I thought it should be a happy ending, but I didn't expect it to end in tragedy.

I had called my aunt to tell her what was on her mind, but she didn't say anything.

I don't know her expression at the time, and what she was thinking.

But I guess she should be the same as me, the same expression, the same thoughts, because we both lost our families.

The rest of the story, I was in a daze, but I knew that after taking care of everything, it was already five o'clock in the morning when I got home.

The house always feels deserted, probably because the lights are not turned on.

And the tide probably fell asleep too, so I didn't plan to turn on the lights.

But when I walked up the stairs, there was a figure in the middle, just like I would have met when I came home late.

But when I looked closely, I found that the figure was a little smaller,

"Xi, why haven't you rested yet?"

I tried to make my tone as normal as usual, and even the expression on my face was slightly similar to usual.

"I'm waiting for my brother and sister Xinran"

But when I heard this, I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart,

I approached a little, bent down and picked up the tide,

"Sister Xinran, I've traveled to a far away place"

Even if it's a fourth-grade child, Xi's weight is still a little light, and he can easily pick it up.

But I felt a very heavy weight on my shoulders.

"Oh, why doesn't Sister Xinran come with us?"

"Because Sister Xinran has grown up, there is also someone who needs to do something."

"Hmm...... Oh well."

The moment I finally carried Xi back to the room and put her on the bed, I felt like I was relieved.

"Good night, Shio"

"Well, good night, brother"

I rubbed her face slightly, then gently closed the door to the room,

Turning around, I had to lean against the wall, gasping for air, like I had run an ultramarathon.

I'm glad that the current tide is just like me in the past, and I don't know the true meaning of the word "leave", so I can live hard without the slightest resentment.

But the discomfort may be better, after all, she lost her relatives at a young age and didn't know it.

I happened to pass by Xinran's room when I was about to go back to the room, but her door was indeed half-hidden, probably because I forgot to close it after the tide opened.

I tried to close the door, but my hand stopped on the doorknob.

I basically didn't go to Xinran's room before, because then I would definitely be scolded for being "perverted" and then hated by her.,

However, this time can I take a look at it a little bit and feel her temperature a little more,

It's like masochism, knowing that I'm going to be sad, but I'm still reluctant to let go.

Xinran's room seems to have basically not changed, and there seems to be a smell of her in the room, which makes me think,

"She's just out playing, she'll be home soon"

Such an illusion,

On the bed is her favorite doll bear, almost as tall as her, and it was also a birthday present I gave her last year.

At the time, I thought I was a child, and I was still depressed, but I still liked it

"I'll buy you lots and lots of things you like, and you'll come back, okay?"

Even if that's the case, it's hard for me to even speak,

But when I was about to leave the room, I found a slightly obtrusive iron box on the bookcase.

I remember the last time I saw her box, she snatched it like a calf and said to me angrily

"This is my treasure!"

It must probably be a very precious thing, but if you look at it now, you shouldn't be scolded by her.

Then take a sneak peek.

Open the box, there are only a few old photos inside, and a small book,

But when I picked up the photo, my hands couldn't help but tremble.

The little girl in each photo is following the little boy, pulling the corner of his clothes, hiding weakly behind him, very scared of life.

But the little girl is Xinran, and the little boy is me.

My throat choked, and at this moment I felt like I couldn't say anything, but it seemed that there were many, many memories in my brain, which belonged to me and her.

Her last sentence "I like you"

It was like grabbing my heart, it was harder than dying, and the feeling came back again, but I still tried to support my body.

I picked up the small notebook and flipped through a page at random, which seemed to be a diary.

June 30, Sunny:

Today is really a very hot weather, but today I still went out for a picnic, with Brother Yechen, I have always liked to follow Brother Yechen, Brother Yechen took me to catch cicadas, I knew that I was afraid of insects, I cried, but Brother Yechen bought me ice cream and told me stories, but what, with Brother Yechen, today is still a very happy day.

December 31, Sunny:

Although the weather is sunny today, it's still a little cold, after all, it's winter, but tonight I plan to wait for the New Year's bell with Brother Yechen, although Brother Yechen plays with me, but I'm still too sleepy, so I slept all night with Brother Yechen, although I didn't wait for the New Year's bell, but I can be with Brother Yechen, I'm still very happy.

March 20, rain:

Because of my uncle, Brother Yechen brought Xi to live in my house, although I was very happy, but when I saw Brother Yechen was very sad, there were a lot of words choked in my throat, I didn't know what to do to help him......

I have probably written something from when I was a child to the present, even if some dates are not available, but some days, are the days when I am by her side,

No matter which page you turn in the diary, it's all about me and her or about me,

"Xinran, thank you, if you can, this is also my precious treasure"

Once I think about it, I can't help but cry down,

Finally, he could no longer support his body, pinched the photos and notebooks tightly, and the whole person had to kneel on the ground.

Whether it was or now, it turns out that I am not nothing, those love that I can't perceive has always been by my side, but I haven't had time to cherish it, but I am facing loss, what do I want me to do?