She vaguely remembered the first time she and Hao Yiyi met.

It was the end of July in the middle of summer, when she led two newcomers to the R&D department to find him for a second review, when Hao Yiyi, who was nearly 1.8 meters old, was wearing a white shirt and her smooth and fair face met her eyes, her first feeling was that he was very handsome.

When Hao Yiyi talked to her with his calm and elegant conversation in the workplace, she felt that the person was very elegant.

When Hao Yiyi removed her surname for the first time and called her Xiaodi, she felt kind and warm.

When they went on their first date, and Hao Yiyi was scrambling to pay for her, she felt that he was very generous, at least not to pick the door.

When they went to climb the mountain for the first time, and she climbed halfway up the mountain to ride a tiger, Hao Yi stood beside her and took the trouble to encourage her, she felt that he was a responsible man.

When they went camping for the first time, and the two lonely men and widows stayed outside all night, and Hao Yiyi did nothing wrong with her, she felt that he was a real gentleman.

There are too many firsts, all about the memories of her and Hao Yiyi together.

Hao Yiyi has been deeply seared in her mind, buried in her life, and flowed into her blood, and she knows that it is impossible to linger in this life.

Gu Xiaodi sat on the sofa all night, and he went back to the bedroom before Hao Yiyi came out of the study.

When it was dawn, she sat on the bed in her bedroom, listening to the rustling of footsteps across the door, her eyes red again.

After a while, she heard the sound of the door closing again, and then wiped away her tears and walked out of the bedroom.

The home is still the same, the balloons she arranged on her wedding anniversary are still hanging high in the living room, and everything still looks so warm. But now everything is gone, it's no longer what it used to be.

In the end, she still couldn't escape the curse of the seven-year itch.

"Alas"

She sighed subconsciously, and rushed into the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Hao Tong.

After she sent Hao Tong to kindergarten, she called Feng Yaya, and she made an appointment with Feng Yaya on the phone, and at lunchtime, she would wait for her in the commercial café opposite Feng Yaya's company.

She urgently needed someone to calm her mood now, she was depressed, confused, and overwhelmed.

Yesterday, Hao Yiyi suddenly filed for divorce, which caught her off guard.

She never thought about divorcing Hao Yi anyway.

She really felt like the sky was falling! Her world was dark everywhere.

If, she really divorced Hao Yiyi? What about her children? This is the question she has been asking herself repeatedly last night without closing her eyes all night.

She has tried her best to create a beautiful childhood for Hao Tong all these years, a home full of happiness and happiness, and now all this will be shattered immediately.

She was terrified! The fear made her feel suffocated.

It doesn't matter what she does, but Hao Tong can't!

Absolutely not!

In Hao Tong's world, she just wants to give him the best, the most beautiful, the happiest, and the happiest time.

She didn't want Hao Tong to experience the lonely, indifferent life she once had without the love of her family.

I don't even want Hao Tong's world to have a little misfortune and flaws.

She sat helplessly in the car, clutching at her shoulder-length hair. The expression of pain on her face was hideous, unbridled and frenzied.

She sat helplessly, decadently, in the car in her underground garage downstairs, stupidly for a long, long time.

I even forgot the meeting time I made with Feng Yaya, until Feng Yaya's phone called and asked her if she had set off? It took her out of that thought.

She drove the car and absentmindedly drove towards the meeting place that Feng Yaya said.

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An hour later, in a café on the commercial street opposite Feng Yaya's company, Gu Xiaodi and Feng Yaya sat opposite each other in a sofa position in the back row by the window.

"What the hell is wrong with you, dear? It's only been two days since I saw you, how can you be so haggard? Feng Yaya looked at Gu Xiaodi, who was sitting opposite her with a pair of panda eyes, and asked with concern.

"Yaya, am I a particularly failed woman? Another particularly mournful woman? Gu Xiaodi uncharacteristically grabbed Feng Yaya's hand, looked at her with empty eyes and asked.

