Chapter 220: Everything Has Fallen
It's not that Jian Xinrou doesn't want to say her hardships, it's just that there are such people, they are very afraid, afraid that no one will pay attention to them after they say what is in their hearts, and no one agrees to say their own hardships, but they have become the laughing stock of others, so they would rather only put those things in their hearts in their hearts forever, and do not communicate with others, which may make them feel more comfortable in their hearts.
Jian Xinrou was more afraid that Mu Jinsheng didn't feel anything about all her hardships, and felt that it wasn't some hardships, and she still felt that Jian Xinrou had made a mistake, so she didn't plan to tell Mu Jinsheng so much.
"Actually, I don't want to tell him, what I'm most afraid of is that he won't say anything after I tell him, or think I'm wrong, he must make me apologize, I really don't know how I should show it, in fact, I'm very scared in my heart, only when I'm with you, I tell you these inner words, everything has a fall, and everything has a reply, but it's not the same on Mu Jinsheng's side, his thoughts are different from mine, he is a relatively strong person, I don't know how to tell you, I'm not going to tell him about it anyway. ”
Jian Xinrou didn't show how sad she looked, but she had gradually accepted this status quo, her life always had to be accepted by herself, and she didn't say anything else, Lu Feng could understand, but she really couldn't get used to seeing this girl suffer too much, after they chatted, Jian Xinrou had breakfast and went to the room to lie down for a while.
Jian Xinrou sat on the bed in the room by herself, looking at the sunlight outside, I don't know if she felt a little ridiculous, before his sunshine always felt that life was full of hope, but now when she saw the sunshine, she felt that she was isolated from the whole world, and the sunshine of this world didn't seem to shine on her.
"I'm really miserable, aren't I? I don't even know what I'm here for. ”
Jian Xinrou laughed a little self-deprecatingly, she was full of hope for this world, and she thought that there would always be a man standing behind her, but when the man walked away gently, the two of them would not only go farther and farther, but also did not understand each other.
Jian Xinrou sat there talking to herself, she felt a little ridiculous, she had faced so many setbacks and difficulties for so long, and finally met a man who knew herself, the two of them couldn't communicate with each other, and this man didn't often ask himself what had happened recently, when he really felt the misery of life, Mu Jinsheng didn't even ask a word, because Mu Jinsheng wanted others to take the initiative to speak.
"There are still too many incomprehensions between us, and these incomprehensions may cause some gaps between us, but it doesn't matter, anyway, the two of us have been separated, it's just poor Mu Zheng, I want to be by his side all the time, I don't know if there will be a settlement in the future."
Jian Xinrou sat there as if talking to herself, as if she was talking to the sun, and from the first moment the sun shone into the room, her heart was filled not with hope, but with resentment towards the world.
Lu Feng really couldn't get used to seeing Jian Xinrou bear so much by himself like this, he wanted to take the initiative to find Mu Jinsheng, but he was afraid that if Jian Xinrou didn't take the initiative to find Mu Jinsheng, Jian Xinrou would definitely be very angry with him in this matter, if there was really any more complaints, then Jian Xinrou was really an isolated person in this world, but Lu Feng really couldn't stand it, so he had to take the initiative to find Mu Jinsheng.
Mu Jinsheng was discussing with Mu Zheng at home at the moment how to get his woman back, because after all, this woman took the initiative to follow Lu Feng, and they had been so resolute when they left, when Jian Xinrou left, Mu Jinsheng realized that he might be really wrong in this matter, knowing that this woman had a hard time, but she had to force her to tell all her hard work, which was a very difficult thing in front of any girl.
"I don't think we should be in a hurry, everything will change, I don't believe that my mother doesn't want me, I think about my mother every night, I believe that my mother too, I guess she will think of me in her dreams, it is because my mother will be reluctant to let me, so one day my mother will come back, it's useless for you to be anxious now, let's wait quietly."
Mu Zheng is eating potato chips, as if he is not in a hurry, this time it is ridiculous, obviously the two of them have such a big temper, usually even if the two of them quarrel a small fight, Mu Zheng will feel very worried, but now his mother has run away from home, Mu Zheng has not shown anything, what is the reason for this?
"Have you told him everything I told you?"
