Chapter 219: Open Your Heart
Lu Feng never thought that Jian Xinrou had actually suffered this, if she had known earlier, she might have found a way to erase the pain in this girl's heart, but this girl refused to say anything, and Lu Feng was not a person who liked to force others.
Of course, Lu Feng knew that Jian Xinrou's heart was very painful now, but it was hard to say anything, after all, he was now a friend, if the two of them were really lovers, Lu Feng would definitely do his best to coax Jian Xinrou well.
"What happened to you is not only known to you, I'm afraid that you won't say anything, if you hold everything in your heart, I'm afraid that after a long time, you will hold yourself back."
Lu Feng frowned, and a very sad expression appeared on his delicate face.
"Actually, I don't have anything to do with it, I just don't understand why life has to be the way it is for me, the world doesn't seem to be so fair to me since I can remember, my mother is separated from me, I live in a family without family affection, and even say that others exclude me, when I have my own children, I can't see my children, and I was framed, and now even my biological mother wants others to threaten me."
Jian Xinrou was originally very positive and always full of hope for life, but since so many things happened, Jian Xinrou felt as if the world had been squeezing her out, and it was impossible to describe how to express the feeling in her heart.
"You don't feel that the whole world has abandoned you, even if the whole world has really abandoned you, even if life is not so kind to you, you have to believe that there is still me by your side, I would rather use the position of a friend to stand next to you and silently protect you."
Lu Feng said this on the side, and his tears naturally came up as he spoke, and a big man burst into tears because he felt sorry for a girl, but this girl was still extremely strong, and she still didn't want to let go of her body to admit that she was in a lot of pain now.
"I know that you have always been very good to me, but the two of us don't have that possibility, I know that you are comforting me as a friend now, I really owe you too much, and Lu Yu, you two have always helped me like this, I know that you are very good to me, and it is the greatest honor in my life to meet you."
Jian Xinrou's tears kept falling, the tears were uncontrollable, since she opened her mouth, since Yisu said that all her energy tears have been falling, and she has never stopped, and Lu Feng just listened quietly on the side at first, and when she heard that Jian Xinrou had really suffered so many accidents, Lu Feng's heart followed suit.
"You don't have to think about it so much, since the two of us are friends, I am willing to help you, and I don't want to develop in that direction, just be the best friends of the two of us, because I know that I am not your happiness."
Lu Feng smiled, in fact, he had already let go of all this, the girl in front of him didn't love herself, a long, long time ago, she had accepted this fact, but she had been trying hard, treating this girl and refusing to give up, she had been urging herself, that kind of unwillingness was from the heart, because she didn't feel that Mu Jinsheng surpassed herself except for money.
"I know I'm sorry for you, and I also feel honored to be liked by someone as good as you, it's a great honor in my life, but I really can't go against my heart, I can't live up to you, you are so good to me, I have to treat you wholeheartedly to make me feel at ease, but not now, my whole heart is very messy."
In fact, Jian Xinrou felt more guilty about the boy in front of her, because she knew that Lu Feng was really good to her since she was in college, but Jian Xinrou never mentioned it, and wanted to quietly erase this relationship as a friend, but she didn't expect this relationship to become more and more intense, until Jian Xinrou had no way to control it, so she had to quietly withdraw from his life, and she didn't even tell Lu Feng the day she left.
"You don't have anything to be sorry for me, I knew from the day I couldn't find you that you were deliberately avoiding me, if you really live healthy and healthy in this world, it is impossible not to see me, there must be some indescribable pain in your heart, so I have been quietly looking for you, but I don't want to delay your normal life."
Lu Feng sighed, in fact, he understood all this, he understood that he did not have such an important position in the heart of the girl in front of him, but it was the persistence in his heart that had been prompting him to be kind to Jian Xinrou in obscurity, when he heard Jian Xinrou crying, Lu Feng's whole person couldn't control it, his nerves were numb, and he immediately drove to the door of Mu Jinsheng's house.
