Chapter 193: There are too many passers-by in life
Since Li Qingxin's lie was exposed, Bei Xiaoqi couldn't lift his spirits for several days. She doesn't want to be preoccupied every day, but she is so depressed.
No matter what she does, she can't arouse her interest, and even the restaurant is not interested. After breakfast, she was lazy all over, and now she felt like she wanted to be a waste of wood.
Bored, she came to the back garden and saw that Zhaocai was also lying on the table and basking in the sun alone. She came to Zhaocai's side and sat down. also lying on the table, watching the sun's fortune.
I also closed my eyes, and my mind was full of friendship with Li Qingxin during this time. Thinking of Jun Chenmo persuading herself at that time, she also laughed at Jun Chenmo's cautious eyes. It turned out that the two of them were just playing on the spot, and only they were deeply involved.
I have always regarded Li Qingxin as a close friend and talked to him for everything, but the result was really a slap in the face.
From the beginning of the meeting, to the end of the journey with them. was followed by someone and discovered by Jun Chenmo, only then did he expose Li Qingxin's true face.
What if Jun Chenmo hadn't found out that he was being followed by others? What are the consequences? She couldn't have imagined it until now.
It turned out that every step they took, their lives hung in the air.
It's not like I see a person and want to talk to them. Li Qingxin was the first person he wanted to talk to, but he didn't expect to be just a liar.
She sighed deeply, was she too innocent or too stupid?
can actually let Li Qingxin deceive the group, if it weren't for Jun Chenmo. I'm afraid that he will be sold by Li Qingxin, and I will help him count the money.
"Zhaocai, do you think I'm too stupid?"
Jun Chenmo is so easy to say, he just doesn't want to believe him. And Li Qingxin was full of lies, but he was convinced. She really wondered if her brain had been replaced by someone else, otherwise how could she be so stupid and ridiculous.
She opened her eyes and looked at Zhaocai, but Zhaocai didn't care about herself. Stretching out her hand to play with Zhaocai's hair, she suddenly envied Zhaocai. There is no intrigue between these people, just eat and drink well every day.
There is no need to think about anything else, and there is no need to worry about it. And there are people to take care of it every day, and it is even more leisurely.
It turns out that the life of Zhaocai is what I have been looking forward to for a long time. Thinking that he was not as good as a dog, his heart was even more depressed. She touched Zhaocai's hair, and she woke up Zhaocai.
"Zhaocai, you're awake. You said that I believed him so much, how could Li Qingxin bear to lie to me? It may be that Bei Xiaoqi's sigh affected Zhaocai's mood, and he turned his head to ignore Bei Xiaoqi.
She looked at Zhaocai in disbelief, didn't she expect that even Zhaocai hated herself today? also said that Zhaocai also felt that he was too willful and always knew people clearly.
She lay back on the table in a decadent manner, listless even in the tone of her voice.
This is the first time I have been deceived, and I have been deceived so thoroughly.
There must be something wrong with his eyes, otherwise how could he have deceived him for so long, and he didn't even notice it at all. But fortunately, Jun Chenmo was not affected by himself, if he really had an accident because of himself, he would not be able to atone for his sins in this life.
She couldn't forgive herself until now, and put Jun Chenmo in a dangerous situation. If he hadn't been aware of it and had been on guard, he wouldn't have been able to stay here and bask in the sun now.
If he had listened to Jun Chenmo's words earlier, he would not have let Li Qingxin succeed again and again. If Jun Chenmo was not guarded, Li Qingxin successfully stole the force map. She quickly shook her head in fright, the consequences were terrible.
"Do you think I don't have the ability to discern, and I can't even distinguish between good and bad people?"
"Are you stupid in the sun, and you are actually talking to Zhaocai."
Bei Xiaoqi was startled by Jun Chenmo who suddenly spoke, she raised her head and saw Jun Chenmo just walking to her side.
She hurriedly turned her face away, and now she had no face to see Jun Chenmo.
I thought that I didn't listen to him again and again, but said things like he was careful. She is not mentally ready to see Jun Chenmo, and she is most afraid that Jun Chenmo will lecture herself.
Now that she knows her mistake, she shouldn't be so obstinate, ignoring Jun Chenmo's words. There is no regret medicine in the world, and her intestines are now repentant.
It seems that he can't make friends casually in the future, and Li Qingxin's incident is the best example. Sneaking a glance at Jun Chenmo, fortunately he was there, so he didn't cause the worst result.
"You're satisfied now, prove you're right. I was so wrong, laugh at me. ”
Jun Chenmo knew that she couldn't accept Li Qingxin's matter, and she hadn't even gone to the restaurant in the past few days, so she knew that she hadn't passed the hurdle in her heart. He was only afraid that Bei Xiaoqi would have this experience and form a conditioned reflex in the future. I'm afraid that when I meet others, I won't treat each other sincerely.
I don't want Bei Xiaoqi to become a person who closes her heart, I still want her to live a carefree life. No matter what trouble she has in the future, she is behind her and protects her. Seeing that no matter what happened before, she could laugh heartlessly. But in the past few days, she has not only sighed, but also languished. And it's getting worse day by day, and he's really worried that this girl won't be able to figure it out.
It seems that he wants to dismiss her, saving the tip of the bull's horns again and again.
"There will always be a lot of passers-by in our lives. There are always a few people who can be by your side. ”
Bei Xiaoqi raised her head and looked at Jun Chenmo painfully, she didn't want to be so decadent all day long. His heart was always immersed in the pain of being deceived by Li Qingxin, and he couldn't extricate himself at all.
Is he comforting and excusing himself now?
She sat down and looked at Jun Chenmo without blinking. Doesn't he blame himself? It is precisely because of himself that Li Qingxin will be taken advantage of.
Now he shouldn't laugh at himself, or even blame himself. In fact, what Jun Chenmo said, she didn't understand. It's just that I can't let go of my heart at all, so I am decadent again and again.
"Don't you blame me? If it weren't for my insistence, Li Qingxin wouldn't have been able to approach you at all. ”
Jun Chenmo looked at Bei Xiaoqi with a serious face, and was a little happy in his heart, but there was still no expression on the surface. Thinking that this girl cares about herself, she blames herself now. A big reason is because this matter implicates me.
He understood that although Bei Xiaoqi wanted to make friends with Li Qingxin, it was also based on a relationship that did not hurt him. Thinking that he and Bei Xiaoqi said that Li Qingxin's purpose was impure just now, Xiaoqi did keep a distance from Li Qingxin, and even looked at Li Qingxin with a little hostility in his eyes.
It was only after in-depth contact that she gradually let down her guard against Li Qingxin. still remembers that day Bei Xiaoqi told him that he was afraid that Li Qingxin would come to hurt him. In fact, he can understand Bei Xiaoqi's heart, so he escorted her all the way.
"It's not your fault. Even without you, he'll find a way to start somewhere else. ”
I'm not comforting her, I'm just telling her a fact.