The old lady laughed, this matter has always been in the hands of the old lady, although she knows that there are bad people who want to do bad things to this family, but the old lady did not stop it, this is something they should bear. If a family has been smooth sailing and has never quarreled, then the family will not last long.
It is because the old lady knows this truth, so she doesn't care about anything, goes with the flow, and finally makes a move to Mu Zheng, so that a child can resolve the contradictions, which is the biggest benefit for the family.
"Old lady, if you say something like you, it's better for you to come forward in person, there are some things that you come forward in person, which is much more useful than a child, and you know that you are in a hurry here, but you just don't want to take the initiative to go."
Sister-in-law Zhang stood aside and said this, although she knew that the old lady's temper and character had already decided that others could not change it, but Sister-in-law Zhang still had to admonish a little, because this matter had already made a big fuss, and this old lady not only did not seem to want to interfere, but also planned to watch from the sidelines.
"There are some things that I can't meddle in, I want to take care of this matter, but I'm still an outsider, although I have the same surname as them, and I'm also Mu Jinsheng's grandmother, but it's their family, it's not my family anymore, I'm an elder to them, so I arrange for Mu Zheng to go, which is also the best way for them to take advantage of family affection."
The old lady laughed and looked at the lily in her hand, she loved the lily for so many years, and now the lily is a little yellow, I don't know if it's because of her eyesight or what.
"Mu Zheng is a child after all, of course he doesn't want his family to break up, but it's not certain whether he can come up with a good trick, because although this child has a high IQ, Mu Jinsheng can really listen?"
Although Sister-in-law Zhang felt a little incredible, she had been talking to the old lady for so many years, so she naturally trusted the old lady.
"You just wait and see what happens in this matter, I believe that Mu Zheng will do a good job, our children and grandchildren generally don't have any mistakes, if I didn't know from the beginning that he was my own grandson, I wouldn't be so good to this child, no one wants to be so fond of an adopted child, right?"
The old lady laughed, everything was under her control, but he, the old lady, didn't interfere, she wanted to see how Jian Xinrou and Mu Jinsheng should deal with this change, if they couldn't deal with it, even if the old lady intervened, it would be useless, because after all, he would still die after a few years.
"That's what I said, but Mu Zheng is cute, this is meaningless, it's our own child, if you really don't plan to meddle in this matter, or leave it to me, I really don't worry about a child like this, and I think Mu Zheng is also very anxious, you just let him be stable, do you think it's okay?"
Sister-in-law Zhang has been worried, since the moment Jian Xinrou left the house, Sister-in-law Zhang immediately ran to the old lady to report the situation, the old lady also frowned, not knowing what happened, until she knew that it was Shi Yin and Shen Feng who did it, she felt that Shi Yin and Shen Feng were simply damned, and they wanted to destroy such a harmonious family.
"Don't worry about it so much now, how did those two handle it? Didn't I already arrange for you to tell the assistant? ”
The old lady put the lily in her hand into the vase next to her, although the lily leaves are a little yellow, but it does not affect its beauty at all, as if the leaves are a little yellowed and more beautiful, it is not that people are useless when they are old, she still has to do something.
"Things have been arranged, the young master didn't say anything before, just asked the assistant to take care of Shen Feng and Shi Yin, I think it's a little inappropriate, after all, we still have to take action, because they are a hand on our family."
Sister-in-law Zhang has actually learned those things in the mall with the old lady for so many years, although she has never come forward, just a housekeeper, but her scheming is also very deep.
"The assistant child was arranged by Mu Jinsheng's side, I trust it very much, I believe that Mu Jinsheng also trusts it very much, but I carefully selected it at that time, my grandson can't be left without assistance, even if his own father has an opinion with him, I guess he wins."
The old lady smirked, it was all under her control, and it was not an exaggeration at all.
"In other words, the person you picked naturally won't make any mistakes, but I still want to ask, since those two children are already so excessive, what are we going to do with it."
The white hair on Sister-in-law Zhang's head shone in the sun, and the two elderly people discussed business opportunities like this.
"Deal with it as you want, there have been a lot of harm to our family over the years, just do the same as before, there is no need to leave anything behind."
The old lady raised her eyebrows and patted the soil left by the lily root on her hand.