"I really don't know what to do about this, and in the face of that man's questioning, I feel that he never believed me, he has his company in his eyes, and there is his business. From the very beginning, I knew that it would be very dangerous to be around such a man, but the way he treated me, his gentleness really touched me very much, and the two of us already had a biological child, which I only knew by mistake. ”
Jian Xinrou told her disappointment in Mu Jinsheng completely, and didn't say anything, because she didn't want to say that Mu Jinsheng was bad in front of other men, and she didn't want to do it at all, but after a long time, the more grievances accumulated in her heart, Mu Jinsheng didn't take the initiative to contact herself, it has been two or three days, and that matter is still on the cusp, I don't know how the company is, and Jian Xinrou didn't ask specifically.
"Actually, the two of you are quite fateful, the last time he came to pick you up, I felt that his eyes were all about you, otherwise the man would not be so jealous and angry, he will naturally be very angry when he sees other men next to you, not to mention that you are living in my house now, you should also understand each other, you should apologize to him for deceiving him."
Lu Feng really can't stand it anymore, Jian Xinrou has always been holding on, even if she misses that family very much, misses that man very much, and Mu Zheng, but she never takes the initiative to send a text message or make a phone call, she keeps holding on like this, and this girl's psychological bottom line will be crushed after a long time.
"I don't want him to be a man, he has to be responsible, he didn't ask anything when I had an accident, I just let myself bear it alone, although he asked me I wouldn't tell him, but he never put his mind on me, before it was on me, but later, he was more to deal with some company matters."
There are more and more grievances in Jian Xinrou's heart, since she was hospitalized, Mu Jinsheng quietly went to work in the company, Jian Xinrou already had some small complaints, but because the uncle's mother has been taking care of herself by her side, and the relationship between the two is getting better and better, she has never said these things.
"You should tell him what you ask him to do, otherwise he doesn't know what you want, if he doesn't know, he won't do what you want, he won't know that you are sad, and what men hate the most is deception, and you are still living in my house, all his dignity and all his face have been wiped out by you, he will not take the initiative to come to you, you believe me."
Lu Feng frowned, it was clear that Mu Jinsheng was Jian Xinrou's lifelong happiness, and he didn't want to delay any of Jian Xinrou's happiness, so he wanted to persuade Jian Xinrou to find her happiness again, but the girl in front of her was too stubborn, and she always felt that she didn't have any mistakes.
Jian Xinrou sighed and didn't say anything, just closed her eyes and let the tears flow, she was already desperate for life, let alone a man, what that man was like, now it has nothing to do with Jian Xinrou, she just wants to be with Mu Zheng all the time.
"Don't disobey me, sometimes if the two of you are really willing to sit down with each other, just like the two of us are now quietly saying everything, and confiding all the grievances and grievances in your hearts to each other, you won't have so many emotional problems, if there is something, if both of you support each other, this matter will never be resolved."
Lu Feng pulled Jian Xinrou's shoulders, and was very anxious for Jian Xinrou, because after all, this is a girl's lifelong happiness, if because of her stubbornness, a person's refusal to bow her head, delayed for so long, the development of their relationship, and now they are already living in their own homes, living so depressed every day, it really makes Lu Feng feel very distressed.
"I know what you said, I know that you are for my good, but I really have no way to let go of the mustard in my heart, I don't know where my mother is now, and I have no way to contact my mother, she is my biological mother, between a man's company and my biological mother, how do you think I will choose?"
Jian Xinrou tried hard to stare at her eyes to make herself less painful, but useless tears still fell, she really regarded the man in front of her as her friend, so she told him so much, not that she wanted the man in front of her to persuade herself to do something she didn't want to do.
"Yes, I understand very well, you are a very filial person, you will definitely choose your mother, this is not wrong, but you should let Mu Jinsheng know that if he doesn't know your hardships, he will imagine you as a bad person."
Mu Jinsheng sighed and shrugged his shoulders to explain to the girl in front of him.