Chapter 119: The Underworld
A group of girls who don't even have hair - the youngest, you look at their appearance, delicate and young, Chu Chu pitiful, that is, they haven't even graduated from elementary school, I believe it.
Of course, not all of these girls are underage, and some of them look very old, probably about the same as me, and the older they get, the more silent they seem to be. Maybe I don't have anything to say to these little kids - it's these girls who asked me if I could drive them out for a ride.
These girls are running away from home at first glance, but anyone who has parents in charge can't come to this kind of place, let alone live, even if they make friends with girls who live in this kind of place, they will be scolded by their parents, and then they don't dare to contact it again.
It's a completely different world, a world I've never seen before, narrow, cold, but real. When Xiaofu was alive a few days ago, she was also a member of this small space. And now Jeff is dead.
But at dinner, I didn't hear any of the girls talking about Xiaofu. I wonder if you are friends who live under the same roof, and you have only been dead for less than a week, so why don't you mention it?
But if you think about it carefully, you will feel that this is a reflection of whether they don't care about each other at all. Although they live together and eat together, in fact, the distance between their hearts has not shortened at all. They can't be blamed for that entirely.
As the old saying goes, if you want to love others, you must first know what it is like to be loved. It is difficult for people who have not been loved well to tolerate others. Although these girls share the same disease, this is only the common denominator.
They are at the bottom of society, they are full of weakling, it is estimated that they have seen a lot of sinister ways at a young age, and after their hearts are hurt, the first reaction of children is to instinctively close their hearts. In such a bad state, it would be strange if you wanted to make friends.
In my opinion, the reason why this group of children gather here even if they are not familiar with each other is mainly because of two things. One is because of the sense of security - they probably also understand that it is safer to be together than to be apart.
It is almost unimaginable that a helpless underage girl will encounter difficulties and dangers to live alone in society. Another reason is more pure - that is, these girls who have the same experience as themselves will at least not hurt themselves.
This injury probably refers to something more primitive, such as physical mutilation. Small verbal arguments are not included in this. Looking at their numb and indifferent faces, you will know that it is common for fat girls to suffer this kind of treatment.
After most of them left, the fat girl fell silent again, her eyes completely devoid of the smugness she had just had, like a clumsy, lost puppy, silently cleaning the scattered ramen noodles and wiping the ramen soup on the floor.
After shaking the ramen noodles on her pants and clothes, she took the cauldron and washed it. But I didn't see her change clothes after that, and I don't know if there were no clothes to change. Truth be told, it's quite likely.
Because it's not the season to wear a down jacket at all, this one will only look bloated on her. But if you don't have clothes, you can't do anything. After washing all the pots and pans, she went back to the living room and looked at the girl who was still sleeping.
I saw her silently step aside and open a yellowed plastic box, which was rectangular in shape, and the plastic shell had several cracks. After opening it, there are a lot of medicines inside, but they are all family medicines.
After that, the fat girl took the medicine and thermometer in her hand and came to the side of a girl with a slightly red face, her eyes looked very careful, and patted her gently, the girl slowly woke up from her deep sleep, and when she opened her eyes and found that it was a fat girl, she smiled weakly and called "Da Mei", which seemed quite kind.
It turns out that this fat girl's name is Da Mei, I looked at the two of them and muttered silently in my heart, but this name is really random enough. After hearing this cordial call, Da Mei seemed to have awakened something in her heart, and joy gradually appeared on her face.
After that, she gently lifted the girl's coat and put the thermometer inside. While soaking the girl in antipyretics, she also nagged in her throat again, and there was a sentence in Damei that impressed me quite deeply.
"Look at it! A group of girls like you who have no chance, what are I going to do if I don't have them! Ha ha! ”
Da Mei looked very happy when she said this, and this sick girl seemed to be quite happy, maybe because when she was sick, at least someone was willing to care about herself.
In fact, this kind of thing is very important for girls, not to mention that they are runaway girls who lack love. The girl echoed Damei, drank the medicine under the care of Damei, who was beaming, and then fell asleep again.
I looked at this girl named Da Mei and felt that she was really pitiful - the feeling of desperately wanting to fit in with the group and desperately wanting to be recognized made me feel very uncomfortable.
Da Mei, like them, should also be a runaway girl, but the problem is that these girls are all beautiful one by one, although they are also in society, but in this "underground world", appearance is more important capital.
