Chapter 13 You're not wrong, I'm tired
That night, Hao Yiyi returned home in the middle of the night as always.
Gu Xiaodi did not wait for him in the living room this time, but sat in the dark bedroom, listening intently to the movement outside.
When she heard Hao's "rustling" footsteps and the sound of "bang" the door of the study, her heart sank again.
I don't know how long time has passed, Gu Xiaodi, whose eyes are dry and dizzy, finally couldn't hold it anymore, she fell asleep on the bed.
It wasn't until the alarm clock "jingle bell" woke her up that she sat up from the bed in a daze, touched the corners of her eyes that were still wet with tears, she let out a long breath, then got up, gently opened the door, and walked to the study.
She stood at the door of the study, put her hand on the doorknob for a while, and took her hand away for a while, and after repeating these two movements a dozen times, she finally mustered up the courage to open the heavy door of her heart.
When she saw Hao Yiyi, who was sleeping on the sofa in the study and was snoring, her heart hurt like a knife.
She instinctively walked into him, approached him, slowly squatted down, looked at the person who was once familiar and could not be more familiar lying on the sofa, smelled the familiar and unfamiliar smell of him, and two lines of tears ran down her cheeks.
"I remember you said, I am the only dream in your life, you are too persistent, I am too easy to move, my eyes have been intoxicated, even the breath is very heavy, every feeling, is really owned, is it the heaviness of love, or it is difficult to control yourself, close your eyes, your heart is still faintly painful, who can tell me, what is wrong with us...... Crying hurts, crying hurts...... Love can't withstand torture, and a different way should make love last longer......"
Maybe when everyone's feelings are frustrated, there will always be a love song in their mind that is most suitable for their mood at that time, and I feel that every lyric in that song sings about myself at the moment.
The same is true for Gu Xiaodi at this time.
As soon as she entered the door and saw Hao Yiyi on the sofa in the study, her brain automatically played the sad love song "What's wrong with us".
It felt like every lyric could prick her every nerve, and her heartache tears rolled down one by one like beads of broken strings, splashing on the marble floor tiles.
I don't know if Gu Xiaodi's heart voice completely woke up the sleeping person on the sofa? Or did the familiar smell of being together for many years hit the taste buds of the sofa man? The man suddenly opened his eyes and woke up all at once.
He looked at Gu Xiaodi, who was squatting on the ground next to him, and a look of disdain flowed from his eyes.
He sat up straight, looked at Gu Xiaodi and said indifferently: "I will move to the company's dormitory today, you find a time, and we will go through the formalities." ”
Gu Xiaodi lowered her head, wiped the corners of her eyes, raised her head to look at Hao Yiyi and muttered, "Hao Yiyi, what's wrong with us?" Why did you and I become the way we are? Over the years, I have worked hard to run our small family, why did I end up like this? You tell me? What am I doing wrong? ”
Hao Yiyi looked at Gu Xiaodi, hesitated for a moment, and the corners of his mouth twitched, and then, he suddenly stood up from the sofa and walked towards the door of the study, when he walked to the door of the study, he stopped again, turned his back to Gu Xiaodi and coldly spit out eight words: "You're not wrong, I'm tired." ”
Hao Yiyi coldly dropped such a sentence, and closed the door of the study again with a "bang", completely disappearing from Gu Xiaodi's sight.
"He, he even said he was tired?" Gu Xiaodi repeated to herself suspiciously.
She couldn't understand the tiredness in Hao Yiyi's mouth, referring to his heart or body? However, whether it is mentally or physically, Gu Xiaodi has never put any pressure on him.
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Gu Xiaodi didn't make breakfast for Hao Tong, and bought a breakfast for Hao Tong directly at the door of their community.
When Hao Tong approached the entrance of the kindergarten, he looked at Gu Xiaodi's slightly red eyes and asked with concern, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" Didn't you sleep well last night? ”
"Huh? Mom slept well. Gu Xiaodi pretended to be puzzled and said.
"Then why are your eyes so red?" Hao Tong asked again.
"Oh, is it? It was probably because my mother used her eyes too much to read last night. Gu Xiaodi pretended to explain seriously.
"Then wait until you go home, mom will go and sleep well, Tongtong will be obedient at school." Hao Tong said compassionately.
"Well, thank you, baby." Gu Xiaodi couldn't help but snort.
What she can't hear now is her son's heartwarming words.
"Mom, is Dad going to leave work early tonight? I miss him. Hao Tong stood in front of Gu Xiaodi and asked again.
