Jian Xinyu has been sitting in the ward since she put Mu Zheng to sleep, because now Jian Xinyu knows that no one is willing to talk to her even if she goes out, in fact, he is not lonely in this family, standing there alone all day and all night, feeling lonely all the time, feeling unaccompanied, in fact, she has already experienced too much, but in order for Jian Xinrou to also experience this painful feeling of losing a loved one, Jian Xinyu would rather endure and live in an unfamiliar family for a lifetime.

After Jian Xinrou woke up, she felt that something was wrong, because she had humbly framed her too many times, and she had not found a breakthrough so many times, in fact, it was a very cruel thing for Jian Xinrou, but there was really no way, how could she dare to move forward rashly.

I'm still worried about Sister-in-law Zhang, Sister-in-law Zhang was a victim in the whole incident from beginning to end, maybe Jian Xinrou was thinking, if she hadn't called Sister-in-law Zhang that day, it wouldn't have caused today's situation, if Jian Xinrou hadn't begged Sister-in-law Zhang to save Mu Zheng at that time, Sister-in-law Zhang wouldn't have been pushed by Jian Xinyu to fall from a high altitude.

I feel extremely guilty in my heart, Sister-in-law Zhang doesn't know what to do now, why did God punish her like this, could it be that she really did that kind of demon king in her last life, and did things that were unfair to many people, so she had to accept such a punishment in this life.

Jian Xinrou suddenly got up and obviously had nothing to do with Sister-in-law Zhang, but she didn't want anyone who had nothing to do with the whole thing to be a scapegoat, and she no longer wanted everyone she cared about, her closest and closest people to suffer this kind of harm, Jian Xinrou must take a step forward, even if Mu Jinsheng didn't believe her, she had to try hard, she couldn't let the people next to her be bullied anymore, and she couldn't let Jian Xinyu's scourge always follow her child's side.

At this time, Lu Yu was too worried about Jian Xinrou's body, so he came in to bring him chicken soup, because he hadn't eaten well for several days, but seeing Jian Xinrou packing up her things and going out, Lu Yu was frightened, after so many days, Jian Xinrou didn't want to go so suddenly, except for that moment just now, in fact, Lu Yu didn't understand the pain in Jian Xinrou's heart, only when Lu Yu really went to see it, could he understand that the situation at that time was so difficult.

"What are you doing here? Where to go? You've just fainted, so lie down and rest for a while, and don't think about it now. ”

Lu Yu was very worried, frowned and hurriedly entered the house to put the chicken soup on the table next to him, and then pulled Jian Xinrou to sit down, but Jian Xinrou was now like she was about to go out as if she was not persuasive, and her eyes were very firm.

"I really can't wait any longer, waiting for me day after day, there's nothing I can do, you can't help me, not to mention adding so much pressure to you, I think it's time for me to talk to Mu Jinsheng, no matter what the result is, we should make it clear and clear, Mu Zheng is my child, I know in my heart, not to mention that Mu Zheng doesn't know who is accompanying him now, if he knows, he will definitely cry endlessly."

Jian Xinrou's current performance gives Lu Yu the feeling that she is very uncalm, because she is very impulsive now, and after so many times, no one can calm down.

"Listen to me, just now you also saw Mu Jinsheng's attitude towards you, even if you rush over now, you will only be used as a scapegoat, and didn't we hear it just now? The old lady wants to find you now, if you are really called by the old lady, it is not a matter of affection, we are now carrying the black pot, we should think about what to do, this sin is pushed out, not to take things from yourself. ”

Lu Yu frowned and immediately pulled Jian Xinrou to the edge of the bed and sat down, it was time for the two of them to talk about this matter, in fact, Lu Yu has always seen everything very thoroughly, Mu Jinsheng has no feelings for this woman, although what Lu Yu sees may not be true, but from the eyes of any normal person, it seems that this is the case, Jian Xinrou has always been deceiving herself and pinning some indifferent hopes.

"I don't, I really can't get used to me, I can't get used to anyone who is close to me, because this thing is hurt because of the relationship with me, do you see? Sister-in-law Zhang, he is such a good person, and now he has become like this, do you know what the concept of brain death is? In the future, even if she can walk normally, she will leave a lot of sequelae, and she is so old, this woman is really ruthless, and she can really do it! ”

Jian Xinrou suddenly figured out now, the so-called forbearance in the past was all concessions, and the so-called forbearance was limited to love before, and now if she doesn't consider Mu Jinsheng's feelings, if she doesn't consider Mu Jinsheng's opinion of her, Jian Xinrou can take a lot of steps forward, but she has always thought that Mu Jinsheng has enough trust, so she has never moved forward.