Obviously, Feng Yaya was frightened by Gu Xiaodi's movements and expressions in front of her eyes, she had known Gu Xiaodi for so many years, and she had never seen her so unbearable.

"Honey, what the hell has happened to you? Or was it hit by something? Why do you suddenly ask like that? Feng Yaya grabbed Gu Xiaodi's hands with concern and asked.

In the next second, Gu Xiaodi's silent tears rolled down one by one like beads with broken threads.

Seeing this, Feng Yaya became even more nervous, she looked at Gu Xiaodi and asked eagerly, "Don't cry, what's going on?" ”

"Hao Yiyi wants to divorce me." Gu Xiaodi lowered her head and said hoarsely.

"What? Divorce? Feng Yaya opened her mouth wide in surprise and subconsciously exclaimed.

Because her decibel was so high, the people around her who were enjoying lunch looked at them curiously.

Seeing this, Feng Yaya immediately saluted them apologetically, but Gu Xiaodi at this time seemed to be blind to everything around her.

"What's going on? Why do you want to divorce all of a sudden? Feng Yaya looked at Gu Xiaodi, who was uncertain, and eagerly lowered her voice and asked.

Gu Xiaodi was still depressed, crying silently, and did not speak.

Seeing this, Feng Yaya immediately sat down on the sofa next to Gu Xiaodi, gently took Gu Xiaodi into her arms, and gently patted her back.

In Feng Yaya's heart, she had already greeted Hao Yiyi's ancestors for eighteen generations.

Over the years, Gu Xiaodi has followed Hao Yiyi, busy with his family, and desperately making money, while he, Hao Yiyi, is basically a shopkeeper for family affairs.

Speaking of Hao, he is doing software development, and now he is in the position of manager, and his EQ and IQ should be very high.

But in Feng Yaya's eyes, she never thought so, she felt that Hao Yiyi was an idiot in life, the kind of pure idiot. I don't know how to cook by myself, and I always pick and choose to be the shopkeeper.

In Hao's world, there is only work and play.

Feng Yaya once reminded Gu Xiaodi that men can't get used to it. Especially for Hao, a selfish man like that.

But Gu Xiaodi felt that Hao Yiyi's work was a brain-burning work, and in terms of life, she didn't want him to bother his brain anymore.

Therefore, over the years, Gu Xiaodi has done everything she can and what she can't do, and even if the faucet at home is broken, she repairs it herself.

In Feng Yaya's eyes, Gu Xiaodi is really a very qualified wife, she really can't understand, what else is Hao Yiyi not satisfied? He even wants to file for divorce?

If you want to leave, Gu Xiaodi should propose it first, right? What qualifications does he have to bring it up? Feng Yaya thought about it in her heart, and let Gu Xiaodi cry in her arms for a while.

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Feng Yaya didn't eat lunch, so she hastily paid the bill, put her arm around Gu Xiaodi's shoulders and walked towards the park next to her company.

When she arrived at the park, Feng Yaya specially found a row of chairs with no one and pulled Gu Xiaodi to sit down.

"Can you say it now? There's no one here. Feng Yaya looked at Gu Xiaodi and asked compassionately.

Gu Xiaodi kept drooping her head, and after hearing Feng Yaya's voice, she sobbed her nose again, and then said with a cry: "Hao Yiyi said that my family is a group of wolves that can't be fed, and I am a wolf cub under the wolves who can't be fed." ”

"He's a brute! Don't listen to his. Feng Yaya couldn't help but scold.

Gu Xiaodi raised her head, looked at Feng Yaya and said with a sob: "My brother was in a car accident and needs money urgently, I took Hao Tong back to my hometown to deliver money two days ago, and Hao Yi sneered at me because of this." ”

Feng Yaya looked at her crying red eyes, and couldn't help but be angry and said, "Alas, let me say what is good about you?" Your family, especially your mother, is so confused! After so many years, I haven't exploited you less, right? You too, your heart is too kind, and you can't be ruthless. If you want me to say, you should have cut off their rations a long time ago, you are just too used to them, no wonder Hao Yiyi is angry. ”

Gu Xiaodi only cried and stopped making a sound.

