Chapter 246: Strike

This is an unacceptable fact for Jian Xinrou, as if she can't accept it even more than her father is dying, Jian Xinrou's psychological tolerance is not so strong, so she unconsciously began to get angry and tears fell out of her eyes, but she didn't show a particularly weak look, because she was full of incomprehension, doubts and resentment towards the man in front of her, resentment, because this man never gave himself the slightest love.

"I know you may have too many misunderstandings and hatreds for me, and that's okay, and I don't care about that."

Father Jian sighed, looked at the electrocardiogram next to him, knowing that he was about to leave this world, hoping that his daughter could call himself Dad, hoping that the misunderstanding between them could be clarified, even if he went to another world, he also hoped that Jian Xinrou could often go to his tombstone to talk to him.

"I came to you today, mainly because I miss you so much, I have never dared to show my love for you on the surface for so many years, even on the last day of my death, I also let my little daughter go out, I will talk to you alone, you should understand my good intentions, I don't want her to hate you."

Father Jane's tears fell out, how much he wanted to look up at his daughter's eyes, how much he wanted to reach out and touch his eldest daughter's face, he seemed to have not hugged Jian Xinrou for a long, long time, since Jian Xinrou was five years old, since they divorced, the love for Jian Xinrou seemed to be taken back all at once.

"No, it won't, it won't."

Jian Xinrou shook her head frantically, obviously unable to accept this fact, because she had determined that she was living in this dark real world, and no one had ever loved herself, she was used to growing up alone, and she was used to carrying everything alone, when she knew that there was someone who loved herself silently, Jian Xinrou would definitely not be able to accept these for a while.

"I also know all your movements in the company, when you went to kindergarten, I entrusted a lot of relationships to let them take care of you, but I didn't expect this to bring you more trouble and misunderstanding, so I removed all my contacts, I have been quietly staring at you, sometimes you eat alone, when you cry alone, Dad stands behind you, but I dare not step forward."

Father Jian remembered that he had been very aggrieved for so many years, obviously his own daughter was in front of him, but in order to protect her, he had to take many steps back, looking at his daughter from a distance, because he was afraid of Du Feng's family background, and afraid that Jian Xinyu would treat his daughter with more insidious tricks, so he had always turned a blind eye, even if they bullied their daughter and saw it in time, Jian Xinrou was crying secretly, he couldn't come forward to comfort her.

Jian Xinrou couldn't believe it, looking at the man in front of her, she really couldn't tell from his eyes whether it was true or not, but her father was at the last moment before he died, and it was impossible to deceive himself with these emotional things, which made Jian Xinrou the most unacceptable, why didn't she say so many things earlier, if Jian Xinrou had known that her father still loved her, she wouldn't be so hopeless in life.

"Why did you tell me now, if you had told me earlier, would I have lived the way I am? If you had told me, I wouldn't have had a relationship, and my boyfriend wouldn't go home, so why do you keep doing this? What are you afraid of? They're just two women! ”

Jian Xinrou almost hugged her head and cried, and stood up directly to question her father, treating such a father, Jian Xinrou has never seen it, and the father she has seen since she was a child just has a serious expression on his face, and he doesn't even bother to look at it himself, but he treats Jian Xinyu very much.

"I'm so scared, I'm afraid that they will make a move on you, your mother and you, you two are alone and helpless, your mother is my ex-wife, I can't protect her openly, and I'm also afraid that Du Feng will hurt you, so I've been swallowing my anger and not saying anything for so many years."

In fact, this is what Jian's father decided to say for a long time, he has been wearing a cruel mask for so many years, although he has never loved Jian Xinrou's mother, but he has never wanted to hurt such an innocent woman, but he didn't expect that the second wife he married was incompatible with those who had nothing to do with him, so he could only choose this way of ignoring to protect the person he loved the most.

"I don't mean anything else by telling you this today, I just hope that at the last moment before I die, you can forgive me, forgive me for ignoring me for so many years, it turns out that I have protected you in this way for so many years, I know that you have always been lonely, but I can't help it, I'm really afraid that they will hurt you."

