Chapter 165
Zhu Man doesn't know how to face the man who made him look like this, is it anger? Is it resentment? Apparently it was neither, she just felt tired and wanted to give up. Looking at Zhu Man, who looked at him in horror like a wounded kitten, Lu Shenyan felt distressed again, but all this was caused by herself, so who was she to blame her for being estranged?
In fact, when Zhu Man was in a coma, Lu Shenyan's mind came up with many things, how did the two get along after she woke up? It's just that respecting each other is the worst one. However, this worst-case scenario has arisen, and there is no way to escape it, so she can only face it and piece her broken heart back together.
Lu Shenyan didn't wait for her to answer, turned around and went downstairs to get the porridge that had been prepared. A few minutes later, Zhu Man heard the familiar footsteps and walked to the room, knowing that it was him who had returned.
Lu Shenyan was holding the porridge, and there was a bowl of Chinese medicine next to him, Lu Shenyan moved gently, holding the porridge, holding a spoon in his right hand, scooping up a spoonful of still steaming porridge, putting it to his mouth, gently exhaling to blow the porridge cold, handing it to Zhu Man's mouth, and signaling her to eat it. Lu Shenyan, who was so gentle, was too different from him who was as rough as a beast that night, which made Zhu Man dizzy, which one was the real him.
After eating about half a bowl, Zhu Man shook his head, indicating that he couldn't eat anymore. "Unappetizing?" Lu Shenyan frowned, the person in front of him had been in a coma for a long time, and the rice had not been eaten, so his body would be unbearable if he continued like this. "Eat a little more, you haven't eaten for a long time, I'm afraid your body won't be able to bear it." Zhu Man shook his head vigorously and refused Lu Shenyan's request.
"Then when you get better, let the kitchen prepare some of your favorite food," Lu Shenyan was kind to Zhu Man, she saw it in her eyes, but why did she feel so sad? This gentleness makes it difficult for me to grasp.
Lu Shenyan picked up the medicine and fed it to Zhu Man, and it wasn't until she finished drinking it with a wrinkled head that he was relieved to put away the dishes. Zhu Man stared at Lu Shenyan and didn't know what he was thinking, "What are you thinking?" Lu Shenyan looked at her in a daze, "I... I want to leave. Zhu Man said hesitantly.
She felt as if she was his pet, when he pleased, he comforted himself kindly and gently, he was kind and gentle to himself, he was kind and gentle to himself, he was carefree and carefree, when he was angry, he immediately became his Xieyu's tool, wanton abuse, since the events of that night, she knew that the dream that had been haunting her was real, she didn't want to live this kind of life again, she didn't want to be just an accessory to Lu Shenyan.
"Leave? Where to? When you are better, we will go with you and take the children. Lu Shenyan thought that Zhu Man just wanted to go out for a walk, and when he mentioned the child, his handsome and resolute face suddenly softened, and he smiled dotingly at Zhu Man.
When Zhu Man heard the child, she hesitated even more, she was a little weak that her selfish decision would hurt the innocent child, but why didn't she suffer? She must change the status quo.
"It's not...... I said leave...... It means that I leave on my own. I want to live my own life, not you arrange everything, I am in captivity like a canary, I want to read like my friends and do what I love. After marrying him and giving birth to a child, Zhu Man seems to be able to see the trajectory of her life, she doesn't want to just do nothing, do nothing, and even ...... Under somebody's roof.
Lu Shenyan's face turned cold, trying to restrain her displeasure, and she kept warning herself in her heart that she was still a patient, and it was all because of herself, "Leave me?" So what do you want to do? Although he tried to restrain his desire to roar, his voice was cold, and his eyes were relieved again, as if a battle was about to break out.
Zhu Man was stared at by him, and his back was cold, "Young Master, Mr. Zhu is here." Mother Wu didn't know whether she should disturb the two people who were talking, but Zhu Jianjun had been waiting downstairs for a long time, and when she heard that Zhu Man was sick, she had been anxious to see her baby daughter, so she had to come up and report it.
"Well," Lu Shenyan turned his head and radiated a cold gaze, and then turned to Zhu Man and said, "We'll talk about this matter next time." Then he went downstairs to greet Zhu Jianjun.
In the huge house, Zhu Man only felt very helpless. He just wants to pursue his own life, not to be arranged in his world, what's wrong, why does he have an expression of his unforgivable sin.
Zhu Jianjun walked into the room a few minutes after Lu Shenyan left, saw Zhu Man's haggard appearance, and his bruised arms, his heart ached, and he walked up and said, "Niannian, doesn't he love you very much?" ”
Zhu Man shook his head in confusion, he was so old that his father was worried about himself and felt very ashamed, but his father was the only person who could help him: "Dad, I want to leave ......" Zhu Man choked up and said, seeing familiar people, no matter how casual Zhu Man was before, the strong camouflage shell suddenly collapsed, and he kept sobbing, Zhu Jianjun was very unbearable to watch, and then understood Zhu Man's mental journey after amnesia.
Zhu Jianjun, who originally thought that his daughter was living a very happy life, reluctantly accepted that his daughter married Lu Shenyan in order to save himself, but his daughter was so trembling, not happy at all, and she was still so young, she should have her own life, and she couldn't see her daughter being wronged like this, Zhu Jianjun decided to have a good talk with Lu Shenyan, and he was ready to leave here with Zhu Man, so that the two of them could calm down for a while.
