Chapter 245: Final Explanation
I thought that my exaggerated life would stop, and I thought that nothing else would happen, but when Jian Xinrou heard the bad news, she unconsciously had a little doubt about life, and felt that she was born very pessimistic, and God sent her to this family, and it was a kind of torture for her in this society.
I used to think that such an exaggerated day would not come to my head, but when it really came to my head, I realized that it was not exaggerated at all, it was very realistic, and it was a very tragic thing.
Looking at Jian Xinyu in front of her, the two of them didn't speak at the same time, the two sisters have never been so quiet as now, and Jian Xinyu has never been as directed at Jian Xinrou as she is now, just to sincerely invite her over.
"Wasn't my father okay before? How suddenly..."
Jian Xinrou covered her mouth in disbelief, it can be seen why Jian Xinyu in front of her has gone so many vicissitudes at once, and she feels mature.
"There's no time for me to tell you the cause and effect of this matter, are you going or not? If you don't go, you won't even see Daddy for the last time, and if it weren't for the fact that you're Daddy's biological daughter, I'd be embarrassed to come to you today. ”
Jian Xinyu was actually very reluctant, he hated the woman in front of him, if he could, he wanted to cut the woman in front of him with a thousand knives, but now he can't do this, to meet his father's last wish, it can be regarded as a reward for her spoiling.
"Aren't you a woman setting some kind of trap, what kind of trap? Or did she want to go alone. ”
Mu Jinsheng's eyes narrowed, since Jian Xinrou went through that, he wanted to protect her by his side, no matter where he went, he would follow Jian Xinrou closely.
"You can not believe my father at all, not only my father, if you don't want to fulfill your father's last wish before death, I can't do anything, anyway, my words are brought."
Since Jian Xinyu has already come to invite her, since she has worked hard, if Jian Xinrou really doesn't want to believe her, she has no choice but to go back and tell her father, Jian Xinrou is not willing to come over to see him when Jian Xinrou's father is dying, and she just leaves some regrets for no reason.
In fact, looking at Jian Xinyu's expression, Jian Xinrou was already half-convinced, at first she said that she was half-convinced, but now she completely believes it, because Jian Xinyu is too sad, her father has always loved herself, this little daughter, these Jian Xinrou can understand, the more she looks thoroughly, the more sad she feels in her heart.
"Please lead the way."
Jian Xinrou still said this very politely, turned around and gave Mu Jinsheng a firm look, signaling that she wanted to go to see her father by herself, because this matter is her own family's business after all, and it is not like saying anything to let Mu Jinsheng go with her.
"I'm with you."
Mu Jinsheng was not at ease, after turning off the fire in the kitchen, he immediately changed his clothes, and drove them to the hospital where Jian's father was, when he really saw Jian's father, Jian Xinrou still couldn't control herself, and tears still came out after all.
That kind of family affection condensed in the blood is something that no one else can erase, it is precisely because of knowing this that Jian Xinrou chose to come today to give herself a non-regret, if she didn't even see her father for the last time, then Jian Xinrou didn't know how to spend the rest of her life.
"Dad, how can this be? How is this really the case? ”
Jian Xinrou cried in the past, although the relationship with her father was not so deep, but she also grew up in front of her father since she was a child, although the communication between the two was relatively shallow, and her father was more partial to Jian Xinyu, but Jian Xinrou still had a feeling for her father that blood was thicker than water, because she was usually a filial child.
Father Jian slowly opened his eyes, and the moment he saw Jian Xinrou coming, the old tears were rampant, and tears slipped out of the corners of his eyes, Jian Xinyu couldn't bear to see this scene, knowing in his heart that his father was about to leave this world, the more he thought about it, the more sad he felt.
"Here you are, my child."
Father Jian seemed to want to reach out and touch Jian Xinrou's face, but found that he couldn't even lift his hand, Jian Xinrou hurriedly sat on the edge of the bed, although he didn't know what happened, but it seemed that his father was indeed critically ill, and Jian Xinyu didn't seem to have lied to her.
When Mu Jinsheng was sure that all this was true, he frowned and glanced at Father Jian who was lying on the bed, turned around and went out without saying anything, because this was Jian Xinrou's own time, and he was not easy to interfere with as an outsider.
