Xia Nuanyan's body recovered a little, Shi Xilan brought Xia Nuanyan into the palace and lived in the snow house with her, after all, it was a good thing for the two women to get along with the injured Xia Nuanyan, and besides, Xia Nuanyan would only grieve day by day when she saw Jun Shinuo.

Shi Xilan knew that Xia Nuanyan loved and cherished talents, and always changed ways to make her happy every day, either it was a singing and dancing feast, or three or five literati got together to discuss literature, or directly asked Xia Nuanyan to teach the palace maid to play the piano and read and write, Shi Xilan was good, Xia Nuanyan didn't know, but if there was pain in the heart, it would be difficult to die.

After all the palace maids retreated, Xia Nuanyan stood up and walked to the palace door, she sighed softly, "The flowers in front of the door are blooming in season, people are not things and things are not in the past, if you say that yesterday was ruthless, why not complain." ”

Shi Xilan took a shaker and put it on Xia Nuanyan, Xia Nuanyan smiled back gently, and then said, "Sister, people will always change, you say, one day, will we be like strangers?" ”

"Fool, how can it be, no matter what situation we find ourselves in in the future, I will never forget your kindness to me, and I will never forget it." Shi Xilan pulled Xia Nuanyan's body, and said seriously, she tried to make Xia Nuanyan understand that in her heart, whether she was the mother of the world or the lady in distress, Xia Nuanyan still occupied the same position, even if King Chu Kang said that Xia Nuanyan would not be allowed to leave the Chu State, but she never participated in this matter.

Xia Nuanyan's mouth was stiff, she used to believe that in this world, there are unchanged feelings, and later, after experiencing so many twists and turns with Jun Shinuo, she still can't resist a word of kindness, she began to be afraid and believed in feelings.

"Laughing at what?" Shi Xilan spoke.

"I suddenly remembered that it was also here, and it was only me and you, I had said something, and if I had always believed what I said, maybe, it would not have been so embarrassing."

"What?"

"I said, feelings, it's really a rotten thing, and there is another sentence," Xia Nuanyan took a breath, moved her lips, and then said, "Jun Shinuo is really not a thing, you say, if I firmly believe from beginning to end, Jun Shinuo is really not a thing, how good would it be." ”

Shi Xilan clasped her hands around her chest, Xia Nuanyan's words, she suddenly felt a burst of coolness invade, this coolness swept up from her heart, and then, invaded every part of her body.

"Nuan Yan, what should I say about feelings," Shi Xilan sorted out her thoughts for a while, organized her language, and then said, "Let me tell you this, feelings, it is originally a matter of two people, if one person insists on being too serious, in the end, it is always two people who are hurt, do you think that Zhuang Wang Ye is not injured?" ”

Xia Nuanyan looked sideways and glanced at Shi Xilan, her eyes contained a trace of unclear questioning, and then, she was relieved, she shrugged her shoulders, and smiled very lightly, "Sister, you don't know, along the way, my relationship with Shinuo is just my own business, when I have words to look at the moon, it is my forbearance step by step, and it is also my little retreat, when I don't have words to look at the moon, it is my long-term thoughts alone, and it is my sleepless night." ”

Xia Nuanyan breathed a sigh of relief and continued, "Now, it has always been a matter of two people, but it is still me alone who is strongly supporting this relationship, Jun Shinuo, what has he done, or rather, what does he regard me as?" ”

"Lord Zhuang hasn't treated you badly these days, has he?"

"But, it's not kind either, is it?" Xia Nuanyan deliberately raised her eyebrows and smiled wantonly, "He just treats me as a plaything, when he is happy, he picks it up, he has fun, and when it is necessary to make sacrifices, he never thought about me, maybe, I was really, too seriously before, I will feel that love is the air we breathe, indispensable or, now, it should be understood, without love, maybe, I can still live a long time, at least, I can still live." ”

"You mean, give up on Zhuang Wangye?" Shi Xilan asked in surprise.

"Otherwise, what can I do, I don't have the strength to go any further." Xia Nuanyan tightened and trembled, but felt that the wind was still pervasive, so cold that her heart trembled, "In the past few days, I am thinking about it when I fall asleep, I am also thinking about it when I wake up, I am also thinking about it when I am busy, and I have to think about it when I am free, I have been thinking about this question, and later, I finally figured it out, let go, it is good for us." ”

Shi Xilan opened her mouth, and she had prepared a bunch of words, but under Xia Nuanyan's indifferent expression, she couldn't say half a sentence.

Many things are so funny, persuading others is always very simple, using it on yourself, but you can't convince yourself, everyone knows that Xia Nuanyan can speak well, but when it comes to herself, she can't say a word softly, she is so sensible that it makes people feel cold.

Compared with Shi Xilan, Xia Nuanyan smiled easily, putting it down, it was more difficult than picking it up, now, she thought about it, it takes a lot of courage to let go of this eight-year love, fortunately, she can still smile and say, let go!

Shi Xilan crossed her fingers and hesitated for a long time before she said decisively, "Nuan Yan, don't blame me for not reminding you, if you want to give up this marriage with Prince Zhuang, it's not just as simple as a letter of resignation, you have to know that you are close to each other, not that you can be reconciled if you leave, it's so easy." ”

"I know!" Before Shi Xilan finished speaking, Xia Nuanyan had already answered crisply, she turned her head to look at Shi Xilan, "I know, the emperor must have told you something, for example, to bless the world." Xia Nuanyan saw Shi Xilan nodding silently, she continued, "The emperor wants to use an in-law to force me to let go, in fact, I am not what he said, the nobles of Chu State, everything I did before was just for Jun Shinuo, and now, I can't do anything for Jun Shinuo anymore, so, as far as Chu State is concerned, I am nothing at all." ”

"However, the emperor insists on believing that you are a nobleman, then you are undoubtedly a nobleman, as soon as the king's mouth is opened, he will never be able to take it back, if the emperor does not let you go, do you think, can you really go?"

"If the emperor doesn't let it go, Prince Zhuang will let it go, just do it, I believe that he will let me go, and he will definitely let me go." Xia Nuanyan bit her lip lightly, and when she said this, she smiled self-deprecatingly.

As long as Jun Shinuo let her go, and did not immediately report to King Chu Kang, she would definitely be able to live and stay away from Chu State, and Xia Nuanyan felt that Jun Shinuo would definitely let her go, it was nothing more than worry, Jun Shinuo owed her a life, it was just that simple, that's all, it had nothing to do with love!