Before leaving, Zhu Jianjun told Zhu Man to rest well, take care of his body, and he would arrange for the father and daughter to go abroad together, so he didn't have to worry too much, as for Lu Shenyan, he would also try his best to persuade him, and Zhu Man said goodbye to his father with peace of mind.
Walking out of the door, Zhu Jianjun punched Lu Shenyan in the face. After all, Zhu Jianjun has been in the army for a while, although he has not used force for a long time, but his strength will definitely not be small, the corners of Lu Shenyan's mouth flowed blood, and he looked directly at Zhu Jianjun who had just punched himself, and he was already very irritable when Zhu Man told him to leave, and he didn't have a good face at the moment.
"I handed over my daughter to you to see that you were good to her, but now you have done such a beastly thing, what have you made your thoughts like, she is the mother of your child, is your heart and liver black?" Zhu Jianjun yelled angrily, after all, he was his own sweetheart, and he couldn't bear to be bullied like this, and he couldn't bear it if he was a father.
"Haha." Lu Shenyan laughed angrily, "If it weren't for your incompetence and being framed and imprisoned, how could she come to me?" This is the fate of the two of us, how do you stop it!! Lu Shenyan gritted his teeth and said.
"That's why you bullied her? I'll leave with her. Zhu Jianjun said resolutely and firmly that he would not put up with his daughter living this kind of life again, let alone hand over Zhu Man to Lu Shenyan.
"Are you informing me? I'm telling you, as long as I don't nod, you don't want to take a hair from Zhu Man. Lu Shenyan is not a trouble-free lamp, the person he believes will never let go, and he loves her so much.
Zhu Man, who had been watching the two of them at the door of the room, couldn't help but cover his mouth, not wanting Lu Shenyan to find out that he had heard all this, so he turned around and twisted the doorknob, threw himself on the bed, and kept crying.
"How?" Lu Shenyan didn't know when he would return to the room, and when he saw Zhu Man, who kept crying, his heart became more and more troubled, and his anger burned in his chest, "Zhu Man, you have to remember, you are the woman I bought, don't think that you can change this fact by giving birth to a child, since I have the ability to rescue your father, I naturally have the ability to let him return to the cell, if you don't believe it, we'll see." Lu Shenyan's words were like a sharp knife, piercing Zhu Man's heart all the time.
"Also, from today onwards, you can't step out of the gate of the Lu family for half a step without my permission," After speaking, Lu Shenyan's expression was gloomy, and his eyes exuded a cold gaze, which flashed with anger, and he stared at her straight for a long time before slamming the door and leaving.
In the next few days, Zhu Man found that the exits of the house were guarded, and it seemed that Lu Shenyan was serious this time, and he really didn't let himself leave. She also tried to contact her father and Xiaoxi, but the house seemed to have a signal jammer, and she couldn't make a phone call at all, and she couldn't even send it.
After hesitating for a long time, Zhu Man went to find Lu Caiwei.
"Caiwei, help me, please." Zhu Man looked at Lu Caiwei pitifully.
"This ......" Lu Caiwei was very hesitant, she knew her brother's character, if he found out that he was helping Zhu Man, even if he didn't die, he would waste half his life, so she didn't dare to help Zhu Man.
"You don't know my brother's temper, you better talk to him, my brother still loves you, as long as you don't leave, don't say you want to live the life you want, even if you want the stars in the sky, he will pick them for you." Zhu Man understands Lu Caiwei's difficulties, but her heart is getting more and more blocked, she just wants to be free......
Since the quarrel with Zhu Man that day, Lu Shenyan has not been back to the villa, has been drinking outside, knowing that Wu's mother made a lot of calls to herself today, and finally connected, Zhu Man began to want to fight like a trapped beast, and began not to eat, no matter who persuaded him not to eat, Lu Shenyan rushed back to the villa in anger.
"Damn, you just want to leave me so much, think of hurting your own body?" The green tendons next to Lu Shenyan's eyes kept stirring to show how angry he was now, he grabbed Zhu Man roughly, and shook him violently, his body had not recovered Zhu Man, and he was even more dizzy when he was shaken by Lu Shenyan, his little face was pale and bloodless, and he fainted again.
"I'm sorry." As soon as Zhu Man opened his eyes, he saw Lu Shenyan said extremely sincerely, "Niannian, that night, there was still unreasonableness to you, I'm sorry, I apologize to you." Lu Shenyan rarely apologizes to others, he is the pride of the sky, he never needs to bow his head, even if he does something wrong, he will ignore it. But the woman in front of him, he couldn't put it down.
The two were silent for a while, and then Zhu Man slowly spoke: "Actually, you don't have to apologize, really, as you said, this is all in exchange for you saving my father and paying so much for me, I think it's worth it." In order not to make the atmosphere so heavy, Zhu Man pretended to be relaxed.
Lu Shenyan lowered his head with a look of remorse, he would never regret what he had done and what he had said, but this time, he was going to bow his head, he didn't seem to have regretted it so much in his life, he didn't know how to explain it, he could only keep repeating sorry.
"I'm sorry for making me forget what happened that night, and what you said?" Zhu Man said softly.
"I can't." Lu Shenyan lowered his head like a child who had done something wrong.
"Well, it's good that you understand." Zhu Man wanted him to know that there were some things, some scars, that couldn't be solved even if he explained.