"You can't do that, it's too risky, you know? You don't have any identity and status now, and even Mu Jinsheng believes in you very much now, you are the culprit, if you really go, it will be equivalent to death, they haven't come to the door until now, just because they want to let you go, if you really go, have you thought about what the consequences are? ”

Lu Yu suddenly looked forward and backward now, Jian Xinrou looked at Lu Yu next to her with some doubts, Lu Yu who had never been this character, which made Jian Xinrou a little surprised.

"What's wrong with you? Are you worried that something is wrong with me? Isn't the last thing you want to see is my weakness? If you want me to get back on my feet and let me think of a solution, I have to move forward now, I have to take the initiative now, I want to bring my child back, if it doesn't work, let's do a paternity test in person. ”

Jian Xinrou looked at Lu Yu next to her in surprise, she didn't expect that she had finally made up her mind at this critical juncture, and finally made up her mind, and now her eyes had changed a little, and she looked at the woman next to her suspiciously.

Lu Yu didn't know why, he felt that Jian Xinrou seemed to have changed, but he couldn't say where it had changed, it seemed to have become more fierce, as if he wanted to stand up and take revenge from the bottom of his heart, but now is really not an opportunity, because he saw with his own eyes what kind of attitude Mu Jinsheng had towards him, if he sent it in person, even if the old lady asked her, Mu Jinsheng would not help to speak on the side, not to mention that men all want face, and it is really not a good way to go on a rampage at this critical juncture.

"You listen to me tell you slowly, don't get excited, it takes a long time for a person to implement a plan, and it's not as impulsive as you, I know that you must hate you very much now, hate the loss of your child, and you also hate the loss of your mother and sister-in-law Zhang, I know you must be very sad now, but we have to remember it for a long time, we can't remember anything at once, just what impulse will make a person become a devil, you know?"

Lu Yu saw Jian Xinrou's excited appearance and calmed down and wanted to comfort her, but Jian Xinrou didn't listen to persuasion, but stood up directly, looking at Lu Yu like an enemy.

"You are my best friend, I will listen to everything you say, but in this eye medicine tube, you know how painful I am, but you stop me again and again so that I can get the way I want, you will think of all kinds of reasons to stop me, not let me do it, I know you are for my good, but what if you don't know?"

Lu Yu looked at the woman in front of him with some surprise, he never thought that a piece of kindness would be misunderstood, especially Jian Xinrou's aggressive and blushing and thick-necked style, as if she was going to quarrel with Lu Yu.

"Don't say that, whether I'm good to you or not, don't you understand in your own heart? And I also think that the two of us are best friends, so everything has to be discussed in the long run, I have seen what kind of attitude Mu Jinsheng has towards you, you don't go up in person, let's wait a while, just wait for a while, now Mu Zheng and Mu Jinsheng They will not go abroad. ”

Lu Yu seemed to be a little sad, looking at Jian Xinrou in front of her, I don't know when she actually became like this, so aggressive, so unreasonable, in Lu Yu's eyes, Jian Xinrou has always been the girl who loves to laugh.

"Wait, wait! Wait! Every day was made me wait for me, and finally I was determined, and I finally decided to take the next step, do you know how much I miss my children these days? I'm depressed every day, if I continue like this, I'm going to have a problem, you worry about me every day, I don't want you to feel guilty, I don't want you to worry, I don't want to live in your house, but what can I do? My life is destined to be so humble, destined to be so painful, right? I don't even have the right to fight anymore, and now I finally want to fight and want to take a step forward, but you don't come with me, but here makes me think again. ”

And I suddenly laughed and laughed like I was mad and looked up at the ceiling, the ceiling seemed to be spinning, and the whole person was dizzy, and suddenly the center of gravity was unstable and I was about to fall on the bed.

Lu Yu was worried when she saw Jian Xinrou like this, if she really didn't let Jian Xinrou go, she was afraid that she would be emotional and her condition would recur again, and she didn't know how to treat this disease, if she was allowed to go, the old lady would really blame at that time, or let the family hurt again, or Jian Xinyu would make some tricks out of it, one was that the fate of Jian Xinrou and Mu Jinsheng would be broken from then on, and the second was that if the child could not be found, Jian Xinrou would completely collapse.