Chapter 381: Self-Condemnation

Mu Jinsheng pursed his lips and tried his best to play the sadness on his face, because sometimes when a person is depressed, he can't say nice words, even if he says them, they are relatively low, Mu Zheng is a sunny and positive child, how can he feel the gloom in Mu Jinsheng's heart?

"You little clever ghost, I knew that as soon as I stood at the door of the ward, you would feel my presence, and sure enough, our father and son have a heart."

Mu Jinsheng will never say this, in fact, in the face of family and love, Mu Jinsheng's performance is just more intimate than the coldness and coldness in front of the company's employees, but since Mu Zheng couldn't see things, Mu Jinsheng tried his best to love this child, for fear that one day he would really lose him.

"I'm used to Daddy's smell and Daddy's footsteps, you always like to wear those pointy shoes, I can already feel it, you must be wearing the same brown and yellow shoes you bought when you were in Switzerland, right?"

Mu Zheng smiled and guessed, but Jian Xinyu looked at the child in front of him with a strange face, why is this child so positive and optimistic, if this is an ordinary child, he should have cried a long time ago, the more mature and sensible he is, the more Jian Xinyu feels afraid.

Mu Jinsheng looked down at his black leather shoes with a bitter expression on his face, and a tear the size of a bean was about to fall out, but he turned his head to hide his face, Jian Xinyu could see that this man was very sad, as long as this man was sadder, the deeper the hatred for Jian Xinrou in his heart would be.

"Yes, you really guessed so right, it turns out that we Mu Zheng can't see things, and we will still be so smart."

Mu Jinsheng laughed, and suddenly strode up, picked up Mu Zheng, and put Mu Zheng on the hospital bed.

"Of course, I'm what you call a clever ghost!"

Mu Zheng smiled triumphantly, but the expression on his face suddenly turned into sadness, biting his little lip as if he was thinking about something, Mu Jinsheng immediately realized that something was wrong.

"Mu Zheng hasn't seen Grandma Zhang for more than a long time, I miss the soup Grandma Zhang made for me, when will Grandma Zhang come back to accompany me?"

Mu Zheng frowned anxiously, as if he had a premonition of something, Mu Jinsheng took a deep breath at this time, thinking about how to tell this child in order to make Mu Zheng not cause doubts.

"Mu Zheng obedient Grandma Zhang has some things to do back to her hometown, I can't come to accompany you these days, these days Grandma Zhang is also very tired, the father and mother who run here and there all day think she is very tired, so let her go back to rest for a few days, otherwise Grandma Zhang is old, how can everything be served?"

Seeing that Mu Jinsheng was difficult to answer this question, when it was time for Jian Xinyu to show it, Jian Xinyu immediately smiled and touched Mu Zheng's face, Mu Zheng's frowning brows immediately calmed down.

Mu Jinsheng took a few steps back, his face showed bitterness and sadness, if this child is not taken abroad to restore his eyesight, he may really be permanently blind in the future, but if he is really taken abroad, will he leave Jian Xinrou like this? That woman has nothing to do with him in this life.

Thinking about it, Mu Jinsheng turned his head to the window, looking at the scenery outside the window, this city is so lively and prosperous, but he can't fit him, he was originally a high-ranking president, but because of the appearance of a woman, he became so tormented by himself, thinking day and night, tossing and turning, sleepless all night, not eating and sleeping well all day, it was all given to her by that woman.

All he showed was outward strength, in fact, he couldn't bear it for a long time, how could he accept so many things at once? Even the housekeeper who watched him grow up since he was a child is now lying on the hospital bed, grandma and mother have put so much pressure on him, and the most important thing is whether his son can be cured, and the most beloved woman is also far away from him, and there is no explanation.

Even if Jian Xinrou didn't explain, they tore their faces, Jian Xinrou refused to say that she did these things, even if the two of them had no chance and hope at all, Jian Xinrou never admitted it, the more she didn't admit it, the more hope Mu Jinsheng's heart became, hoping that there would be a turning point in all this, he wanted to find many doubts and flaws, but he couldn't find evidence.

"Okay, Grandma Zhang is so tired, then I must let her go back and have a good rest, I especially want to drink the soup made by Grandma Zhang these days, but Mom, the noodles you made before are very delicious, although Mu Zheng doesn't like to eat noodles, but I still want to eat the taste you made."

Mu Zheng suddenly remembered to ask Jian Xinyu to make noodles, but Jian Xinyu didn't know how to cook, and he didn't know what kind of noodles Jian Xinrou made tasted, Mu Jinsheng turned his head to look at Jian Xinyu when he heard that Jian Xinrou was making noodles, and Jian Xinyu was also puzzled, frowning, and looked at Mu Jinsheng next to him.