Gu Xiaodi's heart twitched, the question she was most afraid of would surround her like a devil from today onwards.
She sniffed her nose hard, pretended to look at Hao Tong calmly, and said, "Dad has been rushing to the project recently, and he's very busy." It is estimated that it will be a while before Tong Tong can see his father. ”
"Oh." Hao Tong lowered his head unhappily.
Gu Xiaodi felt very uncomfortable when she saw this, she forcibly held back the tears rolling in her eyes, gently stroked Hao Tong's hair and lied: "Tong Tong is good, Mom will let Dad pick up Tong Tong from school at night, okay?" ”
When Hao Tong heard this, he immediately grinned at Gu Xiaodi.
"Tong Tong, hurry up and go to class, otherwise, you will be late."
"Goodbye, Mom, I love you." After Hao Tong finished speaking, he smiled at Gu Xiaodi again, and suddenly rushed into the kindergarten.
Gu Xiaodi looked at the small back and quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"Well, how shall I speak to him?" She tortured herself again.
Yes, she didn't know how to explain to Hao Tong the current situation between her and Hao Yi.
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All morning, Feng Yaya's right eye kept jumping, and she sat in the office, and inexplicably began to worry about Gu Xiaodi.
Not much at eleven o'clock in the morning, she saw that the work at hand was almost busy, and finally picked up her mobile phone and dialed Gu Xiaodi's number.
Paradoxically, no one answered on the other end of the phone.
Feng Yaya couldn't help but chuckle in her heart, and immediately called Han Shengwen again.
"Hey, wife, what's wrong? I am in a meeting. Han Shengwen whispered on the other end of the phone.
"Husband, it's not good, I can't contact Xiaodi, nothing will happen to her, right?" Feng Yaya said eagerly and uneasily on the other end of the phone.
"You were shocked this day, Xiaodi didn't have anything to do, but in the end, you scared yourself out of the problem."
Obviously, there was a hint of reproach in Han Shengwen's tone.
"Husband, I'm worried that Xiaodi won't be able to accept the blow of life one after another, no one will watch the child, she just quit her job, her brother had a car accident, and now her husband, who has loved her for eight years, is divorcing her again. You say, why is her life so miserable? How could her luck be so bad? Alas, how can she be such a strong person, how can she accept this? Feng Yaya said almost with a cry on the other end of the phone.
"Car accidents? Divorce? ”
Han Shengwen subconsciously shouted on the other end of the phone, just like Feng Yaya's reaction yesterday.
At this time, on the other end of the phone, the people who were sitting with Han Shengwen in a meeting all looked at Han Shengwen curiously, and the one with the most surprised expression was Muyang.
Seeing this, Han Shengwen immediately covered the phone and said to those people: "You have a meeting first, and I have something to deal with." With that, he walked straight out of the office.
Mu Yang looked at Han Shengwen's back, with a contemplative expression on his face, and then had a meeting with the others.
"Husband, what should I do? What should I do if I can't contact Xiaodi? Feng Yaya shouted on the other end of the phone again.
"What's going on? When did all this happen? Why did Hao Yiyi suddenly want to divorce? Han Shengwen asked again on the other end of the phone.
"Just yesterday, Xiaodi came to me crying, and I found out about these things. The source is still because of Xiaodi's resignation, just Hao, the kind of person who can't endure a little hardship, can he have no opinion? In addition, Xiaodi's younger brother had just had a car accident and was in urgent need of money, Xiaodi just went home two days ago and sent a sum of money, and after Hao Yiyi found out, he couldn't stand it even more. Alas, in short, all these bad things are all in one piece. ”
Han Shengwen relieved on the other end of the phone again: "Wife, don't worry, Xiaodi is not so stupid, she won't do anything stupid." ”
"Alas, you said that Xiaodi is such a kind person, why did God treat her like this? Does she have to go through all kinds of suffering? It's so TMD's unfair, I look at it and my heart is congested. Feng Yaya couldn't help but shout and scold on the other end of the phone.
"Wife, listen to me, you must stay calm now. You believe me, Xiaodi will definitely be fine, she probably wants to be alone, and later, you can contact her again. ”
"Well, well, that's all there is to it. I'll contact her in another hour, and if I can't get in touch, I'll take a leave of absence in the afternoon and go to her house. ”
Han Shengwen said uncomfortably on the other end of the phone: "Well, okay." Feel free to contact me if you have a situation, you must not be in a hurry. ”
"Hmm."
After the two finished speaking, they hung up the phone.