I gave birth to two sons and a daughter, and I can be regarded as sitting in a stable position, during this period my grandfather died, and my great-grandmother also passed away with a smile, I am very sad but envious of their relationship, life and death depend on each other.

The grandfather is gone, the aunt is not in a very good mood, I am very worried, but there is no way to get out of the palace, let alone take care of and comfort me.

After the filial piety period, my aunt is ready to go to sea, and the family has already begun to make preparations, and I am very happy that my aunt can fulfill her wish to go out to see.

The third brother Brother Ling also got married and gave birth to a child, and his younger brother Brother Xin also had a child, and he returned the silver money from his aunt, which made me feel very gratified.

My relationship with the prince deepened day by day, and in the second year after my aunt went to sea, the prince was assassinated and poisoned, and I was very panicked at the time, and gave the prince the medicine that my aunt left me, and finally suppressed the disease.

Although it looks good, the doctor said that the poisoning time is a little long, and it may affect Shouyuan.

I didn't dare tell him about it, but he guessed it, and his mood suddenly became very bad, and his temper fluctuated, but he was very good and dependent on me and the children, and I knew that he was just unwilling.

Three years later he ascended the throne and became emperor, and I became queen.

He has been keeping a close eye on the Cui family, but he hasn't done anything, and I don't dare to pass anything back on in my heart, for fear of leaking the news.

Actually, I don't know anything, but I know that the medicine my aunt gave me is very useful, but unfortunately it is not the emperor's symptoms, so the disease is not complete.

In the tenth year, the uncle came back and said that my aunt had died, I thought my aunt was fine, but I also understood that I couldn't see her, I was sad, I cried alone for a long time, but I looked forward to my aunt not dying, even if I couldn't see her, it was good, as long as she was safe.

Uncle didn't leave after he came back, and he has been arranging things at home, and I don't know the specific situation.

But suddenly one day the eldest son whispered to me that the uncle was smuggling things, and he helped to let the Supervision Institute escort him.

The emperor didn't seem to find out, and I didn't say it, I was afraid that the emperor would take a risk, and if something happened to the Cui family, I would be a sinner.

Only the eldest brother knew about the uncle's fake death, and even my sons and I didn't know about it, thinking that the uncle had carried something out, but the person died.

I know that my aunt's means will never know this point, the emperor personally went to mourn, in fact, to check whether people are dead or not, I tried to endure it, until this moment I think that no matter how deep love is not as important as power, the advice my aunt gave me is right.

After the uncle left, I knew that the Cui family was safe, and the emperor died down, and I never knew what the reason was.

Later, the emperor's health became worse and worse, and the medicine stone was ineffective, and I was very sad.

The emperor appointed my eldest son as the crown prince, and it may have come to a real desperate situation, but he calmed down and returned to his original appearance and appearance.

took me and my daughter to the summer resort to hang out, personally taught my daughter how to make the emperor, handed over the court affairs to my son to deal with, and praised me for teaching my children well, the two sons have their own strengths, and they will not fight.

Tell me I'm sorry, he never thought about what to do with the Cui family, he's not an ungrateful person, he just doesn't want to die so early, he wants to spend more time with me.

He told me that he loved me very much, that he had never considered anyone else for the position of prince, and that in the next life he hoped not to be an emperor, but to be a man from an ordinary family, to marry me, and to spoil me alone like them.

Before he died, he told me that the uncle left a last word, and the emperor's life could not be changed, and the first emperor had already proved this, otherwise the aunt would not have failed to keep the first emperor, no matter what he ate, it would have been invalid for a long time.

It wasn't until that moment that he understood the reason why the Cui family rejected him, because he had already known the ending and couldn't change it, so he avoided talking about it.

Before he died, he held my hand and said, "Wan'er, I can't help you, let you be widowed so early, I am waiting for you below, the children will be filial to you."

I originally thought that when my son could stabilize the position, I would take you out for a walk, but unfortunately I couldn't do it. ”

At that moment, I broke down and cried, he had me in his heart, loved me, enough.

After he left, his son inherited the throne, and I didn't care about the affairs of the previous dynasty, and even the affairs of the harem were left to my daughter-in-law, and I didn't care about the world.

However, my sisters-in-law often handed signs into the palace to talk to me, for fear that I would not be able to figure it out.

I also sent Qing'er in to accompany me to relieve my boredom, I know their kindness, but I'm fine, I just often think about him, and think of the good memories of our youth.

Qing'er is also about to get married, and she chose the Li family, the mother of the queen mother, a very good child.

I also gave a gift, Qing'er will be more complete than me, I just wish her a safe life.

It's actually not interesting to be the queen mother, and they can't leave the palace, it's very boring, and I don't know why their goal in life is to be the queen mother, and they are bored to death.

My life is also smooth and stable, and the children are filial when they are old, and my son said that I should go to my younger son's house to live for a while, can I go out shopping?

I didn't go, forget it, it's too lazy to move and move the crowd is boring.

The Cui family doesn't need my support, the son is excellent and motivated, the door style is upright, the children of the family are very low-key and keep their duties, and the son is also very satisfied.

I don't have any regrets, my mother sent the dowry money to help her son when he was the prince a few years ago.

I accepted it and cried hard, in this life, our mother-daughter fate is too shallow, there is no need to resent, I have not been wronged, someone hurts, God loves me, I am very content.

Later, I had gray hair, my parents and elders passed away one after another, and I got used to it after a lot of partings, and I saw everything through.

My sister-in-law also passed away due to illness, and after my eldest brother arranged the affairs of the family, he came to the palace to see me once, telling me that I was going to sea to find my uncle and aunt.

I smiled, and let the eldest brother take away the little gift I had prepared, and take it to the uncle and aunt, not a precious thing, but a mourning dress embroidered by myself, for the uncle and aunt, I just want to do my filial piety, that's all.

The eldest brother took it and took the ashes of the sister-in-law, he always had to take the sister-in-law's, so what does it matter where he goes.

The cemetery at home is a well-dressed mound, and he is going to take his sister-in-law to see his uncle and aunt, and he is going to be buried there together.

Not long after my eldest brother left, I fell ill, and I knew that my time was up, and I always dreamed at night that the emperor came to see me, as handsome as when I was young, and my eyes were full of affection.

He came to pick me up, maybe until this time I didn't know that I actually loved him very much, I loved him very much, but he was the emperor I didn't dare to speak, the first person to open his mouth lost, hehe he lost and I won, I finally won him once.

Before I died, my children and grandchildren knelt in front of me and took care of me.

"Son, after I leave, you remember to suppress the Cui family appropriately, don't let them be too arrogant, what the Cui family needs is a low-key and cautious duty, the amazing and brilliant people are gone, and those who don't have great talent have to learn to hibernate."

"It's my son who remembers, and he must protect the Cui family."

"Bring a message to Brother Xin for me, I don't blame my mother, I really don't blame it."