In other words, these beautiful girls, as long as they are ruthless, they can survive no matter what, and they may live better and better. But Da Mei can't do it, and more importantly, for them, money is secondary.
Through the observation just now, I understand one thing, that is, among these nearly twenty girls, there is a clear hierarchy. There are a few of the highest statuses, the most are of medium status, and Da Mei should be at the bottom.
So it's even more difficult for Da Mei to fit into this group, she has nothing she can get her hands on, and when they talk about makeup, skin care products and other topics, Da Mei can only listen dryly.
Blind people can see that it is impossible for Da Mei, a girl like Da Mei, who has a failing public face and is as fat as a pig, to be recognized by this group of beautiful girls.
So, I think Da Mei may have found a position for herself similar to a silly big sister. I don't know what the other girls think, but in my opinion, Damei is 100% pretended. Well, pretending, she just pretended to be a stupid big sister.
Just observe Da Mei's actions, she is actually a timid and very slender girl, this kind of girl is very good at observing words and feelings, and a girl like Da Mei should not usually make risky moves.
But she has been trying to gain recognition through risky behaviors and shorten the relationship between herself and her peers, which shows that Damei now thinks that she has been forced to a point where she is quite stressed.
After taking care of those sick girls, Da Mei herself was tired enough, and at this time, she saw me who had been leaning against the wall to observe her, and she was stunned for a moment, and then came over impatiently.
Da Mei has a completely different attitude towards me, when talking to her group of friends, although she looks stupid, her attitude is still good, but in the face of me, she puts on a look that I owe her five million.
"I said you, are you a pervert? Otherwise, are you here to find trouble? I can tell you, you can't come here casually, and the people here are not people you can bully casually, and the old lady doesn't care if you drive an online car-hailing service or pick up garbage.
I warn you, don't use your brains for me, if something happens to the people here, I'll be the first to ask you, so get out of here now, don't you know that your face looks very infuriating? ”
On a normal day, I might have scolded her for an hour to relieve my anger, but now I don't have the slightest idea of arguing - this girl is so good-looking, and under her unruly appearance, she is a nervous heart.
I looked at her for a long time, and then said, you should be short of money, right? Da Mei sneered, and said Dead perverted, we are short of money and have nothing to do with you, I will warn you again, if you dare to beat my girl's idea, I will ......"
Without waiting for Da Mei to finish speaking, I went to take out all the thousands of dollars in cash from my wallet, and then stuffed it into Da Mei's hand. She was stunned, and after staring for a long time, she slowly raised her head and stared at me a little blankly.
I said, I think you seem to know a lot about this place, so now I want to know some things here, and I won't ask for much else, just need you not to lie, just answer me a few questions. So that my doubts will be cleared.
Although I haven't officially lifted myself out of poverty yet, I'm no longer the same person I used to be, and this thousand pieces is nothing to me. However, this amount of money is likely to be used as their living expenses for the next month.
I look at Damei, it's very tangled like that, I guess I want to refuse my request, but after all, there is too much money. In the face of huge sums of money, the backbone of the answer is difficult to say. But it's just human nature. I don't know how many times I've seen this happen.
"If it's just one or two questions...... Okay, too. ”
Maybe it was because she was afraid that I would regret it, so Da Mei stuffed all the money into her arms, and then looked at me vigilantly with a frown. I shook my head and said that one or two was too little, but there weren't many things I wanted to know, and I hoped she could cooperate.
After all, she just told others what she knew, and if I knew it, I wouldn't deliberately say it, and she wouldn't have anything to lose. So after I persuaded me for a while, Da Mei reluctantly nodded and agreed to my request.
After that, Damei and I went to the warehouse of the dormitory, Damei seemed to have a habit of smoking, I squatted on the pony with her, and she didn't know where she learned the bad habit - every puff of cigarettes, immediately after which she would spit out a mouthful of phlegm.
I said that it would be better for you to pay attention to the image of a girl, but Da Mei gave me a blank look, saying that what she wants to do has nothing to do with me, and it is okay to talk about something.
I told Da Mei that I had actually been investigating about Xiaofu during this time, and I wanted to know the information about Xiaofu. Da Mei looked a little troubled after hearing this, and she didn't know much about Xiaofu.