Seeing this, Feng Yaya hugged Gu Xiaodi into her arms and said distressedly: "Alas, how much suffering do you say you have suffered over the years?" I feel distressed when I look at it, who has ever felt sorry for you? Did he Hao Yi really feel sorry for you once? As for your family's Hao Yi, I didn't like it at first, you have to hit the south wall, and you can't pull it back, and now you know that you regret it, right? ”

After Gu Xiaodi heard this, she cried bitterly again: "Yaya, he is divorced, what should I do with my child?" ”

"He's divorced? Why did he get divorced? What qualifies him to file for divorce? If you want to divorce, the initiative should also be yours, if he wants to really divorce, don't want to take away the house and car. Feng Yaya said angrily again.

"I don't want anything, I just want to give Hao Tong a complete family, a mother who loves him, and a father who loves him." Gu Xiaodi snuggled in Feng Yaya's arms and cried as she spoke.

"Don't cry, stop crying, everything will be fine." Feng Yaya comforted again.

I don't know how long Gu Xiaodi cried, until there were fewer and fewer people in the park, and only she and Feng Yaya were left, Gu Xiaodi wiped away her tears, looked at Feng Yaya and said, "You go to work, I guess I'm going to be late, I'm fine." ”

"Why don't I take a leave of absence to accompany you in the afternoon?" Feng Yaya asked tentatively again.

"I don't really need to, I just have to say it to you and cry." Gu Xiaodi barely squeezed out a smile and said to Feng Yaya.

"You are like this, wait for Hao Yiyi to come home in the evening, and then have a good talk with him. Does he say angry words or does he really think so? If he really wants to leave, then we'll find a way to deal with him. Feng Yaya said again.

"Well, I know, you can go to work with confidence."

"By the way, this is 100,000 yuan, you take it for urgent use first, don't have any pressure, and don't think about paying me back as soon as possible. There is no deadline for you to repay this money, and I can't see you suffering. As she spoke, Feng Yaya took out a file bag containing banknotes from her backpack and stuffed it into Gu Xiaodi's hand.

"Yaya, what are you doing here? I really have the money, and I haven't exhausted the mountains and rivers to this field. Gu Xiaodi choked up and stuffed the money back into Feng Yaya's hand.

"Take it, seeing that Hao Tong is going to elementary school after the New Year, there are more places to use money. Don't be polite to me. By the way, there's another important thing for you that I almost forgot. My husband's early education institution is recruiting, I asked him to reserve a position for you, with a monthly salary of 20,000 yuan, this job can completely allow you to have time to take care of Hao Tong, there is no conflict at all, you can also take Hao Tong there on weekends to learn English together. Look at it, if you want to go one day, just go directly to Han Shengwen. Feng Yaya said and stuffed the money to Gu Xiaodi.

Gu Xiaodi looked at Feng Yaya with tears in her eyes and choked up, "Yaya, why are you so good to me?" ”

"I'm not good to you, who is good to you? Silly girl. Who made me your best friend? I'm going to work, you can go back too, drive slower on the road. ”

Feng Yaya immediately fled from the park as she spoke, as if she was afraid that Gu Xiaodi would return the money to her again.

Gu Xiaodi looked at Feng Yaya's back, and then looked at the thick file bag in her hand, and her heart was sour.

"Yaya, if someone else had met such an unlucky girlfriend as me, I guess I would have broken off my friendship a long time ago, right? Where will you be like picking up a treasure, and you will be kind to me, aren't you also a stupid girl who is stupider than me? ”

Gu Xiaodi looked at the back and muttered in her heart with emotion, until the back disappeared from her sight, she got up from the row of chairs and walked in the direction where her car was parked.

That lonely and thin back looks even more thin and lonely in the silent park.