Early in the morning, she woke up from Chen Bowen's bed, she heard the sound of rustling downstairs, mixed with the sound of talking, she got up and came to the stairs, and saw a strange woman sitting in the living room downstairs. She seemed to be sweating last night, and she couldn't help coughing a few times.

The strange woman looked up at her when she heard the noise, and she was immediately stunned. Like, too similar, her mind immediately appeared the face of her aunt, but how could it be an aunt? She died many years ago. She retreated to her room and sat on the edge of the bed, letting herself sink into her memories.

A few years ago, one day when she was still studying in college, the demon wind in C City was everywhere that day, and it was dark and dark. She trudged from the water room to the apartment building, carrying two bottles of boiling water, and a dusty woman stood in the lobby on the first floor, who she still recognized after two years of not seeing her.

She exclaimed in surprise, "Aunt Xiaohe! But she walked over unhurriedly and hooked her shoulder, and said, "Girl, I almost didn't recognize you." I've been waiting for you for a long time, and your dormitory manager and aunt have been staring at her as a lawbreaker for a long time! The question she was about to open was immediately transformed into laughter by Xiao Heyi.

The aunt slung the bag over her thin shoulder and took the water bottle on her left hand. After she greeted the dormitory manager on the side, she led her upstairs excitedly.

The aunt put the water bottle down next to the wall, looked around and saw no one else, she quickly explained: "They went to KTV, there are too many people there, she doesn't like it." It's either that she doesn't like to play with them, or it's too noisy and messy. The curtain was held up as a flag by the wind, and she closed the glass door.

"Okay then, she'll take you to play. She saw that there was a roadside Malatang near the school. Let's go, it's almost seven o'clock."

She smiled and agreed, hurriedly went to the bathroom to look in the big mirror, and lifted the messy bangs to the top of her head with a headband.

When the door was locked, she asked her, "Auntie, why did you come to school?" Aren't you at work? ”

"Come and see you! Fortunately, she still has the address to send you the book. Is it locked? Let's go, let's go. ”

They asked for all kinds of animals and plants on land, water and air, and put them on a large plate, "Auntie, is her mother okay now?" I had a big argument with her before, she said that she wanted to take the graduate school of Chinese across majors, and she said that she was crazy. ”

"Don't worry, your mom is fine. She also asked her to tell you that although the Chinese department is much less popular than the finance department, she will support you to do what you like. She loves you so much, don't make her angry anymore. ”

Her love for words has always been defined by her mother, who has been dealing with numbers for half her life, as not doing her job properly, and it is a coffin. When the expression on her mother's face could not be described as hating iron and not steel, but beating her as iron, it was her aunt who helped her out: "Her wish when she was young was to be a writer, and it was the kind that turned all beings upside down." ”

"Is it so good to be a writer? Xiaohe, do you look at what essay title she wrote, "Happiness", is this what a high school student said? No wonder your teachers ask parents to sign the test papers, why don't you dare to look for your dad and run to the office to find her. ”

Later, she told her aunt that she was disgusted with those mediocre essay generic topics, and that "" was not an action, but an attitude. The aunt shook off the cone in her hand with a smile, she was stunned for a second, and then she couldn't straighten up with a smile, completely ignoring her mother's sharp eyes.

In fact, she has no blood relationship with Xiaohe, she has the same surname as her mother and colleague, and not long after she got married, she said that she called her aunt to be close.

They often met during the winter and summer vacations, she brought her taro cones, she used the office computer to show her the little-known web pages, she was fascinated by the amazing authors and amazing words, which was the new world she opened up for her. She didn't know at the time that when her face was illuminated by a computer screen, her face had been illuminated by her face, just like the person who watched the scenery became someone else's landscape.

But she knew that she was now walking on a path that was contrary to her wishes, and when she heroically declared to them that the economics major was a betrayal of the liberal arts, she was also afraid that she would eventually bear this natural betrayal, such as her aunt.

Before leaving, they asked for two bottles of snowflakes, and the aunt bargained with the proprietress, and the good-natured proprietress said that it was not easy to do a small-cost business, and she was unhurried and smiling when she spoke, and she quickly lost the battle.

There were a few lonely stars hanging in the night sky, and there was no wind. She deliberately took her a long detour back to school, even if there was as little conversation on the road as there were tonight's stars. She drank the beer one by one, and the bitter water in her stomach was cut off and the water flowed even more.

She stood at the gate of the school and waved to her aunt: "She still remembers what you said about turning sentient beings upside down." ”

"Then do you remember what she said about the heroes of the end? Let's go back so late," and then unintentionally lifted the leather strap on his shoulder and walked in the direction of the hotel.

Back in the dormitory, the roommates excitedly discussed who was Mai Ba and who sang badly, after the lights went out, she lay on the bed and tossed and turned over, unable to sleep, took out her mobile phone to send her a text message, her eyes were stung defenselessly by a small piece of intruding light.

