Chapter Twenty-Nine: Discouraged
"No, Mom won't leave me, she's just joking!" Su Qianxi couldn't accept this matter, and fainted directly.
When Fang Musen saw her like this, he hurriedly hugged her to rest, he knew that she would definitely not be able to accept it now, she had a hard time accepting Su's mother's illness before, how could she accept this kind of thing so quickly now!
Su Qianxi slowly woke up, and saw that she was in the hospital before that she felt that everything before was not a dream, her mother, really gone, really gone, she had been working hard for so many years just to let her get up and see her, but I didn't expect it to be in this way.
If she knew that this was the case, she would rather her mother not have to open her eyes for the rest of her life, so that her mother could still exist. Now I can't even touch my mother, and the feeling of despair when my mother's hand is cold from her hand will never be forgotten in my life.
As soon as Fang Musen came in, he looked at Su Qianxi, looking at the ceiling with his eyes open, and tears kept flowing. This kind of Su Qianxi is very worrying, if the person who has always relied on for survival in a person's heart is suddenly gone, then this person will be closed, and he doesn't want Su Qianxi to have an accident.
"Qianxi, I know that you are very sad now, and I also know that this is a big blow to you, but you have to face it, and you still need to live well, and living is the greatest comfort to your aunt.
Have you forgotten, her only wish is that you are fine, you must be happy and happy. Fang Musen said earnestly.
She must be given hope to live, and she is really a little disheartened to look at her now. It would only be better if she came out on her own.
"Brother Mu Sen, I know, I need to vent now, you don't have to worry about me, I will definitely be fine. But what should I do, I don't have any relatives in the future, generals, none of them. Su Qianxi said.
All the people who were important to her are now gone, the children are gone, and the mother is gone, which is too unfair to her. Why take all her stuff back?
If her mother was still there, her heart would be a little calmer, she wouldn't be so afraid, and she would remind herself to be strong, but now she can't even touch her mother's hand, she has nothing to rely on.
"Qianxi, you have to believe that your mother is still there, she is just guarding you in another way, as long as you are always good, she will be able to see it." Fang Musen comforted.
"Shallow light." Song Zixiu suddenly appeared and said.
It's been a long time since he was simple Qianxi, it should have been a month since the last time they met, and there has been no news from Qianxi this month, making him think that something happened to her.
Song Zixiu was worried about Su Qianxi, so he asked people to investigate Su Qianxi's recent movements. Although he knew that Su Qianxi was married, he just wanted to know her safety, and he would definitely not disturb her.
But when he learned that Su Qianxi's mother had died, he felt that he should come to see it at this time, and it should be okay to care about it as a friend, so Song Zixiu came over without hesitation.
It was not easy to find the place where Su Qianxi was, and his heart hurt when he saw her so sad.
"Zixiu, why are you here?" Su Qianxi asked very stunned.
"I'll take a look at you, I already know about my aunt, I came here because I was worried about you, so don't be angry." Song Zixiu said worriedly, he was afraid that Su Qianxi would not welcome him here.
"Zixiu, why do you say that, how can you be angry when you come to see me? Thank you. Su Qianxi said gratefully. It was at this moment that she felt that her heart was warm, she had so many friends, and her friends cared about her so much, what was there not to be satisfied with.
It's just that the person he was expecting in his heart didn't appear, and now he should be comforting the woman he loves. So everything that happened here has nothing to do with him, it's all like this, why does this damn heart still have expectations.
Su Qianxi, you have to come to your senses, the person you like doesn't like you, or even doesn't care about you, and the care you took during the previous period was just doing his own responsibility.
Now you don't need him to be responsible, or he doesn't want to be responsible for you, he can be with the person he likes, and that's good for you, isn't it? Su Qianxi said to herself in her heart.
But my heart is still sore, the tears on my face have never stopped, allow yourself to cry once, it's really the last time, Mom, I will definitely be fine, you don't have to worry.
"Qianxi, mourning." Song Zixiu said.
"I see, Zixiu, thank you for coming." Su Qianxi said. "Do you have any other jobs lately?" Su Qianxi asked.
"What's wrong?" Song Zixiu asked.
"Without me, I'm just worried about your work, afraid of delaying your work." Su Qianxi said.
Su Qianxi had to do this, she couldn't take Song Zixiu's kindness to her for granted, she was really afraid that Song Zixiu's heart would be wasted on her, and she had no heart to repay him.
So you have to distinguish clearly, if you can, I hope he can die for him, don't waste time on her all the time, she is no longer worthy of others to be so good to her, it is better not to reciprocate.
"Qianxi, how can you be like this, you don't need to see me, I'll come and see if my friend's work is not so important to me. Friends should help each other, right? Song Zixiu knew what Su Qianxi meant.
Song Zixiu, you really don't have any charm now, and you are disgusted when you go in a hurry. If that's the case, it's best to be a friend, so that you can be by her side and care for her as a friend.
"Zixiu, thank you." Su Qianxi looked at him gratefully and said.
"Brother Mu Sen, I'll leave my mother's affairs to you." Su Qianxi can't watch her mother slowly disappear like this now, so she can only let Fang Musen do it for her. Fang Musen is now like her own brother.
"I know, you can just rest well, and leave my mother's affairs to me!" Fang Musen said softly. He knew what Su Qianxi meant, that is, he regarded him as his own brother, and there was nothing wrong with being an elder brother.
At least you can have a direct relationship with her, you can always guard her, love her, and don't let her get hurt, this is already the best, and loving someone to make her good is the most important thing.
Su Qianxi looked at the two men in front of her, she felt guilty, she had nothing to repay them, so she could only quickly cut through the mess and let them stop being tempted by her, and this short meeting made the two men understand.