly.

"That's enough, you go out first, I still have some things to deal with." Lu Shenyan, who was already irritable, didn't want to hear Lu Caiwei talking cool beside him, so he drove his sister away.

Lu Caiwei also left the study with great interest, because she knew that Lu Shenyan was very angry at the moment, and if she stayed here, she might be affected by the pond fish.

The slanting sun shone into the study, Lu Shenyan's cold silhouette was reflected in the shadow of the wall, and in the study, the room was silent, and the room was full of sadness.

Suddenly, a heart-piercing pain came, and Lu Shenyan came back to his senses, no longer staring at the photo of Zhu Man on the table in a stupid daze. When I lowered my head, I saw that the cigarette in my hand had burned out.

But he felt distressed, Zhu Man really left, so ruthlessly, without leaving a word. He threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray that was already full of cigarette butts, sat on the chair, and was stunned for a while, knowing that Lao Gu knocked on the door and came in.

"Sir, Mrs. and her father can't be found, because our power in the United States is not enough to find out the whereabouts of the two, we only know that the two are leaving in the direction of Los Angeles, USA." Lu Shenyan's eyes narrowed dangerously, and he wished Jianjun ...... Dig three feet into the ground to get Zhu Man back.

"Albert, I have something I want your help with." Lu Shenyan found that since he met Zhu Man, he has really changed a lot, he has almost never begged others, but now he actually asks others to find Zhu Man, although it is his friend.

"The sun came out in the west, and I actually waited until Lu Dashao asked me for help." Albert adheres to the attitude that he will not die if he does not die, and repeatedly teases Lu Shenyan.

Lu Shenyan was not annoyed, after all, he had something to ask for, and he couldn't raise his profile, he hummed lightly. Albert had to say that he was curious about Zhu Man, what kind of woman made Lu Shenyan so crazy.

"Tell me, what can I do for you?" Albert said suddenly, solemnly, back to his status as the lord of the business empire in the southern United States. "My wife, Zhu Man and his father have gone to the United States, and I want you to help me find out where she is." Lu Shenyan said unhurriedly.

"Okay, I'll try my best!" Albert wasn't sure if he could find out, after all, there were many forces in the United States, and if someone deliberately concealed it, he wouldn't be able to find it.

After ending the conversation with Albert, Lu Shenyan fell into contemplation again, even if she found Zhu Man, she didn't want to come back, did she want to force her? Or just let her go...

Thinking that he might not be able to obtain Zhu Man's forgiveness from his heart, Lu Shenyan's heart was on fire and ice, time passed like this, and without waiting for the result, Lu Shenyan did not plan to leave the study, even if Wu's mother had come to persuade him that he should go out to eat a few times, but he was still indifferent, Zhu Man's whereabouts were unknown, how could he eat.

In the study, violence, uneasiness, doubt, and remorse are condensed. Lu Shenyan has been waiting for news from the United States.

Finally, in the middle of the night, at three o'clock in the morning, Albert gave Lu Shenyan an international call. When the bell was remembered, Lu Shenyan got up from the sofa violently, connected the phone, and couldn't wait to ask, "How is it, have you found out?"

Albert spoke slowly, his deep voice, the words were clear, and every word was about to crush the small self-confidence that had just been built up in Lu Shenyan's heart: "Shenyan, I'm sorry I couldn't find out their location."

Lu Shenyan fell on the sofa again lonely, did she really leave her world like this? No! He couldn't take it. So he didn't give up and asked, "What's the matter?" Can't find the location? "

"They did arrive in Los Angeles in the early hours of yesterday morning, and after being picked up by a car, no matter how much they searched, they couldn't find a place. It should be a big family in the United States who is helping them hide this news, and it seems that she is determined to leave you. Albert didn't want to hit Lu Shenyan either, but the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, so he didn't dare to give Lu Shenyan hope.

Lu Shenyan narrowed his eyes, revealing a dangerous light. Clan? Zhu Man's aunt seems to have married to the United States, but there should be no intersection between the two families, it is they who are helping Zhu Man.

On the third day after Zhu Man disappeared, Lu Shenyan still didn't go to work, and kept drinking in the room, Wu's mother saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart, so she said to Lu Caiwei: "Second Miss, you go and persuade the young master!"

Lu Caiwei took a deep breath and silently thought in her heart, why didn't she think about persuading her brother, but when it came to Zhu Man, her brother's self-control that she had always been most proud of had collapsed, and now he was like a tiger, and he could get angry at any time.

"He hasn't eaten for three days, he's been drinking, I'm afraid that if it goes on like this, the young master's body will not be able to bear it." Mother Wu frowned. Lu Caiwei sighed and said helplessly: "Okay, I'll try."

Lu Caiwei took the lunch prepared by Wu's mother, slowly walked upstairs, knocked on the door, Lu Shenyan was still drunk, and said angrily: "Get out!" Don't bother me. "I don't want anyone to disturb this place that smells of Zhuman.

