I am Cui Qingwan, it is said that I was born with a good life, as the eldest daughter of the Cui family, I was born very noble, the Cui family is a clan, and I will never favor sons over daughters.

I grew up in front of my great-grandmother, who loved me very much, and when I was a child, I loved to sit in my great-grandfather's arms and listen to him read.

My great-grandfather would read to us in his slightly hoarse voice, in a tone that was not hurried or slow, and it was very catchy.

Looking back now, that was the happiest day I had.

When I can remember, my mother gave birth to a younger brother, and the elders said that it would be my waist pole in the future.

But after having a younger brother, my mother became more and more cold to me. Elders such as my great-grandmother and my grandmother took care of me day and night.

There is also my aunt, who has been extremely affectionate to me since I was a child, and I didn't notice it even if my mother was cold to me when I was a child, and there were many people who loved me, and I didn't notice the faint difference.

But I knew that my aunt was very good to me, and later I realized that some people have some things that are very shallow.

In my heart and in the years when I was growing up, in fact, my aunt took the role of a mother, taught me, taught me to read and behave, and became a real daughter of everyone.

There is no doubt that my mother loves me, but she doesn't love me as much as she loves my brother Brother Xin, and she won't pay so much for me, let alone compare with my aunt.

The aunt does not have a patriarchal preference in her heart, but thinks that the external environment is not good, and girls should be more self-reliant.

My aunt taught me not only to be beautiful, but to be independent, strong and brave in my bones, and to think about solving problems by myself in the face of any difficulties, rather than relying on others.

This upbringing is different from everyone else, and it has benefited me immensely many years after becoming a crown princess.

When I grew up, I gradually understood that my mother loved my brother very much, and she didn't care much about me, she just ignored me.

This kind of thing has happened more than once, and I don't care if I accumulate more, my aunt gave me a lot of homework, and my great-grandfather had to take school exams from time to time, and he was as strict with me as my brothers.

I am very busy, I am busy and I have no desire, and gradually let go of my obsession with maternal love, in fact, I am not lacking, my aunt is many times better to me than my mother, and has given me a lot of warmth.

My marriage was decided, the queen's sister-in-law, my aunt entered the palace as soon as she came back after knowing this, but she couldn't quit the marriage.

But I sought the greatest benefit for me, and I was very satisfied not to marry a side concubine with a high family background.

My aunt also gave me a piece of the emperor's jade pendant, so that I could use it at a critical time, and I might be able to use it.

Before I got married, my aunt said that she had prepared 100,000 taels of silver tickets for me, but it was not appropriate to bring all of them into the palace, so she left half of them for my mother, and the water flowed for me to use.

My grandfather also said that he gave me 40,000 yuan and gave it to my mother.

My great-grandfather also gave me a lot of silver tickets but gave them directly to me and said to me, "Don't be disappointed, son, they gave things to your mother, they didn't expect the situation to change, and you can save these money for a long time."

You know that your aunt has always loved you the most and raised you as a daughter, and no one in this family may ignore you, but your aunt will not, no matter what kind of difficulties you encounter, she will always be behind you. Don't worry. ”

At that time, I didn't quite understand what the grandfather meant.

But when I entered the palace, my mother called me to speak, and only gave me 10,000 taels of silver tickets, "These are the silver coins for you to enter the palace, your aunt said, you have no silver to spend later, and I will prepare for you again, don't worry."

You enter the palace, don't forget that your brother is a relative, and don't forget your brother when you have it. ”

I was silent, my grandfather's words came true, my mother really didn't plan to give me the rest of the money, and was going to leave it to my younger brother.

"Why didn't you hear that?"

"I know, my aunt said that she gave me 100,000 taels, and my grandfather also said that she gave me 40,000 taels, does my mother plan to give it to me in the future?"

I tilted my head to look at my mother, a faint smile on her face.

"This money can't be given to you in one go, you don't need so much, with the Cui family and your aunt, you are not short of money.

I am going to buy your brother some property to keep in store, and you will depend on your brother in the future. I'm also your mother, and I can still harm you, so you can't do it, just spend your money, you can go back. ”

My mother forcefully rejected my question.

A sigh, "Mother, I hope you don't regret it, since you have made a choice, I admit it." ”

I said that and left.

I didn't have much hope, but my mother's words cut off the last bit of affection between our mother and daughter.

How can she be like this, why does she think that my aunt deserves to give me money and contribute, and deserves to raise her daughter for the big house.

I didn't file a complaint, and I didn't plan to do it, but my mother was afraid that I would sue and sent a trusted aunt to guard me until I got married.

I don't know if she understands it or not, if I marry someone, I may be the crown princess, does she really not regret it?

I kept sending people to follow me, thinking that my grandfather couldn't see it, that is, my aunt was busy planning for me, and I didn't find out, even my uncle saw it, and deliberately appeased my emotions.

"When the sky falls, my aunt and I are here, and your brother is here, don't be afraid."

My relatives and elders really love and care for me, but my mother doesn't like me, I really don't understand what I did wrong and why I did this to me.

After I got married, I got along with my husband quite well, he had a request from the Cui family, and treated me very well, but I was not in a hurry to fall in love with him, although he was also a very good person.

Not long after I became the crown princess, my mother's purchase of property for my younger brother was discovered by the grandfather, my grandmother would not spare him, I was raised by my grandmother, no matter if I was sick or taking medicine, my grandmother fed me into my mouth since I was a child, and where was the effort consumed.

When my aunt learned the news, she came in with my grandmother to see me, and she cried angrily, but I saw a lot and comforted them.

Not long after they returned, I got the news that my mother had been removed from her stewardship, and my grandmother had slapped her in the mouth and locked her up for half a year.

Because of this incident, the relationship between her father and mother became cold, and her father couldn't forgive her, so he trusted her so much, but she secretly did such a thing, making him shameless to face the dedication of his brothers and younger siblings.

I didn't feel much, there was no joy or sadness, maybe it was really too much distance from each other, a stranger under one roof, that's all.

When the eldest brother got married, I went back to take a look, and I didn't talk to my mother, but the eldest brother said that the sky is falling and my brother is here, so I'm not afraid.

I think that my uncle and aunt are my relatives, my parents are my brothers, and I think it's a bit unfilial.

My father apologized to me, I didn't expect it to go so far, and gave me some money.

I don't blame my father, I don't blame my mother, fate is too shallow, my aunt said that there is no need to hate someone, hatred requires strength, energy and feelings, isn't it good to have time to do something else? Isn't it fragrant to earn more silver?

Hehe! The aunt is always cheerful, energetic and sunny.