Father Jian showed the tenderest side of his heart and showed it to his daughter, and when Jian Xinrou knew all this, she couldn't stand at all, and suddenly knelt on the ground and shouted Dad.

"Why didn't you tell me now, why didn't you tell me earlier that only the two of us could know about this matter, do you know how I got over by myself for so many years? Every day I feel that I am the only dark corner of this world that is abandoned, I feel every day that I live in a haze, there is no light in my world, I can't see the sun all day long, I often secretly go to see my mother, you know all this right, you have secretly protected me for so many years, and I have never had an incident, except for a small trouble, I have not been hurt in any way..."

Jian Xinrou cried as she spoke, the more she spoke, the more she felt that something was wrong, she finally knew why her father had been so serious to her for so many years, and she had never been sad, not because her father didn't love her, but because she was protecting herself in this form, and she was pitiful for this stupid man, and she was willing to say the daughter he loved the most until the last moment before she died.

"When I went to see Mu Jinsheng, I did hope to wish me to complete our family company with his help, but I hope that our two families are closer, I hope that Du Feng can see the use of Mu Jinsheng to us, I can contact you from time to time, and the two of us can restore the previous women's feelings, but I was wrong, you don't want to forgive me, you seem to be full of resentment towards our family."

Father Jian felt that he had actually lived quite a life in his life, and he had always lived under a woman's arm, although he was alone outside, but in fact, there were many things in the family, and he avoided Du Feng.

Jian Xinrou kept shaking her head desperately, she knelt on the ground and refused to get up, but Father Jian didn't have any way to pull his daughter up now, because he really didn't have the strength, seeing his daughter like this, he could understand that Jian Xinrou had forgiven herself, so she slowly closed her eyes, all this was too beautiful for him, and he was able to confide in his daughter at the last moment of his life, and it was all the emotions that had been pent up for so many years.

"I'm too tired in this life, you're too tired in this life, I hope Mu Jinsheng can treat you well in the future, you go to see me more, if you encounter anything unhappy in your life, tell me, I should go, Du Feng This woman is really strong, she didn't forget to take me with her, maybe this is fate."

Father Jian smiled and thought of Du Feng unconsciously a little funny, thinking about the naughty and watery spirit when he first met, if everything could be done again, he might still choose that woman, but he would never secretly protect Jian Xinrou in this way again, he would put Jian Xinrou in his home openly, saying that it was his favorite daughter.

"I'm tired, you take care of yourself later."

After listening to the last words of her father, Jian Xinrou finally couldn't hold on, and lay on her father's body and cried, but now, the lines on the ECG have completely turned into horizontal lines.

When she heard the crying inside, Jian Xinyu rushed in without hesitation, Mu Jinsheng also came in, and saw Jian Xinrou's uncontrollable father sitting on the ground Mu Jinsheng didn't say anything, nor did he step forward to stop him, but Jian Xinyu didn't accept this reality, the last words his father said before leaving were not to himself, and he couldn't accept his father's departure, and took a few steps back, and tears fell down.

"Dad!"

Jian Xinyu roared, knelt on the ground and cried, although she had already prepared in her heart, but when she was standing outside the ward, her heart was like thousands of ants gnawing on herself, she was really reluctant, even if she knew at the last moment what her father had been doing for so many years, and knew that he didn't have much affection for this family, but Jian Xinyu also loved her father very much, and her usual pampering and arrogance were all endured by this man.

Although the two of them are very unaccustomed to each other at the same time, although they are not convinced by each other in their hearts, the two sisters are now very sad because of their father's departure.

"Why did Dad last see you, did he tell you anything?"

Jian Xinyu regained her composure, and immediately looked at the woman kneeling on the ground next to her, although the two of them knelt on the ground at the same time, but they were thinking about different things in their hearts, Jian Xinyu was arrogant and arrogant, thinking that her father was the most favored by herself, but the person she wanted to see before she died was her sister, which made Jian Xinyu still feel a little estranged in her heart.

"You don't need to know these things."

Jian Xinrou wiped away her tears, stood up and looked at her father, the appearance in the forest was so kind, maybe after the two of them removed the estrangement in their hearts, everyone longed for the happiest place.