"Dad, how did you end up like this? Wasn't it okay before I left? ”
Jian Xinrou cried, no matter how deep her feelings were, she was indeed her father, and when a person knew that it was really a parting, he couldn't help but feel sad in his heart.
"You go out first, I have something to say to your sister."
Father Jian turned his head to look at Jian Xinyu who was standing on the side, Jian Xinyu seemed to be very sad, because he had just lost his mother in the morning, and now he was facing the death of his father, what a girl should not accept, when she heard that her father let her go out, Jian Xinyu turned around and walked out without hesitation, because this was her father's last wish, she could not disrespect, if she showed her own little temper at this time, it would be too unacceptable.
When Jane's father looked at his daughter, the tears in his eyes couldn't be stopped, he was really sorry for his daughter over the years, when the two looked at each other, Jian Xinrou also felt that her father's eyes had never appeared when he looked at her, this look made Jian Xinrou feel a little guilty unconsciously, because her father had been hospitalized for so long, but he had never taken the initiative to come and see it, and he didn't know if his father would be sad.
"Dad, you tell me why your condition worsened and how it became like this, I remember it wasn't so serious at first."
Jian Xinrou looked at her father, and she couldn't help but feel sad in her heart, because she knew that her father was about to leave this world, and she didn't know what her father had experienced during this time.
"Your aunt is dead."
Father Jian sighed and told Jian Xinrou the news that Du Feng had died, and Jian Xinrou's eyes widened even more, that is to say, Jian Xinyu's biological mother had passed away, how could this be possible, why was there no warning at all, how could he die How did he die, all of this became a question, lingering in Jian Xinrou's heart.
"Don't worry about why these things happened, I know that my time is short, so I specially called you over, I am glad that I can see you for the last time before leaving, this is my greatest wish, I am indeed very sorry for you, you are my daughter, but I owe you too much, there are some things I don't need to say that you can understand yourself."
Looking at his father's pale face, the farewell before his death was Jian Xinrou, and he felt the most embarrassed and guilty, and the most unbearable, if he chose to forgive his father at this time, wouldn't the grievances he had suffered over the years be in vain, if he didn't forgive his father, but the man in front of him was going to leave this world, and his last wish was to reconcile with himself.
"Don't say that, I believe you will be saved, how can it not be a long time, don't say such stupid things."
Jian Xinrou sighed, after all, she still couldn't let go of this family affection that blood was thicker than water, although there were too many estrangements and misunderstandings between them, these were not important, at the moment when people left, Jian Xinrou felt that relief was the most important thing, if she couldn't let go of all this, she might regret it for a lifetime and feel guilty for a lifetime, if she didn't forgive her father, let her father leave with regret like this, Jian Xinrou really couldn't bear it.
"I know my own body, and from the moment I was admitted to the emergency room, I knew that my time was short, so after all these years, it was time to clear up, there was a misunderstanding between the two of us, and I knew you must hate me, right?"
Father Jian closed his eyes, and his voice was ethereal, making it impossible to grasp.
Jian Xinrou didn't say anything, just frowned, looked at her father in front of her, and hoped that this man would be able to give her more love before dealing with this man mixed with various emotions, but this man never.
"Actually, I did that to you to protect you, if I treat you too well, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that they will target you, you are my eldest daughter, my first child, how can I not love you?"
Father Jian closed his eyes, which may have been a particularly big blow to Jian Xinrou, because Jian Xinrou understood that what Lin Zhong said before was nothing more than to leave her with more regrets.
"Why are you telling me this?"
Jian Xinrou's fists were clenched, and she didn't understand that her father said this to make her regret for the rest of her life? I still want to say that I can't do filial piety to punish her.
"I am a father, I not only have my own family, but also a business, I need to be comprehensive, but I can't take care of those mothers who may have people who hate me and are dirty, I understand that she just left me with hatred, but I don't want you to be the same as Jian Xinyu's mother, because you are my first child, although I don't love your mother so much, but I love you very much, I like your character very much, I feel that you should be my daughter."
Speaking of his wife who had left, he unconsciously felt a little ridiculed that he would not live long, she was just leaving one step earlier, and now Father Jian was about to catch up with her.