Chapter 194: Jun Chenmo confides in his heart

Bei Xiaoqi looked at Jun Chenmo in surprise, with a pair of big eyes as if asking Jun Chenmo, "Are you telling the truth?" ”

She looked at Junchen Mo and nodded to herself, and suddenly felt that her mood was half better.

Why is Jun Chenmo so useful in how to speak, he has just explained himself for most of the day, and it has no effect at all.

thought that it might be that Jun Chenmo was a very powerful person in his heart, so he would let himself have real liberation when he liberated himself.

Li Qingxin did not succeed in stealing, and now he has also been caught by Jun Chenmo. I shouldn't be punishing myself for these things.

But it is really my own carelessness that will cause this result, and I still can't forgive myself. Li Qingxin entered the prison, and he was alone again, with no friends.

Bei Xiaoqi thought decadently, it was really not easy to make a friend by himself. The so-called wine is less than a thousand cups of confidants, and it seems that I will not be able to drink in the future, because I have no confidants. An idea popped into my mind.

Maybe you can take Jun Chenmo as your confidant.

She didn't dare to tell Jun Chenmo now, she was really afraid that Jun Chenmo would slap her to death here. But there will be opportunities in the future, and maybe you can take your time.

"Actually, you don't have to worry too much. Dwelling on the past will only make you sadder even more. People want to move forward, and they want to open up a little bit of everything. Jun Chenmo told Bei Xiaoqi his rules of survival for so many years. If I were like her, I guess I would have died hundreds of times.

It is said that Mo was born in the emperor's family, and sometimes he doesn't understand this truth very well, but when he grows up, he understands it more and more. There are many things that you can't decide, and you can't even choose your own life.

You don't know why others are in contact with you, so even if you have true friends, they will always see people's hearts over time.

So when Li Qingxin appeared, he would be extra vigilant. This is a habit he has developed over the years, and it is estimated that he will not be able to change it.

If it weren't for the purpose of solving Bei Xiaoqi today, some secrets would not be known to others even if he died. If it weren't for the fact that she was becoming more and more decadent day by day, I was really afraid that she would not be able to think about it, so I wouldn't be so boring to relieve her.

How many times did he warn her at the beginning, but every time he was absent-minded, and even blamed himself for being too narrow-minded. This incident is also a lesson for her to some extent, to see if she dares to trust others casually in the future.

Although Bei Xiaoqi's starting point is good, the heart is kind. But helping the wrong person is a mistake.

Bei Xiaoqi also knew that he was here to untie himself, as the saying goes, the bell must be tied to the bell. Only he can help open this knot in his heart.

She felt a sense of sadness when Jun Chenmo spoke, and glanced at Jun Chenmo again. found that he didn't have any unusual looks, could it be his own delusion?

suddenly thought that Li Qingxin was the tenth son of his father, in order to get his father's love. Also for the ambition in his heart, he let go and came here.

Jun Chenmo's situation is similar to his, and the emperor has five sons. I don't know if Jun Chenmo is like Li Qingxin, who did stupid things in order to get the appreciation of his father.

The affairs of the emperor's family are inherently complicated. Before she got married, her father had told her. Marrying into the emperor's family is not an ordinary people's family. We must say less and do more to see more, and we must be low-key when encountering things, and we must not be in the limelight.

She always remembered her father's words, and she didn't think about anything else except the restaurant. Now that she and Jun Chenmo get along with each other, she also feels quite comfortable.

Except for Li Qingxin, she has nothing else to worry about, she feels that her current life is very good.

It's just that I don't know if Jun Chenmo is under a lot of pressure. is still like Li Qingxin, who will fall into the intrigue of the brothers.

Jun Chenzhong, who saw him at the gate of the palace before. He is a very shameless person, looking for trouble with Jun Chenmo everywhere. If he hadn't discovered these things by himself, Jun Chenmo would never have told him.

He's been through something like this too. It's just that he buried it in his heart and didn't want anyone to know. Thinking of Jun Chenmo's explanation just now, it should be the way of his life experience.

Is it born in the emperor's family, and everything will feel very helpless. Li Qingxin is like this, and now even Jun Chenmo has experienced it.

Jun Chenmo's arrogant and withdrawn temperament, I don't know if it was formed because of these things.

Thinking like this, she looked at Jun Chenmo's eyes with a little sympathy.

"Is it that your imperial family has been so miserable? Li Qingxin is like this, and now you give me this feeling too. ”

Jun Chenmo looked at Bei Xiaoqi and smiled, in the emperor's family, how can there be any true feelings at all. After a long time, I also learned to disguise. Even if others tell the truth, he won't believe it.

It's not that he doesn't want to be sincere, it's that you don't know if you're dealing with a person or a dog. In fact, if you talk too much, Bei Xiaoqi may not be able to understand. There are some things that you don't feel the same way if you haven't experienced them yourself.

She just knew that it was not easy for the son of the emperor's family, but she didn't know how difficult it was.

"When I was a child, I played very well with the little eunuch who took care of me, but within a few days, he disappeared. At that time, I was very naïve, thinking that he had gone to work as an errand somewhere else. ”

Jun Chenmo smiled self-deprecatingly, he was really naïve at that time. It was precisely because of his innocence that he killed the little eunuch.

If he had the ability to protect himself, or even the people around him, maybe the little eunuch would not have died because of himself.

From the time he knew that the little eunuch had died because of himself, he understood a truth. If you are not strong, you will not be able to protect the people around you.

So he made a poisonous vow to make himself stronger, but no one can easily enter his heart. Because he knows that others are close to his own purpose, and he knows that being friends with himself will bring about death.

So before he became stronger, he would rather be alone. Now I have full wings and can protect my loved ones even more.

Thinking of this, he looked at Bei Xiaoqi and found that Bei Xiaoqi was also looking at him. Why did she feel so strange when she looked at herself? It seems to be sympathy, but more like pity.

Could it be that she was moved by what she said? But this kind of look is too much of an eyesore.

"Can you stop looking at me like that?"

"No, I just sigh that your imperial family is too complicated." Bei Xiaoqi never thought that being friends with someone would cost him his life.

Compared with Jun Chenmo when she was a child, she was so happy. Parents are extremely fond of themselves, and if they don't want to learn, they will never force themselves.

Even every boudoir girl has to learn piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, embroidery and the like. Because I was really not interested and couldn't learn, my parents really didn't push me much.

That's why his temperament is as cheerful as spring water, and he lives a carefree life. If she hadn't married Jun Chenmo, she would definitely not have been able to understand these intrigues.

Not only did she sigh, "It's good that I'm not from the emperor's family." ”

Jun Chenmo slapped Bei Xiaoqi's head with a smile, why does this girl have a bad memory now. She married herself, isn't she a member of the emperor's family.

He looked at Bei Xiaoqi and looked at him in confusion, and touched Bei Xiaoqi's hair with his hand.

"Aren't you right now?"

After speaking, Jun Chenmo left with a smile, leaving Bei Xiaoqi with a stunned face.