Lu Caiwei is also an anxious person, pushed open the door, strode to Lu Shenyan, and put the dinner plate in front of him angrily. "Brother, you can't go on like this!! Zhu Man sees you like this, will she feel at ease to hand over the child to you? "

Lu Shenyan was completely unmoved, ignoring Lu Caiwei's accusations against herself in front of her. Continue to drink on your own. Lu Caiwei snatched the wine bottle. Ruthlessly said: "Zhu Man is gone, you must recognize this fact."

Lu Shenyan leaned on the sofa, her legs folded, the corners of her mouth pulled up a sneer, staring at Lu Caiwei obliquely, her eyes were so cold that she could almost frostbite.

Lu Caiwei took a deep breath, suppressed the fear and uneasiness in her heart, and quickly sorted out a set of ideas to persuade Lu Shenyan in her mind.

"Why Zhu Man left, you know very well."

He remained silent.

"It's because you're uncertain, like this since you were a child, hide your emotions and don't let others into your heart," Lu Shenyan threw away the wine bottle, slowly stood up, and walked towards Lu Caiwei, the cold light in her eyes could scratch her, at this moment she understood that her brother was really an iceberg, she was very curious about how Zhu Man got along with her brother, wouldn't he get frostbitten?

"Yes, you're right, I don't deny it." Lu Shenyan affirmed coldly, but then he said, "What does this have to do with her leaving?" He thought about it for a long time, but he never got an answer, why did Zhu Man leave, he obviously loved her so much.

"Because you didn't let her see your heart, you always do, she was hurt and disappeared, you will know to cherish it, you will show how much you love her, but can she see it? Can she understand? Lu Caiwei was very happy that Lu Shenyan finally took care of her.

Lu Caiwei became more calm and continued: "You always wave her love for you, but you hurt her again and again, brother, what you have to do now is not to drink to drown your sorrows, but to take good care of your body, and Yu Nian, he is still so young, he still needs your care, you keep drinking like this, it is harmful to yourself." Huh~~ Finally finished saying what she was going to say, Lu Caiwei felt relieved.

"Time is a good way for you to calm each other, if you love each other, no matter how big the world is, one day we will meet, she will come back to you, if she doesn't love you, no matter how many cases of wine you drink, she won't come back, it's better to cheer up, let her come back, see that handsome Lu Shenyan." Lu Shenyan was contemplative, Lu Caiwei saw that he seemed to be persuaded, so he felt that he retreated, leaving space for Lu Shenyan to think through thoroughly.

It's the dead of night again, and every day at this time, Lu Shenyan always can't sleep. As soon as he turned around, there was no one beside him, he threw himself into the pillow she had slept on, the tip of his nose was full of her fragrance, which was the taste that made him feel at ease, but his heart was full of melancholy, he resented that he didn't calm down at that time, didn't treat Zhu Man well, and let her leave him.

Sometimes, he thinks regretfully: I hope she won't meet people like himself again, who are sensitive, lack love, not good at expressing themselves, always hide their emotions, easy to be jealous, and always cranky, which makes her very tired, but such a person really loves her.

Take a deep breath, close your eyes, and try to force yourself to sleep, obviously, this is a bad method, he always fails, as long as he closes his eyes, that gentle smiling face will unconsciously appear in his mind, always so sweet, sweet to his heart.

Such a dark night, so lonely, how can he sleep alone...

Niannian, where are you? I really miss you, how are you, how are you doing over there?

A month after Zhu Man left, Lu Shenyan was finally able to work normally like a normal person and fall asleep at night, but when he woke up from his dream, he couldn't help but think of that woman.

"Knock knock." Lu Ting was working in the study when there was a knock on the door, "Come in." Lu Shenyan said concisely and clearly, without raising his face, Lao Gu strode towards Lu Shenyan awe-inspiringly, still holding an envelope in his hand.

"Young master, this is a letter from the United States." Lu Shenyan's pen paused, and he immediately raised his head to take the letter, and couldn't wait to open the envelope.

Lao Gu looked at the address of the letter, it was sent from Los Angeles, USA, it seems that Mrs. changed her mind and took the initiative to contact the young master, he was sincerely happy for Lu Shenyan, the young master loves Mrs. so much, and the two can finally have lovers and finally become married.

But after Lu Shenyan took out the paper inside, there was a monstrous anger in his eyes, and he tore the paper into shape, because there were several big words "divorce agreement" written on it.

Seeing these words, Lu Shenyan shattered the strong shell that originally pretended that he was no longer sad for her, he could deceive outsiders, but he couldn't deceive his own heart, he loved her very much.

But the cold words "divorce agreement" were like a knife, stabbing Lu Shenyan's eyes fiercely and piercing into his heart.

made his whole heart drenched in blood and miserable.

There were waves of irrepressible pain.

It's distressing.

Obviously, he was rough with her first, and all kinds of people who were sorry for her were him Lu Shenyan, but why was he so ruthless at this moment, hating her ruthlessness, but this kind of resentment was insignificant to her. Because she always easily affects her emotions, if she is in front of her at this moment, Ruan Nong whispers, she must immediately raise her hands and surrender.

Lao Gu looked at Lu Shenyan's unpredictable expression and knew that it must not be an ordinary letter, so he left very familiarly.