"Did you really come to see her?" After sending it, she was afraid of being rude, so she hurriedly posted again: "She said, it was too sudden." ”

"Silly boy, hurry up and go to sleep." She replied quickly, and she guessed that she must not have fallen asleep, after all, it was past 1 o'clock.

She dreamed of a bumpy green train carrying her and Chen Hua to an unknown place, and an earthquake was encountered on the way, and they fell into a deep cliff screaming with a full car full of passengers. When I woke up from my dream, it was already light.

The girl on the opposite bed let out a slight snoring sound, and she put her palms to her chest, feeling the rhythm of a lump together. She thought to herself, Chen Hua, even if her body is resting, her heart is still thinking about you. Chen Hua is her ex-boyfriend, and she has never been able to let him go.

The next day, they wandered around the garden all morning, with a large number of blooming flowers and a large number of tourists enjoying the flowers, and in the afternoon she had to go back to school for high math class, and she told her the bus route to the school, and she said: "Yesterday you were treated, today she invited, and they leave school at half past five." ”

"Alright, alright." The aunt pushed her onto the bus and turned away after the door closed.

As soon as the painful high math class ended, she rode her bicycle to the school gate, and looked around for a long time before she saw her aunt wearing a straw hat decorated with large plastic peony flowers walking towards her.

She pushed the car over and laughed at her: "This hat park is everywhere, vulgar is dead", she frowned, smashed her mouth, and said, "How can a child talk to an adult?" She's starving, let's forage for food. "Yes!" She stepped into the car seat and motioned for her aunt to get into the car.

She carried her aunt and gradually felt strained, complaining that she had forgotten to pump the tires. But she pedaled hard, not daring to let her breathing look heavy, and the aunt sat quietly in the back seat, leaning her shoulders on her back like a friend who had a tacit understanding for many years.

Passing by No. 1 Middle School, she staggered through groups of students, the car bell jingling. The dark-skinned boy with the basketball in his hand turned sideways and avoided them in a chic manner, which surprised and delighted the aunt.

"Auntie asked you, you're a sophomore, have you met anyone you like in college?"

"No, it's boring, okay?" "Ah" is a terrible word in the mood, powerless and helpless.

Then, my aunt told me about an incident from her school days. When she was in elementary school, she had a crush on a boy in her class, and then they became classmates in the second year of high school, and she often wrote notes to him in math class, because she hated math class the most, and she was bored to death, and after passing it a few times, she finally mustered up the courage to tell him, she liked you very much in elementary school, and they were really fateful.

Because she was embarrassed, she replaced the Chinese word "like" with like, and she was uneasy in that class, and the note did not come to her again until the end of class. After school, it was their turn to clean up the column, and there were not many people in her class at that time, there were only 6 people in a column. She didn't know what she was thinking at the time, so she subconsciously looked at the boy's drawer in the back row.

Sure enough, she found her note, crumpled, and only her confession lay on it in shame. You know, she was so mad that she ran up to him and threw her broom on the ground, smashing the note in his frightened face. In fact, they sat down for a long time, and after physical education class, he put a bottle of ice water on her desk, and often handed her joke books from under the desk.

But because he peeked at her secret and easily broke her girlish feelings, she ignored him until the last day of her sophomore year of high school. Now that I think about it, naïve, really naïve. However, if she had been a little thicker, maybe she would have been the boy who sat behind her. She said earnestly that at her age, she will truly understand that happiness is all you have.

Hearing this, she stopped laughing. She silently recited Chen Hua's name, but she still couldn't forget your breath, it was powerful and full, crashing into her lower abdomen and rushing to her throat.

It is said that spring in City C is like four seasons, yesterday's demon wind and dark clouds are replaced by today's clear and idle clouds, and her heart spreads like bacteria in the evening breeze with a suitable temperature, and then, with the connivance of the evening glow, devours her.

"Auntie," she turned her face slightly and asked, "Does your husband know?" How did he react? As he spoke, the hair on his sideburns slipped down and he took the opportunity to tickle his face.

"Why should I tell him my stupid things, I always think she is bad at everything. He's ......" The aunt dragged out a long tone and dragged it into a sigh. "Where the hell are you going to sell her, why haven't you seen anything to eat!" The sigh stopped abruptly, and the tone rose an octave.

"When you arrive, do you see the red sign in front of you? Small street potstickers, super delicious. She stretched out her arms and pointed over, barely clenching the front of the car.

Although she was still very sleepy at that time, she thought that one day she would also experience her aunt's experience.

After eating and drinking, they went to the opposite side of the city hall to see the musical fountain, and the water column in the middle was so high that it caused a cheer among the people, and the water droplets splashed on her face, slowly flowing down the lines of tears, and when they slid to the corners of her mouth, she stuck out her tongue and licked it, like tears. She let go of her aunt's arm and wiped the remaining droplets clean. The aunt turned her face sideways and smiled at her, although the smile was vague, she could also smell the tiredness inside.