"Mu Zheng is good, don't you like to eat noodles? Besides, my mother has been very tired in the past few days, so don't embarrass her anymore. ”

In fact, Mu Jinsheng has also been scared and scared, if Mu Zheng really let Jian Xinrou come back, if Mu Zheng really found that Jian Xinyu in front of him was not what he always thought his mother would cry, so he tried his best to round this panic, and he must take care of his mood before Mu Zheng did not regain his sight, this is the doctor's special instructions.

"Okay, then when will I be able to see things with my eyes, I must eat the noodles made by my mother, Mom, don't be so tired, Mu Zheng is a little sleepy again, Mu Zheng wants to sleep now."

In fact, Mu Zheng is not sleepy, he is a sensible child, he doesn't want to face the darkness of this world, he doesn't want to face the fact that he can't see things, and he doesn't want his parents to worry about him, so he never cries, he puts that suppressed emotion in his heart, he wants to feel the world with his ears and nose, even if he really can't see it in this life, he doesn't want to give Jian Xin Rou and Mu Jinsheng the slightest pressure.

"Okay, since you're going to sleep, then Mom covers you with a quilt and I'll tell you a story, okay?"

Mu Zheng nodded obediently, and Jian Xinyu picked up the storybook next to him and read it there gently, at this time Mu Jinsheng looked deeply at the side, if this woman was Jian Xinrou before, they might be very happy as a family of three now, and the fault is that they will bear everything together if nothing happens.

Mu Jinsheng fell into contemplation, just now I also saw this woman's attitude towards Sha, if he didn't go abroad with this woman, Mu Zheng would definitely cry and find Jian Xinrou, and he could have let Sister-in-law Zhang comfort her a little, but now Sister-in-law Zhang's appearance let Mu Zheng know, I don't know how sad she is, this child is very sensible and likes to think about others.

If Mu Zheng knew that his mother, who usually protects, was now expelled from the house by Mu Jinsheng, it is estimated that Mu Zheng will not talk to Mu Jinsheng, Mu Zheng This child is also stubborn, and he has extraordinary feelings for Jian Xinrou, even if the two of them break off the father-son relationship, he will definitely find Jian Xinrou to accompany him.

At this time, the old lady and the shepherd mother entered the door, and when they entered the door, they looked at the Mu Zheng who had fallen asleep and Jian Xinyu who was telling a story next to them, and there were thousands of emotions in their eyes, and the old lady saw Mu Zheng like this, she closed her eyes and didn't speak, but her face was pale there, and she had lost a lot of weight these days, and her baby's fat face was now a lot less meat.

The old lady strongly supported herself not to fall, and now there is Sister-in-law Zhang who needs to take care of her, she must find a competent nanny and caretaker for Sister-in-law Zhang, take good care of Sister-in-law Zhang, and get up to chat with her in the future, and what about her great-grandson, the child who liked so much before must regain her sight.

The old lady covered her mouth and turned her head to go out of the ward, and Mu Jinsheng saw that her grandmother had gone out, and she was also a little worried about her grandmother's body, and immediately followed the blood, and they sat on the hospital bench together Three people, Mu Jinsheng, Mu Mu and the old lady did not speak.

The old lady felt a little chest tightness and shortness of breath, and tried to smooth her chest for herself, and the shepherd mother next to her looked very anxious, she was nominally a daughter-in-law, so she had the obligation to take care of her mother-in-law, when the mother-in-law had a huge change in her feelings, or when she was very emotional and hurt her body, she must be dissuaded by the side.

"Mom, don't be angry first, don't feel anxious, I am also very sad to see Mu Zheng like that, the child who was alive and well before has suddenly become so pale and thin, who can stand this, I know that you are old and like to see the family happy, but I can't interfere in this matter, so I can only let Jinsheng and them do it themselves."

The shepherd mother was also very embarrassed and found herself in a desperate situation, because her husband was never in charge of these household chores.

"I can understand what all of you mean, but what about me, now that I'm old and useless, I can only watch the people next to me go away one by one, what can I salvage, I'm angry not for no reason, you young people can't handle your own affairs, and you old people add to the troubles, if it wasn't for Sister-in-law Zhang to come and take care of Mu Zheng, how could there be so many things?"

The old lady has no other way but to blame now, at first it was because of the urgency of Mu Zheng's matter that she had a conflict with Sister-in-law Zhang, but I didn't expect that it was only a long time later, Sister-in-law Zhang had another accident, so who should be next, is it their family to die and extinct, leaving her alone in this world.

"Grandma, don't worry, I know that we are not doing our job well, and I have not taken care of the relatives next to me, I am deeply remorseful for this matter, you believe in your grandson, your grandson will definitely protect the people around him in the future."