Chapter XXVIII
She couldn't let go of her dignity to love Gu Chenyu, she was afraid that she would lose even her dignity in the end. She can't afford it, the only thing she has now is dignity.
So we can't even lose the last dignity, Gu Chenyu is like this between us, and there is no need to continue walking.
Su Qianxi's heart hurts when she thinks of separating between them, but the thought of the intimacy between them makes her heart ache even more. She is not his best lover after all, so separation should be the best choice between them.
This is something she has decided before, isn't it, and now that the children are gone, she shouldn't have anything to worry about, so be it, there's no need to continue to entangle.
But it would still be sad to think about it, so Su Qianxi lay on the bed, and she could allow herself to cry for that man one last time.
Just when Su Qianxi was sad about Gu Chenyu's relationship, Fang Musen came in. "Qianxi, hurry, you hurry up and go with me, your mother can't do it." Pull Su Qianxi and hurry up.
Su Qianxi was still quite confused, but when she heard Fang Musen say that her mother might not be able to do it, she quickly shook off Fang Musen's hand and ran directly. No, mom can't, you have to wait for me.
Fang Musen saw that Su Qianxi had already run wildly, so he hurriedly followed. He had tried his best to rescue him just now, but looking at Su Mu's situation, he knew that there was no way out, so he hurried over to find Su Qianxi.
He was afraid that Su Qianxi would definitely regret if he couldn't see his mother for the last time, so he had to make Su Qianxi faster.
Su Qianxi ran away as much as she could because she was afraid that she wouldn't see her for the last time, she couldn't believe that her mother, who was originally good, was going to be critically ill now, and she was very afraid of what to do if she really couldn't see her.
Su Qianxi didn't dare to stay at all, and if he left regrets for himself, he would not forgive himself in this life.
"Mom, Mom, ...... you" As soon as Su Qianxi arrived, she broke into the rescue room directly. I saw that my mother's vital signs were gradually lowering.
"I was in a hurry to rescue and didn't notify you, so ...... You hurry up and accompany your aunt now, she ......" Fang Musen said as he watched Su Qianxi standing at the door without going in.
"My mom she! I'm scared! Su Qianxi said scaredly, although he said that he would have to face this day sooner or later, but when this day came, he was so caught off guard.
She was still sad because of Gu Chenyu just now, if she knew that her mother was going to ...... She wouldn't be sad for her own feelings, but now she couldn't go in and face all this.
"Qianxi, if you don't go in again, you may really not be able to see your aunt for the last time." Although he knew that this was cruel, he had to do it, he was really afraid that Su Qianxi would regret it in the end.
"Is it really not going to work?" Su Qianxi looked at Fang Musen and asked expectantly, she thought that she would have a chance to wake up just like every rescue before, so she still couldn't accept this matter now.
"Qianxi, you have to accept it, listen to me, go in!" Fang Musen looked at Su Qianxi's expectant look and pushed her in ruthlessly.
Su Qianxi saw her mother's appearance clearly when she went in, her mother had been taken care of very well before, why is she so thin now?
"Mom, Mom, did you promise me well, you promised me that you will definitely get better, right?" Su Qianxi hadn't seen her mother wake up for many years, and now she couldn't help crying when she saw her mother looking at her.
"Xixi, my mother knows that you have suffered during this time, and my mother can hear your voice, but I just can't wake up, and I can't help it. Obedient, Xixi, Mom is just going somewhere else, I promise you will take a good look at you, okay? Su's mother said.
"Mom, aren't you very good now, I know you're just joking with me, right, I'll be obedient, Mom, don't lie to me, okay?" Su Qianxi looked at her mother and cried.
She looked at her mother very well, she had been looking forward to her mother opening her eyes for so many years, was this the case at the last moment, she couldn't accept it.
"Xixi, listen to your mother, as long as you are a good mother, you can rest assured, you must live your life happily, as long as you are happy, as long as you don't regret it, your mother's daughter is the most well-behaved, and your mother believes in you, right?" Su's mother said softly.
She also knows that she is the last day, and she always has a lot to say, and she can't wait to say all the words that have been accumulated for so many years today. The most worrying thing for her now is Qianxi.
She has been obedient since she was a child, no matter what she has ever done, it has never worried her, it is because of her that she will affect her, and now she can finally be free, and letting go of herself is also letting go of Qianxi.
"Mom, no, if you leave, I really won't have any relatives, no, you promise to accompany me!" Su Qianxi looked at her mother and said the last words and said scaredly.
"I know, I know you're going to be scared, people will have this day, and mom can't be with you for the rest of your life, right? So mom just takes the first step, you must be happy, this is mom's greatest wish. Promise your mother, your mother is gone, you must take care of yourself, okay? Su's mother said.
Su Qianxi took her mother's hand and cried on the hospital bed. "Mom, but I'm afraid, I won't have anything to rely on after you're gone, Mom, Mom?" Su Qianxi said this, no one responded to her, she found that the hand in her hand was slowly cold, and she hadn't reacted yet.
"The patient is confirmed dead!" The nurse next to her gave Su Qianxi an important blow.
"No, mom won't, mom won't, mom, wake up, wake up!" Su Qianxi looked up at her mother, who had closed her eyes, out of control, and wanted to wake up Su's mother.
"Qianxi, don't be like this, if you do this, your aunt won't feel at ease, you believe her, she will definitely watch you from the sky, she is still by your side, you just let her rest in peace!" Fang Musen came up to stop Su Qianxi and said.
Su Qianxi couldn't stand it when she watched the nurse cover Su's mother's head, she couldn't believe it, she couldn't accept the fact that her mother had left.
"Brother Mu Sen, go and take a look, my mother must be lying to me, you help me take a look, I'm not worried." Su Qianxi looked at Fang Musen and pleaded.
"Qianxi, you have to accept it, this is what your aunt wants you to do, do you want her to worry!" Fang Musen said.