"Hello, may I ask who is Ye Xinran's family?"

The lights in the operating room finally dimmed, and I didn't know how I survived these days, probably because of a lifetime.

I haven't called my aunt yet, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to say, I don't know what tone to use, we are all the same, we are all people who can't experience loss, it's hard to imagine the days when we can't see the light of day, but now it's a real experience.

"I am!"

The doctor in a white coat with a protective buckle came out, I could not see anything in his eyes or expression, I was just trying to look for good news from him, but apparently to nothing.

"Doctor, how's she?"

I felt that the doctor's next words were not only about her life and death, but also about the life and death of our family.

The doctor's eyes changed slightly, and he swept my face slightly, probably wondering if I, who looked like a high school student, could afford it

"Sorry, we tried our best, maybe, we won't survive tonight"

My internal organs began to churn, was there something pouring out of my body, was it blood or my heart?

I didn't doubt the doctor's words, but I still had a hint of illusion.

I was the only one in the intensive care unit, and everyone else was driven away by me, because Xinran needed a good rest, and they would only disturb Xinran,

The number of tubes is connected between Xinran and the machine, maintaining a slightly faint curve on the machine's display, but that is the only fact that can tell me that Xinran has not left me.

Slightly brushing away her bangs, since when did she not look at her so closely and carefully?

Fingertips slid slightly over the bloodless cheeks

There is still no trace of a car accident on his body, but he is just asleep, and sure enough,

"My sister is still so cute"

Slightly cover the pair of soft little hands that have no warmth at all,

Ah, I have to sigh that the little girl who held my hand and followed me when I was a child has grown so big,

When you wake up, I must be the first to say "good morning" to you,

Don't be afraid even if you have a nightmare, I'll be by your side, absolutely, absolutely,

But, but, obviously just asleep, but why, I am so sad,

Why do I burst into tears?

I put on the necklace that Xinran gave me, and sure enough, my sister's eyes are really good, and she is really beautiful.

"Thank you for the gift, I love it, Xinran"

There was only a mechanical voice in the ward, and I didn't dare to cry at all, so I held back my tears,

Because if she wakes up and sees me crying, she will be very uncomfortable.

I must be a strong brother to her,

But, however, if you can't wake up,

Then we should be here, what should we do?

We are a family, so we can't lose anyone, no matter when, we have to be together,

"We can't live without you"

I finally couldn't hold back my tears, like a river dam bursting its banks, crying like a child,

I didn't have any concept of the death of my relatives when I was a child, even when my grandparents died, there were no tears, but when my father died, I really felt the pain of my relatives' departure.

"I can't live without you"

When you wake up, let's go to the amusement park together, okay?

When you wake up, let's go on a trip together as a family, okay?

When you wake up, I want to eat your cooking again, okay?

But no matter how much I say, I know, she can't answer me,

It's like Sleeping Beauty, all my words can't be conveyed to her,

There was even a strange thought in my head,

How nice it would be if I could die in your place,

Such thoughts are like the devil, taking root in the bottom of my heart, enveloping my heart in it,

Such an extremely irresponsible thought probably suppressed my breathing tubes, so it was so difficult to breathe.

However, this is not possible.

If......

Even if the brain is chaotic, do you still feel it suddenly?

There seemed to be a slight touch in his hand, as if,

It seems that I have woken up!

"Xinran? Mind? ”

I approached her a little and immediately informed the doctor.

Not only the hands, but also the eyelashes that seem to be in the heart begin to tremble,

But no matter what, Xinran's eyes didn't open,

Even though his face is painful, but he still persists,

I don't know what she's holding onto, and I can't really feel her pain.

But, it seems, she was trying, trying to open her lips, trying to tell me something

"Xinran?"

I leaned a little closer to her lips,

Even though the respirator blocked the sound, I could still hear the faint, too familiar sound to be familiar with.

"I like you, since I was a child, all the time"

After finishing speaking, Xinran seemed to have finally stopped insisting, and the painful look on his face disappeared completely, just like a baby, relieved and soothing to sleep,

Even the slightly tortuous lines on the display screen are completely flattened, making a "tick-tick" sound,

"Well, I know, your mind is well conveyed to me."

"Xinran has grown up, and there are people I like."

I hugged her body tightly, felt the comfort of her silky black hair caressing her cheeks slightly, and just whispered in her ear,

"I like it so much, too"

The body began to become cold, and there was no fluctuation in the straight line.

But now, she is indeed in my arms,

You can also feel her taste very clearly,

Well, just like Sleeping Beauty,

I kissed her forehead a little,

However, Sleeping Beauty didn't wake up.

I haven't had time to say the words of good morning yet,

But

"Good night, Xinran"

I finally hugged her tightly, feeling the last warmth that I didn't have time to cherish,

Even at this moment, I'm still like this, and there are no tears,

But I know that I have fallen into the abyss.